Chapter 246: Peach Blossom Crossing
The room was filled with the fragrance of medicine, Ran Yunsheng was half-leaning on the couch to read, still looking like a wist, but his body was much better, at least he would not faint when he was moved.
"Brother Ten." Ran Yan knelt down on the seat in front of the couch.
Ran Yunsheng's reaction was a little slow, he put down the book, and said, "Ah Yan is here." ”
Ran Yunsheng thought about it for a long time, when Ah Yan tried his best to get him out of danger in the Zheng Mansion, could he not see her again because he was ashamed? Broke her heart?
"Hmm." Ran Yan stroked the flute in his hand and said, "Tenth brother, I'll play a tune for you." ”
She played it for the last time today, and she just wanted someone to listen to it.
Ran Yunsheng pulled up a smile and said gently, "Okay, I haven't heard you play a song for a long time, or is that song "Guan Shanyue" not skipping words."
Guan Shanyue was taught to her by Xiao Song, and today she wanted to use this flute to play individual tunes, so she said, "Blow a song, Brother Ten has never heard of it." ”
Ran Yan put the flute to her lips.
Ran Yunsheng looked at her quietly, her posture was much more natural than before.
The sound of the flute is faint, flat and slow, with a touch of ghostly feelings, like a long lamp in the night, drizzling, the tune gradually rises, and after a few circles, it goes down again. It seems that the noisy night market gradually disperses, leaving only the bleak river embankment, the sound of rain is dashing, a bleak clear, and finally returns to the drizzle, if there is nothing, until everything is silent.
Those pictures seemed to be laid out in front of him, and Ran Yunsheng couldn't help but wet his eyes.
When the song ended, he sighed, "Ten miles of long road, peach blossoms like a ferry"
Ran Yan was stunned for a moment and said, "The title of this song is "Peach Blossom Crossing". ”
"Ah Yanqu can achieve his intentions, but he has something on his mind?" Ran Yunsheng's soft gaze and gentle tone seemed to have the power to soothe people's hearts.
Ran Yan bowed his head, stroked the long flute in his hand, and said after a while, "Tenth brother, if I think that a Langjun is not, but he is not clear about his intentions, and the future is slim, should I tell him my intentions without skipping words."
When she arrived in the Tang Dynasty, Ran Yan was already Ran Seventeen Niang, and she was bound by all the constraints of this identity, she was the daughter of the Ran family, and he was the concubine of the Su family, how similar this situation was to Ran Yunsheng and Qi Niang, the difference was that they were not happy with each other.
She only has one more option when she is facing a fork in the road in her relationship.
"Ah Yan is also moved." Ran Yunsheng stared at her, his eyes were slightly wet, "Qi Niang and I, even if we do it ten times again, it will still be the result of going our separate ways." The difference is that maybe I can stop her from taking her own life. ”
Ran Yan thought about the meaning of his words, and Ran Yunsheng continued, "My identity is different from her, if you want to be together, you can only elope. However, even if I can run to a place where no one can find me, my father, mother, Ah Yun, and you will all have to bear the consequences for me, and maybe the family business that my father has worked hard to create all his life will be destroyed in an instant...... Even if I had ten more chances, I couldn't have foreseen the happiness after eloping with her. ”
If Ran Yunsheng really eloped with Qi Ningjun and the Qi family was in trouble, with Ran Wen's short-sighted gaze, it was not yet known whether he would keep Ran Pingyu's money bag or kill chickens and take eggs. Ran Yunsheng can't afford to gamble, how can he rest assured that the kind of stubbornness is built on everyone's disaster.
Ran Yan is the same, when she first came to Datang, she had nothing to worry about, and she also had a feeling of being in a dream, and even felt that she would wake up if she died again, so she didn't deliberately hide it. Now she also has concerns, and she knows that this is the real world, even if the previous things were too wanton, and now it is a little troublesome to clean up, but she must also work seriously.
She smiled and raised her flute, "I want to give it back to him, but I don't know where to find it." ”
The Imperial Doctor's Office is not a place where she can go, and Su Fu's residence, she is only in Anshanfang, but there are at least thousands of households in Anshanfang, where can she find it?
"You've made your choice?" Ran Yunsheng said.
Ran Yan nodded, "Yes, maybe I have already had a choice in my heart and have already put it into action, but I didn't realize it until now." ”
Sometimes the subconscious mind has already dominated the action, but the mind does not necessarily understand it. This is the first time that Ran Yan's thoughts are slower than his actions, and emotional matters really can't be deduced by reason and common sense.
Ran Yunsheng was surprised by Ran Yan's free and easy treatment of feelings, if you like someone, can you let go if you want to? Is it because you don't have deep affection, or can you really afford to put it down? He was curious, so he asked, "Can you talk about it without skipping words?"
A quiet smile bloomed on Ran Yan's face, "The husband I want doesn't actually need to do many things for me, as long as he stays there." ”
It's like the night, the lighthouse on the sea, the North Star you see when you get lost in the wilderness. Light the way for her in the dark night. As long as she looks up, she can see, so that she will not be so lonely and confused.
Even if Xiao Song is hot for a while, or has ulterior motives, if she has a bad life in the future, she will just go her own way, and she is not the one who can't afford to let go.
Ran Yan made such a choice, which is related to her life all the time, since she was a child, her parents have been running around all the year round, she is young, she can only go to her grandfather's house for a period of time and then go to her grandfather's house for a while, after work, she will run around in various cities, often in the morning in the city for autopsy, at night to that city, these can be accepted, but when her grandfather and grandfather died one after another, every time she returned to the growth city, when she was tired, she should not go anywhere.
Occasionally, at times like these, she would fantasize about having someone in the city, even if he was busy, and she could say "I'm home" to him.
It's a pity that the object of the previous blind date is that everyone who heard that she is a forensic doctor retreats, and those who are a little more acceptable think that her poker face is too serious and tasteless.
Perhaps it is precisely because of this that when Xiao Song appeared in front of her, he was unconsciously attracted. So Ran Yan is willing to give him a chance, and he also wants to give him a chance.
"Marrying into the Xiao Mansion is bound to face many problems, the first one is your identity ......" Ran Yunsheng listened to Ran Yan's words, and he was also relieved a lot, but there were some things that he, as a brother, had to remind her.
Ran Yan said with a smile, "In life, if you don't encounter some difficulties, isn't it too boring not to skip words."
Ran Yunsheng was stunned before reacting, Ran Yan told him so many things on his mind, but he actually persuaded him to look away.
Ran Yan saw that he understood, so he said directly, "Tenth brother, it is not anyone's love that is shallow, everyone is responsible for their actions, and everyone has the right to choose." ”
"Ah Yan...... Clearer than me. Ran Yunsheng lowered his eyes.
Is it transparent? Ran Yanwan'er just knows a little bit of psychology, and then he doesn't have back pain when he stands. Truth is one thing, feelings are another. Even if he understands the truth again, the wound in Ran Yunsheng's heart will not be erased.
Ran Yunsheng spoke for a while, his spirit was a little weak, Ran Yan asked Er Dong to serve him and take medicine, and then left from his residence.
At this time, the lights in the courtyard were on, and occasionally there were maids passing by in the corridor, and after seeing Ran Yan, they retreated to the side and squatted down to salute her.
The black clouds that had been suppressed in the sky for a long time finally began to drift snow.
When everyone fell asleep, Ran Yan put on a big hat and sat down cross-legged on the porch with a lantern.
After sitting quietly for a long time, he said softly, "You're here." ”
In response to her, the sound of the howling wind and the lonely fall of snowflakes came from the alleys.
"Thank you for the medicine." Ran Yan continued to mutter. Last time, she helped Su Fu perform an autopsy and attracted Li Ke's attention, so this time Li Ke caught her and wanted to lead Su Fu into the net, thinking that he was afraid that this kind of thing would happen again, so he stayed in Ran's Mansion every night, otherwise he would not have vomited blood and fainted so quickly.
No one answered, and after sitting for a while, Ran Yan put on his sandal shoes, took out the long flute from his sleeve, creaked and stepped on the snow to the center of the yard, and put the flute on the ground.
"The umbrella was taken by Li Ke, and only this thing remained." Ran Yan said that, then turned around and walked into the house.
There was silence behind her, and when she walked to the porch, she glanced back and saw a black dress in the courtyard where she had arrived at some point, bending down to pick up the flute.
The heavy snow of goose feathers falling on the black clothes is especially noticeable.
Ran Yan looked at him and smiled quietly.
Su Fu was still handsome and couldn't take his eyes off, his cold gaze softened slightly, and he looked at each other for a moment before he spoke, "Congratulations on finding a lover." ”
The cold voice is particularly in line with the snow, and there is no special joy to hear, and there is no displeasure, just like a faint telling of a very ordinary thing.
"It's dark and cold, so you don't have to stay here." Ran Yan paused and said, "Thank you." ”
Su Fu bent the corners of his lips slightly, tucked the flute into his sleeve, and turned to leave.
The eyes of the people blown by the cold wind were astringent, and Ran Yan squinted his eyes to see Su Fu's black figure disappear into the vast snowy night, and then returned to the house.
Ran Yan also paid attention to two people when she was in medical school, and she didn't remember it at all, her love was shallow and shallow, and she was light when she let go. Thinking of Qin Yunlin's perseverance towards the captain of the criminal police, and trying every means to show in front of him to attract his attention, Ran Yan felt very envious.
Ran Yan said: Yunlin, am I too ruthless?
Qin Yunli smiled and said: It's not that it's ruthless, the right person hasn't appeared yet. Some people have been ordinary all their lives and can't meet the real man, but you will definitely meet them.
For?
Because God will not spare any evil obstacles, there will always be someone who can take you back home, so as not to come out and scare the child. Huh? Speaking of scaring children, you scared other people's mothers stupid, haha
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Ran Yan lay on the couch and couldn't help laughing.
There is a reason for this, Ran Yan especially doesn't get along with children, once when she was at Qin Yunlin's house, she met her cousin who brought her four-year-old to be a guest, Qin Yunlin saw that Ran Yan was too lifeless, so he wanted her to relax, took the child to play, and let Ran Yan join in.
In order to get close, Ran Yan held back for a long time before he burst out with a sentence: This child's heart is beating vigorously, so cute
That scene at that time...... Qin Ma cut the fruit and almost cut her fingers.
Then Qin Yunlin lied and said that Ran Yan was a doctor who specializes in treating the heart and had an occupational disease, and the child's mother's blue face eased a little.
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