After Shu Nian disappeared, he did not appear until the day of Beichen Mian's funeral.

And just after Beichen Mian's funeral, everyone left from the mountain, but Yu Shengji saw that a familiar figure appeared in his sight.

After thinking about it, he still felt that something was wrong.

Just after Bai Yan and Ji Xiaonian got into the car, he said: "Xiaonian, you go back first, I still have something to do, so I won't go back with you, I'll take a taxi back on the side of the road in a while." ”

Hearing Yu Shengji's words, Ji Xiaonian hid the grief in his heart, looked at him in confusion and asked, "What are you staying for?" It's not an urban area, so it's hard to get a taxi. ”

Yu Shengji raised his eyebrows, thinking to himself that if he didn't say what he thought in his heart, Bai Yan and the others would definitely be worried about him staying in the cemetery.

After thinking about it, he had no choice but to tell the truth, "I just saw Shu Nian appear at your grandfather's funeral, but I'm not sure, so I went back and saw if she was in the cemetery." ”

She was alone, and she disappeared for more than ten days.

It wasn't until today's funeral that Beichen Mian ended that he saw her.

He didn't know if it was her, so he wanted to walk back to the cemetery first and try his luck.

As soon as Ji Xiaonian heard that Shu Nian had appeared, he nodded hurriedly and responded, "Okay, then you hurry up and see if she is there, we will leave a car for you, if it is her, you remember to take her home at night, okay?" ”

"Hmm." Yu Shengjie nodded in response, then looked at Bai Yan and said, "You guys go first, and pay attention to safety when driving on the road." ”

Bai Yan nodded and motioned for Ji Shen to close the car door.

It wasn't until Ji Xiaonian and they left in the car that Yu Shengjie went up the mountain again and came to Beichen Mian's cemetery.

Sure enough, far away, he saw a person kneeling in front of Beichen Mian's tomb.

The figure looked so familiar.

It seems that he guessed correctly, it was really Shu Nian.

He didn't go over to disturb her, he just stood far away from her, watching quietly.

It wasn't until it was almost dark that he saw Shu Nian kneeling there for several hours, and he didn't want to leave, that he walked towards her.

Approaching her, he didn't hear a word from her.

But she can feel the sadness and pain in her bones.

He took off his coat and gently draped it over her thin body, and his voice sounded in a low voice, "It's dark, let's go back!" ”

Yu Shengji's voice startled Shu Nian.

She wanted to stand up, but because she had been kneeling for a long time, her legs were numb, and she didn't pay attention, and the whole person fell to the ground.

Yu Shengjie hurriedly bent down to help her up, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Shu Nian endured the pain of numbness in his legs, turned his eyes to look at Yu Shengji, and answered the question, "Why are you still there?" Didn't you go with them? ”

Yu Shengjie knew that it might be that her legs were numb and she couldn't stand up, so he directly picked her up by the waist, and then gently sat on the stone stairs next to her, and then replied to her question.

"When I left, I seemed to see you, because I wasn't sure if it was you, so I came back to try my luck, but I didn't expect it to be you."

Although he couldn't understand why Shu Nian didn't come with Ji Xiaonian and them to see off Beichen Lao, but thinking about her personality, she might not want to be with more people!

But they are all gone, she still came to see Beichen old, thinking about it, she still has this unfamiliar person in her heart, grandpa's.

Her heart is not made of stone.

It's just that sometimes, I'm not good at expressing myself.

Looking at Shu Nian's red and swollen eyes and pale cheeks from crying, he was very distressed.

Raising his hand, he painfully wiped away the remaining tears from her cheeks.

"Condolences by the way! Well? ”

Looking at the handsome and good-looking man in front of him, hearing the subtle concern that came out of his mouth, Shu Nian finally broke through the last layer of strength, leaned on the shoulder of the imperial saint, and cried.

"Shengji, in fact, I have always complained about Ji Shen in my heart, complained about his kindness to Xiao Nian, and complained that he didn't care about my sister."

"When I realized that I was no longer his sister, I realized how vexatious my previous actions were."

"I also realized that Ji Shen didn't like me, in fact, it made sense, when I knew that I was from the Beichen family, when I knew that after my grandfather died, I thought about coming to see him and come to guard his spirit, but I didn't have the courage to face all this, I couldn't face all this, you know?"

For the first time, she threw everything away, leaned on the shoulder of the Imperial Saint, and wept bitterly.

Who the hell is she? She didn't know.

originally thought that the Ji family was her only home.

Ji Shen is her only relative.

I didn't expect that in the end, there was nothing left.

The only grandfather who still thinks about them is now dead.

The so-called biological parents don't love her and Ji Xiaonian, right? Otherwise, more than 20 years ago, she would not have been abandoned with Ji Xiaonian and chosen someone else's child.

Now, she is not Ji Shen's sister, the only grandfather who is worried about them is also dead, Ji Xiaonian is married and has a husband who loves her very much, even without her eldest brother and grandfather, she is still doing well.

And she Shu Nian, from now on, she is homeless!

A person who has fallen from heaven to hell, who can understand her feelings?

just didn't have the courage to accept all these changes, so she hid for several days and didn't dare to see anyone, and she couldn't even go to her grandfather's funeral hall to burn a piece of paper for him.

Hearing Shu Nian's crying words, Yu Shengji's heart was not good.

He raised his hand and put his arm around her shoulder, "Okay, it's all over, in the future, I'll accompany you and start over, okay?" ”

Resume?

When Shu Nian heard this, she pushed him away again, glared at him with tears, and she couldn't help but continue to cry: "Why are you still thinking about me?" Is it because I look like Xiao Nian? It's because Xiao Nian and I are twins, and when you're with me, it feels like you're with her, right? ”

She stood up, away from him, unwilling to take a step closer to him, and continued in a trembling voice, "But I have changed the face that is exactly like hers?" And I'm obviously not as kind as her, can't you see it? So stop thinking of me as her, I beg you. ”

In her opinion, Yu Shengji's pursuit of herself is entirely because she has a certain quality like Ji Xiaonian.

But she has worked hard to change, and there is no trace of Ji Xiaonian on her body.

Why didn't this person let her go.

Unwilling to get too close to him, she cried, turned and left.

Seeing that she rejected herself so much, Yu Shengji heard the words she said again......

He then stood up and chased after her.

Reached out and grabbed her arm, and pulled her hard into his arms.