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When Liu Xiao and I parted, snowflakes drifted in the sky, like the first snow of the year, I reached out to pick up a piece, and instantly turned into nothingness in the palm of my hand, but my heart rose with a clarity that I had never had, and I left the western restaurant with a single thought, I wanted to go home!

Although Anshi is not a big place, it may be tomorrow for the Chinese New Year, and there are many people on the streets, as if everyone's face is full of joy.

I ran several streets but couldn't get a car, and almost no one wanted to rush to Rongcheng at this time.

Suddenly smelled a fragrance, I looked back along the taste, an uncle at the entrance of the alley pushed a stove in the roasting sweet potatoes, I suddenly remembered that when I first arrived in Rongcheng, it was also a very cold and cold winter, the body has not been able to adapt to the climate of Rongcheng, frequent illness, Li Ziluo took me to the hospital for injections, and the cotton was still pressed on the shoulder, and I smelled the smell of roasted sweet potatoes when I got out of the hospital.

At that time, Li Ziluo and I were not very acquainted, I was embarrassed to tell him that I wanted to eat, so I kept staring at the stove of roasted sweet potatoes, when he turned around and saw my expression, bent down and his voice was as soft as a drizzle with a gurgling smile: "Want to eat?" ”

I blushed and looked down at him, so he straightened up and walked to the stall where the sweet potatoes were roasted, and said to the boss, "Wrap me one." ”

Then he looked back at me and added, "Pick a bigger one." ”

When I walked back to the car, there were a lot of cars passing on the road, I was nibbling on the fragrant sweet potatoes with one hand, and the other hand was owed by Li Ziluo, that was the first time I felt, it turned out that the winter was not too cold, I could also dress very warm, eat very full, and be cared for...

My eyes were a little moist, but I immediately became greedy, ran to the sweet potato stall and said to the uncle with a smile: "Give me the biggest!" ”

The uncle also smiled and said, "Okay! ”

I asked him, "Why haven't you gone back for the New Year?" ”

He said: "My house is in the back, and after setting up today, I won't be out of the stall tomorrow." ”

After paying, I said to my uncle, "Happy New Year!" ”

The uncle took the money and said with a smile: "The girl also wishes you a happy new year!" ”

I don't know which direction Rongcheng is, it's just a person walking on the street stupidly, nibbling on sweet sweet potatoes, full of blood, it seems that even the snow in the sky is getting bigger and bigger...

My memory began to rewind, back to the time when I first fell to Rongcheng with Li Zi, at that time, I was very sensitive, as if a look from others can make me feel inferior for a long time, I am curious about everything, such as the coffee machine at home, such as the vacuum cleaner that will turn in circles on the ground, and the clothes that keep rolling in the washing machine, at that time, I don't know what those are for?

Sometimes I can move a small bench and stare at the drum washing machine for a long time, but I never dare to ask Li Ziluo because of my fragility and sensitivity, I am afraid that he will laugh at my ignorance, so I observe it myself.

Later, he would ask me to help when he was making coffee, and deliberately told me how to set the button of the washing machine when he was busy, and asked me to help him get it, so he inadvertently taught me how to adapt to that strange city, and at the same time took care of my little self-esteem.

The first time I saw such a big TV, it seemed to be bigger than my own, and I kept staring at it stupidly, and Li Ziluo would find that kind of Disney cartoon and ask me to watch it together.

I still remember the first time I watched a movie with him was "Alice in Wonderland", and I was completely stunned to see such a beautiful place, the big TV and the extremely high resolution colors completely brought me into Alice's world.

After reading it, I had insomnia, and repeatedly asked Li Ziluo if there is really such a place in the world?

Li Ziluo nodded and told me firmly: "There will be." ”

I asked him if he could take me? He said, "Okay, I'll take you there later." ”

Because of his words, I believed it for several years!

Before I was sixteen years old, although I didn't have any good friends around me, but under Li Ziluo's care, no one dared to bully me, and I had almost no worries in those five years, except that he often forced me to learn some boring things.

After the age of sixteen, because of the appearance of Liu Xiao, I had a great sense of crisis, at that time, I had been away from the mountains for several years, only Li Ziluo was good to me, I was especially afraid that Liu Xiao would snatch him away from me, so that no one in this world would be good to me anymore.

Later, Liu Xiao frequently framed me, I was only a teenager at that time, and I was irritable, and I almost hated Liu Xiao!

I just felt that Li Ziluo had come back less and less since he was with Liu Xiao, and he deliberately kept a distance from me, making my relationship with him gradually alienated, and that feeling was particularly uncomfortable, like quicksand in my hand, desperately trying to hold it, but I couldn't hold it.

I thought that he would snub me because his mind was slowly on Liu Xiao, and I didn't know until today that he deliberately stayed away from me, because he was afraid that I would like him, he was afraid that he would bring me bad luck, he was afraid that he would bring me into a situation of no return, and he was afraid that he would not be able to give me a future...

So, he let go... I dragged my suitcase and told him that I was going to school in Jiangcheng, and waited for him in the waiting hall all night, but I didn't wait for him.

I can even imagine that the night I left him, he must have been no better than me, and he must have been... It was painful, just like me, but he might have had to let go like that.

It's just that none of us expected that three years later, we would meet again on a cruise ship, and I would find him for help with a dead face...

I looked up at the sky, the darkness was full of white snowflakes kept falling, I looked at the vast night sky with amusement, laughing at myself for being stupid, I was actually tortured by a non-existent relationship for so many years!

I remembered what Li Ziluo said to me that night, he said that if I could trust him a little more, I would not listen to the wind and rain, he said that I was not deeply involved in the world and had too little knowledge, so I would follow the crowd.

When I was sixteen years old, I was ignorant and ignorant, and when he was sixteen years old, he had already entered the express hotel in Weiss and began to study hotel management;

When I was seventeen years old, I often lost my temper with him for Liu Xiao, making me petty, and when he was seventeen years old, he had already begun to take over the express hotel;

When I was eighteen years old, I thought most about where to eat and when I could take a vacation.

When I was nineteen years old, I just met Lu Qianyu, and he opened another colorful door for me, I followed him behind his ass to the game room, the skating rink, the KTV, and do everything that young people do.

My flower season and rainy season are so simple, he created such a simple and clean environment for me, silently blocked all the cold and treacherous outside for me, and his feet have already stepped into the quagmire when he was young, and he can only keep struggling upward, otherwise he will fall deeper and deeper...

I have been so carefree since I came to him, until our relationship changed two years ago, that he suddenly accelerated the pace of pulling me forward, and began to slowly expose me to this complex and changeable world, and the unpredictable human heart, but I often couldn't understand why he did this.

I have misunderstood, quarreled, been angry, and buried grievances, until now I don't know how determined he was to turn me into his woman, I'm afraid, and he has also made all preparations, so he doesn't allow me to relax in the slightest, because he wants to have a future with me!

I am like a fool, laughing and crying, not sad, but happy, although I have been walking for a long time, my waist began to hurt again, but my heart is very excited, I feel that I am one step closer to him, no longer far away, I can't find the way to his heart, I close my eyes, my mind is full of Li Ziluo's deep black eyes, I want to return to him, now immediately! I can't wait for a second!!

I started to stop the car on the road with my bag on my back, and I didn't hesitate to spend twice the usual price, and finally an uncle was willing to make a trip!

As soon as I got in the car, my mobile phone rang, I rummaged through my bag for a long time, took it out and saw Li Ziluo's name flashing on the frequency screen, and was just about to press the answer button, the frequency screen flashed again, and then the screen went black!

I pressed it anxiously several times, but the power was out!

I asked the driver to drive faster, but the snow was getting heavier and heavier, the visibility was very low, and the New Year's Eve, for everyone's safety, the speed slowed down, and the cars on the road were driving double flashes, and I didn't want to keep urging the master, and I was anxious like ants on a hot pot.

I got on the car at nine o'clock, and it was already two o'clock in the morning when I arrived in Rongcheng, but fortunately I finally came back, safe and sound.

After getting out of the car, I pulled my bag and ran in the direction of home, but the snow on the ground had accumulated a thick layer, I was full of snow on my shallow trouser legs, the soles of my shoes were too slippery, and I accidentally fell on the ground, although it didn't hurt, but it was too embarrassing, the down jacket was covered with snow, and my hair was messy, and I finally got up and found that my waist hurt even more.

I endured the pain and walked to the door of the house step by step, far away I saw a figure standing under the dim street lamp, obviously black coat, but covered with white snow, I thought it was a tree from a distance, until he moved, I found out that it was a person!

He seemed to see me, and strode towards me, I paused, and then ran towards the figure despite the pain in my back, and I didn't stop until he was near, panting and looking at his hair, clothes, and even his eyebrows and eyelashes with a layer of white snow, and the whole person looked very funny.

He stood in front of me, his tall figure projected down, his dark face frowned and said in a deep voice: "Tomorrow is the New Year, you ran out of the door without a sound, and you didn't answer the phone, do you know how long I have been looking for you?" Do you know what time it is? If you don't come back, I'm already planning to leave for Jiangcheng! Xiao Poo, you're just messing around! ”

Looking at the snowflakes falling from his eyebrows, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, raised my head and said with a hippie smile: "You have become Santa Claus!" ”

The worry between his brows suddenly froze, and he rubbed me into his arms...

The night is deep, the snow is gradually stopping, and the love is getting stronger...