Grandma looked at Xu Meijin, sighed, reached out and touched her face, "Alas, evil, big girl, don't cry, your mother won't die." Then he looked back at Xu Gang again, "After a while, when your daughter-in-law wakes up, don't forget to come to me, I'll go back to Shangxiang and wait for you." ”

Xu Gang nodded again and again, but his mouth still muttered, "Aunt Ma, my daughter-in-law can't take my mother's things." ”

Grandma didn't say much, took my hand and walked out directly, on the way home, grandma glanced at me, suddenly opened her mouth and said, "Jiaolong, you will be kind to the big girl in the future, that child's life is hard." ”

I didn't seem to understand, and raised my eyes to look at my grandmother, "Grandma, I'm good with the eldest girl, and I'm the best with the eldest girl for the children in the village." ”

Grandma hummed, touched my head and walked into our yard.

After she finished the incense, I couldn't help but open my mouth and asked, "Grandma, why don't you look like you after smoking just now?" ”

Because my grandmother usually doesn't smoke at home, and I think my grandmother's voice has changed after smoking, so I'm a little scared.

Grandma looked at me and smiled, "Because it's grandma's fairy talking, not grandma talking." ”

I stretched out my hand and pointed to the house, "Is it our fairy?" ”

Grandma nodded, "Yes, it's inconvenient for grandma to light incense outside, so I invited them over as soon as I smoked, aren't you afraid." ”

If you want to say scared, I was very scared when I saw it for the first time yesterday, but I was not so scared when I saw it again this morning, but I also felt very panicked, thinking, I nodded, "Well, a little, grandma, but why can Xiaohu keep seeing it, but I only saw a little later, and then the big girl couldn't see it at all." ”

"Jiaolong, grandpa told you, children can see it, it's okay if you see it, just don't be afraid." Grandpa interjected next to him at this time.

"But why can't the big girl see it?" She didn't see it at all, and I still remember the scene where her grandmother sat on that wicker chair and I showed Xu Meijin.

"This ......" Grandpa was a little stuck, and looked directly at Grandma, "Old woman, you can tell the child." ”

Grandma gave him a blank look: "If you don't understand, don't pretend to understand." As he spoke, he looked at me, "Jiaolong, you have to remember that you are different from other children, you will see it, so even if you see it, don't go out and talk nonsense, it is easy to scare others, you know." ”

I looked at my grandmother in a daze, "Why am I different from others, Xiaohu can also see it." ”

"Xiaohu is young, he won't be afraid when he sees it at that age, his grandmother is back, and he doesn't want to scare him, so he also intends to let him see it, grandma told you this, the dead people you can see are souls, and when they want you to see it, you will see it."

"Will adults see it too?"

Grandma suddenly realized that my age was the time when I was very curious, so she directly moved out her killer feature, looked at me and said, "Jiaolong, when you grow up, you will know." To announce that this is the end of her explanation, and I am still half-understood.

When I was still about to open my mouth to ask something, Xu Gang ran over in a hurry, and kept shouting loudly, "Aunt Ma, the jade pendant, the jade pendant has been found!" ”

Shouting, he ran into the house, looking at his grandmother's angry face, "I really let that girl take it, she hid the jade pendant in my corn barn, saying that my mother is gone, it's useless to wear this thing, she will take this thing to sell for money, you say this loser girl, this is an ordinary pendant, my mother was reluctant to buy gold and silver for herself when she was young, and when she left, she specially told us to wear this to go, and I didn't want to make people laugh below, she dared to take it, and carried me, I was angry!" ”

Grandma stood up and looked at him, "Okay, don't talk about this yet, you hurry up and find a few strong men in the village, if they belong to the tiger, and then go to the grave and put this on your mother." ”

Xu Gang looked at his grandmother and was a little puzzled, "Auntie, why do you want to belong to the tiger, it's not easy to find the tiger." ”

Grandma frowned, "You have to hold it down for your mother, otherwise she will be fine, and when she gets old, will your life be good?!" At the end, grandma told again, "Don't forget to buy some incense and candles to burn paper, hurry up." ”

"Hey! Good. Xu Gang answered and hurriedly went to find someone, grandma looked at me and said, "Jiaolong, you will follow your grandfather at home today, don't go anywhere." ”

I said 'um' and watched my grandmother walk out.

As soon as I saw my grandma gone, my grandfather looked at me with a curious look and couldn't help but take my hand and say, "Jiaolong, you should watch and listen less about this in the future, otherwise your mother will be so angry with you, your mother doesn't like these things." ”

I turned my face to look at my grandfather, "And what does my mom like?" ”

"Your mother likes you to study well, and when you go to school in the future and you study well, your mother will like you."

I shook my head and looked at my grandfather seriously, "No, my mother doesn't like me, she doesn't come back to see me, I know my mother doesn't like me, just you and grandma like me." ”

Grandpa was speechless for a while, and then sighed, "Jiaolong, you have really grown up, you know everything." With that, he got up and went to the yard to fiddle with the vegetables that had been grown.

Maybe I didn't understand the words of the adults at the time, but I knew in my heart that my parents didn't like me, and when I grew up so big, my mother came back to see me three times, and I still remember the first time I saw her, my grandmother brought me home from playing outside, and then pointed to the young woman in the yard with a happy face and said, "Jiaolong, that's your mother, call me mom!" ”

Of course, I called it at the time, because I thought it would be sad if I didn't call grandma, for me, mom is a title, but not a close person, even Xu Meijin said to me, Jiaolong, is your mother because you are a girl and doesn't like you, I heard my mother say that your grandma wants a grandchild.

There are some things that adults think I don't understand, but I do, in my heart, I only have feelings for two people, grandma, grandpa, only have feelings for a piece of land, that is this village, I feel that this is my home, the people next to me, the place next to me, I am neither curious nor to think.

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