146: Your mom won't blame you
Remarriage, remarriage, remarriage?
Shen Jialan's mind was still on increasing Shen's father's good impression of Tang Yuyan, but when she suddenly heard him say this, she didn't react.
After a pause for a few seconds, Shen Jialan reacted, and suddenly looked at Father Shen in fright, and stammered with Father Shen and pretended to be stupid: "Dad, what did you say?" ”
Father Shen didn't bother to pay attention to Shen Jialan's pretending to be stupid.
When he heard this, he didn't raise his head.
just lifted his eyelids, looked at Shen Jialan and said, "After you said that you were going back to China for development last time, I helped you clean up the room again, and as a result, a box you sent back before was swept out from under your bed." ”
Father Shen said, put down the newspaper in his hand, and looked straight at Shen Jialan.
"I saw that you didn't take it out for three years, and you probably forgot about it, so I helped you take it apart. Guess what I saw? ”
As soon as Shen Jialan heard what Father Shen said, the cold sweat on her back came out, and even a thin cold sweat appeared on her face.
She knew the box that Father Shen had lifted.
It was after Tang Yuyan signed the divorce agreement that she asked Tang Yuyan to send it back to the Shen family directly.
At first, Shen Jialan was still thinking about when she would go back and put it away, so as not to show it to Father Shen.
It's just that when I got busy with work, I gradually forgot about it.
Now three years have passed, Father Shen didn't mention it, and Shen Jialan himself forgot about it.
However, now hearing Shen's father's words, Shen Jialan didn't know what to say about herself.
Should it be unlucky?
When he didn't reconcile with Tang Yuyan before, Shen's father didn't find out, but now, the two of them have reconciled, but the fact that they have been married and divorced was discovered by Shen's father......
I don't know what Father Shen's mood would have been when he saw those things...... Shen Jialan didn't dare to imagine that picture.
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Father Shen originally wanted to suppress this matter as if nothing had happened, pretending not to know, but when he heard that Shen Jialan kept saying good things for Tang Yuyan, his heart as a father suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
If it was really suitable, why did it get to the point of divorce before?
As a person who watched Shen Jialan grow up in front of him for more than ten years, of course he knew how irretrievable their marriage would be if Shen Jialan could file for divorce.
Not to mention anything else, at least Tang Yuyan should have hurt Shen Jialan's heart a lot, so that Shen Jialan, who has always been able to bear it, even filed for divorce!
I have to say that Father Shen really loves Shen Jialan.
When he knew that Shen Jialan had a marriage with Tang Yuyan, his first reaction was not that his daughter actually concealed that he had obtained a certificate with Shen's mother and others, and even hid the divorce from them, but felt that he could get his daughter to file for divorce, how wrong his ex-son-in-law was to make her sad and even mention the divorce!
Shen's father had seen the divorce agreement signed by Shen Jialan and Tang Yuyan.
Three years ago, Shen Jialan even proposed to leave the house in the agreement for divorce, which shows the determination of divorce at that time.
And now, Shen Jialan and Tang Yuyan have reconciled again.
Frankly speaking, Father Shen didn't understand the love of these young people.
It's so easy.
But the daughter has forgotten the pain and grievances of the past, and as a father, he can't forget the pain and grievances that his daughter has suffered.
Therefore, Shen Jialan had been wronged and hurt, and he had to help his daughter get it back.
And it is precisely for this reason that Father Shen has changed from the more he looked at Tang Yuyan in the past, the more satisfied he became, and the more he looked at him, the more he picked his nose and raised his eyes!
It's just that Father Shen is not a stupid person.
From the fact that Shen Jialan was able to forgive Tang Yuyan, and Tang Yuyan was willing to rush back when Shen Jialan was vulnerable, he probably guessed that when the two divorced three years ago, they should still be very affectionate, but there was some misunderstanding or Kai who couldn't get through, so it would get to the point of divorce.
It's not like there's really no emotion.
And this is also the reason why he still has a slightly good face for Tang Yuyan.
However, three years ago, he didn't know, so there was no way to ask.
But now, he knows, and naturally wants to ask a few words.
So after mentioning that he knew that they had been married, Shen's father was silent for a while, and asked when Shen Jialan was also silent: "Isn't there anything you have to explain to your father about what you said to Tang Yuyan?" ”
Shen Jialan originally thought that after Shen's father knew about this matter, she and Tang Yuyan would be sentenced to death, and they didn't even have a suspended sentence.
As a result, she didn't expect that Father Shen was willing to give her a chance to explain, and Shen Jialan suddenly looked at him in surprise.
"Dad?"
Seeing Father Shen's eyes closed, with a rare deep appearance, Shen Jialan was a little unsure whether the words he had just heard to explain was his own delusion, and couldn't help but shout tentatively.
Seeing that Father Shen didn't react, she had no choice but to ask, "I don't know what explanation Dad wants to hear?" ”
Shen Jialan thought that Father Shen would ask from the beginning, but she didn't expect that he didn't.
"Why are you hiding from our marriage, Dad doesn't want to know. I know you have your reasons, so it's okay if I don't know. Father Shen said, opened his eyes, and turned to look at Shen Jialan fixedly: "I just want to know, why did you divorce Tang Yuyan three years ago, did he do something sorry for you." ”
It's just that Shen's father didn't want to know why she and Tang Yuyan hid their marriage back then, but Shen Jialan wanted to explain.
In the past, she was not good, and she shouldn't have hidden it from him and Shen's mother, so that Shen's mother passed away with regret.
Therefore, even if the explanation came too late, this is what she owes to Shen's father and Shen's mother.
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Shen Jialan forgot how she explained the matter between herself and Tang Yuyan to Shen's father from beginning to end, but she only remembered that at the end, when Shen's mother was mentioned, her eyes when she looked at Shen's father couldn't help but turn red: "Dad, I'm sorry." If it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have ......."
Shen Jialan was still choked up, so that she couldn't speak, and was comforted by Shen's father who gently slapped her hands: "It's not that I thought he would let you down." ”
Father Shen thought at first that the reason why the two of them would divorce was probably because after Tang Yuyan entered the entertainment industry, there were too many entertainment dinners and so on, and there were some bad things, so Shen Jialan couldn't bear to file for divorce.
didn't expect that it was because of Shen's mother's sudden death.
This made Shen's father feel a little less guilty of Tang Yuyan in his heart.
However, thinking that his daughter was so anxious and tossing and turning because of her guilt for Shen's mother that she wanted to divorce Tang Yuyan, Shen's father couldn't help but feel distressed for her: "Lanlan, listen to Dad, this matter is not your fault." According to the situation at the time, the relationship between you and Tang Yuyan should indeed not be made public, and a hidden marriage is also a reasonable thing. So you hide it from me and your mother, and you plan to mention it later, it's not that you don't plan to mention it, and it's not wrong. ”
Father Shen said, pausing.
Probably because he wanted to mention Shen's mother, there were crystal tears floating in his eyes: "And your mother was in a hurry to leave at the time, no one thought that a good person would say that he would leave." No one knows, so it's not your fault that you didn't tell her before. I think if your mother knew that she had been worried about her whole life under Jiuquan, you would have solved it a long time ago, and she should not blame you for hiding her, but would only be happy and relieved for you. So, you don't need to feel guilty anymore.
If she sees you sad for her, she won't be happy. Have you forgotten, she loves you the most, more than Daddy, so she won't blame you. ”
Father Shen rarely shed tears, at most he held back tears with red eyes, and Shen Jialan had never seen him speak in a choked voice in his memory.
But now, he was still choking, but he reached out to wipe the tears on Shen Jialan's face, which made Shen Jialan's unstoppable tears suddenly flow more and more, and it seemed that he couldn't wipe them off, and the guilt in his heart was surging towards her like a mountain.
"Dad, I'm sorry, it's all my fault! You blame me! ”
The more Shen's father didn't blame Shen Jialan, the more uncomfortable Shen Jialan's heart was for letting Shen's mother die with regret.
What answered her was Father Shen's somewhat helpless words: "What do you blame for?" You didn't mean to. ”
Father Shen said, deliberately relaxed: "If you are really so guilty, let me hold a grandson quickly, so that when I go down in the future, when I see your mother, I can send her good news." ”
"Dad!"
As soon as she heard what Shen's father said about "death", Shen Jialan suddenly became anxious, and she couldn't listen to it at all.
Father Shen himself didn't care too much.
People always die, and there is nothing taboo about mentioning it.
Seeing the anxious and guilty look on Shen Jialan's face, Shen's father's face stiffened: "I said that you are really nonsense!" Forget about the guilt of your mother's death on yourself, why do you want Tang Yuyan to follow you to take the blame? ”
Father Shen said, and couldn't help but light a wax for Tang Yuyan's innocence.
obviously didn't know anything, but Shen Jialan didn't say anything about herself, and pulled him in, and even made a fuss about the divorced wife!
There is nothing more pitiful than Tang Yuyan in the whole world!
Thinking so, Father Shen couldn't help but become more speechless when he looked at Shen Jialan's gaze.
"Then again, if you hadn't divorced and separated for three years like this, would I have been able to hold my grandson? Now that you're both planning to reconcile, when will you remarry? ”
Originally, I wanted to say, "What kind of innocent is he!" When Shen Jialan heard Shen's father impatiently say that he wanted to hug his grandson, he suddenly shrunk his neck and looked at Shen's father in a sneer.
"Dad...... Are you hungry? I'm going to pack it for you. ”
Shen Jialan weakly made up an inexplicable reason, and without waiting for Shen's father to respond, he fled directly.
Seeing that Father Shen smiled lightly at her back, he shook his head a little helplessly.
Although when he knew that Shen Jialan was hiding that he and Shen's mother were married to Tang Yuyan, he did have some feelings in his heart, and felt that Shen Jialan had hidden a big deal from them, but when he thought that Shen Jialan had taken all the guilt on himself because of Shen's mother's death, his feelings of not feeling turned into distress again.
In any case, things have already happened, and it is over, and it is useless to blame anyone.
What's more, even if it is really calculated, it is not Shen Jialan's fault, as a father, he doesn't want to see Shen Jialan feel guilty about it.
And he believed that Shen Mu should be the same as him even if she was underground.
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