I don't want to be alone
"Qingying, why is your face red?" Su Muwan just went to the bathroom.
"Uh...... The dish is a bit spicy. Shen Qingying was speechless, and could only make an excuse.
"Spicy?" They took into account that Su Muwan had not eaten spicy food for a long time abroad, and she ate Cantonese food!
"Did Miss Su also learn finance?" Shen Qingying's cramped Lu Li saw it in his eyes, and he seriously changed the topic.
"No, jurisprudence."
"And how did you and Qing Ying meet?"
"I happened to meet in the school library four years ago, because we are both Chinese, so we left contact information at that time, and then you came and went, and I became familiar with it."
Their first meeting was not so harmonious.
When Shen Qingying first went to school, she didn't have any friends, and the most common thing she did was stay in the library.
She will know Su Muwan, also because Su Muwan spilled her a glass of milk.
At that time, Shen Qingying was reading a book, and a yellow-skinned and black-haired girl in a white sweater was running in a hurry with a few books and a glass of milk.
Coincidentally, because Su Muwan bumped into someone, the glass of milk was all splashed on Shen Qingying without warning.
Su Muwan was a little dumbfounded, and said sorry and apologized to Shen Qingying on the spot.
Shen Qingying is indeed angry, but she doesn't want to embarrass the Chinese.
However, Su Muwan wanted to compensate Shen Qingying for his death, and since then, he has never been thrown off.
However, because of Su Muwan's existence, Shen Qingying felt that the past four years did not seem to be so difficult.
"Kiyokage, let's go." Su Muwan called Shen Qingying, who was a little stunned.
"Qingying, you go and talk to Lu Li, don't worry about me."
Su Muwan pushed Shen Qingying out of the room, she felt a little guilty, and looked at Lu Li, who was sitting alone in the living room.
"Uh...... Well, you should go back. Shen Qingying didn't want to be alone with Lu Li at this time, after all, it was a little embarrassing.
"Are you shy?" Lu Li felt funny, this girl didn't dare to look at him from just now to now.
"It's not."
"Then why are you in such a hurry to drive me away?"
"Mu Wan is here, I have to accompany her." Whew, fortunately, there is still Su Muwan's existence.
"Okay, I reluctantly accept this reason, then I'll go."
"Uh-huh."
Shen Qingying closed the door and turned back to the room where Su Muwan was.
"Lu Li's gone?"
"Hmm."
"Qingying, this is what Ji Yufan asked me to give you, I think it's better for you to take a look." Su Muwan took out a box and put it in Shen Qingying's arms.
"Mu Wan ......"
"I understand, I'll give you the things anyway, and you can handle it yourself, after all, this is what he entrusted me." It's not that Su Muwan doesn't know Shen Qingying's thoughts, but how can the emotional matter be so simple and broken?
"Okay." Shen Qingying hesitated, but still accepted it, fortunately, Ji Yufan was not in the country.
"Qingying, in fact, I thought that you and Ji Yufan would have a result."
"Why?"
"I think Ji Yufan is different, he has no money, but there is a coldness in his bones, he has a strong self-esteem, and you look at his eyes and have a different attitude towards him."
"At the beginning, I did sympathize with him, and later, I admired him a little, but from beginning to end, it had nothing to do with love."
Shen Qingying does have different feelings about Ji Yufan, but she knows what it's like to like someone.
"Later, I understood that it was because of Lu Li. I thought no one could make your heart sprout! At that time, I was really scared to see you like that. ”
During the winter holidays that year, the weather was a little colder than usual winter.
Everything was settled, Shen Qingying especially wanted to meet Lu Li and them, so she went to Lu Li's school as soon as she got off the plane.
She went with joy, standing at the familiar street corner, reminiscing about the past, and imagining the scene of the reunion of old friends, anxious and happy.
But Lu Li is not Shen Qingying's Lu Li, she is even a passerby, and she takes all traces with her when she leaves.
"Lu Li, Lu Li, do you think this looks good?" Mu Zhiyuan took Lu Li's hand, pointed to the headdress sold by the stall, and asked Lu Li's opinion.
"Hmm." Lu Li smiled and nodded.
"Ye Fan, what do you think?"
"You're so good-looking."
Shen Qingying admitted that Mu Zhiyuan's smiling appearance really stinged her eyes.
But Lu Li made her feel like her heart was pierced, Lu Li was someone else's after all.
Even Ye Fan, even Xu Lin, and Mu Zhiyuan talked and laughed, which made Shen Qingying feel like a joke for the first time in her life.
All her thoughts, longings, grievances, and feelings of several of them in the United States, only she took them seriously.
Shen Qingying was so proud, she didn't allow herself to lose in a mess and asked why, the moment she turned around, she shed a tear, the corners of her mouth rose hard, straightened her waist and left.
"Hey, Mu Wan, come out and accompany me." Su Muwan was eating at home at the time, and put down the dishes and chopsticks the moment she received the call.
"What's going on? Where are you now? Su Muwan couldn't be clearer, something must have happened to Shen Qingying.
"Riverside."
"Okay, I'll be right there."
When Su Muwan arrived, Shen Qingying was sitting like that, like a tree, letting the sea breeze blow, Su Muwan had never seen Shen Qingying like this.
"Mu Wan, I'm a little uncomfortable."
"What's wrong?" Su Muwan was a little distressed, "If you want to say it, I'll listen to you, if you don't want me, I'll be here with you." ”
"Mu Wan, how can you say that people can be so affectionate?" Shen Qingying's voice was too soft, without a trace of emotion, like a dying person.
"Even if I was so far away from him, I didn't expect to be affected by him in the end, but this time I am no longer an outsider watching from the sidelines."
"Qingying, it's windy here, I'll send you home."
"Sit with me a little longer, I don't want to be alone."
Shen Qingying's body moved, leaning on Su Muwan's shoulder, looking into the distance, empty and empty.
"Qingying, you won't be alone."
When Su Muwan touched his shoulder, it was wet.
The next morning, Su Muwan woke up, unread a text message, and wrote: "Muwan, I'll go back to school first." And, thank you. ”
Shen Qingying thinks about it now, she really ran away from the desert at that time.
"Qingying, why do you like Lu Li?"