129: You're a little girl
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With a table and two dozen beers, Gao Qingli and I sat opposite each other on the floor of her living room.
"Tell me, why did you come out this time?"
I knew I couldn't hide it from her, and I didn't even think about hiding it from her.
Just now, Assistant Mo sent me off the car, she looked at me with luggage in my hand, and there was already suspicion in her eyes, but Assistant Mo was present at the time and didn't ask me.
"Drink first, and then talk later!" With that, I opened a bottle of beer and held it up to her.
Gao Qingli glanced at me, she didn't know that I had been in the hospital some time ago, so she just frowned and looked at me deeply, and then simply raised the wine bottle.
"Come on! Lao Tzu will accompany you to drink today. ”
The two of us clinked glasses and took a sip of the bottle.
I picked up another bottle from the ground, opened it and handed it to Gao Qingli, and then opened another bottle myself.
After taking a big sip, I confessed to Gao Qingli: "Me and him may not be able to go on." ”
Gao Qingli squinted, as if she had already guessed such an explanation.
"Tell me what's going on."
The two of us are like this, even in the face of such a topic, we don't like to cry in front of each other, while the other person will listen carefully.
"I seem to have been deceived by him." As I said this, my heart was gently tugged at by something.
Gao Qingli sighed, sat up a little straighter, and stared at me with dark eyes: "Deceive, how did he deceive you?" ”
Seeing her shocked look, I became calm and laughed at myself, "Hmm...... Maybe I deceived myself as well. ”
"What the hell is going on?" Gao Qingli sat down on my side and looked at me very seriously.
"Did I mention to you that girl named Jiang Mengjie?" I asked Gao Qingli.
Gao Qingli nodded: "You mentioned it to me last time, saying that you grew up with him, is it a childhood sweetheart?" ”
After Shen Mochen mentioned Jiang Mengjie to me last time, I was relieved, so when I chatted with Gao Qingli, I also suddenly mentioned it.
I hung my head, let out a sigh of relief, and continued, "Two days ago, I donated bone marrow and blood to her. ”
Gao Qingli's first reaction was: "Huh? What's wrong with her? Sick? ”
When she saw the dark light in my eyes, she quickly hid the doubts in her heart, and the body that had just been raised because of excitement retreated.
She also thought of something, and the room was silent for a while.
"You mean .......?" She hesitated for a moment: "Do you think that his kindness to you recently is all deceiving you?" Do you think it's all because Jiang Mengjie needs your bone marrow and your blood, so it's good to you? ”
I leaned back on the sofa and took a sip of beer, Gao Qingli wanted to reach out and grab it: "Bhem...... You drink less. ”
I looked at him with a smile: "Didn't you just say that you wanted to stay with me without getting drunk?" ”
"That's because I didn't know you had donated bone marrow."
I dodged her outstretched hand: "Don't worry, I'll be fine, after that, I'll be in the hospital for a few days, and I'll be fine." ”
"Then drink a little less, too." Saying this, Gao Qingli took all the unopened beers on the ground to her: "Even if you want to drink it, wait for a long time, it doesn't matter if I accompany you again." ”
Looking at her worried eyes, I hung my head.
With a hoarse voice, he finally showed his original form, raised his head and took another sip, choking and coughing several times.
Gao Qingli quickly moved over and snatched the beer in my hand, because the movement was too violent, and spilled the remaining beer inside.
But neither of us cares.
Gao Qingli patted me on the back: "Look at you, you still don't listen." ”
"I'm fine."
"Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought about it, maybe you are too impulsive?"
I thought about this question in the car just now.
But even when I think about it, I still feel sad.
I found that I felt about Shen Mochen, and when I didn't get a response from him and felt that I was wishful thinking, I could still treat everything more rationally.
But when I got a response, I couldn't stand the slightest provocation.
"Forget it, now that it's here, I don't want to think about it anymore, drink with me."
As I spoke, I was about to take the wine and start drinking, but Gao Qingli took it off.
"What to drink, do you still want your body, if I knew your situation, I would not agree to you buy alcohol at all."
Gao Qingli was a little angry: "Xiaoxiao, you can't treat yourself like this, if you really can't stand it in your heart and are panicked, then go out for a walk and have a look, I'll accompany you, huh?"
"No, no, no." I replied, "I can't go, I still have my own business to do."
"What's the matter?"
Gao Qingli asked, I tilted my head to her, because of the beer, maybe my face was a little red, so Gao Qingli reached out and touched my face, and said, "Look at you, your face is red, huh...... No, aren't you only the second bottle? Why are you blushing, Xiaoxiao, will you not be able to drink now? ”
I shook my head, staggered to the ground and got up, saying it's okay, Gao Qingli helped me, she was still sitting on the ground, and I had already stood up.
"What's wrong?"
"Wait a minute."
I found the suitcase, opened it, turned out the school materials I got from Xie Lao some time ago, and handed them to Gao Qingli.
"Now."
Gao Qingli raised her eyes and said, "What is this?"
I didn't answer her, and sat down next to her again.
"Xiaoxiao, ...... you" Gao Qingli's hand holding the information trembled a little: "This is?"
"I've already registered, and I have to take the exam in half a month." I Yang Sheng said, "Xiaoli, I'm sure now, I'm going to pursue what I want to do."
If I was a little hesitant to leave Shen Mochen before, then now, I have decided that I will leave......
"Does Shen Mochen know about this?"
"I haven't told him yet."
I thought I would wait until I was admitted before I told him, I wanted to surprise him, I still remember that time when we were on the top of the mountain, Shen Mochen asked me what my dream was.
I said that if I could, I would like to continue to go to school, I wanted to help him out, and I didn't want to see him alone in the mall. He also responded to me with a smile and told me that the education in the United States is good.
"Then you two, is that really the end of it?" Gao Qingli asked me, "Xiaoxiao, are you really willing to give up?"
Have you really been willing to love someone for so long?
In fact, I couldn't give an answer in my heart, so I said lightly: "Maybe......"
It's not that I don't know Shen Mochen's situation, but if that person wakes up, what kind of identity and posture will I take when I return to Shen Mochen?
Could it be that there will always be a Jiang Mengjie between the two of us?
I raised my hand to my forehead, and after a moment, I lowered my hand and propped it up on the ground.
"Hey." Gao Qingli whispered and called me, "Xiaoxiao."
I replied to her, "Huh?"
"Listen to me, before that, go to Shen Mochen to have a good talk, I can see that his feelings for you can't be pretended, maybe this is simply a very simple and ordinary thing, because you hide it from you, and the other party is a woman he has admired since he was a child, so your matter has been magnified. Maybe he is hiding it from you, it is really for your sake, just like you are going to go to school, you didn't tell him. ”
I listened carefully and thought about it in my head, and finally came to the final conclusion: "Let's talk about it." At least for now, I really can't accept it.
Gao Qingli looked at me deeply, pursed her lips a few times, but in the end she just reached out and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, and said very gentlemanly: "Hey, okay, okay, no matter what you decide, I support you, but I only hope that you will think about everything clearly, it was so difficult to persevere before, don't give up the happiness you want so easily." ”
“...... Well, I know. ”
"Alright, hurry up." Gao Qingli was the first to stand up and handed me a hand: "Get up and go to rest early, you still need to recuperate now." ”
"Hmm."
I gave her my hand, and as soon as I stood up, I almost staggered and fell down again.
"Boom...... What's the matter with you, Xiaoxiao......"
Even his head was in a trance, and in an instant, everything around him seemed to be blank, and he closed his eyes for a while, and then opened them, and then he barely got better.
"Xiaoxiao?" Gao Qingli grabbed me with all her strength and said worriedly, "Are you okay?" Do you want me to take you to the clinic below, or do we go straight to the hospital? ”
I waved my hand and refused: "No, no, my blood pressure is a little lower, just drink some blood tonic for a while, don't be so troublesome." ”
"Really?" Gao Qingli was skeptical, but she was still not at ease.
"Really." Although my body was a little uncomfortable, I still forced a smile: "The doctor said, I just donated, not long ago, and it is bone marrow and blood, and it is normal for the body to be a little weaker, but I have medicine, eat it regularly every day, and it will be good to recuperate." ”
But I'm going to make sure you're really taking your medicine in a moment, or I'm really not able to sleep well at night, and I'll die in the middle of the night, and if you faint, I won't find out......"
I glanced at her: "Stinky crow! ”
"Cut ......" Gao Qingli said: "I am a normal reasoning, do I understand your ......?"
"I don't understand ...... abnormal thinking"
After speaking, I raised my feet and walked forward, Gao Qingli followed me, chattering: "You little girl...... Hey, hey. ”
Seeing that I was about to enter the bedroom, Gao Qingli suddenly sped up and blocked the door first: "Don't think about denying me, you didn't take medicine well when you were sick before, now, immediately, hurry up and find medicine for me, give it to me obediently." ”