，！

Out of Boole Bay, I contacted Jiang Shen and chatted with him for a while, until I walked into the car, I paused and said, "Let's do it." ”

Jiang Shen was silent for a long time, and asked me, "It's decided?" ”

I took a deep breath, and the cold knife was hidden in my breath, and it was inhaled into my lungs, which made me shiver all over, and then I grabbed the steering wheel and said: "He won't stop, if it drags on any longer, the M Hotel won't be the same in a few months." ”

Jiang Shen didn't say anything more, and only responded in a low voice: "Got it." ”

……

In winter, Lu Qianyu's body is always very weak, mostly, he likes to sit in the courtyard of the old house and draw some sketches, if I am not busy, I will accompany him, but every time I don't accompany for two minutes, I fall asleep on the chair by myself, every time he paints while thinking about me, he wakes me up and says: "It's cold outside, you have to sleep in the house." ”

I'd pull my clothes together and shake my head and say the sun was warm.

Once he asked to paint a picture for me, and although he was very good at drawing, I knew that he never painted portraits, so I asked him, "Can you do it?" I'm going to be mad if you make me ugly. ”

He smiled confidently: "People are good-looking, but it's difficult to paint ugly." ”

I dressed up and choked him by the neck and scolded him for deceiving the good woman with his words, and he told me to sit down.

As a result, it took more than a month to paint, and the main reason was that I got impatient every time I sat for ten minutes, arguing for him to wait, drink saliva, or keep talking on the phone, and touch something to eat after a while, so he always stopped drawing.

And every time I wanted to see how far he had drawn, he pretended to be mysterious and didn't show it to me, and I asked him when he was going to show it to me, and he said, "Next spring." ”

And our wedding was scheduled for the following spring.

During the Spring Festival, the old man was gone, and the Li family no longer seemed to be keen on running to the old house for reunion, so I sent someone to send something to Sun Hongshan, but I didn't go.

I went to Li Fan's house during the Chinese New Year, and when I finished eating, I asked her, "Is Nie An back this year?" ”

Li Fan did not speak.

So I went out and knocked on the door next door, and Nie An's mother opened the door for me, and I carried something and said to her, "I'm here to pay my respects." ”

When I was a child, I often went to Li Fan's house to play, Nie An's mother is naturally very familiar with me, probably because my hukou has been in their house for many years, her mother treated me very kindly, pulled me into the house and said that she hadn't seen me for a long time, I asked her how she was in good health, she said that she was fine, and now she has nothing to travel around to relax, but this son makes them feel uneasy.

As he was talking, Nie An came out of the room and saw me: "Dabai, happy New Year." ”

I looked at him and said, "Are you wearing myopia glasses or reading glasses?" It's all a standard uncle! ”

He walked over with a smile and pushed my head: "It's not big or small, come and make tea for you." ”

I followed him to the backyard, there was a tea table made of logs in his backyard, I sat down and asked him, "You didn't see Sister Fan this time?" ”

He shook his head.

I sighed, the relationship between the two made the two families live next door and don't move.

So I asked him, "How is Liang Wei now?" ”

He made a cup of tea and put it in front of me and said, "My legs and feet are basically good, but I definitely can't participate in the competition. ”

I picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea: "You should know that if you don't marry Liang Wei for a day, it's not just you who will drag it." ”

Nie An twisted his eyebrows, slowly poured the tea soup from the teapot into the cup and asked me, "How does it taste like you drink this tea?" ”

I frowned slightly: "It's hard to eat, it's a little bitter." ”

He looked at me and didn't speak, so he paused for a few seconds before asking me again, "Do you feel it again?" ”

I tasted it in my mouth again: "It seems, it's a little sweet, what kind of tea is this?" ”

He smiled and put down the teapot: "This is the drinking method of Haishi people, with pandan smoked pandan bitter dice, this tea has a bitter and uncomplaining atmosphere, bitter bitterness, sweet and sweet." “

I stared at him, before coming to his house, I wanted to meet Nie An, the purpose is very simple, he has not married Liang Wei for so long now, this is also a kind of cruelty to Li Fan to a certain extent, life is just a few years, like a white horse passing by, fleeting, no one can escape the passage of time.

I want to persuade him to let go and let Li Fan live.

But at this moment, looking at him calmly, I suddenly felt a little suspicious.

If he hugged Li Fan out of control back then, and let Li Fan wait for him out of impulse, he couldn't suppress the emotion in his heart, but now, after a few years of precipitation, I see a kind of transparent certainty in him.

I stopped trying to persuade him, because I suddenly felt a tacit understanding that I didn't need words, or even to meet, and I didn't know what they were waiting for, maybe there was an agreement between them that I didn't understand.

Perhaps, as Li Ziluo said many years ago, they are all people who understand and know what they are doing.

It turns out that people's mentality really changes with experience, and I smiled faintly, and quickly changed the topic and chatted with him for a few words.

It wasn't until Li Fan called to ask where I had gone, that I got up and grimaced at Nie An: "My sister is a Hedong lion roaring, whoever wants to marry her is really poor for eight lifetimes!" ”

Nie An only smiled and didn't speak, and I also smiled and asked him, "Are you afraid of being poor?" ”

He spread his hands and said, "I was originally a poor scholar. ”

I laughed and turned around and walked out with my hands behind my back, and suddenly turned back and stretched out my hand to him: "Brother Nie An, Happy New Year!" ”

He stared at my palm, then shook his head and entered the house, and after a while, he took two red envelopes and came out to me and said, "Does Ziluo know that you are so reckless?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, he seemed to be stunned for a moment, we looked at the pair for two seconds, and he quickly lowered his head and handed me another red envelope: "For her." ”

I grabbed the two red envelopes in the palm of my hand: "Good luck, I'm leaving." ”

But he suddenly asked me, "Dabai, do you really want to marry that person?" ”

I puffed out my cheeks: "Does Ziluo know that you would ask such a childish question?" ”

After saying that, he walked out of the backyard without looking back, and went back to Li Fan's house with his hands behind his back, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Li Fan sitting in the living room and squinting at me: "Where did you go?" I don't say hello either. ”

I smiled and leaned over and stretched out my hand: "Na! I cheated you into a red envelope. ”

Li Fan was stunned for a moment and looked at the red envelope in front of him with a little stunned, I put mine in my pocket, threw hers on her lap, and then sat on the side holding the nuts and nibbled on them.

Li Fan suddenly asked me, "Did he mention anything to you?" ”

I tilted my head and raised my eyebrows: "What do you mean?" ”

"Work-wise."

I shook my head: "No, what's wrong?" ”

Li Fan retracted his gaze and said thoughtfully, "It's nothing. ”

I looked at her for a while, and she entered the room with the red envelope.

During the Chinese New Year, Li Zhixun, as the eldest brother, gathered everyone for a meal, and in addition, I basically spent the New Year with Lu Qianyu at home.

He may be weak because of his weak body, and he is very afraid of the cold in winter, so I will always be like an old mother, and wherever he goes, I will take a big velvet blanket and drape it over his shoulders.

During the Chinese New Year, all the shops on the street were closed, and the two of us were rarely at home, I asked him if my portrait painting was painted well, and he said that there was still some color to make up, I asked him why it was so complicated, and he smiled lightly.

Once I asked him to lie down and wash his hair, and when he was almost done, he suddenly stretched out his long arm and pulled me into his arms, and the afternoon sun was warm, shining through the curtains in his dark brown pupils, and there was a little me in it.

He turned over and pressed me on the recliner and began to kiss me, although I didn't hate Lu Qianyu, but at that moment I was thinking about Li Ziluo, his hand reached along my clothes, I was nervous and stiff, holding his hand through the clothes, he was full of affection. He put it in my ear and said, "Give it to me." ”

My heart was pounding, time seemed to slow down and slowed down, and the sun was warm, but there was endless darkness in front of me.

I heard him say to me, "Prove to me that you have forgotten him." ”

Finally, I closed my eyes and took off my clothes, but the expected weight did not weigh down, but I felt a lightness on my body, and when I opened my eyes again, he had turned his back and walked out of the house, until he disappeared in front of my eyes, and there was still a coughing sound...