Just as I rushed out of the alley and reached out to hail a taxi on the side of the road, a black Maybach stopped beside me, the door opened, and it was He Liancheng who rushed down angrily.

He pulled the car door open, dragged me in, closed the door and drove forward, and said into the phone, "Don't worry, I'll stop her." ”

"Mr. He, what are you doing?" I asked.

"I didn't do anything, stop you from doing stupid things." He didn't look back, and said in a slightly slower tone, "If a person really wants to kill himself, he won't call you; So whether you go or not, she won't jump off. Second, it is not easy for Shen Mo to get to this point, don't kill him for your little mercy. ”

"You all know?" I asked.

"Cheng Zi, if you are eighteen years old now, I understand what kind of mistakes you make, but you are not. You can't really treat Shen Mo as a banker, constantly spending love from him that can bring him down. He Liancheng still didn't look at me, and his tone returned to normal.

"I'm just sticking to my bottom line." I say.

"In the face of people who have no bottom line, you have a bottom line and a fart, all these years of books have been read in vain, read to the dog's belly, don't you remember the story of the farmer and the snake?" He Liancheng said so much in one breath, he was so angry that he coughed violently, scolded and, and then continued, "A woman like Yang Yunan deserves this kind of fate, I dare to guarantee the ticket, even if you make concessions this time, she will bite you after she recovers." Think for yourself, who matters? Is Yang Yunan important, or Shen Mo important. If you think Shen Mo is important, then go home right now, if you think Yang Yunan is important, I'll find someone to do her now, what psychological burden do I have to bear, okay! ”

He Liancheng scolded me with a split head and a face, I felt like someone had poured a bucket of ice water from head to toe, and the whole person became clear.

I know what he said, but I can't make that decision.

At this time, the car was extremely quiet, and Shen Mo's voice slowly came from the phone: "Lian Cheng, don't scold her like this, Cheng Zi's character ......"

"Shut up!" He Liancheng roared loudly.

"Cheng Zi, you can rest for a few days, I'll take you somewhere." Shen Mo really stopped his mouth and slowed down for a while before speaking.

At this time, I also felt that I was a little presumptuous just now, and to put it mildly, my psychological quality was too poor, and I couldn't bear the stimulation of a human life disappearing in front of me.

"I'll send her back to you tomorrow, you have a good rest by yourself, you caused this ass, don't say a word, do you think my surname is really vegetarian in the imperial capital." After He Liancheng finished scolding, he hung up the phone, stepped on the accelerator to the end, and the car rushed out like an arrow.

I stayed at He Liancheng's house for three days, and on the fourth day, Shen Mo drove me to the airport. I asked him where he was going, and he didn't say a word.

All my documents are in his hands, so I can only follow him.

The first stop was Hong Kong, and after staying in the hotel, he took me to a high-rise building, and quietly climbed to the rooftop without the staff.

It was very windy above, and the skirt was blown so much that it could not suppress the corners of the skirt.

He kept walking forward, and only stopped at the very edge, leaned on the railing and said to me: "Cheng Zi, the place you are standing now is the place where Cheng Zi jumped back then, look at it, are you afraid of being so high?" ”

I was shocked when I heard his words, and subconsciously looked down.

This building is very tall, and the people below have become small black dots, and this is a downtown area, and the small black dots below are swimming rapidly, and I feel dizzy after a few glances.

"I don't know what Cheng Zi was thinking when she jumped from here, what could make her give up her life. She is very important to me, she is my sister who depends on each other, so my love for her is not selfish, but she can give up this kind of love, what has she experienced? You also know that the chances of surviving by jumping from here are almost zero, but you survived for her, against her face. What do you think? Shen Mo said.

I just felt my heart beating hard, just like Cheng Zi was standing beside me, looking at me coldly like Shen Mo, and then put his hand on the back of my head, ready to push me down.

To be honest, I know the taste of despair, because I also thought about suicide, but I was saved by Shen Mo.

Suddenly, I thought of the incident when I met Shen Mo on the roof of the hospital, and I couldn't help asking: "You could think of me on the rooftop in the hospital that day, is it because of Cheng Zi?" ”

"Yes." He nodded and said, "So I think that in the dark, you and Cheng Zi are connected, so I will slowly become interested in you." But later, I knew that you and her were completely different people, and it was you, not Cheng Zi, that I fell in love with. The similarity between you and Cheng Zi is just an opportunity for me to be interested in you. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and understood why Shen Mo had brought me here.

I'm not living alone now, I have Cheng Zi giving me a chance to survive, and I want to live for her, so I can't think about those confused bottom lines anymore.

"Let's go." He stood for a moment, smoked two cigarettes for the first time, and then stepped on the cigarette butt and led me down the rooftop.

The next day, it rained, and when I walked outside, I looked up to see the cold and icy rain.

Shen Mo took a car to take me around the old house area this time, and finally stopped under a viaduct, he got out of the car and took me to the green belt under the viaduct. Looking up at the bridge above, the traffic above did not stop for a moment, coming and going, as fast as lightning, after watching it for a long time, my eyes hurt.

"This is the bridge you fell on, someone deliberately knocked you off it in order to get your child, and at the same time there was an innocent driver who lost his life in this accident, right where we were standing, the car exploded, you said you saw it with your own eyes, the man was burned to death. Do you remember what he looked like? Do you remember his resentment? Should he not let you go until he died, because if it weren't for you, he wouldn't have died, he didn't offend anyone, he didn't even do any bad things, he even had his own wife and children, but he also died for you. Shen Mo's words were like knives, piercing my body at once, and the pain was so painful that I wanted to go crazy.

"These people who meet you have no bottom line, and you, you actually have a bottom line when you take revenge on them? Do you say it's ridiculous, or is it ridiculous? Shen Mo looked at me and sighed.

"Shen Mo, I know it's wrong." I looked into his sad eyes, and for the first time felt that this unintentional hurt hurt the most.

"Don't say that yet, you can see it all and keep it all in your head." Shen Mo walked around on the grass that was as green as a carpet, I watched his footsteps, a sea of fire appeared in front of me, and the pain of being burned on my body was still there, the pain was really worse than death, and it was grinding over and over again in my heart.

"Shen Mo!" I say.

"Don't say anything so early, think about it, I remember when you first returned to the imperial capital, I told you that I don't want you to live in hatred, right?" He smiled, and without waiting for me to answer, he said no, "I'm afraid that you will go to extremes, and now it seems that you can't go to extremes." ”

After laughing, he pointed to a ditch next to him that was covered by wild rhododendrons and said, "Here, you yourself dragged your charcoal-like body to lie in this ditch, and then you saved your life." ”

"Shen Mo, don't say it." I felt that my eyes were all red and the pain in my body was getting worse, I shook my head and said to him, squatting helplessly, and finally lying on my knees and crying.

I don't know how long I cried, but what I remember is that Shen Mo didn't say anything to me the whole time, and when I stopped crying, he whispered, "Let's go." ”

I thought he was going to take me back to the imperial capital directly, but I didn't expect that at the second stop, we arrived at the hospital where I had surgery. After eight hours of sleep on the plane, I saw the familiar hospital.

I didn't want to go in, because as soon as I got close to here, I could think of the hellish torture that would be like days and nights.

He took my hand and almost dragged me into the hospital. He walked slowly, step by step, while whispering, "Look here, can you remember what kind of surgery you have undergone?" So cold utensils are scratching your body over and over again, I feel pain when I look at it, you can still keep silent when you haven't used anesthesia for a lot of time, do you know how much I admired you in my heart at that time? Because you have heard from the hospital that some surgeries do not use anesthetics, the effect is better, and the results are more natural. ”

My legs were already shaking, and I wouldn't go any further, and he held my hand and didn't let go, and I passed by the ward, the operating room, and the grass where I walked......

"Cheng Zi." Shen Mo called me in a low voice, "No, I should call you Lin Jingyan here." ”

As I listened to him, I felt like I was about to be overwhelmed, my eyes couldn't focus on anything, and everything was blurry.

"I don't ......" I don't know what I'm talking about, and I don't know what I'm trying to reject.

"If you want, I will help you change Lin Jingyan's face back, everything will go back to the past, just when you are still you, I am still me." Shen Mo said.

I don't want that!

I shouted in my heart, but I couldn't get a word out of my mouth.

An hour and a half later, the hospital finally walked through, and on the lawn at the entrance of the hospital, Shen Mo threw away my hand and said, "Okay, you can make a choice now, although I am very poor, I still have the money to turn you back into Lin Jingyan, so that you can do what you want to do openly." ”

"I don't." I was stubborn, but I didn't know what I was holding onto.

"You don't need to tell me now, you can think about it when you go back." After Shen Mo finished speaking, he turned his head and left.

I walked a few steps closer and chased after him, thinking that the next moment he would disappear and disappear from my world.

He didn't disappear as I thought, but took me on the earliest flight back to the imperial capital, and after getting off the plane, he sent me to the house where I had been staying, and said, "You live here, maybe being alone can make us more rational and wiser." ”

With that, he threw down the key, turned and left. Early the next morning, he knocked on the door, and I saw several large bags at his feet.

"This is your item, I sent it for you. Don't worry, I didn't look at everything, and I found a housekeeping aunt to help you clean it up. He said.

"Shen Mo!" I pounced and grabbed his hand.

"Cheng Zi, people always have to grow up by themselves, learn to live by themselves, and take the road from the future." One by one, he broke my fingers, bent down to bring things in, then tapped me on the shoulder and closed the door and left.

Listening to the door slamming shut, I was so distressed that I couldn't breathe, and finally I couldn't stand anymore, I couldn't hold it anymore, and I cried loudly.

All the grievances were magnified, and I kept crying.

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ps: I understand everyone's anxious mood of chasing the article, but Banban is indeed alone with the child now, and the time is completely uncertain, so I can only try my best to write, don't say anything else, while the baby is sleeping, I'll write a little more