Leisurely See Nanshan Chapter 97 What I want is you

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"Mr. Xu" Linda helped her, and as soon as she walked to the door of the hospital parking lot, she saw Xu Nanshan.

You couldn't help but look up, Xu Nanshan was wearing a black short leather coat, and he hadn't seen him for more than half a month. The hair grows. The beard was not shaved, and the whole person was full of ambition.

Look at each other for a moment. Leisurely felt that his eyes were sour, retracted his gaze and lowered his head, Xu Nanshan raised his legs and strode over.

walked in front of her in a few steps, as if she had lost a little weight, and her sharp facial features seemed to have been carved by a blade.

Leisurely lowered her head, not knowing what to say, and she didn't know what she could do.

has lived leisurely for twenty-one years, and has never done anything unfortunate to others, let alone hurt others.

Even if it was Tang Lin and Zhen Ai who hurt her like that, she didn't really think about retaliating with a tooth for a tooth and retaliating the same.

But wake up in the hospital and know the moment of losing the child. She suddenly realized that it's not that if you don't hurt others, others won't harm you.

She really should be ruthless, if it goes on like this, even if it is her dream in the future. Those people still don't take her seriously.

Xu Nanshan had one arm and held Youran in her arms, she lost a lot of weight, and it seemed that she could be blown away by the wind. The man's rough fingers swept across her hair and pressed against the back of her head. You Ran didn't want to cry now, and the tears had dried up at that moment.

Xu Nanshan hugged her. Feeling that her whole body was trembling, Xu Nanshan let go of her, his rough fingers scraped her cheeks, his face was pale, and his eyes were as black as ink: "Mr. Xu." ”

The voice seemed to be out of strength, and Xu Nanshan felt that her voice was floating.

"Go home first" His arms wrapped around his small waist, not knowing what to say.

"Okay." Leisurely nodded, no refusal.

She got into Xu Nanshan's car, and Linda and Xiao Gao followed behind in the car.

In the car, I kept looking out the window, and after only four days in the hospital, I felt like I was in a different world.

The carriage was quiet, neither of them spoke, the music was not on, and the atmosphere was cramped.

didn't rush past the green light, and had to wait for more than two minutes, the car stopped, the atmosphere was a little awkward, and you also felt it, Xu Nanshan didn't seem to know what to say to her.

Just like the businessmen who come and go because of profit, his indulgence and pampering of her some time ago are also because of children.

Now that the child is gone, there is no topic between the two of them. The service field is lived.

"How's the body?"

"Much better." You want to make yourself as relaxed as possible, don't make a particularly reluctant and life-threatening act in front of him.

Xu Nanshan frowned: "Leisurely, leave this matter to me&ddot;&ddot;&ddot;&ddot;&ddot;&ddot;&ddot;"

"Mr. Xu." Leisurely interrupted his words, Xu Nanshan was irritable for a while, he especially hated her talking to him, and he looked like Mr. Xu's alienation.

"Forget it." Leisurely moved her eyes to look out the window, Xu Nanshan is now in a big trouble with the Xu family, she didn't pay attention to the outside during this time, but because of her miscarriage, Ouyang Jing told her about Xu Nanshan's situation.

You Ran doesn't want to make trouble for him at this time, for Xu Nanshan, the most important thing is career, women and children can have again, he is now in a critical period, there are many things to give up, she and children are one of them.

When the child left, she didn't feel anything, nor did she feel the pain of peeling off the flesh and bones, but she remembered that at that time, she was alone, her body was stiff and couldn't move, and she watched the child pass by little by little, and her heart seemed to be twisted.

Leisurely raised his head and looked at Xu Nanshan, his voice was very soft: "Uncle Xu, so be it, in fact, this kid is not here at the right time, we are not ready, it's okay if it's gone"

When you said it at the end, she didn't dare to look at Xu Nanshan's face, and the horn of the car behind her rang dripping, and it turned out that the light was already green.

Xu Nanshan increased the throttle and rushed dozens of meters away, then pulled over and suddenly stopped, and after a piercing brake, the man turned his head to look at Youran: "What the do you mean?"

"That's what it means, I don't want to be a burden to you." Moreover, she's not that important, is she

When he said this leisurely, his chest also hurt, and he pulled the safety belt in front of him, feeling that it was too tight.

The man's expression became even more gloomy: "And then"

"No more." Leisurely looked into his eyes, his gaze was still calm, and he licked his lips: "It's time for us to finish." ”

They shouldn't have continued, she has been by his side for more than two years, and it is a terrible thing to fall in love for a long time, her feelings for Xu Nanshan are like a quagmire, and she can only fall deeper and deeper, this time, the child is gone, it is God's warning to them, everything should be over.

Xu Nanshan narrowed his dark eyes: "You say it again." ”

"I said, it's time for us to finish." Youran has been thinking a lot about it these days, just like she can't give up her acting career, Xu Nanshan also has a lot of things that can't be abandoned.

When these things conflict, one side must be abandoned.

That's when she and the child were abandoned.

Xu Nanshan tore off the seat belt, turned around and grabbed leisurely arm: "Look at my eyes, you say it again." ”

"Xu Nanshan &ash;&ash;"

The man leaned over and blocked her lips, clasped her as she struggled, and kissed fiercely. When the accident happened, he was in Hong Kong, and he couldn't leave at that time.

Later, in order not to expose the target, he first drove to Guangzhou, changed the car there, and drove back to City B from Guangzhou, all the way he was thinking about how sad she should be when she lost her child, and his mind was full of the scene when she cried and called him that night.

She cried and said, Uncle Xu, our child may not be saved, she cried and said, Uncle Xu, I'm sorry.

If he wasn't with her, she must be sad to death.

He thought that when he saw her, she would throw herself into his arms and cry, but no, she was surprisingly calm, and when she stood there looking at him, he felt strange.

In just a few days, she has lost a lot of weight, the baby fat on her face is completely gone, and the tip of her chin can poke people to death.

When she was happy, she would always pull his arm and call Uncle Xu, but this time, she reverted to her previous title, Mr. Xu, and the strangeness made him feel terrible.

Completely changed as a person.

The rude kiss gradually softened at the end, and he hugged leisurely, not knowing what he could do to make her less sad.

"Leisurely." The man took a breath, his fingertips brushed his lips over his slightly swollen lips, with some force, and his voice was very low: "You blame me for not coming back, right?"

Shook her head leisurely and bit her lip: "No, it's me who is stupid, and I blame myself" Why didn't she think that Xu Nanshan, who was far away in Hong Kong, didn't even have time to call her, how could she let the hotel send her bird's nest.

Why didn't that bowl of bird's nest poison her, if she really died, it would be a hundred.

Youran raised her head and looked at him: "Uncle Xu, you helped me a lot, without you, there would be no leisurely now, everything I have is given by you, but in the future, I want to go by myself"

Leisurely eyes were shining, glowing with water, Xu Nanshan wondered if she was crying, but if she looked closely, there were no tears in her eyes.

The man remained silent, did not speak, and held his hand tightly on the steering wheel: "Su Youran, I'll give you one last chance, take back what you said just now"

looked at him leisurely and stubbornly: "Xu Nanshan, it's time for us to finish"

Leisurely unbuckle his seatbelt, open the door, and prepare to get out of the car, Linda and Xiao Gao's car is right behind.

She is very afraid to stay with him now, this world is originally the law of the jungle, she can understand that he didn't rush back, he has worked hard for so long, it is impossible to give up when he says give up.

It can't be denied that Xu Nanshan likes that child is not fake, knowing how gentle he was to her when she was pregnant, and even less anger on his body, but these together can't compare to his dreams.

It's time to go, it's time to stay, and it's clear to think leisurely.

She didn't blame him for not coming back, she only blamed herself for not being strong enough.

The car door was suddenly locked, and his body was suddenly picked up by him and placed directly on his lap.

He has a lot of strength, and he can't break free at all: "What do you do"

Well, he admits that he is reluctant, he is reluctant to leave this woman, he has feelings for cats and dogs, not to mention a woman, who has been with him for two years, and has conceived a child for him, and almost died.

Xu Nanshan stared at her eyes, suppressed his anger, and deliberately lowered his voice: "Su Youran, my tolerance is limited."

Youran bit her lip and looked up at him: "My patience also has a limit. ”

"Stay by my side honestly, I didn't open my mouth, you will always be my woman, I don't believe you try it."

"Xu Nanshan"

Leisurely frowned, with a crying voice: "You are so unreasonable." ”

"That's it." Xu Nanshan raised her hand and pinched her leisurely chin, her eyes were red, and she was about to cry. She must not want to see him now, after all, she begged him like that when the child was gone, he didn't come back, and he didn't call during the few days he was in the hospital.

"Su Youran, you listen to me, what I want is you, as long as you are still there, don't think about going anywhere."

The man has always been rude, and he may have involuntarily used a little strength in his hands, and his chin hurt leisurely, and tears rolled out of his eyes: "Xu Nanshan, let's break up, I don't know how we will be together in the future." ”

She was afraid of being abandoned again, she was afraid of being a useless outcast again.

The man let go of her chin, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his leisurely face, and was silent for a long time: "Leave the matter, never think about it" The man's voice was full of threats, he had no children, and he couldn't live without her anymore.

This thing is that he is sorry for her, and he will be satisfied

"I didn't handle the matter well this time, and I won't leave you there alone in the future." The man's palms were warm, and he hugged her very tightly, and he could smell the rich smell of tobacco on his body.

Youran is now determined to leave Xu Nanshan, and she is also very stubborn, she has her own ideas.

"Why are you so domineering, why do you say whatever you say, you say let me get out of I have to get out, you let me stay I have to stay, I am also a human being, I have thoughts" leisurely crying, his emotions were on the verge of collapse.

Xu Nanshan frowned: "Don't make trouble" He was also very tired, and he drove for more than 20 hours to come back to see her, not to hear her say that he broke up.

"I'm afraid I didn't make trouble, I think very clearly" She woke up very helpless, the most tormented, the most thinking about the days when he was by his side, he was not there, she had nothing to bear.

"Su Youran, you don't have the ability to say no in front of me, even if you want to say break up, wait until the day when you are stronger than me, otherwise, you will be like this in this life" Xu Nanshan was impatient to persuade people, except for threats or threats.

The person who harmed her must know their relationship, she is still his woman, and she hurt him like this, and now she leaves at this time, and she doesn't know how to die.

"Xu Nanshan, is it that if I am stronger than you, I can leave you" leisurely knew that she was weak, but when Xu Nanshan said this, she still made her embarrassed, and her sadness turned into stubbornness, looking up at Xu Nanshan, and gritting her teeth when she asked.

"I said it"

"Don't you regret it"

"It depends on your ability" Xu Nanshan looked leisurely, she really had the heart to beat people, the worst thing about this woman is that she doesn't know what to do.

When did he whisper to someone like this, this was the first time, and she didn't appreciate it damn unappreciated.

Xu Nanshan has never regretted everything he has done, but this is the only thing, he didn't expect that this time it would come out for so long, he should take her with him, seeing that she is like this now, Xu Nanshan is really a murderer.

There are some things that he doesn't know how to tell her, in short, he won't let go of her in the future: "At that time, I really couldn't get out, not that I didn't want you"

smiled leisurely, he couldn't get out, yes, he was engaged that day, no matter whether this engagement was true or not, but when she thought about it, she would still be sad, and tears kept rolling outside.

"Don't cry, hurt your eyes." Xu Nanshan put Youran in the passenger seat and helped her fasten her seat belt.

Leisurely lowered his head and didn't speak, Xu Nanshan really had a fire in his nest, but he couldn't sprinkle it on her, he had a bad temper, and he had the heart to kill at this time.

Without this child, he is also sad, Xu Nanshan grew up in an indifferent family like the Xu family, and the most lacking thing is the warmth of the family, when he was a child, he was very envious when he saw the picture of a family holding hands in a restaurant or on the street.

He hadn't had that kind of warmth for many years, before, when he came home and heard her sweetly call her Uncle Xu, he felt that kind of home, with a wife, with children, for the first time in so many years, he gave birth to the idea of getting married, because of leisurely.

Xu Nanshan is really not good at persuading, he doesn't know what Su Youran wants

Before driving, Xu Nanshan said very lightly: "The child will have it in the future, when you take care of your body, I won't stop you if you want to go to filming." "If filming makes her happier, go for it.

Bow your head leisurely, the child will have it in the future, but the child will never come back.

The two of them didn't speak again along the way, and the aunt knew that Youran was already preparing dinner after being discharged from the hospital, and she wanted to take a shower first, probably because she felt psychological, she always felt that she could smell blood on the tip of her nose.

She was tempted to take a shower and wash away the smell that made her sad.

Xu Nanshan's mobile phone rang, he went to the study to answer the phone, and leisurely went back to the bathroom to take a shower.

She couldn't take a bath now, she could only stand in the shower, and when the hot water was sprinkled on her, the mist rose and forced out her most vulnerable places.

She wanted to cry, squatted on the ground, shrugged her shoulders, Xu Nanshan came back after answering the phone, and waited for a long time without seeing her come out.

Pushing open the bathroom door and seeing her squatting on the ground against the wall, Xu Nanshan dragged a bath towel and wrapped her: "Are you crazy, do you want to die, it's endless"

Xu Nanshan endured the thought of beating her to death, carried the person out of the bathroom, and stuffed her into the quilt.

Xu Nanshan couldn't help but light a cigarette, took a hard puff, choked himself and coughed, he knew that he was cruel to her this time.

However, at that time, he really couldn't leave, and he had to do a full set of plays, he had endured it for so long, if he left it, it would be difficult to have a chance to turn over in the future, and he would be crushed to death by the Xu family's father and son.

He chose to stay, without children, and broke the woman's heart.

He owes them two sorry, he is sorry for Su Youran, and she lost her child.

He was sorry for the child, he was not a good father, and he did not protect her well.

In fact, you don't plan to die or live, it's just that when the hot water is spilled on your body, you can't control your emotions.

I almost forgot that I couldn't get cold now, so I wiped my hair with a bath towel and found long-sleeved clothes to wear, she was most afraid of getting cold now.

Auntie's dinner was ready, I went upstairs and asked them to go down to eat, and I ate most of the bowl of rice leisurely, no matter what, the body is my own, and when my body is raised, I can do what I want to do.

Lying in bed at night, neither of them spoke, lying there leisurely, with their eyes closed, but their minds were unusually awake, and they had slept too much recently and couldn't sleep.

"Are you asleep" Xu Nanshan suddenly said and slowly opened his eyes: "No"

"Leisurely." In the darkness of the night, the man's deep voice was unusually clear.

"Some time ago, the company had some trouble." Xu Nanshan felt that his lips were very dry, and it was a little difficult to speak, so he licked his lower lip flap and stretched out his hand to pull him into his arms: "It's all solved now, this kind of thing won't happen in the future."

Leisurely closed his eyes, desperately holding back the sourness in his eyes and not letting himself cry.

Xu Nanshan left the next day, he still had a bunch of things to deal with, and he had to go back immediately, and the cooperation with the Han family was basically a sure thing.

However, this time he left, he would make two phone calls a day, unlike in the past, as soon as he left, there was no news.

Three days later, Ouyang Jing came to the door, obviously having something to discuss with Youran.

Because of the child's affairs, she was supposed to take a year off, but now that the child is gone, she wants to come back as soon as possible, but no matter how fast it is, it will take two months later, after all, she stayed at home during this time in the name of recuperating from fractures.

Ouyang Jing came to talk to her today, it was another thing, Youran was also a shareholder of Huayu, and Bu Qingyun and Xu Nanshan were torn in face.

Xu Nanshan's company was really not good some time ago, Bu Qingyun gambled that Xu Nanshan would lose this battle between the Xu family, after all, such a big thing, Xu Qingyuan could come out of prison unharmed, and the old man didn't speak, so he just gave up this son

Bu Qingyun has always had a wait-and-see attitude towards the olive branch thrown by Xu Qingyuan.

But some time ago, when Xu Nanshan disappeared from the news, he reached an agreement with Xu Qingyuan, injected capital into Huayu, and reorganized his shares, so that Xu Nanshan was too busy to take care of himself at this time, and he would definitely not let money in, and naturally Xu Nanshan would not be the first shareholder at this time, and he would be slowly kicked out in the future.

The news of Han's daughter's repentance of marriage was seen on the news this morning, and I don't quite understand what it means, and now the outside world is sure that the cooperation between Han's and Dingsheng will definitely come to naught.

Bu Qingyun has already held a board meeting in secret, and now it is Sima Zhao's heart, and everyone knows it.

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