Chapter 52: The Hardest Days

After the dinner was over, back at the hotel, Fu Qiu was so tired that he collapsed on the sofa.

What Lin Junyuan saw today was only Fu Qiu's side after he recovered his health, how could he know everything Fu Qiu had experienced in the past three years.

That day in Meili Snow Mountain, if Yang Zhenhang hadn't rescued her, maybe Fu Qiu would have really disappeared from Lin Junyuan's world from that day on.

From then on, Fu Qiu began a long torment.

Fu Qiu was a little radical at first, and directly chose chemotherapy, but after a course of treatment, the whole person collapsed.

Seeing the hair on his head falling off a little bit, he kept vomiting after chemotherapy, and he couldn't eat anything, and Fu Qiu, who was already thin, was so thin that he was skinny.

She didn't dare to call her parents, for fear that they would be sad, and even more afraid that they would be worried, so she always lied to them that she was on a business trip abroad.

Yang Zhenhang saw that she couldn't stand it, and pulled her to transfer to the United States.

At this time, Fu Qiu was suddenly contacted by relevant experts in the United States, and he suggested that Fu Qiu should be treated conservatively, give Fu Qiu regular phone follow-up every month, and send Fu Qiu the best related drugs in the United States.

Fu Qiu finally saw a glimmer of hope, and her mind calmed down and she seriously implemented the treatment plan of the American expert.

Whenever Fu Qiu felt very uncomfortable, she couldn't help but think of Lin Junyuan, how much she hoped that he could be by her side at this time, then she would have more courage to face the illness.

When she thought of Lin Junyuan, she would look through his WeChat circle, and she was very scared every time she looked at it, because she was afraid of seeing him and her happy picture, and she was even more afraid of seeing his child born, but she couldn't help but wonder if he was doing well.

"ADA, ARE YOU GOING TO HIS WEDDING?" Zheng Minzhi came to see her in City B, and she couldn't help but ask again.

"Don't think about him anymore, forget about him! Fu Qiu, take good care of your illness, your body is more important than him. Zheng Minzhi did not attend Lin Junyuan's wedding, not because he didn't invite her, but because he didn't hold a wedding at all, and Zheng Minzhi didn't know if he and Xu Zixuan were married.

"ADA, I can't deceive my own heart, even if he gave up on me and maybe didn't love me at all, I still can't help but think about him and can't forget him. Am I useless? Fu Qiu, tormented by illness, became more vulnerable, and her tears kept falling onto the white sheets.

"She gave birth to a daughter." Zheng Minzhi had seen the photos posted by Xu Zixuan in the circle of friends, she didn't want to tell Fu Qiu, but seeing that she still couldn't forget Lin Junyuan, she wanted Fu Qiu to face the reality.

After listening to this, Fu Qiu lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.

"He must be very happy to be a father at last! He always hoped to have children early after getting married, which was also the expectation of his parents, and he did not disappoint them. After a long while, Fu Qiu suddenly looked up at the window, but his eyes were empty.

"But he's let you down. Fu Qiu, he has his happiness now, you should also have your happiness, forget about him completely! Don't hate him, because the more you hate, the more you can't forget, and I know this very well. ”

Hate...... Fu Qiu knew that she had never hated him, she could understand his choice, and she also hoped that he could be happy.

All she had was disappointment, lamenting that she was not lucky enough and had nothing to do with him.

Maybe she is the only one who still loves him at this time!

Since her disappearance, he has not called her or received a message or text message from him.

He should have forgotten about her a long time ago, and he must be living happily now.

Her disappearance may make him feel more relaxed, with no guilt and no regrets.

"I think this young man is good now, and he is very good to you......."

Zheng Minzhi kept talking, but Fu Qiu didn't listen to a word.

For a long time afterward, Fu Qiu pretended that he had forgotten Lin Junyuan, but he often woke up suddenly at night, and secretly cried again when he thought of Lin Junyuan.

Last year, Fu Qiu came to C City to participate in an event, and the hotel where the event was held was also holding another event at that time, and Lin Junyuan was one of the invited guests. Fu Qiu secretly sat in the corner, looking at the confident Lin Junyuan on the stage, Fu Qiu couldn't help but cry again. He was better off without her. She didn't dare let him see her, and she left quietly before he finished speaking.

To this day, Fu Qiudu still can't forget Lin Junyuan, she pretended to be strong when she saw Lin Junyuan during the day, but when she returned to the hotel at night, she collapsed again.

She thought that Lin Junyuan had forgotten her, it was different from what she imagined, but he still cared about her as much as he did three years ago, and the mature and steady Lin Junyuan even lost his temper in front of everyone.

He didn't love her, so why should he care so much about her?