Chapter 113: The Strangulation of Love (5)

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"Three, are you afraid that this unruly love will be discovered and affect your future?" Wei Nong pierced him mercilessly: "You are most afraid of being discovered by Helian Biyue, making a big fuss with this handle, ruining your reputation, and making you unable to raise your head in front of the courtiers and your father?" That's your biggest concern, right? ”

Nie Xingji was silent for a moment and did not deny it: "Actually, you should understand that if this matter is exposed, you will be hurt much more than me." I can also go back to Fengyi and leave; And you have been in the palace, what about your reputation? How will you get married in the future? ”

Hearing this, Wei Nong was really sad and lost. Originally, she thought that maybe Nie Xingji had discovered Chu Li's thoughts, so she pushed the boat to send her to kiss. But when she heard the explanation, she knew he didn't. He didn't know what Chu Li meant.

All this is just a coincidence. Why Chu Li would ask to marry her is really a mystery forever! But she couldn't tell the difference, did she want to know Chu Li's true intentions? Or do you want to excuse Nie Xingji's decision?

"Then you can take matters into your own hands and send me away? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Although Wei Nong's tone was calm, his emotions were not so: "At that time, I was suffering the biggest blow in my life, I became an illegitimate daughter, and my beloved became my brother...... I came to a strange environment, which is incompatible with the Yanwang Palace, and you recommend me and my relatives without consulting me......"

Since then, he has married in a foreign country, left his homeland, has no relatives, and is lonely and helpless! The aunt and uncle who raised her died of illness one after another, and the dart team was forced to disband, and no one told her! She will live her life in a strange country and never come back!

The culprit of all this is her half-brother who she wants to love but can't!

At this moment, Nie Xingji seemed to have fallen into a certain memory, and his tone was gloomy: "When I sent you to the Chu State, I saw the demeanor of the Prince of Chu, and I was very relieved and jealous at that time. You guys...... It's a good match. ”

He didn't dare to think back to the days that followed, and his eyes closed slightly: "I thought that if you left, I would feel a lot better." After returning to Fangzhou, I took a lot of concubines and lived a very indulgent life...... But no, I'm getting more and more uncomfortable. ”

"So, I was ecstatic to know that you were born in the wrong place. You can't imagine how I feel, I thought about it all night and decided to get you back at all costs. Every time he thought of the night when he learned the truth, Nie Xingji's heart was stirred, and he was extremely glad that God had given him another chance to let him, a dying man, see the hope of survival.

"Then you once again disregarded my will and forcibly killed Chu Li in the main battle and destroyed the Chu State." He sneered slightly: "Nie Xingji, you were the first to provoke me; Later, you said that I was your sister who had fallen into the people, and advocated that I marry far away and be married; Three years later, you killed my husband again...... I've lived a really bad life in this life, and I've been controlled by you since I met you. ”

"Then give me a chance to make amends." Nie Xing's eyes showed a look of hope, and he almost humbly prayed: "Believe in me again, I will give you the best of everything." ”

"The best of everything?" Wei Nong seemed to have heard a joke and wanted to laugh, but her eyes burned: "Then let Chu Li come back from the dead." I don't want anything but him. ”

Nie Xingji's eyes darkened when he heard this: "Is he really so good?" So good that you forgot about me? Or is your guilt at work? ”

"It's not guilt." Wei Nong turned his eyes to look at the faint candle flame on the wall platform, hoping that the light and heat could force her tears back, but unfortunately it backfired: "Chu Li is good, you can't imagine it at all." ”

"I don't believe it." Nie Xingchen was unwilling: "Chu Li has been immersed in the palace for many years, and he will never be a pure and good person. If you judge good and evil by what is wrong with you, am I not good enough for you? ”

"Don't insult Chu Li! He is in harmony with his siblings, and he doesn't need to play any tricks at all! Wei Nong was finally angry, and the candle flame reflected her tears, making her vision gradually blurred, but Chu Li's celestial posture flashed again and again in front of her eyes, and it had never been so clear: "He is a humble gentleman, gentle as jade, considerate, and appropriate." He never made his own opinions, but he consulted me on everything that mattered to me. ”

He taught her to use the sword, taught her to read history, and taught her how to wash away her childishness; He soothed her loneliness in a foreign land, listened to her most painful thoughts, patiently waited for her to come out of her sorrow, and silently opened her heart......

Nie Xingji is a strong wine, love and hatred are also strong, colic her soft intestines, and give her an uncontrollable drunkenness;

And Chu Li is a clear tea, and her feelings are also light, and her feelings are also light, moisturizing things silently occupy a place in her heart, making her gradually addicted and making her forget the past.

She had been drunk for a while, and now she had woken up from a hangover. The cup of tea in hand is no longer available, but no matter how stupid she is, she will not taste the wine in front of her again. I don't want to, and I don't dare.

"If it weren't for the battle of Yan Chu, I wouldn't have hated you a long time ago." Cold tears fell slightly, just like her state of mind at the moment: "After three years, I finally adapted to the state of Chu, I thought I would live well......"

She stood up in a trance, her hands on the table, and let the tears fall from the empty dishes in front of her, and she seemed to hear the crisp clatter.

"I really want to kill you." She lifted her soft wattle and covered her eyes, and wept silently on her back.

In the middle of the night, the wind is strong, passing through the window, like an overwhelming rush of thoughts, penetrating everywhere, and life and death are boundless.

Nie Xingji couldn't help but stand up, approached her along the table, and wrapped around her trembling body from behind, wanting to comfort her and give her warmth: "I'm sorry." ”

"On the day of the post house, I asked you about the cause of Chu Li's death, and you said it was manslaughter." Choked slightly, tears rippled: "I'll ask you again today, is it really manslaughter?" ”

As soon as this question came out, she felt Nie Xingji's whole body freeze, and even the hand that was holding her shook slightly.

"No, it's not manslaughter." Nie Xingji hesitated and said in a low voice, "It's jealousy." ”

Wei Nong's body immediately trembled, trying to break free from Nie Xingji's embrace; However, the latter was so strong that he hugged her tightly and eagerly explained: "You listen to me! It was a dangerous situation and I couldn't control it! It's like you assassinated me at the inn! It's impulsive! ”

"You let go!" Slightly thick drank in pain.

Nie Xingji didn't let go, but instead tied her tighter: "When he died, I knew you would hate me...... But if time comes back, I still won't show mercy. ”

"So, you don't regret it, do you?" Slightly sobbed and asked.

"I want to grasp the moment more than regret it." He replied sincerely.

Wei Nong stiffened, didn't struggle anymore, was silent for a moment, and only asked, "Do you know how you are different from Chu Li?" ”

Nie Xingji sucked the fragrance of her hair: "You say." ”

"Chu Li, he won't ignore my thoughts and send me to kiss by force; He will not indulge his absurdity after me and my relatives; I won't disturb my peaceful life again after three years. Wei Nong said word by word, and complained in a trembling voice: "Also, he will not use women's feelings to achieve his goals!" ”

Wei Nong grabbed his hand around his waist, broke his slender fingers one by one, and broke free from his arms. Her expression was resolute, without love or hatred, only a bleak emptiness and melancholy remained, turning into weak words: "Now you are the only orthodox person in Yan Kingdom, and this time you saved me...... I won't kill you again, but I can't love you anymore. Let me go! ”

Nie Xingji turned her body and looked at her, his eyes hinting at heat and pain, but he refused to speak.

Wei Nong seemed to have expected this result, his eyes fell lightly on the luminous cup he used, and he lowered his eyes and said: "In this case, I also refuse to detoxify again." ”

Nie Xing's expression was depressed, and he said hoarsely: "You are forcing me to ......"

"You forced me." Wei Nong motioned for him to let go: "From today onwards, you don't want to come again." ”

How could Nie Xingji be willing, and clamped her shoulders again: "No! I disagree! If you dare to torture yourself, I will torture the Chu royal family. ”

"Whatever you want." Wei Min brushed off his hands and said calmly: "There is only one heir left of the King of Chu." As long as you are not afraid of Chu Min's anger and rebellion, and you are not afraid of being named a tyrant, you can kill him! ”

She paused, and told solemnly: "If Chu Cong has any mistakes, I will personally go to Chu Li to make amends." ”

She took one last look at him, then turned and walked into the dormitory.

*****

The next day, Wei Lianpian came to Weiyang Palace.

Wei Nong originally thought that his threat last night would take effect, at least it would make Nie Xingji fearful. But when Wei Lianpian appeared with a box of dim sum, and this box of dim sum exuded a strong medicinal smell, she felt that Nie Xingji was really shameless.

Wei Lianpian has been pregnant for six months, and she should have been a little prince with a noble bloodline in her womb, but now she has also become a "evil seed" that no one cares about.

Rao has not been going back and forth often lately, and Wei Nong also knows her recent situation. I heard that Nie Xingyi had been unconscious since he used the Blood Gu, and it was Wei Lian who took care of him unwielded, so that his injuries gradually improved.

From this point of view, she had to admire Wei Lianpian.

"What are you going to do in the future?" Wei Nong took the initiative to ask, she remembered that Wei Lianpian had said that she wanted to go to the monk to cultivate.

"The second son also asked me so." Wei Lianpian smiled: "Do you know how I answered?" ”

Wei Nong found that Wei Lianpian no longer called himself a "concubine". But she doesn't know whether this change is good or bad.

"I originally wanted to kill this child, and I also thought about becoming a monk. But it grew in my belly, and I couldn't bear it. Wei Lianpian stroked his lower abdomen, and his face was full of maternal love: "I want to give birth." ”

"Nie Xingji agreed?" Wei Nong was a little unconvinced. At this juncture, Nie Xingyi has one more child, and there may be one more threat in the future. Do you know if the children will avenge their father when they grow up? Everything is unguardable.

"Your Highness said, let the second prince make an idea." Wei Lianpian pursed his lips and smiled: "I also said that I moved the second son, and he agreed that I would give birth to the child." ”

"Ming Chenyuan is ashamed of you." Wei Nong said. She felt that Nie Xingji and Ming Chenyuan were really similar, and both of them took advantage of the woman's feelings. But compared with Ming Danshu, Wei Nong is more sympathetic to Wei Lianpian.

This is a woman who doesn't ask for anything in return.

"I don't need sympathy, I don't need guilt, everything is voluntary for me." Wei Lianpian didn't have the slightest resentment on his face, but smiled indifferently: "I asked the second son to recognize me as a righteous sister." ”

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