I am willing to personally open my shell and embrace you with a soft heart.

Jin Fengnan looked at Mu Hibiscus, with surprise and distress in his eyes, Mu Hibiscus, he was finally willing to tell him. It seems that those waits have turned into the most beautiful time.

"Really?" Jin Fengnan's eyes looked at Mu Hibiscus with a little complexity, he knew that it was already a great effort to let Mu Hibiscus say it himself. If I could, I would be willing to bear the faults that Hibiscus should not bear.

"Really, I'm really willing to tell you." Hibiscus looked at him with slightly trembling eyes and said with a smile.

After so many years, those heart-wrenching things don't seem to be so unbearable, although Hibiscus feels that he is still unwilling to face them, but he doesn't have the initial hoarseness and tries his best to resist. Those things, compared to her own resentment, are actually more willing to face the people she cares about.

Hibiscus sat in a comfortable position and said, "When I was very young, my mother left, and my father told me that my mother left not because she didn't love me, but because she loved herself more than she loved me. For a while, my friends ignored me, and I was still very depressed, until one day someone said in front of me, 'Hibiscus, your mother intervenes in someone else's marriage, you are her daughter, and you will become like your mother in the future, and be hated.' Mu Hibiscus took a deep breath to calm down, and said with a slow smile, "Hehe, that day I did something I never dared to do: I pounced on him like crazy, grabbed the stone next to me and smashed it on his head," Mu Hibiscus squinted slightly with a hint of fierceness "At that time, I really thought I was crazy, I just felt that I wanted him to disappear in front of me, and I didn't care about anything." After saying that, Hibiscus's eyes suddenly became fragile, "Maybe you don't understand, the endless resentment and the feeling of just wanting to huddle in the dark, but wanting to chase the dazzling light, and push yourself into a corner step by step, such fear and hatred are something I will never forget and do not want to remember." ”

Jin Fengnan was about to say something, but was interrupted by Mu Hibiscus, "I know that it was wrong for me to beat people at that time, but after such a long time, I never regret it, and it is still uncomfortable to think about it now, not only because that person said that, at that time, I learned to resent, and this matter is ...... It's because of my mother. If she hadn't done something like that, perhaps, everyone would have been different. ”

"Hibiscus, everything has its own cause and effect. Actually......" Jin Fengnan paused, and then said, "Maybe you should get to know your parents, and ...... Things at the time. Sometimes, it's not ......"

Before Jin Fengnan finished speaking, Mu Hibiscus shook off Jin Fengnan, looked at him indifferently and said, "If I didn't know that you had nothing to do with them, I really thought you were the lobbyist they brought." Now that this has become the case, there is no need to pursue the things of the past, and I don't need to understand the grievances and grievances about her back then. With that, Hibiscus got up and left. Jin Fengnan hurriedly grabbed Mu Hibiscus's hand and said in a panic, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, let's not talk about this topic, okay?" Seeing that Hibiscus stopped moving, he turned Hibiscus around, and was about to explain, but he saw Hibiscus crumbling tears. Jin Fengnan raised his hand and was about to wipe it off, but he heard Mu Hibiscus say, "Turn around, don't look at me." ”

Jin Fengnan's hand shook, and he firmly wiped away Mu Hibiscus's tears, stroked Mu Hibiscus's head and said, "I won't listen to you this time, even if you say let go, I won't let go." Hibiscus's tears poured out instantly, and she choked up, "She came back once, when I was just in junior high school, I thought she wouldn't be gone, really, I thought at that time how could my mother not want me." Then, that night, when she was gone, I asked her about the past, and she just said to me, 'I'm not wrong, I'm just chasing my own love.'" I also asked her, 'Don't you want me?' She said it's not that I don't want you, it's that you don't belong to me in the first place. Hehe, that night, I swore that there would be no next time, and I would never recognize her again when we met. ”

Jin Fengnan's hand tightened, his eyes were a little dark, and he raised his hand and said that Mu Hibiscus was hugged into his arms, not wanting her to notice, and then comforted, "I'm sorry, I don't know, don't be sad, okay?" ”

Mu Hibiscus pushed Jin Fengnan away and said seriously, "Jin Fengnan, listen well, don't abandon me in the future." Otherwise, I'll ......."

"No, it won't." Jin Fengnan smiled, and without waiting for Mu Hibiscus to finish speaking, he hugged Mu Hibiscus in his arms, Mu Hibiscus, all my waiting is just to wait for you.

How could I be willing to leave you.

"Hungry?" When Mu Hibiscus's mood calmed down, Jin Fengnan asked, "There is still some time to eat lunch, there is not much time, let's go eat fast food." ”

"Okay." Hibiscus replied with a smile.

said goodbye to Sister Xin, and when Xin came out, Jin Fengnan thought that there was a fast food restaurant on the street, not far from the school. So he took hibiscus and went there.

Mu Hibiscus asked for a set meal, but Jin Fengnan was too lazy to think about it, so he wanted to have the same one.

Mu Hibiscus's stomach was a little hungry, and it was almost time, so he couldn't help but eat faster, Jin Fengnan looked at it and laughed, "Mu Hibiscus, you really look like a child." ”

Mu Hibiscus glared at Jin Fengnan and retorted, "I'm hungry, and it's almost time for class again." ”

Jin Fengnan stepped forward, covered Mu Hibiscus's eyes with infinite pity, and imprinted a kiss on his hand. Hibiscus blushed, "What are you doing?" Jin Fengnan smiled fearlessly, "Eat quickly, hurry up." Hibiscus ignored him and buried himself in eating his own things.

The smile on the corner of Jin Fengnan's mouth never went down, and the picture just now kept playing back in front of him: her eyes were still moist after crying, and she was staring at herself red, making him feel that it seemed that such a girl should be spoiled all the time.