"Ma Jiaolong, I don't want to lie to you, because you are my only friend, and it is very tiring to lie to my only friend, of course, I don't want to tell you at first, because I think you may scold me for being nosy, but in fact, I am indeed a bit nosy with you."

"Please, can you be concise."

"It's very simple, this Lianxin Gu must be cultivated for seventy-seven forty-nine days, in fact, it doesn't make sense to break the Gu or not, because your breaking Gu is only to solve my single-line ability to sense your pain, and the most important thing is that you can't use affection for Zhuo Jing in the future, otherwise, if you have a thought, your heart hurts, and the deeper the affection, the more the pain intensifies, until ......"

"How."

"Burning hearts and bones, paining and not wanting to live."

"You're perverted, you!"

"Since you have chosen Onmyoji, you naturally have to keep your distance from Zhuo Jing, he is a person with evil bones, getting close to him is equivalent to being close to harm, you are fighting each other, I am only afraid that you will forget the pain when you get better one day."

I was really angry: "Cheng Baize, you are very boring, do you know, even if I want to forget Zhuo Jing, I don't need your help so much!" ”

"I'm doing it for your good, besides, at the beginning of my Gu, I just didn't want you to lose a kidney for no reason."

I really had nothing to say at the time, and looked at Cheng Baize: "Do you know, I am very disgusted with this sentence, I am for your good, I am for your good, I know what to do in the future, I don't need you to wake me up!" ”

Cheng Baize looked at me as he should be: "I'm really for your good, you're a girl, and you ...... a lot of the time."

"I can also choose to be a man."

I looked at him with a cold face: "I don't have to be a woman, Cheng Baize, I treat you as my best friend, but sometimes I really don't need some self-righteous kindness from you, but for your heart, I thank you, but I really don't need it!" I'm my own, I don't need a Gu to control!! ”

"Why, you think you're a man, Ma Jiaolong, do you know where your most worrying thing is, you're too indecisive, you're a pure girl at heart! I did this just to sue you, only if you know that it hurts, you won't touch it, this is a truth that children understand! ”

I took a deep breath, to be honest, I never thought that one day, I would have such a fierce quarrel with Cheng Baize, and the location was the entrance to a cemetery on the outskirts of the city.

"I'm really fragile inside, but I'm not the pure girl you say! I also have responsibilities, I also have my own ideas, what I don't like the most now is to be manipulated, this heart is my own, even if I like Zhuo Jing or not, it's my own business, I don't need this Laoshzi Gu to make me hurt, what a deep pain in my thoughts, it's all bullshit! I don't need you to know that!! ”

"You have a weak heart."

"Yes, I'm weak-hearted! I just want to tell you that what I do with Zhuo Jing has nothing to do with you, you don't have this right! ”

Cheng Baize shrugged his shoulders and looked at me speechless: "Okay, I don't have this right, within seventy-seven and forty-nine days, you can break it yourself, I just want to tell you the truth, if you are angry, it only means that you can't forget him, you know that you are a waste." ”

With that, he turned around and got into the car directly, expressing his anger with a strong slam slamming the door.

I stood in place, trembling with inexplicable anger, to be honest, I felt that I was arguing with Cheng Baize inexplicably, he said that it was not wrong to help me forget Zhuo Jing, I also wanted to forget, but I just couldn't control it, I didn't know what was going on, maybe it was what he said, I had a weak heart, I really didn't want a Gu to see through my mind.

Even if one day in the future, the bird quietly sees Zhuo Jing again, I still have a reaction in my heart, then it hurts secretly for a while, why do I have to burn my heart and bones, and I can't get rid of it, my brain is really messy, why do I have to rely on a Gu to control what I want in my heart? It's as if a very deep secret has been forced to be made public, and it feels like I really can't tell.

No wonder he hasn't said what the hell is going on with this Gu, who is using him to meddle in his affairs!

"I'm a waste, I've grown up so big in this life to like such a man, can I forget it, I even have to fucking entrust it for life, you know a fart."

I walked to Sun Guizhen's cemetery with paper flowers, and scolded Cheng Baize through gritted teeth, I used to think that Cheng Baize was kind and humorous and a dimple was quite cute, but now when I think about what he just said, I feel that it is not an ordinary diaphragm, and people don't have dirty words, I'm a pure girl again, I'm a waste, it's a shit for you!!

With the number of the cemetery, I found Sun Guizhen's tomb, and after kneeling, I put the flowers on the table, and my mind was still thinking about the scolding battle with Cheng Baize just now, thinking about it can make me happy, and it makes no sense to quarrel for a while.

In fact, to put it bluntly, if you dig deeper, what I'm angry about may be just the feeling of being led by the nose, from the time when my parents forced me to donate a kidney to Xiaobao, I began to be particularly disgusted with this feeling, this feeling of not being able to choose by myself, I am my own, my person, my heart, and my feeling for Zhuo Jing, I really don't need Cheng Baize's self-righteous Daigo to wake up, right or wrong, my way, I just want to go by myself, that's all.

When I came back to my senses, I didn't know when the paper had been ignited by myself, I turned back to find a branch, pouted in the paper twice, and opened my mouth: "I'm sorry, Grandma Sun, I was distracted just now, I came with you...... Ahem, ahem!! ”

The windy day seemed to change direction for a while, and the smoke from the paper slapped directly on my face, and I coughed so hard that I wanted to get up in a hurry, but my knees seemed to be nailed to the grave, and I couldn't move at all, and within a few seconds, I was choked by the smoke of the horsepower and tears flowed out a lot......

At that time, two words instantly welled up in my heart, broken!

I shouldn't have been thinking about other things when I knelt down just now, my heart is not sincere, Sun Guizhen can definitely feel it, thinking, I opened my eyes with tears in my eyes, and I was just about to open my mouth to admit my mistake, but when I got on the ground, I was tense, and through the smoke of the burning dark paper, I actually saw the thin old lady standing in front of the tombstone in front of me wearing a hospital gown!!

In fact, after thinking about it, standing in front of the tombstone is equivalent to standing at the door of their own house, which is a very normal thing.

But we were separated by a pot of burning paper, which scared me, and my liver really trembled!