172 Don't be afraid, I'm here
"Su Yan, I hope you can be happy."
Lying on the bed, Su Yan's ears kept echoing the words that Huo Mingyu said to her.
Yes, people can be unhappy, but they can't be unhappy. Happiness needs to be given by the people you love the most, but happiness can be brought to us by anyone, even a group of strangers who don't know each other but have a carnival together.
Huo Mingyu spoke cautiously in front of her who was so sensitive, and it was really embarrassing for him, and she was now more and more disgusted with herself. However, she can't get better, and no one can replace the anxiety that can't see anything.
When Huo Mingyu walked in, he saw that Su Yan hadn't slept, so he asked, "Do you want to eat something?" You didn't eat much for breakfast and nothing for lunch......"
"Mingyu, I don't have an appetite, I'm a little unaccustomed to the seafood here." Su Yan lay there and said.
"Do you have any plans to go back to Zhou City?" Huo Mingyu asked cautiously.
"If Qin Zezhou happily signs the divorce agreement, I think I will go back, see my mother and father, and sweep their graves." Thinking that she didn't see Su Weisheng's last face, Su Yan still had some regrets, but now, she didn't even take care of herself, and she didn't want to think too much.
"I'm afraid that Ze Zhou won't figure it out so easily, so I'll have to give him a little time. I will get in touch with medical institutions abroad as soon as possible these days, and I also want your eyes to get better soon. Huo Mingyu said gently.
"Thank you Mingyu." Su Yan smiled slightly.
Thanks to his words, she has said too much recently, I'm afraid Huo Mingyu doesn't want to hear it at all, what he wants to see more is a strong her, so that he can worry less about her.
As he was talking, Huo Mingyu's phone rang, and seeing Qin Zezhou's name, Huo Mingyu left the bedroom and went outside to answer the phone: "Finally called me back." ”
"I want to meet her."
"Not really, right?" Huo Mingyu frowned, "Su Yan doesn't want to see you, her mood has just stabilized, and she has finally had a little smile these days, don't make trouble." ”
"That's why I chose to see her now." Qin Zezhou is very persistent.
"I can relay it for you, but I can't guarantee that she will agree."
"Okay, then please!"
Since Su Yan left Zhou Cheng, she has never answered Qin Zezhou's phone, he sent her a lot of text messages, and finally they all fell into the sea, he guessed, maybe Su Yan didn't even read the content, so he deleted it directly.
So, he wanted to know the news of Su Yan, so he had been through Huo Mingyu, and he had never bothered her again, and now, she filed for divorce, before breaking up, at least he hoped to be able to see Su Yan, not for anything else, just to know that she was not doing well.
This made Huo Mingyu difficult, and he didn't know how to talk to Su Yan, so when he picked dinner, he helped Su Yan to the dining table, and the two of them talked while eating.
"Ze Zhou said he wanted to see you again before the divorce." Huo Mingyu carefully observed Su Yan's expression and said.
"Is he not giving up, or does he want to see how I am doing without him?" Su Yan asked calmly.
"Not yet." Huo Mingyu told the truth.
"Come with me to him!" Su Yan suddenly fumbled and pulled Laho Mingyu's sleeve, "Tell him that I would be better off without him by my side, let him let me go!" ”
"You want me to help you?" Huo Mingyu asked.
"Who else can help me but you?" Su Yan smiled bitterly.
"Aren't you afraid of angering him?"
Su Yan was silent for a while, and said: "Then it's better to never get along, keep delaying, I won't look back, wait until he figures it out and feels bored, and then sign it." ”
"Su Yan, haven't you ever thought that you want me to be by your side all the time?" Huo Mingyu asked suddenly.
"You can't be by my side all the time, Mingyu, you have your things to do, and you have to start a family, how can you be dragged down by me all the time? It's just that I'm not used to being a blind person lately, and I'm still having fantasies, and when I get used to it......"
"I won't let you say that!" Huo Mingyu was a little angry.
"Isn't it? Mingyu, don't lie to me anymore, my eyes can't be cured, unless there is a miracle! Su Yan shook her head helplessly.
"Yes, there must be a miracle!" Huo Mingyu was a little excited, and held Su Yan's slightly cold hand, "You are a person who has played with the god of death, and there is nothing you can do about the ghost gate, how can you be defeated by a small illness?" ”
"That's different." Su Yan withdrew her hand from his hand and covered her face, "At that time, I had at least one more belief, someone was waiting for me, and I couldn't die." And now, I don't have any hope in my life anymore......"
"What about me?" Huo Mingyu held her wrist tightly this time, "Su Yan, is it that without Ze Zhou, you don't believe in love anymore?" When will you be able to look back at me and see the poor man who has been waiting for you all along? ”
The poor man waiting for her behind her? Su Yan was stunned.
"Isn't it? Do you think that I love you only on a whim? Do I look like such a casual kid? Huo Mingyu looked at Su Yan with a blank face seriously, and it was only now that he understood that in Su Yan's heart, she didn't take her love to heart at all, no wonder no matter how close he and Mi Ran were, she didn't pay attention to it, let alone care.
Because, in her heart, his love is short and ridiculous, isn't it?
"Mingyu, don't you think it's unfair to Mi Ran like this?" Su Yan shrank back a little frightened.
Huo Mingyu knew that he was scared of her, so he hurriedly let go of her and comforted her: "I'm sorry, I was a little excited just now." ”
Su Yan dodged back again, leaning on the back of the chair, her body shrunk into a ball, and she had no sense of security at all.
Huo Mingyu's hand was on her shoulder, she shrank for a moment, and then heard Huo Mingyu's faint tone: "Mi Ran knows that I have always loved you, and she just likes me and is interested in me, so she wants to be with me." I tried to put all my mind on her, and just when I thought I could go on like that forever, she retreated. I know that she is afraid, afraid of my seriousness. ”
"You broke up because of me?" Su Yan asked worriedly.
"No, it's me. I'm too selfish, I've always regarded Mi Ran as a friend, but I want her to be by my side, I've never really loved her, and she's too sober, I'm afraid that we won't end well if we don't have a good result, and at that time, we may not even have to be friends. Huo Mingyu said and rubbed his forehead with a headache.
Speaking of Mi Ran, Huo Mingyu still had some regrets, but at the same time, he was grateful to Mi Ran, otherwise, he didn't know what kind of mentality he was with Su Yan's side now, wouldn't it be the same as Qin Zezhou before? Su Yan was forced to become the role of Yang Yun'er, and Mi Ran became the neglected Su Yan. So in Huo Mingyu's heart, I still thank Mi Ran more.
"So, Su Yan, are you willing to accept my pursuit again?" Huo Mingyu asked seriously.
Su Yan was a little moved, when she was so embarrassed, there would be a man who loved her persistently and wanted her, and she suddenly wanted to cry.
"Mingyu, you tell me the truth, if I never see it, what are you going to do? Have you thought about it? Su Yan asked.
"If you never see it, I'll always be your eyes." Huo Mingyu thought about it, of course he thought about it, what the doctor said to him, of course he remembered, how could he not think about it?
"So, there's really a chance I'll never see it again?" Su Yan was a little desperate.
Huo Mingyu smiled helplessly: "Don't take you to assume like this, Su Yan, you don't have a burden of thoughts, I will definitely do my best to cure your eyes!" ”
"I believe you, Mingyu!" Su Yan cried, this time, she really cried.
She had never been so helpless in her life, as if she had fallen into a sea of despair, never to be able to swim to shore......
Huo Mingyu stood up and walked up to her, hugged her, and comforted her: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”
"If I could still see, I said that if my eyes could really be healed, I would definitely seriously consider your pursuit." Su Yan said and hugged Huo Mingyu, she found that the faint smell of cologne on his body was not difficult to adapt.
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