Chapter 804: Murong's life experience
After not saying much to greet, the emperor entered the room and directly saluted the woman who was obviously very similar to his wife, and said: ". ”
Song Jialuo didn't expect the emperor to do this, and she was moved for a while, and her eyes were filled with tears. In the end, he is the king of a country, and it is not easy to leave aside the affairs of the country and come to the snow country with his daughter. At this time, he gave her such a lowly gift to the younger generation, which shows his intentions for his daughter, how can he not be moved? Even with gratitude.
Rong Yunxi slowly entered the house, and her steps became slower and slower......
The person in front of her is so similar to her, even if she doesn't need to be introduced, she knows that this is her mother...... But she has never seen her mother since she was born, and until last year, she always thought she was a motherless child.
She had dreamed countless times that she was in her mother's arms, but now that her mother was in front of her, she didn't know what to do...... In this year, I wanted to see my mother, but when I saw it, it was in addition to the tears that I didn't know why...... It feels a little strange.
There is an urge in my heart to get close to my mother and hug my mother, but this body, somehow, can't come forward......
"Mother......" Rong Yunxi choked up and called in a low voice. In the voice, there was even some tentativeness. It seems that she can't be sure if the person in front of her is her mother.
And this "mother" is so jerky.
This is the first time in her more than ten years of life that she has called out this word in front of a woman. Once upon a time, this word only existed in her conversation with her father.
Hearing Rong Yunxi's voice, Song Jialuo suddenly burst into tears, looked at Rong Yunxi, nodded her head again and again, got up and rushed forward, and hugged Rong Yunxi tightly......
She wanted to call out, "Wanxi, my daughter ......" but she couldn't make any sound. She could only hold her daughter tightly and whimper with joy.
Murong Yan explained: "I was afraid that Ling Tang would shout for help, so I poisoned her and made her dumb, and now she can't speak." But...... I don't think I need to say anything, you two look so alike, just by looking at your eyes, you know it's mother and daughter. ”
"You!" Rong Yunxi was still in a trance in her mother's arms, but when she heard Murong Yan's words, she suddenly looked up at Murong Yan.
Murong Yan shrugged his shoulders and said, "I can't help it!" Each for its own benefit. Don't blame me, I think I've been kind. ”
Rong Yunxi gritted his teeth fiercely, knowing that Murong Yan was the most impermanent, moody. At this time, he seemed to be in a good mood, and he couldn't tell what to tell from him.
"Mother...... My daughter is late...... You've suffered......" Rong Yunxi didn't control her whimper.
She was finally in her mother's arms...... At this time, it was not the nurse, not the father, not the old servant serving at home, but her mother! The mother she dreamed of seeing!
The mother's embrace is so real and warm, in the mother's arms, the little strangeness just now has all disappeared without a trace. She just wants to be coquettish in her mother's arms and sleep well in her mother's arms...... However, the sad thing is that she has grown up, she has passed the age where she can be coquettish, and she has passed the age where she can coax her mother to sleep.
Many things, if you miss them, you won't have them anymore......
But she wouldn't blame her mother, just like her father wouldn't blame his mother. Murong Sheng is right, what he has carried in his mother's life is far beyond what they can understand.
"Jialuo ......" Seeing his wife and daughter reunited, Rong Qing had already burst into tears.
Song Jialuo raised her hazy teary eyes and looked up at her husband...... In his eyes, there is no longer the look of the past, just full of desolation......
The road of revenge over the years, walking in the ice and snow of the snow country, walking through the past that I experienced with Brother Ai...... Her heart was full of guilt for Brother Ai and the appearance of Brother Ai...... It's not that she doesn't remember Brother Rong, but this kind of memory, somehow, has gradually turned into a kind of helplessness and regret......
If she hadn't left the Snow Country willfully, hadn't fallen in love with Brother Rong willfully, and hadn't been pampered and arrogant to keep hurting Brother Hao, wouldn't all this have happened......
She was sure that she did love Brother Rong, she had loved her before, and she still loved her. Because she knew that this love was wrong. As I get older, I understand more, but I lose my courage in many things.
When she was in the Windy Country, in his country, she also thought about seeing him again. But now that I really saw it, I suddenly felt a sense of escape...... Because now, in the snow country, in her country. Here, she is a sinner. A sinner, all he should do for the rest of his life is to atone for his sins, how can he still talk about the word "love"?
"Jia Luo...... You're still the same. However, Rong Qing just said this with tears on his face.
Song Jialuo suddenly burst into tears...... But she's obviously not what she used to be!
"Ahem......" Murong Yan really can't stand this kind of scene, I'm afraid that if he takes a second look, he will fall into the sadness of having no father, no mother, and no one to love.
"I don't have time to see your family reunited, if you have anything to say, go home and talk slowly...... Of course, if you want this opportunity to go home. Let's get down to business! Murong Yan said, sat back in the position just now, and slumped into the chair, looking like an uncle.
Rong Yunxi wiped her tears, got up from her mother's arms, and wiped her mother's tears again. smiled: "Indeed, our family is still growing when we are reunited, so we are not in a hurry at this time." ”
But looking at his mother's face, which already had the marks of time, he couldn't help but burst into tears again, and he couldn't control it at all.
The emperor stepped forward, gently hugged Rong Yunxi's shoulders, and said, "Don't upset your mother, you are like tears like a broken thread, won't your mother feel distressed when she sees it?" ”
Rong Yunxi followed the emperor's hand and went farther away, and followed the emperor to sit opposite Murong Yan. But he couldn't see enough of anything, and looked back at his mother step by step.
She also knew that the emperor's reminder was right, and the more she relied on her mother so much, the more sad her mother became. After all these years of leaving her, my mother's heart must be very bitter and guilty. She didn't want her mother's guilt to be more because of her tears.
Rong Qing stepped forward to support Song Jialuo, but found that when his hand touched hers, she instinctively dodged. But because of his clenching, he didn't break free in the end.
It's not that he didn't notice the distance between the two, but he didn't care about the distance.
After too far and too many years, she just suddenly forgot the feeling of being touched by him. In the future, there will be more days together, and everything will be fine.
He has spent his whole life loving her and waiting for her, is he still afraid of spending more than ten or twenty years to warm her?
She is his wife, and it is his duty to do anything for her.
Seeing his mother sitting next to Sister Yunxi, Murong Sheng naturally couldn't sit in a high position in the hall, so he only sat down next to Rong Qing.
I saw that there were two women beside Murong Yan opposite, one in her fifties and the other in her thirties. I don't know why Murong Yan brought these two women over?
Seeing Murong Sheng's gaze fall on these two women, Murong Yan smiled and said, "Lu Po, do you think this person looks like me?" ”
"Like, it's like......" Lu Po said.
"He is also the son of his father, so he is like. And his biological mother is also invisible. Murong Sheng said.
Hearing this, everyone present was shocked. But after all, they were all people with a city government, except for Murong Sheng, no one reacted much, and they just had a look of surprise in their eyes.
"What nonsense are you talking about? What do you mean that I am also the son of my father? Where did you come from, Father? Who is your father? Murong Sheng directly got up and questioned Murong Yan.
Murong Yan just smiled, looked at Murong Sheng's face, and said, "Brother Sheng, if I were you, when I wanted to say something, I wouldn't be able to ask anything when I saw this face so similar to myself." “
Murong Sheng was stunned by him, and turned to look at his mother......
Rong Yunxi found that Murong Sheng's action of looking at his mother was completely instinctive. I didn't even have the time to think for a moment, so I instinctively asked my mother for help. It is conceivable that over the years, what kind of spoiling Murong Sheng has become.
After the past two days of contact, Rong Yunxi has already seen that although Murong Sheng has a good character and is also very knowledgeable, he is not an assertive person with a city government. is obviously an orphan who grew up with his adoptive mother and is hated by his father and family, but he is like a well-cared for son who has never suffered. is more than well-behaved, not decisive, not a person who can take charge alone.
It's not the emperor's material.
However, at this time, Song Jialuo was dumb, how could she give Murong Sheng any guidance?
When the emperor saw this, he said: "Big brother, I know that you are so anxious because it is understandable. Whoever encounters this kind of thing can't calm down. It's just that it's useless for you to question Murong Yan in such a hurry, anyway, he came over today to say something, why don't we listen to what he has to say? ”
Murong Sheng nodded and said to Murong Yan, "Okay, you say." ”
Although the emperor did not show it on his face, in his heart, he had already shook his head again and again. For a good baby like Murong Sheng, who was raised by his mother, he had to coax him to speak, but he couldn't hurt his face.
Murong Yan directly made the emperor's actions, shook his head, and said, "I naturally want to say ......."
But he no longer looked at Murong Sheng, because he knew that he was not a person who could call the shots. Instead, he looked at Song Jialuo and said, "Queen Song, do you think that only you care about my life experience, and I don't care about myself?" I don't mind more about my background than any of you. It's just that because she was controlled by the Queen Mother before, she can't help but be dissatisfied with me, and it's not easy to investigate. Since the pro-government, I have sent people to secretly investigate ......"
"God help me, just half a month ago, the people sent out accidentally saw Brother Sheng's appearance and said that Brother Sheng was like me, so I followed this clue to check, and sure enough, I found it...... Father is really romantic! I finally knew who my beautiful nature was, for if there was a father, there would be a son. ”
Murong Yan smiled: "You say that I am not orthodox, you say that I am not of Murong blood, I also thought that I was a wild child who didn't know where to pick it up." But now I know, I, Murong Yan, was born, and I should be surnamed Murong. ”
When he said the latter sentence, Murong Yan's voice was full of pride, and even his waist straightened up, and he no longer sat so lazily.
Rong Yunxi suddenly felt that he was actually very pitiful. Regardless of whether what he said was true or not, but in his heart, he really had always felt inferior because of his life experience, and he always hoped that he could be a child of the Murong family.