The wind is calm, and the night is deep.

He took me in his arms and lay flat on the bed, and he seemed calm and gentle, saying, "At this moment, you still refuse to forgive me? ”

I took a test in his arms, turned my back to him, and was silent for a long time before I said perfunctorily, "Let's sleep first, I'm tired, I'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Okay, I'm tired too," he said as he pulled the quilt over and rubbed me tightly in his arms, repeating in my ear, "I'll talk about it tomorrow when I get home." Then he soon fell asleep, breathing evenly, sleeping soundly, with his hands around my waist all the time, while I suffered from insomnia.

In the middle of the night, I became very awake, and I couldn't be more awake...... In my mind, I looked back on the bits and pieces I had walked with him like a movie, from acquaintance to acquaintance to love and then to marriage, our sweetness, our quarrels, our tribulations, our parting...... The clear images complicated my feelings about the man next to me.

I shrunk down, obviously lying with him, but inexplicably a little chilly.

If a person has given you unforgettable pain, made you struggle in utter despair in the middle of the night, and was disheartened, no matter how much he makes up for it in the future, no matter how well your relationship is repaired, that wound will always remain in the bottom of your heart, remind you from time to time, let you remember that he was so cruel, and then you will gradually become suspicious of him...... In other words, you will never go back to the way you were.

Just like Shi Saiyu, because she witnessed my 'betrayal' with her own eyes, no matter how much she makes up for it in the future, she will no longer care about me.

Thinking about this, I gently took his hand away in the middle of the night, quietly got out of his arms, and lightly packed myself, didn't even want my luggage, only brought a carry-on bag, and went out.

It was only three or four o'clock in the morning, and the street outside was deserted, except for the 24-hour convenience store and the occasional whizzing of traffic, there was no one in sight. I waited on the side of the road and was lucky enough to get a taxi in a few minutes and go to the station.

In the car, I sent him a message on my mobile phone: Lian Heng, don't come to me again in the future, go back to your normal life. From the moment you and your mother moved out of my house with An An, I was completely dead, for so many months, I thought day and night, thought very deeply, and figured out a fact: that is, you and I are really not suitable to be husband and wife, we have irreconcilable contradictions in all aspects, we can be vigorous, but we are destined not to flow for a long time, so we don't have to delay each other anymore, let each other go, and let go of ourselves. As for the property you have placed in my name, I will return it to you as soon as possible; And An An, if you insist on not giving me custody, I don't want to hurt the child in court anymore, so I will leave it to you and your mother for the time being. That's all, I wish you happiness.

After thinking about it for a long time and clicking send, I turned off my phone and collapsed in my seat, and soon my eyes were hazy with tears in my eyes......

This time, I decided to go back to my hometown.

In order not to be found out by him so quickly, I used my ID card to buy a plane ticket to Xinjiang to release 'false news', but I also used Bai Xuan's ID card to buy a train ticket back to my hometown. The train is from Shenzhen, at least dozens of hours, anyway, there is no hurry, and the scenery along the way is also good.

I only bought a ticket for that night, and I had to wait for a while, but I was inevitably found by Wei Lianheng again, I planned to go to Bai Xuan's house for a few hours first, and by the way, I asked her if there was anything I needed to help bring back to my hometown.

As soon as I packed my things, when I turned on my phone, a call from an unfamiliar number came in, I cut it off, but the other party immediately sent me a message back, "I'm Zhou Ru, can I meet, something very important, please." ”

Please? She was arrogant, and she actually used this word on me.

I hesitated for a long time, considering that I still had more than half a day to take the train, so it wouldn't be a big deal to meet her......

The place where I agreed to meet her is a relatively remote and hidden café, a relatively literary and artistic niche place, which ordinary people can't find, I've been there a few times before. When I saw Zhou Yiru, I was quite shocked, because her belly was already slightly bulging, and it was estimated that she was five or six months old, that is, she really didn't beat the child!

"What is the due date?" I asked in a pleasant greeting.

"In March next year," she said, she said quite flatly, and she didn't see any special emotions. But her mental state is not very good, she is pregnant and she is much thinner than before, she is dressed more plainly, she has no makeup or dress, she has lost her original brilliance, and she has no teeth and claws for me.

There was some grief in her eyes, but she was full of calm.

"Tell me, what's the matter with me?" I stopped inking with her, and urged, "I'm short on time, and I'm going to leave Shenzhen in the afternoon." ”

She gritted her teeth and said a little embarrassed, "Actually, there is nothing particularly important, I'm afraid that you won't see me, so what I said is so exaggerated." ”

"Then you're not just here to talk to me, are you?"

"You should have guessed it," she said with difficulty, "it's about Lian Kai." I haven't seen him for a long time, he always doesn't answer my phone calls, and he doesn't reply to my text messages, saying that I should stop pestering him but I'm not actually entangled, and I agree to break up with him, but I'm just worried about him, and I feel sorry for him, I don't know how he's doing now? I thought to myself, since he likes you so much, you should know his current situation very well, can you tell me about it. ”

Listening to this, I feel sorry for her.

"He's fine now," I said, puzzled, "what is there to worry about?" And if you're pregnant, take care of yourself, why bother that idle mind for him? ”

"Heh," she laughed at herself sadly, "that's ridiculous, isn't it?" Maybe you can't find a woman as sad as me in the world. He is so ruthless to me, but I still can't stop loving him, I'm still worried about him all the time, he did brain surgery last time to save you from being injured so badly, although he picked up a life, but he still left a lot of sequelae, dizziness, headache, bad appetite, mental also affected, just last time, it should have been two months ago, he fainted once, I was scared stupid"

Hearing this, my heart gradually became entangled...... I never thought he would be so serious.

She continued: "At that time, the doctor said that he had not adjusted well after the operation, the pressure was too great, and if he did not decompress in time, more serious sequelae might occur in the future, so I decided at that time, I will no longer pester him, I will not put pressure on him, I have not seen him later, but occasionally I can't help but call him, just care about his physical condition, he ignores me, I have to understand through you"

I felt very uncomfortable, and I felt uncomfortable for a while, but I didn't know how to comfort her, and I didn't know how to comfort myself.

She said, "I really tried a lot to give up on him, but I found that I really couldn't do it, I had never lived so humble before him, and I had never been infatuated with any man like he was infatuated, willing to let go of self-esteem and pride, and even lose himself, or still want to be a desperate moth to the fire" She confided in me frankly: "Actually, a long time ago, when Wei Lianchu, who looked exactly like him, pursued me, I didn't feel anything, and I was very bored, but later, when there was that car accident, I saw him again, I found that he was completely different from the original Lian Chu, he was so mature and cold in short, he became my ideal man, so I fell in love with him completely At that time, he pretended to be stupid to everyone, but only in front of me was real, he said that he was very tired every day, and he could relax in front of me, and at that time I thought he also loved me. ”

"I found out I didn't know her at all

"Actually, he told me very early, about his true life experience, he said that he was not Wei Lianchu, and also told me all the truth, he said that I was the only one who knew about it, at that time, I was very moved, if he didn't love me, he wouldn't tell me such a big secret alone, because of his trust, I was even more obsessed with him, but it wasn't until he married you later, I didn't see the truth clearly, I was miserable, I was unwilling, I became humble and unreasonable, I hated you, but I actually had to thank you for giving up on him."

After listening to her confide, I felt more and more heavy, and after a long pause, I asked her, "Then why do you have to keep the child?" This may ruin your future happiness, and it is really unwise for your children not to have a complete family. ”

She smiled bitterly and said: "I'm very stupid, my family also scolded me for being bloody, but I think this is the best gift he gave me, even if I can't be with him in this life, it is comforting to have a child with him." ”

Listening to her bleak and sad tone, I also felt uncomfortable with her, but the child in her belly was very big after all, and I was not qualified to say anything in this position, so I could only comfort in general, "I hope you can give birth to a child safely, maybe in the future, he will be able to accept your feelings for the sake of the child." ”

She shook her head helplessly, and said even more bitterly, "I have lied to him that I killed the child, I hope you don't tell him about it, I'm afraid he won't be able to stand it after he finds out, help me keep it secret, I decided never to tell him about the child."

"Hmm."

"I have known Lian Kai for many years, he is the person who knows him in the world, he has a tragic background, he was abandoned since he was a child, and he grew up in a domestic violence environment, and then experienced the death of his adoptive mother and first love one after another, which hit him quite hard, he is relatively lacking in love, very insecure, so his personality is a little distorted, and he is more extreme, I understand all of this, and I am willing to accept that I love him, and I feel sorry for him, and I can give everything for him, but unfortunately, he doesn't love me--" She said this, already a little choked, "He doesn't love me, I can't do anything about this problem, and now I hold back every day and don't pester him, I feel that every minute is tormented, to be honest, if he can really find a woman like me who can love him with all his heart, I am still happy for him--" She couldn't go any longer, and wiped her tears with a tissue.

I patted her arm, a silent comfort.

"Don't be like this," I didn't know how to comfort her, but said, "You have a baby in your belly now, you must keep a good mood, don't think about him for the time being, even if he doesn't belong to you, but the child can belong to you completely, don't be discouraged." Think about it again, you have such a good family background, how many people can't envy it, just a man, don't make yourself half-dead, it's not worth it. ”

She choked up, "I showed you my failures completely, do you despise me?" ”

"How could it be. Everyone is a woman, you are in such a predicament, I haven't experienced it, besides, I'm no better than you now, anyway, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read. ”

"Deeply," she stopped crying, more honestly, "I'm here to apologize to you, I'm very sorry for the past, especially the foolish behavior done on the cruise ship, which caused you to have a child and encountered such a big danger, I regret it now when I think about it, I feel special, because of Lian Kai, I have not only lost my dignity, but also lost myself, and become the kind of woman I look down on, and now I am almost a betrayal and divorce, especially my father, he dotes on me the most, loves me the most, and now he is very disappointed in me, It's been a long time since I've spoken, otherwise I wouldn't have been desperate to find you to talk to about this."

Seeing her apologizing to me with a sudden change in her painting style, so sincere, sincere made me a little embarrassed, I was stunned for a moment, and my heart softened a lot, "It's okay, it's been so long, you don't need to mention it anymore, after all, it's not easy for you." Thank you for trusting me and sharing these stories with me, all in all, I was quite blown away. ”

After talking to Zhou Yiru for an hour or two, I also 'kindly' accompanied her to have a prenatal checkup, and the grievances with her were temporarily resolved. But just as I was about to go out to the train station, I suddenly received a call from my uncle at home, who was very anxious and told me that my grandmother was suddenly seriously ill and was dying in the hospital, so I asked me to go home with Bai Xuan to see my grandmother for the last time!

Hearing this bad news, my whole body went soft, the phone in my hand fell to the ground, and I immediately cried bitterly!

No longer wasting time, Bai Xuan and I bought the nearest flight to go back to our hometown as quickly as possible, all the way I was depressed and paralyzed, thinking that I was about to lose my grandmother, I just felt that the sky was going to fall, and I cried like a fool along the way. Bai Xuan is comforted by his fiancé, much calmer than I am.

I don't even know how I got back to my hometown.

When I called my uncle again, he told us that my grandmother was in the county hospital and that her condition was getting better again!

Hearing this good news, I only felt the feeling of entering heaven from hell, and immediately hugged Bai Xuan and cried with joy, and then rushed to the county hospital.

When I ran into the ward, I found that my grandmother was surrounded by my aunt and uncle and other relatives...... Yes...... Wei Lianheng!

My eyes widened and I was shaken, and I couldn't believe what I was seeing...... Bai Xuan also asked me in surprise, "Sister, isn't this my brother-in-law, why is he here too?" Aren't you divorced? ”

I was still standing there stunned, staring at all this for a long time, and Wei Lianheng looked up at me, a calm smile on his lips.

"Deeply, what are you still doing in a daze, come in," my grandmother greeted me while lying on the bed, she was in good spirits now, and she could still speak so clearly, it seemed that she had indeed overcome the difficulties.

"Hehe, deeply, thanks to your husband this time, his name is Lian Heng, right?" My uncle smiled and explained to me in a loud voice, "Lian Heng came to our house this morning, and it just happened that your grandmother suddenly fell seriously ill, just like last time, and we were all in a hurry at that time. Lian Heng immediately helped us contact the car, the first time to send your grandmother to the hospital for rescue, the doctor has issued a critical illness notice, and even asked us to give up, let the family to see the last thanks, at this time Lian Heng stood up to help us said that the best doctor in the city came to the rescue, and sure enough, your grandmother's life was rescued again, and also helped pay all the medical expenses and hospitalization fees, hehe, thank him so much! ”

I stared at Wei Lianheng again in shock, choked up and speechless, but my heartbeat gradually accelerated.

"Yes," my grandmother also held Wei Lianheng's hand affectionately, and said to me in good spirits, "If it wasn't for Lian Heng this time, I would have gone to see Hades by now, and when you come back, you will send me to the end, cough, I'm ashamed to say it, the first time I saw my grandson-in-law, I was so angry."

Wei Lianheng gladly accepted these compliments, and his eyes were always on me.

"When I heard this, it took me a while to react and say 'oh'.

"Deeply," my aunt also smiled, squeezed her eyebrows, and said to me, "I have long heard that you are married to a big boss, I always thought that you were forty or fifty years old, thinking that you were a stepmother to others, but I didn't expect that such a young and handsome person would scare me" After speaking, she glared at Bai Xuan again, and muttered in a low voice, "Unlike your sister, you don't have this blessing, what kind of crooked melons and cracked dates are you looking for, hey." ”

I was a little embarrassed, "Auntie, you are all mistaken, he is not my husband, just my ex-husband, we are divorced." ”

"What?" Grandma immediately frowned.

"It's nothing," Wei Lianheng smiled lightly, and comforted his grandmother gently, "Grandma, your old man can rest assured, I have a good relationship with Shenshen, but there have been conflicts in the past two days, and what she said is all angry words, don't believe it." ”

"Seeing that my grandmother had just been rescued, I was afraid of irritating her, so I had to acquiesce.

After a casual conversation with my grandmother, we left the hospital room, where she needed to recuperate in bed.

There's nothing happier than hearing that my grandmother is alive. From Shenzhen to my hometown, I was sad and sad for four or five hours, and people were about to collapse...... Especially, when I heard that it was Wei Lianheng who helped me save all this, all the gloom in my heart was dispelled.

Out of the hospital, we walked together again......

Thanking him for it, he felt too empty and superficial; Wanting to stay away from him again is inevitably hypocritical. After this incident, I found that I could hardly escape from his Five Finger Mountain, he had formed a heavy encirclement of me from all directions and angles, and now he has played such a family card, and he has ruthlessly put me in the army, let me go is not, and I am not staying, but I am embarrassed in front of him......

As for him, he didn't mention my breakup text message, nor did he mention my sneaking away, let alone help my grandmother, but just walked with me, and the powerful big hand naturally reached out to my waist and pulled me into his arms.

I didn't resist, but I stiffened.

"Do you want to run away?" He was breathing hot air in my ear, and everything was under control.

I took a deep breath and said indifferently, "Anyway, you impressed me this time." My grandmother is my most cherished relative, and if she is really gone this time, I can't imagine how I can accept this bad news Thank you, I finally once played such a noble role as a hooligan behavior of stalking. “

"So, you're tactful, and you've forgiven me?" He took me tighter into his arms.

I shook my head, "No." ”

"But--" I looked up to meet his intoxicating eyes, "I can give you another chance, and it's up to you whether you can take it well or not." ”