Chapter 321 The back road disappears
"Get out alive? Don't tease me, you're about to catch up with the seven deadly sins, and you're still dreaming? The bearded man continued.
"You! Gu will not give up on me. I'm not like you maggots. Gu Chengju said coldly.
"Huh." The bearded man touched his chin and smiled, then took out a razor from his pocket and began to shave, "You, it's better to dream, how can the Gu family care about your life or death?" You really think you can rely on money to hold it down now. ”
"Shut up and mind yourself, you'll just eat fools waiting to die." Gu Chengju's tone was a little colder again.
The man smiled disdainfully and continued to shave his messy beard.
"What are you arguing about?" The prison guard walked in impatiently and scolded.
"Has anyone come to visit the prison?" When Gu Chengju saw the prison guard, he hurriedly stood up and walked to the door and asked.
"Prison visits? Visiting you? The laughter of the prison guards came, giving Gu Chengju a very uncomfortable feeling, "Tell you a secret, Gu Dashao, you have been kicked out by the board of directors of the Gu Group, rest assured and wait for the verdict to be announced, don't toss around." ”
"What did you say!?" Gu Chengju shouted out in a lost voice, "How dare they do this!" I am the head of the Gu family! ”
"How do I know about the strife within your family? It's better to stay here obediently and don't make trouble for us, you can do it yourself. After saying this, the guard turned and left, and even hummed a song.
Gu Chengju took a few steps back in disbelief, shook his head, and refused to believe what the prison guard said, he sat down by the wall, and was in no mood to pay attention to the ridicule of the person on the other side.
He couldn't help but think of his father, the man who had the impression of being serious and eccentric, he had a vague memory of his mother, but he remembered the woman named Liu Qiaoyi.
Old Man Gu always taught him to be the first, to learn to use all the people who can be used, and to eliminate useless feelings.
But Old Man Gu also lost to that kind of thing called love in the end, if he hadn't been heartbroken by Liu Qiaoyi, he might not suddenly be sick.
Gu Chengju, who was standing beside Old Man Gu's bed, looked at him, his temples were white, his eyes were misty, and he didn't have the same vigor as before, Gu Chengju squatted down, the ward was empty, and the light curtains were raised in the wind, revealing the dusk outside the window.
"Father, am I satisfied with you now?" Gu Chengju looked at Old Man Gu and asked.
Old Man Gu opened his eyes and looked at him: "You are very similar to me, but you are different from me. ”
"In the past, you always said that I was inferior to Feng Anyan, that he was smart, that he would achieve anything, I always thought that it was because of that woman that you praised him, but now that woman is dead, father, am I already better than Feng Anyan?" Gu Chengju asked expectantly, like a child expecting to be appreciated.
Master Gu closed his eyes again, his eyebrows frowned slightly: "Chengju, compared to Feng Anyan, you will always have something less." ”
Gu Cheng stood up solemnly, his gentle gaze just now suddenly turned cold, he was already like this, but he still refused to affirm himself.
"What am I missing?" Gu Chengju asked coldly.
"Feng Anyan has flesh and blood, and feelings, but you don't." Master Gu replied,
"But you taught me to use everything! You said, the people of the Gu family don't need feelings! Gu Chengju retorted sharply.
"Some people are not available, Chengju, I ......" Master Gu shook his head and said to Gu Chengju, but Gu Chengju's eyes were already red, he turned around and heard Master Gu's angry voice, "I regret not telling you more at the beginning." ”
What's more? Gu Chengju didn't know, was he really worse than Feng Anyan? Gu Chengju subconsciously denied it, how can he compare to Feng Anyan?
In Gu Chengju's consciousness, he always remembered that his father always cared about the Feng family, and always lamented that he was not as glamorous as Feng Anyan, and his childhood had been spent in the shadow of Feng Anyan.
Old Man Gu couldn't see his excellence, and over time, Gu Chengju engraved Feng Anyan's name deeply in his heart, he told himself that he was much better than Feng Anyan, and on the other hand, he was self-doubting in Old Man Gu's accusations, and over time, Feng Anyan became the person he disdained on one side, but aspired to be on the other side.
But now, after all these years, he still loses.
Gu Chengju opened his eyes, the walls of the detention center were cold and abnormal, he looked at the person who was laughing at him opposite, and suddenly got up and stepped forward.
He hasn't lost yet, he said he was going to get out alive.
"What are you doing?" People with unshaven beards have shaved their beards, leaving only some stubble.
Gu Chengju didn't speak, sat down next to him, and touched the razor from his pocket.
"What are you doing here?" The man asked nervously.
Gu Chengju looked at the razor and said, "I just borrowed it to shave, what are you nervous about?" Could it be that I could have killed you with a little razor? ”
"Then you come back as soon as you run out, I brought it in with great difficulty, and if I take it away for the prison guards, it will be gone." The man continued to instruct, although they had been laughing at Gu Chengju just now, they were also fallen people at the end of the world, and they still sympathized with him.
Gu Chengju glanced at him, then stood up, took the razor and returned to his bed to sit, and the bearded man breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had sent away a plague god.
Gu Chengju turned his back to others, looking at the razor in his hand in a daze, he couldn't just admit defeat, the matter had not yet settled, and he might be able to fight back to death.
Thinking of this, Gu Chengju's eyes seemed to be firm in something, and he made a decision.
At night, the high walls of the detention center blocked most of the moon, and almost everyone fell asleep, except for Gu Chengju, who was still sitting on his bed, holding the borrowed razor.
He listened to the snoring around him, and the movements in his hands did not stop, and he removed the shell of the razor and carefully took out the blade inside.
The blade reflected the light of the moonlight, and it was terrifying to look at, Gu Chengju frowned, compared his wrist, and slashed hard.
The red blood flowed out, Gu Cheng grinned in pain, looked at the narrow window of the detention center, and shouted: "Ah! ”
The prisoners in the same room were awakened, everyone sat up in a hurry, but Gu Chengju did not stop his movements, he jumped out of bed, walked to the center of the room, muttered to himself, and cut his body with the blade of a razor, blood flowed all over his hands, he raised his hands, turned his head to look at those prisoners, and shouted with wide eyes in horror: "Don't kill me!" Help me! Don't kill me! ”
The other prisoners were all frightened, Gu Cheng's hand full of blood lined with moonlight was too weird, but fortunately, at the critical moment, someone finally reacted and shouted: "Call the prison guard!" ”