I felt that the corners of my eyes were a little moist, and I wiped them with my hands, but there was nothing dry, Song Qingyi held my hand and gradually became heavier, he said: "Wanwan, last time I said that I was in charge of you, do you remember?" ”

I withdrew my hand and kept shaking my head, but he looked at me firmly: "In the past, I was powerless to change all this, and let you follow him!" But I'm coming back this time with only one purpose, to get you out of him! ”

"Why?"

"Because I want to get everything back to square one."

I smiled miserably: "Do you think it's possible?" ”

"Nothing is impossible!"

At that moment, I saw the resolute light in Song Qingyi's eyes, like a tree that has grown in nature for 10,000 years, with huge branches and majestic foundations firmly enveloping me.

Out of that store, it began to rain in the sky, and the surging momentum was like a boundless vastness, with a cruelty that people were powerless to resist!

Song Qingyi and I stood under the eaves at the door, each with our own thoughts.

Little by little, the curtain of rain slipped in front of me, and I suddenly asked him, "I don't know what to do." ”

His voice floated from my right not far away: "Go back to Li's house." ”

I looked sideways at him, his eyes were like an abyss, and I couldn't look at it, and then his head was tilted slightly, looking at the vast, calm night.

"Do everything you can to gain the trust of the Li family." He suddenly retracted his gaze and looked at me: "Or, try every means to contain them, and at the moment, you can't turn your face with them." ”

I felt my hands trembling slightly in my pockets, and I asked him, "What about Tang Jia?" ”

"We're all going to be behind you, graceful, bold forward! Don't hide your edge anymore, you're so tired all these years"

I looked at Song Qingyi in disbelief, tears fell in an instant, and then flowed more and more, and I cried so hard that I couldn't stop crying on that rainy night.

Song Qingyi accompanied me quietly, without saying a word, I cried and asked him: "How do you know?"

There is a huge bitterness in his smile: "Because the Tang Wan I know, clean and self-conscious, there is only one person in my heart, although she sometimes looks stupid, but she has good grades and a smart mind, she has clear ambitions since she was a child, she has been a jewelry designer, set up her own brand, and marry her favorite man with her own design of jewelry, although her family is not poor, but she never likes to spend money indiscriminately, and even for a favorite brooch, she goes out to work secretly and does not ask her father for money, and she is timid, she does not dare to quarrel with people at all, Always crying nose. ”

I looked at Song Qingyi in disbelief, tears stopped abruptly, and he slowly turned to face me, holding my shoulders with both hands.

The rain was heavier, and on the roofs and streets, a layer of white rain and mist was splashed, like an ethereal white veil.

A gust of wind came, and the white veil drifted away, and the raindrops hit the stagnant water on the street, stirring up splashes.

All this became a set, and I only had Song Qingyi in my eyes, and he said to me: "That's you, not the current spending, muddy all day long, making people think that you have achieved nothing, don't understand anything, how fierce you are in front of outsiders, casting your shell so hard, obviously like design, but you studied economics in college."

Wanwan, every time you take an exam, you try to get your grades on the passing line, it's probably not easy."

A thunderbolt fell from the sky, but it still couldn't hide the shock in my heart!

I was trembling all over, even my voice became distorted, and I asked Song Qingyi: "You, how do you know?" You haven't been abroad, why do you know everything about me, even my grades are clear! ”

He took something from his neck, and my pupils tightened instantly, it was a black braided rope, this weave looked like a diamond knot at first glance, but it was a very old weaving technique, I had read it many years ago in a shabby book, and it was said that this knot had a legend.

Once upon a time there was a girl who was blind when she was very young, and then she fell in love with a man, and she wanted to give him something.

But she couldn't see it, so she poured all her heart and soul into it, and did not hesitate to bleed her hands to weave this complex knot, the winding method of this knot is always a multiple of 2, 2, homophonic love, so this knot is also called a complex, and there is no solution.

I've only done it once in my life, and it took me three months.

And the last time I saw this kind of complex was the last time Fuji Yichen appeared, and the black rope he hung on the white-tailed kite was made of a complex!

And the rope in front of me was handed to Song Qingyi at his graduation ceremony, and I personally handed it to him, wearing a ring on it, which was the first time I made an ornament.

I happily took it and held the ring up to the light, which showed the light in the store, but the inner wall of the ring was smooth.

I was a little shocked and said, "This is not the one I gave you." ”

Because on the inner wall of the ring I made with my own hands, there is a circle of small words "parting is for reunion".

"After I left you, I had a car accident, and when I woke up, the ring was gone, and I tried to find all kinds of ways to find it, and then I found a craftsman to make it for me from memory.

I don't know why, but it seems that if I don't have this, I feel like I'm not on the right side.

I found out later because I can't forget you. ”

For a moment, there was silence in my ears, as if the heavy rain had been blocked thousands of miles away, and I pounced on Song Qingyi and cried: "Why didn't you come back earlier?" Why didn't you come to me? Why? ”

He was silent for a long time, but only said three words: "I'm sorry." ”

"How did you get into a car accident? Is it serious? ”

He raised his hand and patted me lightly on the back: "It's all right, it's all over." ”

The spring breeze is full of tenderness, the night moon is hazy and seems to be real and illusory, my thoughts about Song Qingyi are like the rain when the city is full of wind, the raindrops are not endless, the ancient Huai deep alley is full of painting buildings, and I am finally looking forward to his return!

That night I saw my own heart, I had longed for him for too long, so long that I was confused

That night, I tossed and turned in bed because of his words, "I want to bring everything back to square one."

This sentence made me suffer so much!

When I think of this period of time and Li Zhao's bits and pieces, they are like sharp knives going back and forth in my heart!

I still remember the last time I saw my father, his oil lamp was gone, he should have been fine, maybe it would be time to retire and enjoy the blessings, but in the end I couldn't even stay by his side when he left.

I think that when he closed his eyes, he must have been very painful, he didn't even know that he was going to die, and he repeatedly told me to let Uncle Zhang accompany me no matter what.

But, in the end, I married the man who hurt him! I actually have a gradual change in my attitude towards Li Zhao! How can I be like this, no wonder Tang Jia hates me, yes, he should hate me, I was sold and paid for the people, can he not hate me?

I hugged the quilt, my mind was full of Tang Jia's disdainful eyes, and my father's painful and tangled look, haunting me like a nightmare!

It's driving me crazy!

I sat up abruptly, ran downstairs, and sat by the silent lake in the night, still choking my long hair with a cool breeze! The vast starry sky trapped me like an endless net, and for several years, I tried to break free from this net, but I felt that I was too small.

I think it's time to put an end to all these years of entanglement, but can we really bring everything back to square one?

In the evening, Li Zhao called me several times, and I watched the phone screen light up to black, and then to black, and then to light, and I didn't have the courage to pick it up after all.

I turned off my phone.

That night, I dreamed of the days when I had just married Li Zhaoshi,

The first time I stepped into the door of the Li family, in the name of the daughter-in-law of the Li family, I saw the contempt in the eyes of my mother-in-law, the slightly scrutinizing eyes of my sister-in-law, and the defensive look of my father-in-law.

After a period of time, my every word and deed was monitored by them, and they did not contact me and Uncle Zhang, and they wanted to imprison me in the Li family.

I even remember that once after dinner, everyone watched the news together, and I remember that it seemed to be saying in the news that the market performance of a large enterprise fell for the first time, and after encountering Waterloo, it was replaced by an airborne handsome.

I said casually: "There is no one in front of the market, there is a child on the plate, and it seems that the performance will fall." ”

At that time, I saw everyone in the Li family suddenly staring at me, the thoughtful Li Zhao, and the frowning father-in-law.

A month later, when the news reported that the company's performance continued to decline, I was completely placed under house arrest by the Li family.

I can only hide in my room and read books all day long, my father let me and Tang Jia watch Sun Tzu's Art of War since I was a child, and he said that as long as this art of war is seen through, not only in the shopping mall, but also in life.

But I was too young to read such a boring book, Li Zhao was studying in a university in other places, and during the period when he was under house arrest, I took out Sun Tzu's Art of War from Li Zhao's room, and I wanted to calm down and study, but I was unintentionally bumped into by my mother-in-law, and since then, I have never seen that book again.

During that time, I almost suffered from depression, without Song Qingyi, Tang Jia was not by my side, and I didn't know what the point of living like a prisoner was.

Later, I committed suicide

On that day, the Li family was all out, Wu's mother was also taken away, and the only few servants in the family were busy outside the house, I thought no one would find out about me, my father said that my mother died when I was born, and if I ended my life, would I be able to reunite with my parents

I don't know why, Li Zhao, who was obviously out of town, returned home that day

A long time later, I asked Li Zhao, why did you suddenly come back that day, he had a slight confusion between his eyebrows, and told me that he didn't know, that is, he had been dreaming the night before, and the dream was full of things we had done when we were children, like a movie, playing back and forth, and he rushed back directly after waking up.

Sometimes, some things are so difficult to explain, but after that time I feel like I'm reborn, and I feel that since God won't let me die, then I will definitely be reborn.

I didn't expect that a single hospitalization would change my life