127 You are not saved (for Leng Lingxin and the second disease)
What made me even angrier and wanted to slap him over was that he reached out and touched his head, and he said a little innocently, "I'm not, I'm on the wrong track." ”
I'm going to die in a hurry, I'm worried that something will happen to him, and now his uncle is still playing innocent with me and pretending to be innocent, I'm really angry and my liver hurts!
But now that he's fine, I don't bother to talk to him anymore, I picked up the flashlight, and I said to Sister Hong, "Let's go back." ”
I don't know if it's Sister Hong's meaning or what, in short, soon, Sister Hong and her family, with their familiarity with the road and the mountain road, they quickly walked in front, leaving Zhang Jingchi and me completely behind.
I was holding a flashlight, Zhang Jingchi came to talk with a shy face, and he asked cautiously, "Are you angry?" ”
I ignored him and walked straight forward two steps faster.
Zhang Jingchi suddenly caught up, he grabbed my arm, and said, "Orange, don't be angry, I really didn't mean to." I really went the wrong way by accident. ”
This idiot!
It was he who voluntarily bumped into the muzzle of the gun and asked me to educate him!
I shook off his hand at once, I glared at him again, and scolded him fiercely: "Zhang Jingchi, do you know that you almost scared Sister Hong to death today?" You came to her house with you, what do you want to do, tell me how she should explain to your family? As a man, what can you do to be more thoughtful and know what it means to be sophisticated? ”
After I scolded, Zhang Jingchi was not annoyed, he laughed instead.
When I saw him smiling, I was even more angry, and I directly said, "You are not saved." “
With that, I hurried forward again.
But Zhang Jingchi caught up again, he grabbed my hand steadily, and he said shyly: "I like to hear you scold me." Because you are still willing to scold me, proving that you still have me in your heart. ”
After nightfall, it was a little cold in the mountains, but his palms were sweaty, and as soon as he held my hand, I felt the tide, and my heart suddenly beat fast.
In order to hide my strangeness, I hurriedly shook off his hand and said with a very impatient look: "I'm annoyed, don't touch me." ”
Zhang Jingchi sighed a little sneeringly, he stopped making a sound, and followed me silently.
As we walked, we came to the wide ridge.
Sister Hong, they have already come a long way, so I wanted to speed up the pace, but Zhang Jingchi was slow.
There is no moon this night, no matter how wide the ridge is, it is still pitch black, if I really let myself run away with a flashlight regardless of Zhang Jingchi, I can't do this.
But if you want me to give him the flashlight, and I walk alone in the dark, then I am not so virgin.
After thinking about it, I had to take the initiative to tell him: "Let's go faster, don't be slow, like a snail who has not eaten enough." ”
But, as soon as I finished speaking, he sold me cuteness, and said in a very innocent tone: "I really haven't eaten all day." ”
I'm really cheap, I know that I shouldn't have the slightest soft-hearted heart for this man, but when I heard that he had been hungry all day, I felt a little distressed.
Naturally, I couldn't say anything cruel, so I snorted as if nothing happened, and I said, "Then hurry up and go back to Sister Hong's house, and you can cook and eat." ”
I don't know how he has cultivated in the past few years, Yaya is getting better and better at chatting, and he quickly answered: "No, I want to walk slowly, I want to walk like this for a longer time." ”
I hate this idiot!
It's okay, what is he doing with such simple love words when he opens his mouth!
Didn't he know that it was so easy for me to be shaken out of nowhere!
However, I no longer have the strength, the courage, or the impulse to go hand in hand with him again.
People become more and more conservative and timid when they get out of the quagmire, and I guess that's the kind of thing.
I began to believe in the truth that Xu Zhiyong said four years ago, as long as I am not moved, I can stand forever.
So I was silent again.
Holding on to my heart, I was a little dazed, even with a flashlight, I didn't notice a small pit under my feet, and by accident, I tripped again, and suddenly leaned forward.
I thought in my heart that Uncle Ben was going to fall again, but Zhang Jingchi quickly hugged my waist, he quickly helped me upright, his hand was still on my waist, and just now a good old man spoke differently, his tone was a little anxious: "You have to look at the road!" ”
I glared at him, and I unconsciously raised the bar and said, "I can't see it, the road is not all there, what's the hurry?" ”
As soon as my words fell, Zhang Jingchi suddenly leaned down, and he quickly left a dragonfly kiss on my forehead.
His movements were very light and light, but it was like a pile of hay in my head, and suddenly a fire was lit, and some illusion of burning was constantly circling, and I was completely stunned for more than ten seconds, at a loss.
When I reacted, I pushed him away fiercely, I kept rubbing my forehead back and forth with my hands in disgust, I glared at him hatefully, and opened my mouth to scold him excitedly: "Zhang Jingchi, you are sick!" ”
The light was too dim, I didn't see Zhang Jingchi's expression clearly, after he was scolded by me, it took about ten seconds before he spoke, he said: "I didn't mean to offend you, or I couldn't control it for a while." ”
Whether he saw it or not, I glared at him fiercely again, and fell: "Scum, beast." ”
Then I slipped the flashlight into his hand and ran forward in the dark.
Zhang Jingchi soon caught up again, and he showed me the way in silence.
The atmosphere between us is at an extreme stalemate.
Until we returned to Sister Hong's house, and even when we helped cook and eat together, we avoided each other's eyes.
In order to avoid too much contact with him, they all watched TV in the lobby on the second floor after eating, while I went to the third floor early to take a shower, and then locked myself in the room and sent some humorous text messages to some customers to contact them.
Just as I was almost done and ready to go to bed, there was a knock on the door outside.
I guessed that it was Zhang Jingchi, so I sat firmly on the bed and asked lightly: "Is there something wrong?" ”
Sure enough, Zhang Jingchi's voice soon sounded outside the door, and he said, "Yes." ”
I still didn't move, and I said, "Then let's talk through the door." ”
He still knocked softly on the door, and he said, "Say it through the door, I'm afraid of making Sister Hong sleep with them." ”
I thought about it too, so I reluctantly got out of bed and opened the door for him.
He quickly flashed in and gently brought the door to the door, and he was clubbed next to the door, and he rubbed his hands together and said, "I want to apologize to you for that incident tonight." I really didn't mean to take advantage of you, I just made a mistake in the heat of the moment. I promise, you haven't promised to be nice to me later, I will never offend you again, don't be angry with me. ”
He didn't mention this stubble, he mentioned this stubble, my heart suddenly rushed up a wonderful feeling, and I have such a feeling, and I can't let him know, so I tried my best to hide myself, I said lightly: "I should give the kitten and puppy a rub, you go out, I'm going to sleep." ”
Zhang Jingchi's bones are actually the kind of extremely arrogant man, who I regard as a kitten and a puppy, and it is estimated that his heart is broken, but on the surface, he is quite calm, and he is more like a relieved man: "It's good that you are not angry with me." Then you sleep, I won't harass you. ”
After he finished speaking, he quickly opened the door and went out, and closed the door for me with a very light movement.
I couldn't help but be confused.
This man, is it necessary for him to put himself in such a humble position because of guilt!
Lying in bed, I tossed and turned for a long time, and for the first time I began to lose sleep again, and began to relive all the days that I could remember clearly after I met him again.
The end of the movie in my head was that I fell asleep at three o'clock in the morning in a daze, and I was woken up by a nightmare at six o'clock, and I couldn't sleep again.
In the mountain village, everyone got up early, and when I walked downstairs, Sister Hong was already peeling sweet potatoes and making porridge.
Sister Hong gestured to me with her eyes, and I knew that Zhang Jingchi got up earlier than me.
He sat by the side of the door, carrying several buckets of water, and was sitting there washing the herbs he had picked up yesterday.
On the rope beside him, several bundles of herbs of similar weight were already hung, green and green, dripping water on the ground.
And Zhang Jingchi, who lowered his head slightly, put a funny cartoon band-aid on his head, and contrary to this funny cartoon, he had an extremely pious and serious look on his face, which was no worse than the heavy documents he had read at work before.
I was stunned, Sister Hong poked my waist, and she said in a joking tone: "Sister, this man, a married woman of mine looks at me with great emotion, and I don't mind pounce on him if he wants to hook his finger at me." ”
Of course, Sister Hong knows through and through what I have experienced, and she is now taking the initiative to persuade peace, because she has been married for so long, and she has experienced all the ups and downs in her marriage, and she will feel that the prodigal son will not change his money. There is also a more important reason that she thinks Zhang Jingchi can be my backer, and she hopes that I will not be so bitter anymore. She really treats me as her own sister.
But I'm really a disobedient dead girl.
After suffering a loss of love, I believe that the premise of a woman no longer suffering is that she has an independent personality and the dignity of life, even if she is not clothed and hungry, she can be the queen who dominates her own life, and no longer takes finding a man as a shelter as the whole goal of life.
All of this, I finally suppressed the urge to start with this man again, and I finally made the decision to go back earlier and not stay in Sister Hong's hometown to disturb me more.
Sister Hong knew that I had a hard temperament, and she didn't keep me, so I packed my luggage and went back temporarily.
Of course, Zhang Jingchi followed me back, but we sat separately on the bus like strangers.
In the days that followed, the intersection between me and him became that he brought breakfast and lunch on time every day without listening to advice, and we didn't have much communication.
I thought that he sent a paragraph that would naturally annoy me, and he would go back to Shenzhen because he was busy with work, and he would not bother me again, but unexpectedly, he was in the midst of this, and something happened that caught me off guard.
To be precise, it was a big event that made me panic so much that I almost collapsed.