CHAPTER XIII

1

Opposite our school is a food street, at dusk, the stores began to be lively, and all kinds of snacks pushing carts also came one after another to line up along the street, and gradually there were more people, and the students were in groups of three or five, and the crowds were surging at a glance. It didn't take long for steaming smoke to come out of the crowded alleys, the boiling oil pans in some places were blazing, and the other places were selling "stinky tofu, five yuan a piece".

He Li likes a noodle restaurant at the end of the alley the most, and she doesn't need any taste, she prefers a bowl of clear water noodles. He Li found this noodle restaurant when he was just in college, and we often come here to eat a bowl of it since then. This noodle restaurant also has no name, the stall is placed at the end of the food street, every time you come here, you have to go through the whole food street, He Li usually eats all the way, either take a handful of skewers, or wrap a small bag of French fries, in short, you can't stop in your mouth, and when you arrive at the noodle restaurant, you don't feel hungry, so a bowl of clear water noodles is enough.

I am familiar with He Li, the owner of the noodle restaurant, he is in his forties, speaks with a Huainan accent, often has a kind smile, his waist is a little bent, I don't know if the noodle shop business is too good and he needs to keep the posture below at all times, or he really bends over.

After He Li left, I rarely came to the food street, and even when I did, I would deal with a few bites casually, and I would hardly go to the small noodle restaurant at the end of the alley.

When I went to the noodle restaurant again, it was a sparse and ordinary afternoon, and I was a little lonely without any reason around me, I was walking in the snack street, moving around in the crowd more or less, and I didn't seem to have any appetite, and dinner and I didn't seem to have landed.

Before I knew it, I approached the noodle shop, and the boss saw me and greeted me: "Here!" ”

I nodded and said, "Yes." It seemed that there was nowhere else to go, so I naturally went into the noodle shop and sat down.

I didn't order, for a long time I and He Li were in a bowl of clear water, I added coriander, He Li didn't want it, the boss had already understood. At that time, there was no one in the noodle restaurant, and I was fiddling with my mobile phone, waiting for a bowl of noodles dryly, as if I was waiting for someone.

I looked at the pedestrians outside the noodle shop, and when I was alone, I liked to look at the female classmates who came and went, especially the good-looking ones, they were very beautiful, but they disappeared in the crowd in the narrow alley in a blink of an eye.

It's always good to look at those beautiful female classmates, they are young, they are cute, they show their big white legs, just like He Li. The difference is that He Li's sideburns can vaguely see a scar in the hair, and there are no beautiful female classmates, I have seen it carefully, but maybe they also have scars, but they are just in the place I can't see, or they may be in my heart.

I think I'm missing a little bit of reason, not the kind of heart-wrenching love, but calm, gentle, like a bowl of clear water.

"Why are you alone?" After a while, the kung fu boss brought me clear water, and he sat across from me and asked me.

Me: "She's gone." ”

Boss: "Where did you go?" ”

Me: "I don't know! Get out of the way for a while. ”

Boss: "She'll be back." ”

Me: "So sure? ”

Boss: "Don't worry, I see people very accurately, every time no matter how many ups and downs there are in front of her, she will come here in the end to have a bowl of clear water." The boss said and looked at the endless food street outside, all kinds of bells and whistles signboards lined up all the way, all kinds of snacks of all tastes, he just opened a small noodle restaurant without advertising at the end of this alley, cooking a bowl of clear water noodles.

After a pause, the boss looked back at me and said, "You, that's her bowl of clear water." With that, he patted me on the shoulder and went back to greet the guests.

I muttered to myself, "I also believe that He Li will come back." ”

2

The days without any reason are quite light, and many of her friends have left school after she left, because during the internship, the big guys are busy going out to find jobs. Several of my roommates also went to intern one after another, and when they were satisfied, they took Fangfang to travel around, leaving Li Xiang and me.

Li wants to work in an office building near the school, and in order to save rent money, he lives in the dormitory nearby, but he also leaves early and returns late, and rarely meets him.

I worked part-time at Brother Cheng's, and I still returned to the familiar campus at night, the school was still the same school, the road was still the same road, but I was left alone. I have always been reluctant to leave this circle of life, to be honest, I hope that one day I can meet those old friends while walking on campus, meet Wu Cheng and Chen Jie holding hands to show affection, meet Zhang Weihua sweating on the court, meet satisfaction give me a bear hug, and meet He Li running towards me with a smiling face.

Of course, I can't wait, but there are a lot of lively and lovely school girls like her. Waiting is not the reason for me to look at the school girls, but when I see those young girls coming and going, I always think of a person, and I miss me sitting on the stone bench on the side of the road at that moment, as if I was waiting for her.

I don't have an agreement with Ho Li about waiting, I just think she'll be back.

Li Xiang fell in love, and he couldn't go back to the dormitory until each of the juniors finished hilarious, and said to the other end of the phone with a mouthful of Huainan Mandarin that I listened to the embarrassment in the bed: "Honey", said: "Wife, I miss you", and said: "Mo Mo Da".

It's hard to imagine that Li Xiang, such a big man with five big and three thick words, said such greasy and crooked love words, and used a broken voice to be sweet and happy while talking. What I can't accept the most is that Li Xiang and his dear are obviously fellow countrymen, and he prefers to speak such strange and blunt Mandarin.

Maybe this is Li Xiang's love, he is such a rough man, and he portrays his love so exquisitely every night when he is so excited that he can't sleep. Whether it is disobedient or witty, Li Xiang is happy.

I said, "Brother Xiang, maybe don't be so motherly?" ”

"I want to!" Li Xiang's answer was simple and rude, and after speaking, he turned around and continued to whisper softly on the phone.

I think Li Xiang should at least give me a "dear" to appease me who is lonely, empty, and cold, it's simple, the role switch is more neat than changing the TV channel.

I didn't quarrel with Li Xiang, but at that moment I felt deeply lonely.

Loneliness is all about being lonely and adapting to loneliness, and there is no way to escape.

If I were to describe loneliness, I think it was unfreedom, and this unfreedom was not being bound, but not having a place to land. When you feel free, you must not be alone, even if you are alone.

Everything knows the vastness of the sky, but it is the sun, moon and nebula that belong to the sky.

I walked to the balcony, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, and I could see the moon's beam in the dim sky, like a thin glass of glass, I was really afraid that the wind would blow and shatter the ground. Three or two stars were dropped in the night sky, oh no! It's five or six, stars, as long as you look up and look for them, there will always be them.

I didn't look for the stars, I just lay on the railing of the balcony and pick my nose.

A few juniors who came back from the wall jumped off the wall, "Plop! "Plop! "A few sounds, the sound of sneakers falling on the concrete floor, and a scream, as if a broken foot.

Hehe! Single dog! The one who came back over the wall must be a single dog who can't soak in the girl, otherwise he would have hugged the beauty a long time ago.

Laughing at other people's loneliness seems to alleviate loneliness, and at least there is fun in gloating.

That night, there were more than 20 single dogs who came back over the wall, two of them broke their feet, three of them smoked four cigarettes on the wall, and one turned out to be a girl.

3

I gradually began to like to read the news, in the ordinary day of the news big or small made me feel a moment of joy, emotion, sympathy or sadness, this is already the biggest mood swing of my day, but the moment I turn off the phone, it is not my business.

I still like to look at beautiful women, every day in Brother Cheng's barber shop there are some strange and beautiful women, I will chat a few words if I am familiar, and I will talk very politely if I am unfamiliar, and then wait for them to do their hair and smile and say goodbye, and my heart is still empty after feasting my eyes.

One night, I cleaned and tidied up the shop, sat in a swivel chair in front of the mirror and waited for the end of work, I turned my chair and looked at myself in the mirror without a glance, I was in a daze, and he was in a daze. Sister Lan was playing in front of the computer at the front desk, there were sparse pedestrians outside, and the lights were far away.

I suddenly turned to Sister Lan, and I said, "Sister Lan, tell me the story of you and Brother Cheng." ”

"Huh?" Sister Lan was a little confused by my sudden topic, and the Lianlianguan in the computer just didn't have enough time to gameover.

Sister Lan slowed down and said, "I became a brother with you, it was a long time ago, when I was still in my hometown." ”

I got up and filled Sister Lan's cup with water, and sat on the sofa next to Sister Lan, thinking that Sister Lan was going to tell a long story.

Sister Lan said: "I graduated from high school and worked in your brother Cheng barbershop, many times the shop is just me and him, when the guests come, he will work and I help, we rarely communicate when we are free, always he plays his, I play mine, we rarely talk, silence may be a tacit understanding, we still understand each other after a long time." ”

Me: "Don't you speak?" ”

Sister Lan smiled and said, "Yes, at the end of the day, he talks more to the guests than to me." ”

I wondered, "So how did you get together?" ”

Sister Lan said: "One day is like this time, it's dark, there are no guests, he and I are waiting to get off work, Brother Cheng was playing a game at the time, I was looking at my phone, he finished a game and found a box from the drawer." ”

Sister Lan: "'Hey! He called me so coldly, and as soon as I raised my head, he threw the box at me, so that I almost didn't catch it."

Me: "It can't be a ring, right?" ”

Sister Lan: "It's the ring, I opened the box, and your brother Cheng turned his head and grinned and said, 'Marry me'." ”

Me: "And you said yes?" ”

Sister Lan: "That's right, at that time, I only had two words, 'good'." Me: "That's it? ”

Sister Lan: "That's it." ”

Seeing that I was puzzled, Sister Lan said again: "Everyone gets along in different ways, some lovers have been noisy for a lifetime, and some are silent and happy, I and your brother Cheng are busy with customers every day, when there are only two of us left, simplicity and quietness become companionship and pastime, which is our tacit understanding and habit for a long time." Maybe your brother Cheng is not a romantic person, and the day he proposed to me was also one of the countless ordinary days, but it was not ordinary. ”

I nodded, as if I didn't understand.

"Actually, I am a brother with you, and I are quite like you and He Li." Sister Lan came back to her senses from her past thoughts.

Me: "Where's the like?" She ran away. ”

"Haha." Sister Lan laughed at me like a little man who ran away from her daughter-in-law, and she smiled and said, "Come, sister will solve your doubts." ”

Me: "Say it quickly." ”

Sister Lan: "Don't you think it's good for me to be a brother with you, you two are hypocritical and have to find some love, if I were the two of you, I wouldn't look for love, as long as we are happy together, it doesn't matter if he loves it or not." ”

Me: "Love is not important, is it?" ”

Sister Lan: "It's important, of course it's important, but love has always been there, in your habits and tacit understanding of getting along, in the bits and pieces of your life, you must know that you have been working together for more than 20 years, and you are too familiar." ”

Me: "Aren't she friends with me?" ”

Sister Lan got up and gave me a burst and said, "Friends won't be tired of being with you every day without looking for a partner, let alone rolling sheets with you." ”

"Hey, hey." I smiled embarrassedly and said, "You know that." ”

Sister Lan: "Little fart! Sister Lan said that she was going to give me a popping chestnut again, but I avoided it, she couldn't beat me and I didn't bother to mess with me, Sister Lan said: "Okay, I won't tell you, let's get off work, your brother Cheng can't be hungry when he finally rests today, I'll go buy a supper and go home." ”

Me: "Hmm! Okay, you go first, and I'll take care of the rest. ”

Saying that, Sister Lan had already walked to the door, thinking about it, she turned back to stare at me and said, "Don't be a fool, it's not easy to be together for 20 years, and you regret losing He Li." ”

Me: "Yes! ”

Sister Lan's nagging tone was very similar to Sister He Qing.

I suddenly felt that it was my luck to have two sisters like this. I don't have any blood relationship with them, but I still call them sister, and they treat me like a brother, maybe this is the wonderful relationship between people.

I understood what Sister Lan said, but I didn't have the awakening of enlightenment and sudden enlightenment, maybe this is also the wonder of feelings.

I still don't have a definitive answer to what the truth is. Until one day, Zhou Yang appeared in my dull days.

4

Regarding Zhou Yang's story, I think it's too late to start, and I think it's too early to end it.

Zhou Yang and I met in the torrential rain on that summer afternoon, and the rain only fell for about ten minutes, but we were drenched by Zhou Yang.

It was a hot and humid day, and it was the afternoon when the sky was dark and oppressive, and it was about to rain heavily. There was no one in the store, just me and Brother Cheng, Brother Cheng was playing with his mobile phone, and I was drowsy on the chair at the door.

Soon, lightning and thunder roared, heavy rain poured down, and a trace of coolness rushed in through the door, and suddenly I felt cool, and my drowsiness was also washed away.

Then, I met Zhou Yang. She came into the store in the rain, her hair dripping with water, and a white T-shirt soaking wet.

Yes, Zhou Yang was soaked in a white T-shirt, so I took a second look. She looks online, she is a thin girl, the patterns printed in the soaked white T-shirt are looming, and there is no shortage of catties and pounds where there should be meat. She looked a little embarrassed when she was wet at this moment, which was quite distressing.

If it's an ugly person, I will only silently pour her a glass of water to hide from the rain for a while, so that I won't take her suitcase, hand her a glass of water, and send a towel to dry her hair. I have to admit that I'm a little excited to see beautiful women.

"Thank you!" Zhou Yang smiled embarrassedly.

"You're welcome!" I say.

"Are you still hiring?" Zhou Yang blinked his eyes and saw the sign of recruitment at the door.

"Recruit." I say.

Zhou Yang: "Do you think I can do it?" Just take care of food and shelter. ”

Me: "I think I can!" But that's the boss, you say to him, hehe! As I spoke, I pointed to Brother Cheng at the cash register.

Brother Cheng finally left Zhou Yang.

There is a small warehouse on the second floor of the barber shop, before Brother Cheng and I cleaned it up and made it a dormitory, sometimes I was too late to go back to school to spend the night in the shop, and now I can just give Zhou Yang accommodation. I helped Zhou Yang clean the small room, and she carefully decorated it, although the room was small, it was also warm.

Zhou Yang's hometown is far away in a small town in the north, her grades were not good when she was a student, after graduating from high school, she learned to barber with a master and then opened a barber shop in the town.

Zhou Yang said that she was not ready to spend the rest of her life in that remote town, and she wanted to go out and see the outside world, and it was best to choose a city to die in the old age.

When Zhou Yang said this, I immediately thought of what reason. She is indeed very much like Ho Li, especially the kind of eyes that reveal freedom, and you can see through those eyes how vast her world is.

Zhou Yang has left footprints in many cities, she has changed many jobs, walked through many different streets, and seen many landscapes. Zhou Yang said that in different cities, she would think about and fantasize about different choices in life, open a barber shop, or become an ordinary clerk in an office building, or be a hostess in a big house. Even if there is a high probability that Zhou Yang will still choose to spend the rest of his life in that remote town, accompany his elderly parents, walk the street in three or two steps, and see the end at a glance.

When the heart returns, it is free.

5

When the barber shop is not busy, I will take He Li to see my school, go to the surrounding scenic spots, or watch a movie, gradually dispelling Zhou Yang's strangeness and curiosity about this city.

Many times Zhou Yang and I came to the food street opposite the school, and she was always happy to see delicious food. But I would never take Zhou Yang to eat that clear water noodle. Zhou Yang mentioned it to me a few times: "That noodle restaurant is good!" ”

I always rejected him: "I've eaten, it's not good." ”

Zhou Yang: "Oh, but there seem to be a lot of people." ”

Me: "I don't like to eat anyway." ”

Or when I was halfway through the food street, I would feed Zhou Yang, and she would murmur, "I ate a little too much, I can't go any further." "So we didn't even go to the noodle shop at the end of the street.

I don't know why, but I'm afraid that when the owner of the noodle restaurant sees me, the people around me won't be right. Later, I simply didn't go to that street with Zhou Yang.

Zhou Yang would tell me the story of her journey, she would not tell all the stories in one go, she would always tell a paragraph coldly when I didn't have to talk to her, or I happened to be in a good place for storytelling, lakeside, bookstore, small building, sometimes just because the sunset was beautiful that day.

Zhou Yang felt that if she told me everything in one go, she would have no point and would not be able to remember.

Other people's stories are always entertained in exchange for the conversation and mood of the moment, and then gradually forgotten. Memory is a huge and full container, what to remember at this moment, there must be something in the past that has been forgotten, memories change, only the heavy and precious parts are pressed in the bottom of the heart, not easily filled.

I still forget a lot of the stories Zhou Yang told and remember very little.

I remember Zhou Yang said that she was in love with a man, and finally found out that they even had children. She also said that she had helped a rather poor stranger, and was cheated of 2,000 yuan. There are too many details that I don't know, and I can't understand the mood in it.

I asked Zhou Yang: "Aren't there any good things along the way?" ”

Zhou Yang: "Yes! ”

Me: "What? ”

Zhou Yang turned his head, smiled at me and said, "You! ”

I'll remember this smile for a long time, after all, she is as warm as spring.

6

Zhou Yang and I gradually got acquainted, two lonely hearts, snuggling, I even felt a little ambiguous.

One day, Zhou Yang asked me to borrow 2,000 yuan, but her salary had not been paid yet, and it was the time when she was not receiving.

Yes, Zhou Yang and I are familiar enough to borrow money.

If Zhou Yang was a mediocre-looking person, I would refuse her without hesitation, and there would be no uneasiness in my conscience, after all, I am a poor student, and I can't help it.

But Zhou Yang is a beauty, so I hesitated. I have to admit that this is my bug, I can't walk when I see beautiful women. As for whether all men are like this, I don't know, and I'm not too embarrassed to ask others.

But 2,000 yuan is a bit difficult for me, although I have been working in Brother Cheng's shop, sometimes I still have to reach out to my family to ask for money, you ask me where the money is spent, I can't say why, it's just not enough. College students seem to be like that.

Zhou Yang is a beauty, Zhou Yang is not easy for a little girl to wander outside, Zhou Yang also invited me to eat crayfish, there is no reason not to borrow it, but if I borrow her money, the food in the next month will become a problem.

The little girl who is wandering outside, and there is another named He Li. He Li, will you also encounter difficulties like Zhou Yang, will there be strangers to help you? When I thought about it, I didn't hesitate to enter the payment password, because I hoped that if He Li really had any difficulties, there would be someone like me who would help her unconditionally.

I regretted the night I borrowed the money because I didn't have anything to eat.

Li Xiang fed me for more than ten days, and when I told Li Xiang about this, Li Xiang said two words: "Stupid!" ”

I can only acquiesce.

Li Xiang also laughed at me: "What about your Ali?" Where's your Yangyang? Ignore you, right? Ha ha! ”

Me: "Yes, yes, I still want to be a brother, I will definitely write you in the future when I write a novel." "If this were usual, I would definitely have to fight with Li Xiang, but now after all, I eat other people's soft mouths.

Li thought: "You can pull it down, just you?" Let's talk about it when I can fill my stomach. ”

However, Li Xiang soon couldn't get up, because I had eaten him poor.

Li Xiang didn't have money to charge the phone bill, so he was naturally honest in the middle of the night, and he didn't call his dear anymore, and he had nothing to do with me on the balcony to brag.

I said, "Brother Xiang, you are happy." ”

Li Xiang: "You can't make a phone call because you hurt me, how can you be happy." ”

Me: "It's better than those single dogs who come back over the wall, they must ask the girl to go out to play, but they don't succeed in opening the house, so they can only go back to the dormitory over the wall." ”

A black shadow appeared on the wall opposite the balcony between the conversations, and I pointed at it and said, "Brother Xiang, look, what a dick!" ”

Li Xiang laughed: "Single dog! ”

Alas! Brother Xiang, I can thank you now for this not-so-authentic joy.

7

Seeing that Li Xiang and I couldn't live anymore, our little rich man came back satisfied, and after proposing to Fangfang, he took Fangfang out on a trip.

As soon as I heard that Li Xiang and I had been eating instant noodles for several days, we were going to take us to make up for it as soon as we came back, and we made an appointment with the small restaurant we often went to in the school food street. The small restaurant is not of high grade, but it tastes good and the price is cheap, so it is a place where you can let go of eating.

I rushed from the barber shop to the restaurant, and Zhou Yang kept saying that she wanted to meet more friends, so I brought her with me. Li Xiang, Fang Fang, and Satisfaction were already waiting for me, and they had a ghost idea when I was away.

Li Xiang said: "Satisfied, you are not here during this time, Xiaoxingyu was fascinated by a girl, and she paid for her heart and lungs." ”

Satisfied: "Oh, is this normal, why don't you find a girl to spend time when he's lonely!" ”

Li thought: "Later, we will get that girl drunk and let Star Domain take the opportunity to ...... him You know! ”

Satisfied: "Okay, good, but I don't know how to drink." ”

Li Xiang: "A girl's family, what is there to be afraid of!" ”

Satisfied: "Okay, that's it!" ”

Fang Fang frowned on the side and couldn't listen anymore, Fang Fang said: "It's not suitable, what's the reason!" ”

Satisfied: "Aren't they not together, can't let us star field wait for He Li to come back." ”

Li Xiang: "That's it! I gave 2,000 yuan, so I can't help but take advantage of it. ”

The more he spoke, the more unpleasant it became, and Fang Fang didn't bother to pay attention to them.

When I was eating, I wondered if the amount of alcohol on the top of the glass of satisfaction and Li Xiang actually wanted to drink, especially the satisfaction while showing off what he saw and heard on the way to travel, while constantly drinking, and he had to clink glasses with me or Zhou Yang. Zhou Yang is also bold, just do what he says, and he is not stage frightened at all.

I don't know how to drink, I really can't resist Li Xianghe's repeated attacks, and I fell down after a while. Then satisfaction is not good, and his last cowhide was stunned that he didn't blow it out. In the end, it was Li Xiang, who was originally going to find Zhou Yang to have another drink, but he ran to the bathroom to vomit unconscious when he got half of the cup. The three boys were defeated, only Zhou Yang was still unsatisfied, and he was fine, seeing that the three of us were not good, he drank two more bottles of beer to be enjoyable.

These are all what Fangfang told us the next day, and after finishing speaking, she specially ridiculed: "Isn't it just a girl's house, don't be afraid!" "Satisfied and Li Xiang have a big expression, I don't care, I have always broken the jar when it comes to drinking.

I never expected it!

I vaguely remember that after dinner that night, I was handed over to Zhou Yang, who stumbled all the way back to the small room of the barbershop. When I woke up, it was late at night, Zhou Yang was sitting at the head of the bed playing with her phone, and I was hugging her thighs.

It's already cold in the autumn night, and it's really comfortable to wrap yourself in a warm quilt and hug your girl's thighs. But in the dead of night, lonely men and widows, in the same room, I want more than just comfort.

I crawled along Zhou Yang's waist to her chest, raised my head and looked at him with sleepy eyes, she was still wearing a thin coat, her arms were a little cold, and when I got up, I slipped my ear with one hand and said gently: "Wake up?" ”

I nodded and said, "Well, aren't you cold?" ”

Zhou Yang: "It's cold! Isn't that afraid of waking you up? She said with her hand back from my ear and her finger tapping the tip of my nose.

I can't stand it! This is warmer than a bed.

I didn't make any more noise, just stared at Zhou Yang, and she also stared at me, very quiet, I could hear each other's breathing. Then I saw Zhou Yang biting his lip lightly, like a signal.

I lifted the quilt, wrapped Zhou Yang, one hand dishonestly burrowed into her thin clothes, the other hand slid along her arm to her shoulder, gently grasped her thin neck, and then probed her silky hair.

Yes, it was silky hair, unhindered.

And He Li has a scar in his hair.

All my movements stopped abruptly when I touched Zhou Yang's hair, and when I thought of He Li, I suddenly felt deeply guilty and repulsed by my actions. It was also at this moment that I found the answer buried in my heart, I love him, and when I love her, my little heart can no longer accommodate other people.

I sat up like a spring, slapped myself hard, and then threw the quilt to Zhou Yang, helped her cover it, arranged her hair, put a pillow on her pillow, and said sorry, good night, and goodbye.

I fled.

The evening lights on the long street, few pedestrians, and the cool breeze of early autumn blew, and I immediately felt excited, and my physiology gradually returned to normal, but my psychology had some irrepressible thoughts.

All of a sudden, I missed Ho Li. I miss her, I want to eat a bowl of clear water, I want to smoke a cigarette, and once the deep love in my heart is picked out, it will become a demand, and the root of the demand is love, habit, and the hidden thing that goes deep into the bone marrow.

I love what reason, love love.

Love! What a wonderful thing. Like eggs and tomatoes, hawthorn and rock candy, lenses and films, people have long been accustomed to it, and it is rare that someone a long time ago matched them together for the first time, and something as wonderful as love happened.

I love you, for the first time in more than twenty years, I'm so convinced. I have been very familiar with it for more than 20 years, eating, sleeping, drinking, walking, playing, watching beautiful women, picking noses...... Yes, it's not very exciting, but I've never found it boring, because now I'm going to add one more thing to it, and it's that it's made everything so wonderful before, and that's loving you. Loving you has long been a part of life, even if you pick your nose, you will also pick out a flavor.

Hehe, I laughed myself when it came to picking my nose. But love is like that!

"He Li, I love you!" I couldn't help but talk to myself. I'm not screaming in the street like a psychopath, I speak very low, I am very firm, I am reciting, I am acting, I have to be real, I have to be sensitive, because I wish He Li could be heard. After many rehearsals, I decided to give Ho Li a call, and I couldn't wait to tell her.

"Hey!" The phone was quickly connected, and on the other end was a voice I knew and missed.

Me: "What's the reason! ”

He Li: "You still know how to call me!" ”

"Hey, hey!" I smiled embarrassedly and said, "But, I found the answer!" ”

He Li: "Did you find it?" I found it a long time ago. ”

Me: "Then why don't you say it!" ”

He Li: "Don't you want to say such an important thing on the phone, I want to say it in front of you." ”

Me: "Then I'll go find you." ”

He Li: "Don't! This is the path I have chosen, let me finish it, and I must have a beginning and an end. "He Li is always so stubborn, stubborn and simple.

Me: "Then you should come back early." ”

He Li: "Soon, just finish some work on my side, and I will definitely come back before New Year's Day, wait for me." ”

Me: "Wait for you." ”

He Li: "How's it going?" ”

Me: "Okay, what about you?" ”

He Li: "It's good, too. ”

Me: "It can't be good, we need to be good, good, very good, very good!" ”

He Li: "Yes, the kind of good that is very good!" ”

After that, we turned on the phone and fell silent.

After a long time, He Li said: "Star Field, I miss you." ”

Me: "Me too." ”

The eyes are a sea, and there are always a few drops of water in this vast sea that see the other side, so there is a direction, and people call such a maverick few drops of water tears.

8

I really want to eat a bowl of clear water, cold and hungry.

The mobile phone had already chatted with He Li until it ran out of battery, and I trotted all the way to the food street, and when I arrived at the food street, it was already a lot of people.

It was too late, not only could I not eat clean water, but I also had to climb over the wall and go back to the bedroom.

I came to the school wall, and I had climbed it once before, when I was a freshman, and I was digging out to find the drunken Ho Li. I always feel that there is a big difference between going in and coming out over the wall, those who go out are going out with missions and goals, and those who come back are usually because there is no way, no one accompanies them, and a person is reluctant to open a room, and he is unwilling to stay up late in an Internet café, which is a bit of a king and a loser.

I am very familiar with this road over the wall, after all, I have seen a lot, and the door is clear!

There is always a lot of dew in autumn, I climbed up the wall, a slip fell directly from the wall, it seems that I still have to practice the true knowledge, just look at the fake tricks.

I've also seen a lot of people climb over the wall, and this one is the fastest, the most efficient, and the worst fall. Alas! Fortunately, I turned over, but fortunately I didn't fall outside the wall.

Someone upstairs laughed.

Watching people climb over the wall in the middle of the night, they should be very lonely.

The next day, when I woke up, it was already noon, and Zhou Yang left, leaving me only a WeChat message.

Zhou Yang said: "Since I left home, the journey has not been easy, you are a rare shining point in this journey, I am very happy to meet you." But the star field, my world, is as far as you.

I've always felt that I'm strong, but after you left last night, I was homesick, I missed that remote town, I missed my parents, I missed the person my aunt introduced, and he didn't seem to be bad.

I should go back, let's go back and have a look, going back doesn't mean that I decided to settle down in that small town for the rest of my life, it's just that when I came out for a walk and walked into this big world, I didn't find the freedom I wanted.

I think I'm just confused.

You were both drunk last night, Fangfang told me the story of you and He Li, you have always loved her, right? At least you should have figured out what you meant last night, so you have to thank me, haha.

And I secretly went to that Qingshuimen, and it was obviously delicious.

Thank you anyway, goodbye! ”

"Thank you" always means "goodbye".

I replied to Zhou Yang: "Have a safe journey." "I wanted to say something, but in the end I thought it would be better to keep it simple.

It's a pity, it's a pity, it's so sad, I didn't even mention the 2,000 yuan thing.