172: Are you alright?
Shen Jialan and Xi Yi only had a simple meal in the moonlight of the lotus pond, and after a nap of their stomachs, they didn't continue to stay longer.
drove Shen Jialan to drop her off in the hospital, and Xi Yi left in the car.
In fact, it has been a week since Shen Jialan made an appointment with Xi Yi, but Shen Jialan has been taking care of Shen's father's illness and has not moved back to Xi's house because she has been taking care of her father's illness.
As for her move, Xi Yi acquiesced, only having a meal with her occasionally, and nothing else has changed much from before, thinking that she should be giving her time to adapt.
is so careful and considerate, I have to say that Shen Jialan is a little moved.
It's as if the old days have never changed.
……
When I returned to the ward where Shen's father lived, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.
When she was usually fine, Shen Jialan had already gone to sleep at this point. In addition, after recording two episodes of the show in a row today, Shen Jialan was tired and sleepy, so after taking a shower, even her hair was still in a semi-wet state, and she fell asleep directly on the sofa, completely forgetting that she had promised Tang Yuyan to call back before.
……
Tang Yuyan has been waiting.
From yesterday night to today's daytime, from rehearsals all the way to the beginning of the concert.
Shen Jialan neither texted nor called.
This kind of thing has happened a lot in recent times.
Tang Yuyan can't remember how many calls Shen Jialan missed from him, and how many text messages he forgot to reply to.
In fact, even when he answered the phone, Shen Jialan's voice was always full of tiredness, and he often couldn't say a word to him occasionally, so he said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Ah Yan, I have other things here, and I can't continue to talk to you." ”
"I'm sorry, Ah Yan, I'm a little tired now, I'll call you back later, okay?"
Shen Jialan's tone was not perfunctory, and from her voice, he could also hear her tiredness, but she often didn't follow.
Tang Yuyan is not a keen person, but the more times he does this, he has to become sensitive.
It's not that I haven't asked Shen Jialan if something happened, and it's not that I haven't asked if I need him to go back.
However, Shen Jialan's answer was the same: "I'm fine, Ah Yan, don't worry about me, I'm just having a lot of things lately." "It's okay, you don't have to worry about me, don't come back, I don't want to delay your work because of me." ”
Tang Yuyan didn't know if Shen Jialan didn't want to worry about herself, so she had to hide herself, or if there was a problem with the relationship between them.
He was desperate to solve each other's problems, so he preferred to sleep and rest less than call her more and more often. Even when he really doesn't have the time, he tries his best to text.
However, the more frequent he contacted, the more desperate he found that they interacted less and less with each other.
She doesn't call him back, she doesn't text him back.
Their communication with each other is pitiful.
has experience before divorce, Tang Yuyan's first reaction when he found out about this problem was that they should talk about it properly.
Perhaps, something went wrong with their relationship.
When there is a problem in the relationship, it should be solved from the beginning.
So when Tang Yuyan called tonight, he wanted to have a good talk with Shen Jialan.
However, before he could say anything, she hung up his phone again apologetically, and after that, she never called him back.
And if she doesn't answer the phone or return the phone, he can't reach her anymore.
This is the sadness of long-distance relationships.
Only a thin thread could connect them to each other, and if the thread was broken, their connection with each other would also be broken.
When the thread broke, he didn't even know what she was doing at the moment and what her mood was like.
However, for long-distance lovers, the saddest thing is not this.
The saddest thing is that you are aware of the problem and want to solve it, and if the other party does not give you feedback, there is nothing you can do.
You can't even leave everything right away, go in front of the other person, and solve it all face-to-face with her.
Just like at this moment, Tang Yuyan didn't know how many times he wanted to buy a plane ticket to fly back, but he could only leave because of tonight's concert. Even if he was in an irritable mood, he didn't want to concert at all!
Glancing at Tang Yuyan, who had been staring at a mobile phone and frowning tightly, Yu Baining patted him on the shoulder a little helplessly.
The city they came to for this concert is relatively small, and the hotel is not very high-end, so they are all crammed into one room by two people.
So recently, he can often see Tang Yuyan calling Shen Jialan, but the other party either didn't reply, or hung up without saying a few words, and finally left Tang Yuyan alone with a lonely look, which made people feel strange and distressed.
At this moment, looking at the other party's thin lips twisted slightly, although he didn't speak, but his eyes kept staring at the mobile phone and waiting, Yu Baining couldn't help but soothe: "Maybe something stumbled, so I didn't reply to your call, don't think about it too much." There's a concert in a while, so it's time for us to get ready to go there. ”
Templars' concert today will be held in two consecutive sessions, one in the afternoon and one in the evening.
It's almost noon in the morning in country M, and when converted to the time in country Z, it should be evening.
Hearing this, Tang Yuyan nodded lightly, but his eyes did not leave his phone.
It wasn't until ten minutes passed, there was still no movement on the phone, and after confirming that Shen Jialan would not call back, he put the phone back in his pocket and got up to change clothes and prepare to go to the scene.
Forty minutes from the hotel to the site.
Tang Yuyan's mobile phones were vibrating, but none of them were Shen Jialan's.
Looking at those calls from other people, Tang Yuyan was a little irritated and chose to refuse.
Tang Yuyan rarely has this kind of emotion that will be revealed, so when he rarely shows it, the other people in the car look at each other, and all of them shrink their necks and play with their mobile phones and dare not speak.
And until the beginning of the concert, Tang Yuyan did not wait for the call.
Before handing over the mobile phone to the agent, Tang Yuyan subconsciously glanced at the mobile phone again.
No.
Calculate the time, it should be midnight on Shen Jialan's side.
She must have fallen asleep and couldn't call herself back again.
Tang Yuyan thought so, finally gave up, put the phone in Wenge's hand, and went on the stage of the concert without looking back.
……
It's still an exciting opening, and it's still a stage performance that is still exciting and enthusiastic.
However, as the captain of Templars, Tang Yuyan is rarely absent.
So much so that in the midfielder, when Yu Baining, who also served as MC, was humorously teasing him, he did not show a smile as usual, but stood there silently, like a sculpture.
In fact, in the previous performances on the stage, Tang Yuyan has always cooperated very well, dancing energetically as usual, which makes people feel hot; The singing voice is beautiful, and people unconsciously hum along softly.
He did it perfectly, so almost no one noticed his abnormality.
But when he communicated in the middle of the half, the abnormality he showed was enough to attract the attention of fans.
Suddenly, the fans who were originally laughing and laughing in the audience whispered: "What's the situation, Tang Dian looks very sad today." ”
"I inexplicably feel that Tang Dian is not in a very good mood today, and he didn't even show a smile, looking so distressed."
"Could it be that I'm too tired, there have been too many concerts recently, if I keep holding concerts like this, I won't be able to bear it, how can I laugh."
……
The whispers of the fans in the audience, although Yu Baining can't see it clearly, they can feel it more or less.
Therefore, Yu Baining hurriedly signaled to Tang Yuyan in a place where the fans couldn't see: "Ah Yan, the fans are watching." You don't interact, and they're all scared of what will happen to you. ”
Hearing this, Tang Yuyan, who was originally immersed in things with Shen Jialan, raised his head and showed an impeccable smile to the fans.
Even though he was in a bad mood, but in front of the fans, he couldn't bring his mood to work with him, and he still pulled out a smile comparable to perfection, and suddenly the fans in the audience couldn't stand it and were going to be corona.
Because Tang Yuyan's smile was too bright, the fans who originally thought that Tang Dian was unhappy today suddenly felt that the idea just now was their own illusion, Tang Dian smiled so happily, how could he be unhappy.
He must have done it on purpose, waiting for them to be worried, and then laughing out loud on purpose. Tang Dian is good and bad, but the bad ones make people love and hate.
Fans thought so, and one blushed with excitement while holding his face.
……
At the end of the afternoon concert, Tang Yuyan and they got down from the stage and took back their mobile phones from Wenge one by one.
Tang Yuyan was the last to hand in his mobile phone, so he was the first to get his mobile phone back.
I got my phone back, and the first thing I saw when I unlocked it was a text message.
Thinking that Shen Jialan was afraid of disturbing his concert, so he chose to send a text message, Tang Yuyan twisted his lips and clicked on the text message.
only to find out that the person who sent the text message was Ju Tan.
Ju Tan sent an MMS message.
"Ah Yan, are you all right? When I went to dinner with someone tonight, I seemed to see Shen Jialan. ”
Following the text message, Tang Yuyan saw the scene of Shen Jialan standing with a handsome and cold man in a black windbreaker......
The joy that had been responded to was frozen in an instant, and a heart felt like it was buried in the snow, chilling to the bone.
Tang Yuyan's hand kept grinding on the page of the text message, and his eyes stayed fixed on the photo sent by MMS, staring for a long time.
Long.
He didn't reply to anything, and exited the text message as if nothing had happened.
Yu Baining saw that he had read a text message for a long time, thinking that he had received a text message from Shen Jialan, so he couldn't help but smile and leaned over: "I just said it, she should have stumbled over something, isn't it okay now, just reply to you?" ”
What answered him was Tang Yuyan's slightly gloomy expression, and he pulled down Yu Baining's hand on his shoulder without saying a word.
Yu Baining was left standing in place, looking at him in amazement.