Chapter 265: The First Sight
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Wang Yan didn't go to bed very late last night, and woke up early this morning, lying on the bed and watching the sky outside light up little by little, thinking about what she wanted to do today, she couldn't help but feel a sudden burst in her heart.
This is the moment that Zhou Ziwei and his family have been waiting for for a long time, and it is also the moment she has been waiting for for a long time.
But her expectations were different, she hoped that he would see the light again in her hands, but she was afraid of that moment, because it meant that he would leave soon.
Since she got drunk in the bar that day, she has lost the courage to take the initiative to confess, Zhou Ziwei has always been thinking about Xu Minghui in her heart, she feels that even if she confesses, the response she gets can only be "I'm sorry".
She doesn't want her enthusiasm to be exchanged for a sorry sentence in the end, don't say whether she loves it or not, she still wants to save face, she is as arrogant as her, and she must not bear her dignity to be swept away.
If she doesn't confess, the two of them still have room to maneuver, and if they confess, only the doctor-patient relationship remains, so she would rather suppress her feelings than take the initiative to pierce this veil.
Moreover, she also has a careful opportunity, she feels that the reason why she is weaker than Xu Minghui in Zhou Ziwei's heart is because Zhou Ziwei knew Xu Minghui before he became blind and knew himself after he became blind.
Just imagine, how can a person who has never even seen what another person looks like, can have a love for her, especially since men themselves are visual creatures.
So she decided that even if she wanted to confess, she would wait until Zhou Ziwei could see it, she knew her external conditions, and she was confident that she was no worse than Xu Minghui, she believed that once Zhou Ziwei and her really came face to face, she would never be categorically rejected by him.
And what she is struggling with now is whether to confess to him the moment he opens his eyes?
If he could say yes, it would be the most memorable day between them, but what if he didn't?
She was a little afraid to gamble, and she didn't dare to gamble with her self-esteem.
She struggled like this until it was completely bright.
The summer sun is domineering, and it can't be sunburned early in the morning, and it refuses to give people a little more coolness.
She got out of bed, got herself toast and milk, and when she was done, sat down in front of the mirror and began to put on makeup.
This makeup took about 40 minutes, which was the longest time she had spent applying makeup since graduating from college.
She wants to make herself beautiful and without a trace, and give him the most amazing first sight.
After putting on makeup and choosing clothes, it took a lot of time, and although she would eventually appear in front of him in the form of a white coat, she still wanted to match it carefully.
Everything was cleaned up, and she took one last look in the mirror, then went out with a complicated mood and drove to the hospital.
When I arrived at the hospital, I met Liu Dongyang in the parking lot.
The two walked side by side into the building.
"It's a beautiful day." Liu Dongyang said, "Is there anything happy?" β
"Nope!" Wang Yan said, "Haven't I always been beautiful? β
"......" Liu Dongyang choked and gave a thumbs up, "Praise for your self-confidence." β
Wang Yan glanced at him, wrinkled her nose and smiled, playful and cunning.
Liu Dongyang was in a trance, as if he had returned to his college days.
Before Wang Yan was hurt by that relationship, she had always laughed like this.
He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had seen her smile like this, and he felt that the moment she showed her face, that lively and lovely little junior sister had returned.
He looked at her carefully, and felt more and more that she was different from before, and he suddenly remembered something, and his smile suddenly froze on his face.
"Is Mr. Zhou going to dismantle the gauze today?" He asked.
"Yes." Wang Yan said, "Do you want to come and inspect the fruits of my labor?" β
"Do you need me to accept it?" Liu Dongyang said, "Patient satisfaction is the greatest recognition for us. β
"That's official." Wang Yan said with a smile.
I don't want to be official, but I'm afraid that in the future, there will be more and more official between us, Liu Dongyang said silently in his heart.
For a moment, he wanted to grab Wang Yan, drag her to a no-man's corner, and ask her what was so good about Zhou Ziwei that she was so excited that she was so addicted that she lost herself.
But he can't, he still has reason, he knows that this is a hospital, and his every move is watched, even if no one is watching, he doesn't want to lose his last dignity in front of Wang Yan.
Therefore, he could only watch her and himself in a corridor divide their things, drifting apart.
He vaguely felt that it was really time for him to let go.
Perhaps, so many years of perseverance was a hopeless persistence in itself, and perhaps, he should try to take his eyes off her, after all, it was the season of flowers outside......
Zhou Ziwei sat in the consultation room, listening to the sound of Wang Yan walking around, and his mood rose and fell with her footsteps.
When he suddenly lost his sight, he wasn't so excited, and it wasn't wrong for him to even think about being blind, anyway, his life was already so gloomy.
He thought that no one would care about him, a man of sin, and no one would care if he could see again, but since he was admitted to the hospital, his state of mind seemed to change every day.
Mother's care, sister's care, Lu Jiuqiao's unconditional help to him, including Xu Minghui, all took the initiative to let go of the past hatred and treat him kindly.
All of this is changing his despair of life, slowly melting the ice and snow in his heart, making him have a desire for life again, and he is no longer indifferent.
There is also Dr. Wang, from the first day he came, he cared for him, and his thoughtfulness and care for him far exceeded the obligations of a doctor to a patient.
He still clearly remembers that when he first arrived at the hospital, she accompanied him to have a check-up and secretly stuffed him with a white rabbit toffee.
He never ate that candy, he kept it in the pocket of his hospital gown, and every day when he changed his clothes, he would hold it in his hand first, wait for the clothes to be changed, and then put it in.
This sugar is no longer just sugar for him, it is the first warmth he gets when he comes out of the isolated prison, with it on his body, injections, medicines, treatments, and surgeries, he is not afraid.
He felt that he was very naΓ―ve, and even regarded a sugar that would melt and expire as a spiritual pillar, what if one day, the sugar is lost, and it expires?
Zhou Ziwei was still thinking nonsense, Wang Yan walked over, and her slippery, soft hands caressed his face.
"Ready, I'm going to start." She said, but the soft voice was like a drumstick hitting his heart, and he couldn't help but get nervous.
"Ready." He said in a trembling voice.
Wang Yan heard his nervousness and smiled to comfort him.
"Don't be afraid, don't be nervous." She said, "Wait until the gauze is removed, don't be busy opening your eyes first, I'll let you open it, you open it again, remember?" β
"Remembered." Zhou Ziwei said, still a little nervous.
Wang Yan has already unlocked the first layer.
Zhou Ziwei almost held his breath, but for some reason, he could still smell Wang Yan's unique, medicinal aroma, as the gauze was uncovered layer by layer, he began to look forward to the moment he opened his eyes, what kind of doctor Wang would appear in front of him.
There were also groups of his relatives and friends waiting outside the door, and he couldn't wait to see them.
Wang Yan's movements were light and fast, and she quickly dismantled the remaining two laps, she slowed down, and suddenly felt a little inexplicably melancholy.
Perhaps, after this moment, she will never have the opportunity to get so close to him again.
She thought to herself, wishing she had gone back to the first day he had been in the hospital, the day when she stood in the doorway and watched him get out of the car, emaciated, melancholy, desolate......
The gauze was finally removed, and Zhou Ziwei felt a burst of relief on his face, and the airflow of the air conditioner was blowing over, cool.
Wang Yan didn't speak, he didn't dare to open his eyes, but he could already feel that his eyes were no longer as desperate as the night, and there was light and shadow shining on his eyes, hazy.
"Wait a minute, don't open your eyes." Wang Yan said, quickly ran to the sink in the corner of the wall to look in the mirror, tidied up her clothes, tied her hair, pursed her lips, took out a tissue to wipe off the sweat that didn't exist, and then walked back.
"Okay, open it up a little bit first." She said, a tremor in her tone that she hadn't noticed.
Zhou Ziwei held the sweat in his palms and slowly opened his eyes.
At first, he just opened a slit, but the light poured in all of a sudden, but fortunately, Wang Yan had closed all the curtains in advance, and only turned on a softly lit lamp, so although it was a little overwhelmed, it was not dazzling.
Through the slit, he vaguely saw a white figure, pretty, a slender figure that even a coat could not hide.
When he was completely accustomed to the light, he couldn't wait for Wang Yan to give another command, and opened his eyes.
The first thing that jumped into sight was Dr. Wang's face that couldn't come up with a face that he couldn't think of after thinking about it countless times.
Willow eyebrows and apricot eyes, clear eyes, fair skin, moist red lips, delicate neck from the half-buttoned overalls, elegant like a swan...... Zhou Ziwei was stunned, feeling like he was having an unrealistic dream.
Although he heard his sister say that Dr. Wang is a beauty, but beauty is now equivalent to a woman's generic name, and he has no specific direction to think about.
"Why don't you speak, can't you see it yet?" Wang Yan couldn't help but be a little worried when she saw that he was stunned and didn't speak.
"Oh no, I see." Zhou Ziwei came back to his senses and smiled, "I was a little surprised to see that you are so beautiful, Doctor Wang." β
Wang Yan was stunned for a moment, and then showed a happy smile, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her eyes were flowing, looking at Zhou Ziwei's eyes, it was bright and beautiful.
"If you think it's okay, I'll pull the curtains open." Wang Yan said.
Zhou Ziwei nodded, watched Wang Yan's delicate figure walk to the window, slowly opened half of the curtains, and the strong sunlight came in, which was bright that he hadn't seen for a long time.