It's been almost two months since I moved to a new room, which is two sizes like the previous room, sitting north and facing south, fully furnished, and I am very comfortable to live in.

It was midnight, in the middle of summer, the air was hot, and insects were chirping in the grass outside the window.

I lay on the edge of the bed and yawned casually, blurring my eyes to see a delicate figure in a blue palace dress, her big trademark eyes looking at me aggrievedly.

I tapped the food box on the table with my eyes and repeated my words: "Take it." Quick, I'm sleepy, it's time to sleep. ”

It's not the first time I've seen Nanakumo since I moved to a new house. She came last month, and also sent a box of snacks, I was still nervous, but it turned out that it was still those four big words: when the moon is full.

I was very worried and helpless, the disunity of body and soul made me too embarrassed, I wanted to do something, but I couldn't do anything at all.

This time, when I saw that it was another dim sum, I inexplicably had a rebellious mood, because I couldn't understand it, so I instinctively felt that it was dangerous, and I wanted to get rid of the relationship with the person behind the dim sum.

"Why?" Under the candlelight, Nangumo's big eyes sparkled like black gems, revealing a hint of incomprehension and stubbornness.

I was a little numb with my arms supporting my head, so I simply lay down and said perfunctorily: "I don't like to eat snacks." ”

She refused to give up: "Then what do you like to eat, I'll tell him next time." ”

Hearing what she said, I suddenly had the energy, propped up my body, leaned forward and asked her, "You tell him?" Who is he? ”

She was stunned and said in surprise: "He said you know." ”

I guess if I ask again, the result will be the same as last time:

Who is he?

You know who he is.

I do not know.

Then I can't even say more!

I looked at the dim sum and frowned, "How long has this thing been left there, can you still eat it?" When did he give it to you. ”

She wanted to speak and stopped, bit her lip and pondered for a while and said, "Don't worry, he will definitely not harm you." ”

I wanted to set up the time of their handover, but I didn't expect this girl to be quite strict, and she couldn't speak.

I didn't give up: "Next time, remember to send soup, don't send these, I don't like to eat dry." ”

I was secretly proud, if it was to make soup, I would see how he did it, so that he couldn't pass half a word, and it was easy to know the time of cooking from the quality of the soup.

Witty as I am!

Nanun looked a little embarrassed, and he didn't know how to answer me for a while, so he just bit his lip and thought for a while, and said, "I know, I'll tell him." ”

After Nangumo left, I lay alone in bed, thinking about what had just happened, and I felt a little regretful.

I was too careless in this matter, how could I change the agreement between "me" and the mysterious person at will? I don't know what the meaning behind this is? But they are all clear, and now that I propose a change without reason, won't it arouse the suspicion of the other party?

The facts just confirmed my fears, and a few days later Nanun came to see me again, only this time he didn't bring anything, only verbally, "He wants to see you." ”

My heart tightened, and as I had guessed, the man was already suspicious of me. In the past, when I couldn't figure it out and was uncomfortable, I always wanted to have a face-to-face discussion with that mysterious person to see who he really was.

But when it really came to me, I lost that courage, because I was a fake, an ignorant soul who was out of the way, and could not stand up to any scrutiny or scrutiny.

I pretended to be calm, my eyes showed vicissitudes, and I said to Nanun in a helpless tone: "Not now, the time has not come." ”

For the first time, I showed an unfathomable expression in front of Nangumo, and she was a little confused, wanting to ask something, but in the end she held back.

I'm glad she couldn't hold back and didn't ask, otherwise, how would I deal with her when I'm so flustered?

It felt like I was the one who fell into a cliff and happened to grab a branch. Luckily, I didn't die for the time being, but sadly, I could die at any time, and I might end up falling off a cliff with all my strength, or I might break a branch and fall off a cliff, and I couldn't see a good outcome. In this era, living in this capacity is really more difficult and dangerous than walking on thin ice, and a little carelessness is a broken bone.

I don't know who "I" am or what "I" am going to do? All I could do was run away, hide myself, and keep others from finding out that I was a fake until I figured out what was going on. Although I know that this is not the solution, what should come will always come, and nothing will end.

……

It's already late summer, and it's raining a few times lately, and it's not as hot as the other day.

Today, the sky is cloudy again, and the people who are pressed are a little breathless. After the prince took a nap, I went out to the Zhaolu Hall of Prince Mu, but I didn't want to go halfway, and the sky was raining.

It was too late to go back to the East Palace to get rain gear, so I simply ran up and ran wildly through the rain all the way. Unexpectedly, the rain became heavier and heavier, and I was already soaked by the time I arrived at the Zhaolu Palace.

King Mu was waiting for me in the study, and when he saw me, he put down the book, looked at me from top to bottom, and said with a smile: "You came here in the rain to reflect your spirit of studying?" ”

I wiped the rain from my face, smiled bitterly, and explained to him, "Maybe the slave maid is not in a good life, and it hasn't rained when I go out." ”

King Mu looked at me dripping and shook his head helplessly. He commanded the little eunuch behind him, "Find him a set of clean clothes." ”

I thanked him gratefully and went out with the little eunuch to change my clothes, and the little eunuch was very considerate and asked me to wait in the next room, and he went to fetch my clothes for me, so that I would not get cold when I went out in wet clothes.

Really a home away from home! King Mu has an easy-going temperament and doesn't care about red tape, and the palace people around him are influenced by him and treat people very comfortably, which is very in line with my concept of a modern person.

I took the clothes from the little eunuch's hand, and I smiled and said a bunch of words of thanks. The little eunuch smiled politely at me. But he didn't plan to leave, as if he wanted to wait for me to change into my wet clothes and prepare to take it away.

I didn't move, I looked at him and smiled again, this time the smile was a little embarrassing, the little eunuch didn't understand what was going on, and he also curled the corners of his mouth to encourage me: "Change it." ”

I'm a little speechless, even if Zhaoludian doesn't settle for red tape, no matter how free and easy the style is, it won't be like this!

"Why don't you get away with it?" I asked with a smile on my face.

My body, although it is not well developed, was once mistaken for an airport by me, but, after all, it is not young, it is still different from a boy, and it cannot be shown to others!

"Oh, good." The little eunuch reacted a little surprised, maybe ordinary eunuchs did not have such a request, but in order to show respect, he still went out.

After changing my clothes, I went back to King Mu's study.

His handsome face peeked out from behind the book, with a soft smile, and his eyes motioned for me to come over.

Mu Wang Ye told me his experience while demonstrating to me, I have never listened so carefully from primary school to college graduation, and suddenly felt that the child's bad grades are due to the teacher's lack of appearance.

After opening up a little bit of the knack, I was a little eager to try, picked up the pen and began to practice, and after these few days, I finally had a little experience.

He sat leisurely by the window drinking tea, his temperament was elegant and refined, his expression was tranquil, sometimes he looked at my writing, sometimes he looked at the rain outside the window and hit the bamboo leaves, and the moon-white satin shirt and the rain curtain outside the window inherited each other, beautiful as a perfect stroke.

It's just that it didn't take long for the little eunuch who had just seen me change my clothes to walk in, he looked at me, walked to King Mu's side, and whispered something in his ear, the smile on King Mu's face gradually disappeared, and the eyes looking at me seemed to change a little.

My heart was a little panicked, what did the little eunuch tell him? From the look in their eyes, it seems to be talking about me. Did I just stop him from seeing me change my clothes, and he became suspicious?

I felt a little uncomfortable, but after the little eunuch retreated, King Mu continued to drink tea and enjoy the scenery as if there was no such thing, he didn't say anything, and I didn't ask too much, so as not to show my weakness, so I had to continue to practice calligraphy.

"What are you panicking about?" King Mu put down the teacup and said suddenly.

"No, the slave doesn't." I stopped and looked up at him, with a calm and calm expression.

The corners of his mouth curled, and his eyes tapped the words written on my paper: "Your words betray you." ”

I smiled ashamedly, he is a god of calligraphy and painting, I have to obey in this regard, and I dare not continue to speak strongly. I had to admit: "Isn't the slave afraid that you will think too much, the slave and the maid have been shy since childhood, afraid of seeing people, and just changed their clothes, I deliberately took away the father-in-law." ”

"Oh." He nodded, and then abruptly turned around: "But this is not what he gave back to me." ”

"What's that?" I was shocked.

There was a hint of sly in his eyes: "Guess what? ”

I was stunned. This guy is clearly playing tricks on me, do you really think I'm a fourteen-year-old girl?

I showed an innocent face: "I hope the prince will make it clear, the slave and maid really don't know." ”

He scanned my body from top to bottom and asked, "Are you hurt?" ”

I was shocked again, what do you mean by suddenly asking? I shook my head blankly: "No, no." ”

"Then how can there be blood on your underwear?" He asked, holding my eyes tightly.

Again, he spoke astonishingly. Maybe I had a ghost in my heart, and my first reaction was that he was cheating on me, so I immediately denied it: "No way, the slave is not hurt." ”

This time, he looked at me lightly and did not speak, as if to say: I will give you another chance to confess and be lenient.

From the look in his eyes, I realized that I had really said the wrong thing.

I stood up abruptly, I couldn't think of what was going on for a while, and suddenly, as if like thunder, I remembered something, could it be ......?!

I focused on my body and felt it carefully, as if it really was! - Great Aunt.

At this moment, I even have the heart to kill myself, why did I rush to this time, this time it's too big, how can I end it?

I hated this little girl's body more and more, delicate, stunted, mediocre voice, and menstrual disorders.

I haven't been red for two months, but today I am out of breath, and I chose this time! Except for the good face, the rest is simply useless!!!