As soon as the little tail left, Song Qingyi's eyes dimmed, and my little heart was a little tugging.

"I heard Tang Jia say," he opened his mouth first.

I opened my mouth and only replied with one word: "Hmm." ”

I didn't dare to look at Song Qingyi's lost eyes, so I stared at my fingertips.

"Have you thought about it?"

I said, "Hmm. "Yes.

I saw that Song Qingyi didn't move, so I turned my head sideways to look at him, his head was slightly lowered, the hair on his forehead covered his eyebrows, and I slowly opened my mouth: "I'm also very confused now, during this time, my brain is very messy, I often think, what will happen if I insist on it at that time, if I don't marry Li Zhao?" If life can be repeated, I may be willing to be like Tang Jia, a person who has gone through hardships but still stands, although I keep saying that it is to keep Furun, but in fact, at that time, I was really afraid.

Our house was forcibly taken away by the court, my father's savings were frozen, I was still in school, I was worthless, I graduated from high school that year, I was afraid that other classmates would laugh at me, and I didn't even dare to contact them.

My sister-in-law was alone with Luo Kai at that time, and she had no financial resources, after I lived with Tang Jia, can you imagine? We even only eat two meals a day, and I was so hungry all day that I was so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back!

Later, I came down at the same time as Tang Jia's university admission, we had no money to go to school, Uncle Zhang said that he would pay for it, but Uncle Zhang was also impeached at that time, and he was invited to the bureau to drink tea and ask questions, and he was also scared! He also has a son and a wife who is sick all year round!

At that time, I basically couldn't see Tang Jia during the whole summer vacation, he worked three jobs a day, and he was tired to death.

Later, I chose to marry Li Zhao, I admit that I was afraid of a hard life, my father never let me suffer a little since I was a child, he did well in business at that time, and when I was in school, my classmates around me were carrying me to play.

Later, my dad fell off the horse, and I met my old classmates on the road and took a detour, I was so ugly, I couldn't stand the ups and downs overnight!

I broke up with you because I didn't want to live that kind of life anymore!

I don't want to eat the last meal without the next meal, I don't want to be pointed at behind my back, I don't want to rack my brains for tuition, I don't want to see Uncle Zhang and their future uncertain, and I don't want to see Tang Jia tired into a dog!!

So I surrendered to reality!!

Tang Jia is not wrong at all! I'm just selfish, spineless, and a wretch!! ”

My tears flowed into a piece, the more I spoke, the more excited I became, Song Qingyi's eyes were clear and deep like ancient springs, he held my hand and kept saying: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry"

I shook my head: "It has nothing to do with you, it's my own choice, you see, I made it like this today, didn't I do it myself?" ”

I looked at Song Qingyi, crying like a helpless child, his eyes were full of unbearable, he stood up and hugged me in his arms, and kept patting my back, I estimated that I might have been suffocated during this time, and suddenly lost control of my emotions and cried and said: "Actually, I was also shaken at the time, I was really shaken, before I got married, I was waiting for you, and at that time I said to myself, as long as you come to me, I won't fucking end it!" The ends of the earth will go with you! But you left without looking back! How can you bear to leave me? Song Qing translation! You keep saying you can't forget me! But how could you bear not to want me back then!! ”

Song Qingyi's voice was full of helplessness and sadness: "Wanwan" He wanted to speak several times and stopped, wanting to say something.

But I know that the sky can be replenished, the sea can be filled, the South Mountain can be moved, the sun and the moon have passed, and they cannot be chased.

While I was still immersed in the sad memories of the past!

"Bang" a sound suddenly appeared in my ears, I raised my head in shock, and saw Li Zhao standing at the door, he was standing like that, the black trench coat seemed to wrap his whole person, it looked so cold, and his dark and deep eyes were cold without a trace of emotion, like the Shura Satan Leaf Terminator, and my tears stopped abruptly.

Struggled out of Song Qingyi's arms in an instant, I wanted to call him, but the next second he turned around and left, without saying a word!

At that moment, my heart felt like it had been pulled alive, and I couldn't breathe in pain!

Since that day, Li Zhao has never come to see me again, and I have not explained the situation to him that day, but I have a hint of revenge in my heart!

I suddenly felt like the two of us were like fighters in the wrestling ring, holding on to each other, and neither of us bowing to anyone!

It's just that the flowers in the ward, someone will come to change them every day, but he won't appear again!

The little tail no longer laughed and twitched, sighing more frequently, my body was getting better day by day, but my spirit was sluggish day by day!

I would often stare at the flowers in the hospital room in a daze, and I would not say a word all day.

Since that day, after Li Zhao found out that I was hugging Song Qingyi, I asked him not to meet in the future, I saw Song Qingyi's forbearance expression, and said worriedly, we should all look forward.

I think no matter what, I have to give birth to this child, just like my own stubbornness, this energy caused me to be sluggish, but still eat a huge amount of food, in a short period of time, I actually gained fifteen pounds, and Tang Jia was shocked when he saw me again! Let me take it easy, don't finish giving birth, no man wants to look at me squarely!

I said in my heart that I should have seen that my men had been driven away by me, and who else would I have seen Nima!

In those days, I was like crazy, pestering the little tail to help me buy all kinds of relationships, and check whether the child in my belly was male or female, which was not difficult for the little tail, and soon found out that it was a girl!

The day I knew the news, probably the only day I had a smile in the hospital for so long, I think the other person should be happy, didn't he always want a daughter?

After returning to the ward again, I was struggling with whether to tell him whether to tell him that he was the child's father anyway, but I held my phone in a daze for 40 minutes, and I just didn't have the courage to call him!

When the little nurse came to check my temperature for a routine, she inadvertently said to me, "I saw your husband just now, why haven't you come up yet?" ”

I asked her where she saw it, and she said that it was downstairs in the examination room, and I immediately rushed out of the door, ignoring the little nurse's shouting!

I wonder if Li Zhao came to see me, but he couldn't save face, so he kept wandering downstairs, although this is not his style, but I just want to tell him at this time, you are about to have a daughter

I lay in the hospital for more than a month, after gaining more than a dozen pounds, I felt wheezing when I walked, and when I got to the third floor, I did electrocardiogram, B ultrasound, blood tests, etc. on this floor, I walked along the corridor and didn't see Li Zhao!

Just as I was about to leave, I suddenly looked back and caught a glimpse of a long-haired flowing back! Just like the first time I saw her that year, she sat quietly in the classroom, holding a paintbrush in her hand, looking like she was out of the dust, she was wearing a hospital gown, and the person who supported her was Li Zhao!

At that moment, my head exploded, and I suddenly felt a dizziness in front of me and slammed my body against the wall, and I heard someone next to me ask, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

I clutched my chest while desperately rushing out of the safe passage! I can't be found by them! I can't be seen by them how embarrassed I am at this moment!

I thought Li Zhao was coming to see me, I thought he hadn't come for so many days, because he was angry with Song Qingyi, or maybe he was really too busy!

I kept comforting myself like this, but I never expected that he finally came to the hospital, but he was accompanied by another woman!

Li Zhao is so ruthless, he is really ruthless, I have beaten him, scolded him, struggled, worked hard, hurt, and tore him

And he, casually walked into my heart, and quietly ruined me!

At that moment, I really realized that the little tail's sentence, when I fight with him, is especially entry-level!

A great pain gradually rose in my heart, and I needed to vent, and my clenched fists kept hitting the wall of the safe passage, again and again!

I bit my lip, my mouth filled with the cruel smell of rust, and I cried weakly in the stairwell!

Twenty minutes later, when I returned to the ward, Little Tail was standing anxiously in the aisle, and when he saw me, he ran over and asked me where I had died, and then he noticed that my face was wrong, and he suddenly took my hand and shouted to me, "What's the matter with my hand?" Why is it all blood? Tang Wan, where the did you go? I'm dying! ”

I stared at the little tail with vacant eyes, and my voice felt floating in the air: "Are you my good sister?" ”

Little Tail nodded solemnly.

I said helplessly, "Then can you help me?" Help me get out of here and find a way not to let Li Zhao find me! ”

"Why?"

"Promise me! If I continue to stay here and see him, I'm afraid the child won't be able to save it! ”

Through the pupils of the little tail, I saw myself for the first time like a lost dog!

Little Tail pulled me back to the ward in distress, and she said helplessly: "Look, this hospitalization, we didn't tell him, he found you in one night, I just hid you well, but the Shanghai market is so big, with his power here, it's too easy to find someone!" ”

I rushed into the bathroom in despair and vomited, I have been three months later, and the pregnancy reaction is gradually disappearing, but I don't know why, I still almost vomited out my internal organs!

Little Tail handed me a tissue in a panic, kept running it along my back, and said anxiously: "Okay, okay, I promise you, I'll take you away, take you away!" ”

After a long time, I straightened up and clutched my little tail tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw!

She said to me with a serious expression: "I am afraid that there are only two people around me who have the ability to let you not be discovered by Li Zhao!" One is Xu Ziyan, but I won't look for him, and he won't help you! And one more"

Little Tail frowned and looked at me vigilantly, and I asked her anxiously, "Who?" Do I know each other? ”