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Passage1

Qin Lin still remembers the first time she confessed to a boy.

She stood in the wind and said softly to him, I •••••• like you! I've loved you since I don't know when! Maybe Lu Ansheng didn't know that the short sentence of liking you was Qin Lin's courage to open his mouth after a lifetime of courage.

All that could be brought to Qin Lin was Lu Ansheng's cold eyes and cold hands. Nian Zai is a friend who has grown up since childhood, yes, it can only be a friend. Lu Ansheng lightly held Qin Lin's hand and said lightly, I'm sorry, we can't •••••• it.

After Lu Ansheng finished speaking, he let go of her hand, without a trace of hesitation, and turned to leave, leaving Qin Lin standing in place, at a loss.

It was obviously a hot summer day, but why was the hand that Lu Ansheng had lightly shaken was also cold and cold with the coldness he brought her, very cold, very cold.

I still remember that she deliberately changed into her favorite long white dress that day, which was very comfortable and homely, and the wide skirt made her very cute.

At that time, she still had long hair, very dark and bright, the wind blew lightly, her hair was light and fluttering, and it was very pleasant.

After he refused, Qin Lin felt very sad for the first time, the sadness was very light and astringent, but he couldn't digest it.

Qin Lin stood in the wind, the wind, poured into the dress, blowing the already loose dress into a puff, looking like a white lantern from a distance, very beautiful, but in her opinion, it was a joke. She squatted down slowly, Qin Lin's already thin body was even weaker, she was very helpless, but not very sad, just very astringent.

She patted her dress and walked in the direction of home.

Qin Lin sat on the bed and looked out the window, a little melancholy, she knew that her feelings for Lu Ansheng were definitely not love, only love.

Everyone will meet someone in their life and fall in love with him.

Some people meet at the right time, just like spring meets flowers, and everything will be fine••••••

And some people meet at the wrong time, like seeing a fish floating up to breathe through the ice in winter••••••

The fish sank into the water after changing its breath and was no longer visible••••••

Nothing came of it.

Perhaps, she and Lu Ansheng belong to the second type, then she should never like others again, because the liking at that time was very wonderful, and it could even change a person's feelings and thoughts.

Qin Lin shook her head, looked at herself in the mirror, smiled at herself, and cried again, it's not very bad, why is Lu Ansheng like this?

At this time, Qin Lin was only 14 years old, and the age of the flowering season was always cranky. The book says that girls are always more mature than boys and girls of the same age, so girls will always look for boys who are older than them, because it will make them feel safe. Girls are strange creatures, and the most important thing is to feel safe.

But Qin Lin no, she doesn't, she only remembers that she met Lu Ansheng when she was 5 years old, but now he doesn't like to take care of her a little, just a little. Qin Lin thought lost.

Passage2

When Qin Lin was 5 years old, a family moved next door to her house, and since they just moved here, they knew each other. The adults only cared about talking, and Qin Lin hid behind her mother to look secretly, she was a little shy.

At that time, Qin Lin was stunned, she had never seen such a beautiful child!

Lu Ansheng is dressed in a gentleman's little black suit, his skin is not weaker than any little girl, he can feel the clear coldness through his black eyes, the thick eyebrows, the tall nose, the red and thin lips, all of them are showing nobility and elegance, this, where is this person, this is the prince charming in the fairy tale!

At that time, Qin Lin's Xiao Jiu exploded, and she desperately wanted to say hello to Lu Ansheng.

Mom pushed her out and introduced Lu Ansheng's family, this is my daughter, called Qin Lin, Linlin, hurry up and say hello to Uncle Lu.

Hello Uncle Lu. Qin Lin smiled sweetly, after all, she also wanted to make a good impression in front of Lu Ansheng, and the big deal was to stuff him with small candy, small steamed buns, and small snacks in the future.

Before Uncle Lu could remind him, Lu Ansheng began to take the initiative to introduce, my name is Lu Sheng, Auntie is good, Linlin is good. Lu Ansheng greeted everyone very politely. At that time, Lu Ansheng was not called Lu Ansheng, he was called Lu Sheng.

After the greetings, my mother seemed to like Lu Sheng very much, and hurriedly said, Lu Sheng came to play with Linlin, familiar and familiar, and the relationship was better.

Qin Lin didn't even dare to raise her head, she was suddenly very shy, and she was afraid that he would not agree.

Lu Sheng looked at his mother a little confused, and also looked at Qin Lin in confusion, and finally nodded in agreement out of politeness.

Coming to Qin Lin's small bedroom, Lu Sheng looked at it very seriously, although it was very naïve, it was very clean. Qin Lin followed behind Lu Ansheng like a fart.

Is your name Qin Lin? Lu Sheng generously stretched out his hand.

Well. Qin Lin was stunned, and also reached out and held the warm little hand.

I don't know why, the atmosphere is a little awkward, after all, I am the master, and I have to show a little style.

Qin Lin took advantage of the situation and pulled Lu Ansheng to sit on the edge of the bed and asked him, why do you want to move?

Because I'm here to study. Lu Sheng replied lightly.

Oh. Seeing Lu Sheng's lack of interest, Qin Lin didn't ask.

Silence again. This time it was Lu Sheng who spoke, and he said, do you like to draw, I saw that there are many paintings on your desk, and they are very good.

Well, I like to draw a lot, but I'm too young, and the painting teacher doesn't like me very much, and he's afraid that I won't be able to learn the skills. But I just really want to learn. So, when I have nothing to do, I will take out a piece of paper and paint and paint, and my mother also said that I am very talented, and I would like to be a painter in the future, I want to draw my mother, and my father, and myself. I want to learn how to draw comics, to draw chickens, ducklings, and I want to draw the drawing teacher and make him ugly, and tell him that I can't, hum! Qin Lin said a lot excitedly, and when she noticed it, she was embarrassed.

But Lu Sheng was not irritable, he just smiled and listened to her, and he didn't miss a word during this period.

Qin Lin suddenly had a great impression of him, oh no, it was already bursting.

Qin Lin cautiously said her wishes, can you be my good friend?

Of course. Lu Sheng replied briskly.

Qin Lin smiled happily, smiling very sweetly, and around her fair cheeks, there were two shallow dimples.

Lu Sheng was also a little stunned, he had to say that he liked to see Qin Lin smile, I don't know why, anyway, he felt very comfortable and at ease, this has never been the case.

Since then, Lu Sheng's family has been living next to Qin Lin's house, and Lu Sheng is also responsible for Qin Lin's safety.

Whenever Qin Lin was bullied by others, Lu Sheng would always help her out, and told Qin Lin not to cause trouble casually, and was also responsible for helping her wipe her tears.

He would secretly bring his family's delicious food to Qin Lin, and hide in the hut with her while eating and laughing, as if it was a great thing.

He will act as a critic and award giver for Qin Lin's paintings at any time. Holding a small tree fork, he announced loudly that Linlin's children were now invited to the stage to accept the award and deliver their acceptance speeches, and everyone applauded.

Qin Lin felt that Lu Sheng was the best person in the world at that time, and she liked him very much, so she confessed to Lu Sheng at the age of 14.

But Lu Sheng's kindness to her didn't stop until she was 14 years old, and she also left Qin Lin.

This is undoubtedly a heavy blow to Qin Lin, her childhood was spent by him with her, people have their own way to go, why should you stop it. On the day Lu Sheng left, Qin Lin locked herself in the house, looked at the photo of him and her, and smiled stupidly, the photo was taken by her mother on her 7th birthday, she and Lu Sheng ate cake, eating all over their mouths, very stupid.

But she could only smile bitterly, she secretly stood by the window and watched Lu Sheng leave in the car, before leaving, Lu Sheng's eyes also stayed in front of Qin Lin's window for a while, but she was always ruthless, and got into the car, Lu Sheng said in spoken words in the direction of the window, goodbye, Qin Lin, goodbye, everything here.

Qin Lin said softly to the wind, goodbye, my little bodyguard, goodbye, Lu Sheng. She originally wanted to give him the "exclusive memoir book of Linlin and Lu Sheng" that she made herself, because it was his and her's memories, the most precious childhood time.

Goodbye, Lu Sheng, goodbye, "exclusive Linlin and Lu Sheng's memoirs". Qin Lin put the booklet under the bed. Yes, goodbye, goodbye.

Maybe they will meet in many years, but Qin Lin knows that he is her bamboo horse, but she is not his childhood plum.