Lying on the cold operating table, I let the fierce anesthesiologist curl up on my side, a tingling pain in the tail vertebrae, and my lower body slowly lost consciousness.

I was like a slaughtered pig, being dragged and the nurse was giggling and discussing public opinion at eight o'clock, and the feeling reminded me of that gloomy little clinic, where an old man and two nurses laughed and said that the anesthetic had run out

The white operating light on my head made me sweat coldly, I turned my head to look at the ticking instrument on the side, I felt as if I had entered the kidney digging scene again, the scene was real, and the details that I had tried so hard to ignore were suddenly in my eyes.

The old man wore a thick cotton mask, and he was playing with my organs, and his body was covered with blood.

The dim yellow eyes above the mask glared at me, and the unsympathetic indifference frightened me, and I should not cry because of the effectiveness of the anesthetic, just as I was not a human but an animal that had been removed from its dross.

Just as I was about to faint, a little nurse was removing the empty blood bag above my head, but the old doctor said:

No, my kidneys were indeed sold to black clinics, but who gave me expensive blood type P, and which rich family did my kidneys fit on?

An injured male voice pierced my eardrum like a needle:

Who the hell are you! Get out! Get out of my head! I breathed hard with my mouth open, trying to wake up from that endless oppressive atmosphere!

"Quick! Maternal blood pressure rises! There is bleeding! Yes! Director Wang, you've arrived! Maternal"

"I've touched the baby's head! You can't let the mother pass out."

My body was like a dream and reality, my soul was tugged back and forth, and the incandescent light in front of me turned into a fog.

I was alone in a public bathroom, surrounded by rumbling voices and words so far away, the incandescent lights illuminating my world white, and the sounds that distracted me gradually moved away from me.

In the distance stood a man in a vintage, white jacket and beige trousers, tall and big, coming towards me. I held my breath, my chest was constantly expanding, I wanted to run over and see this man's face, but no matter how hard I tried, it was like a river between us, and we could never cross each other's shores.

"Wow wow! Wow wow! ”

A baby's cry made me turn my head suddenly, the scenery around me gradually turned into a rush, my mouth and nose covered with oxygen, and the sound of snorting made me know that I was alive again.

"Wake up! Wake up! It's scary! The nurse who was standing next to me was giving me oxygen, and she frowned at me and said, "Wake up?" Thanks to the appointment with Dr. Wu before, otherwise it would have been really dangerous just now. ”

And my eyes were already on the crying little Doudou in the nurse's arms, and the "little Doudou" nurse brought the swaddling clothes to me, her fist-sized little face was pale with amniotic fluid blisters, and her wrinkled features were like a little monkey because of the howl.

"Congratulations, you gave birth to a fat boy who is seven pounds and five taels."

"Little Doudou" I choked up, full of happiness and emotion, and when Xiao Doudou heard my voice, it seemed that he had a heart, and his wrinkled little face pouted and cried with a small mouth.

The child was carried out first.

The skin on my lower body lying on the operating table was pulled by the doctor's needle and thread, and the gradual loss of the anesthetic made me feel pain, but my whole heart was also full of satisfaction because of Xiao Doudou's cry.

Seeing that Doudou was carried out first, I turned my eyes to the young doctor who was finishing the operation.

Maybe I was too tired, and when I looked at the old doctor who had given me a caesarean section at first, she swept at me with a dark face, with chagrin in her eyes and no apologies.

It was a far cry from his nonchalant attitude when he operated on me.

It made my bleeding body even colder, and I watched as the man turned and followed the nurse out.

And I didn't have the strength to stop him. About a quarter of an hour I was wheeled out of the delivery room.

An old woman was holding a child, her face was full of joy, Lu Bing and An Shuhai saw me and quickly gathered around:

"Girl! Mom is coming! You're going to scare me to death just now! ”

At this moment, I reacted, and the woman holding my hand in front of me was Lu Bing's mother, my Lu godmother.

My other hand was held by Lu Bing, he trembled faintly, gritted his teeth and didn't let the tears fall. The exaggerated thing is An Shuhai, who is not a man at all, and cries like a child when he crosses the river with snot.

I was too tired to open my eyes, and the figures in front of me were embedded in the ceiling, and I smiled feebly at the strange woman, and then fell into complete darkness.

My hands kept being rubbed, my sideburns kept being kissed, I opened my eyes and watched the golden sunlight envelop Lu Bing, and those eyes were also rubbed with sunshine, and warm tears fell on my face.

Bang da bang, at this moment I was stunned, I actually felt that this grinning man who held back tears was so dazzling and precious.

I raised my hand, and the knife on my lower abdomen was pulled, and the pain made me grin: "You are so ugly"

I stretched out my fingers and scratched his beard, he was stunned for a while as if he had been electrocuted, raised his sleeves and shed tears, and continued to ask me embarrassedly:

"Am I so ugly?" Lu Bing grabbed my hand and put his face in the palm of my hand, this intimate state made me strange, my heart was like an ant crawling up, itchy and hot.

This man is so upright and cute that I can't help but want to bully him: "It's not good-looking." ”

Lu Bing's expression darkened, and he sighed: "I know"

Looking at his sudden obscurity, I knew that I was joking too much, and I couldn't help but soften my attitude, and said with a tenderness that even surprised me:

"But I don't like it."

Lu Bing's eyes lit up immediately, he couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth, his eyes smiled like crescent moons, and his big hand kept running my hair, he said, "It's good if you don't like it, it's good if you don't like it!" ”

"Stupid!"

After speaking, I was stunned, and Lu Bing was even more stunned.

His face turned into a tomato, and he swept his head embarrassedly: "Hey, hey, hey." Little Jane, do you still count if you say to me that I am your husband before you enter the delivery room? ”

I didn't know where to turn my face, and I pressed my voice back to him: "Where is Lu Ai?"

I think this answer is enough to answer the future of me and Lu Bing.

Lu Bing pinched my palm, and he said more excitedly than me: "The child's grandmother took our son to the nursery, and the nurse said that she would bathe the child." ”

Overwhelmed by his blunt epithmeric, I lowered my eyes and asked him, "Don't you regret it?" ”

"I'm afraid you'll regret it."

Lu Bing's expression darkened, looking at me and wanting to speak, compared to the fierceness when he proposed, Lu Bing at this moment was in trouble and loss. I understand that he is worried that when I think about certain things, some people will regret choosing him.

"No, it won't. I used to know my choices, but now I know that I want to look forward. And it's not that I don't have feelings for you. ”

I confessed to him in disguise, although I can't express my feelings with love or love now, but I know that I want to stay with him.

Lu Bing put my hand on the corner of his eye, the warm tears burned my palm, I suddenly felt sad, I felt that my former self was so hard and hard that he would be so sad as he is now.

"When you're out of confinement, can I take you? Fang Ruo? ”

After being reborn, my name is Fang Ruo, yes, I am no longer An Jian who no one cares for.

"Okay."

Smack.

Lu Bing and I both looked towards the door.

A short-haired clean woman in a Burberry trench coat stared at us in a daze, while a bouquet of perfume lilies was scattered at her feet.

"Gu Fan? Why are you here? Lu Bing looked over in surprise, and I looked at the woman who bent down to pick up the bouquet with a confused expression, and walked in indifferently.

"Because I saw your car, I came up and had a look. Heh, when I saw you staying by An Jian's side just now, I knew that it was An Jian who produced. I can't watch people empty-handed, so I went downstairs to the flower shop and wrapped lilies. ”

The woman named Gu Fan inserted the lily into the vase at the head of my bed, her expression was faint from beginning to end, and when she turned to look at me, she showed her bright teeth and smiled indifferently at me.

The originally unremarkable facial features became vivid with the change of her expression, her smile was just right, polite but not pretentious, familiar but not overstepping, just like her dress, not prominent and not easy for people to ignore instantly.

"Anjian, do you still know me?"

I looked up at the smiling Gu Fan, and I didn't know where I had seen it after thinking about it for a long time, so I shook my head and said, "I'm sorry, I don't remember many things." ”

"Oh. It doesn't matter, we only have one side of the relationship, and it's normal not to remember. Gu Fan turned around and fiddled with the bouquet of lilies again, and asked Lu Bing with a little excitement: "When will the banquet be set up?" Need my help? ”

Lu Bing's eyes were always on me, and it wasn't until Gu Fan's topic was thrown at him that Lu Bing responded: "Wancheng also has a project in the city?" ”

"Well, our group's key projects in the country. Coincidentally, the boundary we are standing on now is the land we just talked about. ”

Therefore, the rumors said by the old lady who lived in this old neighborhood a few days ago are all true?

"Need you to come in person?" Lu Bing's voice was wooden, and he looked at Gu Fan for a moment.

"That's right, the key project inspection, although I know that I happened to meet you."

As soon as the words fell, Lu's mother walked in with Xiaodoudou in her arms.

"Hey, Xiao Fan is also there?"

Mother Lu paused and greeted Gu Fan politely.

"Auntie is there too?" Gu Fan looked at the little bean in Lu's mother's arms in a daze,

Mother Lu put Xiaodoudou into my arms and didn't answer Gu Fan's words: "Xiao Jane, the milk from the caesarean section is difficult, you have to feed it frequently, Doudou will hurt you at first, and dredge it." ”

And I didn't care so much about tearing open the collar and sending the heavy breast milk to Doudou's mouth, and Doudou seemed to smell the smell. The red mouth wrapped around the tip like a suction cup, and it was pulled outward.

I broke out in a cold sweat in pain, and the wound that had just been stitched up was getting more and more painful because of the tearing of the little bean.

Lu Bing turned his back with a red face, and Gu Fan was stunned for a while and asked, "The baby is so cute, do you have a name?" ”

"Lu Ai." Lu Bing's answer was still concise, but Gu Fan's shoulders shook suddenly because of these two words.

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