The difference between the past, present and future is just an illusion, but we are obsessed with it. Unable to escape, cowardly, and watching his crazy silence in it, how long can he hold on?

Hibiscus never thought that she would come back, nor did she think that she would appear so suddenly, and even felt that her presence made her uncomfortable, and her arrival made Hibiscus unguarded, as if her whole body was standing in front of her, making her uncomfortable and tight.

"What are you doing here?" Hibiscus lowered her eyes, and only asked a soft question, which made both of them fall silent. Hibiscus slowly straightened up, staring blankly at the person in front of her, her calm eyes didn't know what she was thinking, and she didn't know what kind of reaction she should make, happy? Astonished? Or disgust? It seems that all kinds of complex emotions come together, making her overwhelmed, and her hands and feet tremble slightly.

"I'm back." Dad came out of the kitchen, and Hibiscus was wondering what his father was thinking, when he heard Daddy's cheerful tone, "Hibiscus, your mother is back, and you don't call Mom yet." Hibiscus's pupils shrank, and he turned his head sharply, glaring at his father incredulously, trying to see a trace of embarrassment on his face, but his face was full of joy, and he didn't understand why an outcast would still open his heart to meet the person who abandoned him. Is it because I love her too much? At this moment, Hibiscus only felt that her father made her puzzled.

"Oh," Hibiscus said as indifferently as she could, controlling her impassing collapse, "I'll go back to my room first, so let's talk first." ”

"Hibiscus, I'm back." She walked up to Hibiscus, blocked her way, and said with a gloomy expression, "I'm sorry." ”

"There seems nothing wrong with a person abandoning his family to find true love, and I also admire this courage alone." Hibiscus took a step forward, raised her head, met her eyes, and said sarcastically, "But why did you come back?" I didn't go resolutely, and for that, I looked down on me. ”

"How can you talk to your mother like this, apologize quickly." Hibiscus looked at her father and frowned, looking at Hibiscus with a displeased expression, as if she had done something rebellious.

"I'd rather have nothing to do with her," Hibiscus lowered her eyes and said lightly, "and I'd rather never see her again." ”

Under the shocked eyes of her mother, Hibiscus quickly walked into the house, locked the door, and collapsed on the ground as if she had exhausted all her strength. Tears poured out uncontrollably, the despair and hatred that permeated little by little in childhood, and I just wanted to bury them deep in my heart and seal them forever.

"As soon as I got home, I heard you arguing, and I really had a lot of energy." The door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and it was actually the physics teacher who was in class today, and Mu Hibiscus looked over in surprise, "Why are you?" Why are you in my house? How did you get in here? ”

"Hehe, uncle knew that you wouldn't come out by yourself, so he gave me the key." As he spoke, he shook the key in his hand.

"How do you have the key to my house?" Hibiscus rushed over angrily, trying to get the keys back to her house. As soon as his figure flashed, Hibiscus grabbed the air, and Hibiscus couldn't help but get irritated and got up and walked to the side.

"Now, I'm your brother. Legally recognized. Why can't you have the key to your own door? "Seeing that the hibiscus was far away from him, he didn't get angry, anyway, he was all under one roof, and he got used to living and living.

This sentence is like a bolt from the blue, what are you kidding? How can it be?

"His name is Cheng Li, and he is the son of my ex-husband." At this moment, Hibiscus's mother appeared at the door and explained uneasily.

In an instant, as if someone had poked her in the sore spot, Hibiscus stood up sharply and stared at her tremblingly.

"Why did you come back? Aren't you going after your love? Hibiscus said sarcastically, "What are you doing back?" Is it a charity to us? I don't need to. ”

"It's my business, Hibiscus, there are a lot of things you don't understand right now." Hibiscus's mother sighed and said sadly.

"Then why did you say you came back, and why?" Hibiscus suddenly wanted to cry, who could tell her where the pain and longing for the past ten years had come from? And when should it end? Why is she left alone with these entanglements?

"I'm sorry, Hibiscus, it wasn't right for me to leave at the beginning, and now you definitely can't accept my sudden return, but I really can't tell you why I came back." Hibiscus felt a sudden surge of sour emotion in her heart, and her head was buzzing, but she clearly heard her biological mother say to her: I'm sorry. Her emotions for nearly ten years have been exchanged for a word of sorry.

"Can you leave then?" Hibiscus wiped away her tears and said in a cold voice, "I don't need your explanation, and please don't bother me again." ”

"Hibiscus, this is your mother." Hibiscus's father pulled Hibiscus over and said with some anger and sadness, "You can't do this to her." ”

At this moment, all the complicated emotions came up together, but Mu Hibiscus suddenly shook off his father's hand as if he had lost all his strength, and said calmly, "Then I'll go." After saying that, Hibiscus pushed his father hard and ran out. Running all the way, I don't know the direction, I don't know the time, I just know how to run forward. I don't know how long it took, but Hibiscus stopped, looking around in confusion, not knowing where he was.

Hibiscus suddenly smiled, the world is so big, there is really no place for me.

"Are you alright?" A warm voice sounded, and Mu Hibiscus looked up in surprise and saw a slightly worried face, it was Jin Fengnan. She jerked to her feet, raised her hand to wipe her swollen eye sockets, and walked forward.

"Hey, let me ask you, what's the matter with you." He grabbed me and asked, Hibiscus looked at him, and said with a cold expressionless face, "My matter can be solved by myself." ”

"Your business is my business." He held the hibiscus in his arms and touched his head.

"What nonsense are you talking about", Hibiscus looked around, and the bystanders were still looking at them, she quickly pushed him away and said, "It's nothing, I can do it myself." Hibiscus looked up at him, and saw the tenderness in his eyes, and Hibiscus paused, for how long had it been since he had seen such a look. Hibiscus looked into these eyes and thought: Is this considered God's mercy on her?

Hibiscus smiled suddenly, "Let's eat, I'm hungry." ”

"Let's go to Xiaoxiang Pavilion, go eat hot pot."

"Well, let's go."