“…… We met in the mountains and countryside, and in those years, we secretly fell in love, and the feelings were particularly strong. Later, the policy of returning to the city came down one after another, and my family composition was not good, and I watched everyone else go back, and we were still in the countryside. I'm anxious, but I don't feel bitter when I think my lover is still around. Unexpectedly, not long after, there were rumors that he and the township chief's daughter were getting along. I had already had a secret relationship with him, and at that time, unlike now, losing my virginity seemed to have lost my confidence as a woman, and I felt cheated and abandoned. He didn't explain it to me, and just like that, the two stubborn people got into trouble and broke off contact with each other. Soon after, I somehow got an indicator to go back to the city, but he didn't. I thought I was lucky. When he left, he arrogantly wanted to humiliate him and take revenge on his negative feelings......"

Feng Feng was a little nervous: "What is the result?" ”

"When I went, he was already bedridden, and the daughter of the township chief was not with him, and I learned that he had already been diagnosed with a terminal illness, and he was afraid that I would stay in the countryside for the rest of my life, so he ran around trying to get me an indicator to return to the city, so I ......"

Sister Chen's face loomed in the blue smoke, and her voice was also faint, "I stayed with him for three days, and he died." After returning to the city, I met many men, but there was never one who was so nice to me, so I chose to be celibate for life......"

She raised her wrist and moved a ruby bracelet on her wrist up a little, revealing a faint scar: "How stupid it was to be young, he was so difficult to survive, but the moment he died, he only wanted to go with him, but fortunately his parents found him and survived." However, because of this suicide, I lost the opportunity to work as a worker in the factory for my father, and I had to work as a street vendor, selling vegetables, melon seeds, clothes, and cigarettes...... I've done everything. If he hadn't had his own world later, his hard work would have been completely in vain......"

Women, in the bottom of their hearts, always love to compare.

Later, he became rich and rich, but the men he met compared with him, he always had a lack of spare energy, and always thought that marrying someone was a betrayal of him - so, he was celibate for life and played life.

Is it pathetic?

Isn't it uncomfortable to be a monster, a strong woman, or an old woman in the eyes of others?

But every time I dream back at midnight, don't I feel comforted when I think of that face?

Fanny and Feng Feng didn't know what to say, so they each took a cigar and took a few puffs like her. The taste of the cigar was so strong that Feng Feng was choked and coughed, and tears almost flowed out.

Sister Chen sat upright, watching her bruised hand holding a cigar tremble, and she looked at her with some pity, as if she was looking at herself 30 years ago. Perhaps, this is the reason why I liked her a little bit when I saw her for the first time.

She laughed: "Xiaofeng, the last time I picked up the goods, I saw Li Huan, only to find out that he had become 'Inuyasha', I think, this has something to do with your illness......"

She didn't say "suicide", obviously she knew about it, but only said "sick", "It can be seen that Li Huan loves you, if there is any misunderstanding between you, you shouldn't hide it in your heart, you should be frank and concerned about each other, otherwise, it's too late to regret it......"