176 I really care about you

Liu Yue smiled brightly, raised her wine glass and drank it all. She put down her wine glass, leaned forward slightly, looked at me seriously and intently, and said, "If a person makes a mistake once, he is young and ignorant, if he makes a mistake twice, he has no social experience, and if he makes it three times, his brain is in water." Let me congratulate you first, the water in your head is almost drained, and then keep up the good work. ”

I listened with a red face.

In the past, my indecisive personality made me think ahead and backward when making decisions, but now I realize that I don't have to worry too much, and it is really cool to do things intuitively, and the decisions made intuitively are not necessarily wrong.

"Thank you, and believe in me after I repeat it." I said to her.

For Liu Yue, everything I said was superfluous, and after I finished saying this sentence, I couldn't say anything, and the atmosphere made me a little heavy. Liu Yue stretched out her hand across the table, shook my hand vigorously, and said, "Don't make it like you want to live and die." To be honest, cooperating with you this time is really just for Xiaoru. ”

When it comes to children, we can't help but sink in our hearts.

This matter really has a long way to go, and the Hua family will not be as easy as Qiao Ren. Their family has deep roots in Hong Kong and has always had a business in the mainland, but they have never set up an internal company. It is said that this time they shifted their business focus to the mainland, and they were also invited by the government, so they quickly did a good job. Such an enterprise, the layered network of relationships is something I can't imagine, Liu Yue knows the complexity, so when she mentions the Hua family, her brows can't help frowning.

"Take your time." I sighed.

Liu Yue poured me another glass of wine, raised her eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Have you ever thought of using a special method?" ”

I was stunned, I was very familiar with her expression, whenever she had an unexpected idea, it was like this, so I couldn't help but ask curiously, "What's the best way?" ”

"I have a way to be alone with Xiaoru and explain your identity to Xiaoru." Liu Yue said.

"Nope." I don't have to think about it, I oppose it right away.

"Why?" She was puzzled, "With me to explain, Xiaoru will definitely be able to understand you, even if you are angry, it is much better to have me as a peacemaker." ”

"It's not that I don't want to." I smiled bitterly, "Now the Cheng family treats me well, not to mention that I occupy Cheng Zi's identity for nothing, and use the resources of the Cheng family, if this is announced, my deal with Cheng Mo will be terminated, and maybe I will turn against each other, and the most important thing is that Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan can't stand this blow." ”

"You can afford to be separated from your children?" Liu Yue asked again.

"Not a meant." I don't know how to explain it to her.

My current identity and situation are complex, which cannot be explained in one or two sentences, and perhaps only by standing in my position can I think so much.

Cheng Mo is not friendly to me, but he is on my side in important matters, and he made it very clear to me that the reason why he wants to do this is to let Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan understand a matter that has been on their minds for more than ten years, and I really can't make up my mind to make this matter public.

Liu Yue lowered her eyes slightly and thought for a long time, then raised her voice slightly and asked, "Do you want to be small?" Do you want to hear her call Mommy? If you don't have any feelings for Yueyue, I understand, after all, he was taken away as soon as he was born. But what about Xiaoru, who has called your mother for more than four years, and has to have a video every other week at the longest, don't you have feelings for her? ”

Her words made my eyes red, and I only felt astringent in my eyes.

How could I not want to hug Xiaoru, how could I not want to hear her call her mother, just ...... I sighed and asked, "Is there any other way?" ”

"It's gone." Liu Yue said angrily.

"Okay, I'll think about it again." I relented.

The expression on Liu Yue's face relaxed suddenly, and the corners of her mouth rose up and said: "I know your situation, but you also think about Xiao Ru, if all our plans are implemented, after three or five years, even if we get a child, how do you deal with it, and how do you explain the disconnection period in the past few years." It's only been less than two years since we were separated, and I don't think we can put it off any longer. ”

Her words really moved me.

In a few years, I will fight for the child, what will be the compensation for them at that time? How can they accept the separation of these years?

"Think about it, how are they going to accept that their mother died and came back again?" Liu Yue saw that I was struggling, and immediately said, "Disappointment, hope, disappointment?" ”

The small reunion with Liu Yue broke up unhappily, and I returned home dejected, but I was blocked by Cheng Mo before I went upstairs. He pointed to a bouquet of roses placed in the entrance of the living room door and said, "No, that, it was given by Shen Mo." ”

I looked back, and there was a bouquet of roses on the cabinet in the entrance, red, so bright that people couldn't take their eyes off it.

"Ugly! Who else is sending roses now? Too cheesy, right? Cheng Mo did not forget to judge two sentences at this time.

"I think it's good." I walked over and was about to hold the flower in my hand, Cheng Mo approached me and said in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "Cheng Zi, you should be allergic to pollen." ”

My hand was dangling in mid-air.

On the sofa not far behind me, Cheng Siyan and Guan Yunzhu were sitting.

"Isn't it okay now?" I asked rhetorically.

"There are many things that will never get better in a lifetime, such as allergies." With a smile on his face, he said in a low voice.

I finally lowered my hand.

When I walked back to the living room empty-handed, Guan Yunzhu glanced at me and asked, "Are the allergies still serious now?" This Shen Mo is also yes, I have been with you for so long, I don't know if you are allergic to pollen? ”

"Deliberately. The last time he came to beg for forgiveness and asked me to scold him. Cheng Mo said nonchalantly.

When Guan Yunzhu heard this, he became even more dissatisfied with Shen Mo, frowned and said, "I don't understand, the current boys, the desire to seriously chase a person is gone." ”

After that, she shook her head, pulled me to sit next to her and said, "Don't worry, let's take a look, after this village, there is the next shop, not to mention, that Shen Moxin is good, but he is a little too old." ”

Only then did I understand why Cheng Mo had to wait for me to walk to the flowers before reminding me of allergies. My actions fell in the eyes of Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan, and I was struggling with whether to forgive Shen Mo.

Cheng Mo achieved his intention and smiled proudly.

I was in a bad mood today, and I didn't have the heart to quarrel with him, so I lowered my head first, and then said to Guan Yunzhu: "Mom, I know, I had dinner with friends outside today, I drank two glasses of wine, and now my head hurts a little, I want to go to sleep first." ”

Guan Yunzhu asked worriedly: "I'll cook you a sobering soup?" ”

"No, it's just a little tired, and I'm not drunk, I only drank two glasses of red wine, it's not in the way, I want to go to bed early for a while." I say.

"Then you go up." Guan Yunzhu Road.

I said goodnight to Cheng Siyan and went upstairs immediately, and when I was passing by Cheng Mo's side, I glared at him.

When I arrived at my room, I was inexplicably depressed.

After lying dry on the bed for a while, I sighed and prepared to get up and turn off the lights to sleep, not even wanting to take a shower. The strength of the whole body is going to be drained.

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

I don't need to ask to know that it's Cheng Mo. In Cheng's house, except for him knocking on my door at night, no one came to harass me.

I didn't want to open the door, so I lay in bed and pretended to be asleep, not making a sound.

He knocked twice, I didn't respond, and then it was quiet outside. I thought he was gone, so I rolled out of bed and prepared to wash my face briefly.

"Cheng Zi, I know you haven't slept, my mother asked me to serve you the awakening soup, you can drink it." Cheng Mo said outside.

He said that he had said it at this point, I couldn't pretend anymore, so I walked over and opened the door for him, took the soup in his hand and said, "Thank you!" ”

After that, I was about to close the door, but he pressed his foot against the door, leaned sideways and asked me, "What's wrong?" I see you're in a bad mood. ”

"No, it's just that I was a little unhappy when I caught your way just now." I said in a muffled voice.

"It's not like it, you've suffered a lot from me, I've never seen you like this." He stood in the doorway, a whole head taller than me, and I didn't want him to come in, so I pushed him hard, and he pressed hard against the door, and we couldn't help but get a lot closer.

His voice sounded above my head: "Cheng Zi, don't hide it in front of me, you have nothing to hide, even if you don't say it now, I will find out in a few days." Do you want me to look it up, or do you say it yourself. ”

Cheng Mo's tone made me feel very angry, and there should be a degree of domineering.

He exerted himself first, and then suddenly let go of his strength, and I grabbed it and crashed into his arms, and my nose ached.

"Nothing, really, just not in a good mood." I say.

"Okay, if you want to check it, you can check it yourself, I'm too lazy to say." I raised my eyes and glared at him, and with the force of my hands, I pushed him out with all my might.

"Thank you." I took a deep breath, "I'm sorry for the bad attitude towards you just now. ”

I'm an adult, and I can tell the difference between right and wrong, so I control my temper right away.

"Not really." Cheng Mo paused, "As soon as I found out about your relationship with him, I went to investigate his past. Do you know why he was able to maintain a good relationship with Lin Leyi, but did not have a girlfriend who had been dating long enough to get married? ”

I don't know how my words touched him, he frowned and asked, "Cheng Zi, don't be like this." I really care about you this time. Although Qiao Ren's matter did not have a happy ending, he couldn't stay in China anymore, which was a good start, and he may not have my connections outside, so there should be news of him soon. ”

"Okay, I admit that I have prejudices against Shen Mo, but even if I put aside my prejudices, Shen Mo is not a man worth entrusting for life. Do you know his upbringing and family situation? It is impossible for a person who has not grown up with the love of his parents to have a good intimate relationship. Your relationship, even if no one objected, didn't go long. "Cheng Mo actually patiently helped me analyze it.

"Angry?" I sneered, "In front of your Young Master Cheng, am I qualified to be angry?" ”

Before I could rub my nose, he pushed me into the room and closed the door. After that, he leaned against the door and asked with a wicked smile on his face, "Are you angry?" ”

I shook my head.

"Shen Mo?" He asked rhetorically.

I glanced at him, "You're cursing us." ”

"Can you tell me what happened to you today? It's rare to see you like this, and I'm a little worried. His voice was lowered, and all I could hear was the resonance of his chest, muffled, but touching.

Well, the child has a fever these days, it's good, if nothing else, there will be a change tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, right?