There is a feeling called hard to speak, I asked myself that I have always been able to tolerate being bullied since I was a child, but here, I can't say anything, I can't do anything, I can take all the ideas, but only for Zhuo Jing, it is deeply powerless.

Driving, I rampage on the road indiscriminately, until the front of the sharp whistle, I found the oncoming cargo, a moment of hesitation, in my eardrum is about to be pierced by the sound of 'Didi' at the same time I choose to hit the wheel, the big cargo whistling by my car, the driver is obviously unwilling, the car stopped not far away, head out of the window to send me a roar of three words: "You fucking want to commit suicide, don't bother others!" Silly B! I want to die and jump into the river!! I don't know how to drive on any road!! ”

I also stepped on the brakes, stared at the red eyes and pushed the door straight to him: "What the hell do I have to do with your!" ”

"Neurotic! Damn, bad luck! Bah!! ”

The man spat and started the car, and drove away before I could get closer.

I stood there and got angry: "You come back to me!" You bastard, you have the ability to hit it!! Come back!!! ”

Shouting, looking at the car but gradually disappearing from sight, I know that I am wrong, if I usually see a driver like me on the road is not openly scolded, I will also slander a few words in my heart, but now I feel that the blood all over my body is gushing up, I wish he got out of the car and fought with me, at least, I can vent.

Passers-by looked at me one by one full of doubts, I stood on the road, and after a while, I felt that the newly bought mobile phone in my pocket rang again, Mu Mu took it out and put it directly to his ear, looked at the cars that were still dripping by his side, and opened his mouth in the cold air: "Hey." ”

"Did you see him?"

It's a treasure.

"Hmm."

I answered softly, but found that this year's winter was unusually cold, and I raised my eyes to look at the sky, maybe the end of the day is not nonsense.

"Explained?"

"Nope." The tears in the corners of his eyes had already been dried by the cold wind, and his cheeks were also jerky and painful.

"Why?"

"He's not mad at me anymore."

"I'm not mad at you, how is it possible."

I took a long breath of the car's exhaust, feeling cold from my throat to my chest: "Zongbao, he put it down, it's all over." ”

"He's put it down, you ......"

I didn't speak, I put down my phone and put it in my pocket, looking carefully at this city, countless cars, countless buildings, countless people, I am so small, everything here seems to be related to me, but it has nothing to do with me.

Zhuo Jing's polite and unfamiliar voice still lingered in his ears, I silently turned around and walked into the car, I am really not Bai Jingqi, she can do anything for her lover, and I, when I can't reach it, I really can't find the courage to hold on, forget it, I tried hard to pull the corners of my mouth, it should have ended a long time ago, didn't I, love is so tired, he is in pain and I am in pain, but now that he has put it down, why can't I let it go.

"Ma Jiaolong, wouldn't life be the same without him?"

I opened my mouth to myself gently, Zhuo Jing, it's just a person who puts it in my heart, anyway, if you put him there, no one will know, maybe one day, he himself will go out of your heart, and when the time comes, you can also let go.

Sucking my nose, I looked at myself in the mirror of the visor, this look, must not be seen by others, camouflage, is the ability that my Ma Jiaolong must have.

"Slut!! Hit her for me! Kill her!! Hard! Spanking her in the face!! ”

Suddenly there was a loud noise outside the car window, I turned my face and saw passers-by instantly besieging the city, frowning slightly, I started the car-

"Don't stop! She's a junior! She seduces my husband!! Xiao San'er should be destroyed by heaven and earth!! Kill her!! Little Cheap Hoof!! “

"Rip off her clothes!! Didn't she want to show people! Let her show it to everyone!! Freeze her to death!! “

"Don't let her run!! Hold her!! Pick it up for me!! ”

The crowd stirred for a moment, and the moment I started the car, I saw a woman in the rearview mirror who was about to run out of the crowd, her face was only exposed, but then she was pulled by a fat hand by her hair, and then she was viciously pushed to the ground, and the thick legs wrapped in high-heeled leather boots stomped viciously on her back: "Take pictures!" Slap her in the face! She's done commercials before!! Let the whole world see what kind of virtue Xiao San'er is!! ”

Someone began to take out their mobile phones, and the crowd snickered, and the fat woman wearing mink became more and more proud, and she commanded two fierce women who were about the same size as her to pull her up left and right, and then said loudly: "I'm not afraid that you will call the police, that is, to make trouble to the king of heaven Lao Tzu, and the old lady is also a big house!" You're a little junior!! I'm going to show you today! What do you look like when you're stripped!! ”

"You let go of me!! Let go!! She began to struggle desperately, lifted her foot, and kicked at the fat woman's mink coat.

The fat woman's mouth slammed into a grin, and her face became angry, so that the two women on the left and right grabbed her arms and pulled her hair with one hand: "You dare to kick me!?" You all saw it! How dare this little vixen kick me!! I'm going to let her see blood right now!! As she spoke, her slap rose directly: "Slut!!! ”

She was so frightened that she closed her eyes, but the crowd was instantly quiet in the noise, until she opened her eyes again in a trembling manner, and opened her mouth in disbelief: "Jiao, Jiaolong? ”

The fat woman's arms were still raised, and her wrists were still holding in my hands, looking at me inexplicably: "Who are you, you!!" What does it have to do with you when I teach a slut!! ”

I threw her arm aside expressionlessly, and took advantage of the gap when the two were stunned to directly pull Xu Meijin behind me: "Who gave you the right to beat people on the street." ”

"She's a junior!!" When the fat woman was excited, she couldn't wait to stretch her mink coat open, and looked at me with a face full of anger: "Who the hell are you, you!! ”

"Little white face."

One of the sluts with her suddenly spoke, and the other immediately nodded: "Yes, this stinky shameless is using your husband's money to raise a little white face outside, and she just called this little white face name!" ”

"Good! You little, you still use my husband's money to support other men, and I'll clean you both up today!! ”

The fat woman looked at me and began to roll up her arms and sleeves, I looked at her fat face, it just so happened that I was also a belly of evil fire, come on, I want to fight.

"Jiaolong." Xu Meijin pulled me behind him: "There are many of them, you can go." ”

"You don't care, let me go." I opened my mouth slightly, loosening the buttons of my coat as well.

"Hey, look at them like that, eldest sister, there must be something to do with it!!"

"Give me !!"

I ran up, according to my experience of fighting when I was a child, I never ran to my hair, all I had to do was tilt my neck back slightly, beware of them grabbing me, I saw it, punched directly, punched and punched! The fat woman screamed, and before the two pounced, three or five men rushed over, and they shouted Madame, don't do it! Then I stopped the other two women, and when I was still not enjoying it, I dragged the other two of them into a business car next to me with the fat woman who was knocked out by me.

Except for the two remaining women in the car who scolded unwillingly when the car drove away, all that was left was still watching the lively passers-by.

"Jiaolong, are you alright?" The corners of Xu Meijin's mouth were blue, her hair was spilled like a madman, she didn't dare to look at my eyes too much, and she looked embarrassed to be bumped into by me when she did something dirty.

I didn't speak, but swept around the crowd who were still watching, picked up her dirty bag that was stepped on, and grabbed her arm, she should have fallen, so her legs couldn't keep up, I didn't care, just strode away, directly stuffed her into the car, closed the door, and the first thought was to leave this place of right and wrong first.

After the car drove down the street, I pulled over, looked at her drooping face from the indoor mirror road, and opened my mouth: "Is it going to the hospital, or am I going to take you home." “

Her head was lowered deeply, and her voice was as small as a mosquito humming: "Send me home." ”

I didn't speak, I saw the pharmacy on the side of the road, went directly to buy some medicine for bruises, threw it to her, and started the car: "Your address." ”

She opened her mouth lightly and said a place, picked up the bag containing the medicine and still didn't look up: "Thank you." ”

"I just saw your dad, he asked me to bring you a message, I often go home to see him when I'm fine, your Aunt Yanhong is crazy, Xu Linlin won't care about him, Xiaohu is still in school, and his only hope is you."

Xu Meijin still lowered her head, but the suppressed sobbing sound came out.

To be honest, my mood is quite complicated, watching her being beaten, I even feel a little distressed, after all, since I was a child, I have played the role of protecting her, but I am a little angry, if I see other children being beaten, I think it is normal, if you can't be killed, you are considered to be fateful, who told you to want to live a life without work, this is the price, so, I look at her like this both feel angry but angry with a trace of unbearable.

I know the place she said, do you still remember Sister Li's big villa, that place, commonly known as the gathering place of the second wife, and I don't know if Sister Li still lives there, maybe she can meet her as an acquaintance.

It's quiet in the car, it's a little embarrassing to be quiet, I naturally don't want to say anything, I help, it's just because I grew up together, but what she has done, it's good to say I'm stingy, it's okay to say that I hold grudges, anyway, I can't let go.

I don't know how long later, the ringtone of her mobile phone came from her dirty bag that was stepped on, Xu Meijin sniffed, glanced at me, and picked up the phone: "Hey." ”

"Baby, you're all right, I'll go see you when I'm settled with that crazy woman."

My ears, it's Menqing'er who listens.

"Don't come, I don't want to see you from now on, I'll move out of the villa immediately."

"Don't, baby, didn't I say it, I really love you, I'll give you as much money as you want."

"I don't want to go on like this, don't look for me." After speaking, Xu Meijin hung up the phone.

There was silence again, she put down her phone and looked at me: "Thank you Jiaolong, thank you for helping me ......"

"I'm not aiming at you."

I responded lightly: "Uncle Xu has helped me a lot, and I am also looking at his face, when Xiao San'er himself should think of this day." ”

Xu Meijin was silent again, lowered her head, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "I'm like this, do you look down on you." ”

I didn't respond, I couldn't afford it, I knew it.

"I just want money, a lot of money."

She seemed to be saying to herself, "I just think the money is real." ”

Understand, normal, money is a good thing, I don't deny it, it's just that in morality and money, my education made me focus on morality.

The car drove into the villa area, and I glanced at her in the interior mirror: "Which building?" ”

She pointed inside, "It's inside." ”

Passing by the door of Sister Li's house, I glanced inside, the door was closed, Xu Meijin probably noticed my eyes and opened her mouth: "She sold this villa." ”

I raised my eyebrows: "Do you know Sister Li?" ”

She nodded: "I know, the circle of rich people is so big, even if I don't know each other directly, I know some, she was dumped by her boyfriend, and then she quickly got a money owner, a Hong Kong businessman, she gave him a little wife in the mainland, helped him take care of the company here, and now it is very prosperous." ”

I exhaled lightly in my heart, that is Sister Li's character, so to speak, Sister Li is also a myth among the juniors.

When I drove to Xu Meijin's door, I braked and looked at her: "You go in, remember to go see your father if you have nothing to do, and call him even if you don't have time to go back." ”

Xu Meijin looked at me, wanted to open his mouth to say something, but still nodded, pushed the car door, his face was slightly painful, walked two steps, his steps were very lame, and he couldn't even go up the steps like that, I sighed, I really couldn't stand it, got out of the car and grabbed her, "Let's go, I'll send you in." ”

"Thank you."

Xu Meijin responded softly, hissing with a cold breath in her mouth, it seems that she was beaten clearly, but according to the tonnage of the three girls, it is normal to be beaten so badly, as long as she is so thin, her thighs and small arms can't be beaten, not to mention that the three of them joined forces to give her a combination punch.

Walking into the living room, I directly put her on the sofa and sat down, "You change your clothes, it's too dirty, I'll put the medicine on myself in a while, I'll go first." ”

"Hey." Xu Meijin grabbed my wrist: "Jiaolong, can you talk to me." ”

I tidied up my coat: "What are we going to say, the words have already been made clear, I'll go first, you can put the medicine on it yourself." ”

"Hey, hiss......"

Turning his head to look at her, Xu Meijin held his waist with a painful face, and looked at me with a worried face: "Jiaolong, can you sit for a while, just for a while, count me begging you." ”

I couldn't bear it in my heart, gritted my teeth, walked up to her and took out the bone-setting wine from the medicine I bought, and then sat down beside her: "You lean a little sideways, I'll see how your back is." ”

The elephant's legs, who can stand it if you step on it.

She sniffed and turned sideways, and then took off her pink tweed coat with difficulty, wearing a thin sweater with eight-quarter sleeves, and her little arms were also bruised, I sighed silently in my heart, I am not her, I really don't know what she thinks in her heart, a good advertising star smokes that wind wants to give up her career to be a junior!

Lifting the clothes on her back, I couldn't control the cool breath, spreading from the back to the back, except for the place covered by the bra strap, all of them were blue, red, yellow and purple, I don't know who thought who wiped the oil paint on her back, Xu Meijin's body trembled slightly, and the sobbing sound came out again, I felt a little helpless in my heart, uncovered the lid of the bone-setting wine, poured some into the palm of my hand, and then rubbed my hands together, "Bear with it." ”

Then rubbed against her back, Xu Meijin hummed with sobbing pain, I didn't stop for a moment, and after wiping it, I carefully pasted a plaster on her, screwed the lid, and put it on the coffee table: "You wipe the rest of the place yourself, don't go out these days, if you want to eat, call takeout." ”

"Jiaolong." Xu Meijin grabbed my hand and looked at me with red eyes crying: "Do you still blame me?" ”

Her hair was still messy on the top of her head, inexplicably, I actually remembered the way she was wearing a red wedding dress in a dream before, and opened her mouth: "Let's not talk about this, it's meaningless." After speaking, I was about to get up, but Xu Meijin pulled me deadly: "Wait!! ”

I turned my head to look at her: "Xu Meijin, I have never forgotten the previous incident, and I think you know it...... Feed!! ”

Xu Meijin suddenly jumped over, stepped directly on my lap and sat down, pushed with both hands, pressed my shoulders and let me lean directly on the sofa, I stared at her grinning after doing this set of actions, "What are you doing!" ”

"Don't move!" She pressed my shoulder but didn't let go, and opened her mouth: "Jiaolong, I'm not afraid......"

"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment: "You're not afraid of anything." ”

She sniffed: "I've never been in love before, I really haven't even kissed, so I'm scared when you treat me like that, I'm really afraid, I even feel wronged, you are bullying me, so I give up on myself, I also began to doubt my feelings for you, I just let myself know whether I love you or not, so I'm with Zhang Yida, Jiaolong, I don't love him, it's been more than a year, I don't love him at all, I force myself to love him, I know I'm a junior, But I think I'll always fall in love with a man, but I can't love him, I just like his money, he's very generous, really generous to me, Jiaolong, I've saved a lot of money......"

"What the hell are you trying to say!" I interrupted her obviously confused words, maybe she wanted to express too much, but I really couldn't figure it out: "Xu Meijin, you go down first, don't sit like this...... Not! ”

Wide-eyed, I was stunned, she actually kissed her directly, where is this still the subtle Xu Meijin, I was frightened by her, instinctively reached out and pushed her away, and wiped her mouth viciously: "What are you doing!! ”

Xu Meijin panted and looked at me, pulled her hand, and actually took off her thin sweater, the two balls of white flesh wrapped in the black bra that fluctuated with her breath were unusually conspicuous, this action was completely drunk for me, she opened her mouth, and the corners of her mouth were gently tugged: "I can do it, Jiaolong, I can be sure that I love you, when he does it with me, I also think of you, Jiaolong, I'm not afraid, I'm really not afraid." ”

As she spoke, she reached out to wrap her arms around my neck, you're not afraid, I'm afraid!!

I was in a hurry, and pushed her directly to the ground, staggered up and flashed out five or six steps, looking at her sitting on the ground and looking at her in pain, she calmed down her emotions slightly: "Xu Meijin, let me tell you, I can't be with you, never can you know, you are like this, it makes me disgusting!" ”

After saying that, I turned around and strode out the door, which scared me, and I still carried this.

"Jiaolong!!" Xu Meijin shouted behind me with tears on her face, and she struggled to stand up and chase me with her hands on the ground: "Don't go, tell me, what is wrong with me!" You tell me!! ”

'Bang'! With a bang, I closed the door of their house directly, leaning outside, and by the way, her crying was isolated in the door, and it was a little uncomfortable below, I really wanted to scold my mother, this feeling really can't be said, I know that I will have the characteristics of a man, but I hate it, if it is a little bit of a feeling with what I like, but with Xu Meijin, it makes people collapse when they think about it.

The mood was so rotten that it was mud, until I drove home in the car, I rushed into the bathroom without saying a word, took a shower, and looked at myself in the mirror, I gritted my teeth, "Ma Jiaolong, when will you pay off the sins you have done." ”

I don't dare to think about Xu Meijin taking off her clothes and leaving only a black bra, she has changed too much, I just wanted to scare and scare her before, is this the current world newspaper, I was actually scared back, I rely on ......