I'm in the fugue, and I'm YY slashing so many demons with a thousand knives, and my phone rings.

I picked it up and saw that it was Zhang Jingchi who called me.

Suddenly I didn't know what to do with him, and I hesitated for a while before answering the phone.

Zhang Jingchi was on the phone, he was still talking to me in a very cowardly tone during this time, he was always afraid that three or two sentences would make me angry, and now it is no exception.

As soon as I put the microphone to my ear, I heard him say cautiously, "Orange, I've borrowed a book." Do you want to keep shopping? If you want to continue shopping, then you tell me where you are and I will walk with you? ”

I was there all of a sudden, and after more than ten seconds, I said, "I'm here in the southwest, and now I'm going to the lotus pond in the lower mountain lake." ”

Zhang Jingchi sighed, and he said, "I'll be there soon." ”

After I hung up the phone, I noticed that my palms were all sweaty.

With a heavy heart, I walked towards the side of the mountain lake below, and finally I was at the viewing platform, leaning against the guardrail and looking at the lush lotus pond.

Zhang Jingchi arrived soon.

He stood next to me, and he quickly accosted me and said, "Wait a month, the lotus flowers will bloom, let's come and see again, what do you think?" ”

My hands on the guardrail were all sweaty, I pretended to be too forced during this time, I couldn't turn back all at once, after thinking about it, I finally said: "Zhang Jingchi, let's talk about the breakup four years ago." ”

After I said this, I didn't even wait for him to talk, I quickly said: "A month before we broke up, when you came back from a business trip to Shanghai, I dug out a computer receipt from your clothes, and the catalog on it indicated that you bought a box of Durex.... ”

What I used to feel ashamed to talk about, I can now say without blushing and heartbeat, but I haven't had a chance to finish speaking, Zhang Jingchi immediately interrupted very depressedly: "What am I buying that for?" We don't need that! ”

The ones behind me, who found torn bags in his car, were all stuck in his throat.

If he didn't buy the things, then the torn bags in his car were naturally not lost by him.

Then Qiu Jialing and Gao Lin, who went on a business trip with him, anyone could do this.

I was thinking about it, Zhang Jingchi abruptly threw the book he was holding aside, he coldly helped me over to face him, he pressed my shoulders and said: "Orange, no matter how many illusions you have seen me cheating, but during the time I was with you, I never did anything to be sorry for you." ”

I met his gaze, and there was a lake crystal clear in his eyes, and I remembered what the doctor had said, that I should not bring up the mess of four years ago again, and I stared at him, and I said, word by word, "Neither do I." ”

Zhang Jingchi's hand was firmly pressed on my shoulder, and he said, "Orange, I really know it's wrong, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you that day, but I really didn't mean to." ”

My brow furrowed suddenly, and I couldn't help but ask, "Then why are you so angry with me?" ”

The corners of Zhang Jingchi's mouth moved, and he said for a while: "The night before we broke up, I was anxious at that time, I was so busy in the company that I lost my mobile phone, and finally found it back, and an unfamiliar number sent me a text message at three o'clock in the morning saying that you were ambiguous with Xu Zhiyong, and showed me a photo of you and Xu Zhiyong's behavior is very intimate, I called over and wanted to ask him why he wanted to slander you in the P picture, but the number pretended to be a ghost and didn't answer, and sent me a text message, saying that you were at Xu Zhiyong's house at that time, and I called you and kept turning off the phone, I was worried that something would happen to you, so I called Xu Zhiyong as a dead horse doctor, and he hinted to me that you are really in his house, and I ran to Xu Zhiyong's house to find someone in anger, but I didn't see your figure. But the next morning, I saw you coming out of Xu Zhiyong's house. At that time, I was tormented by worry and wanted to go up and ask why you did this to me, but I didn't have the courage, I was afraid that if I went up and asked, everything would be lost. I had no choice but to go home. ”

Zhang Jingchi paused, he looked at my expression cautiously, and saw that I was not unusual, and then he continued: "When I came home with my front foot, you called me with another number on your back foot, and you looked very concerned about me, at that time I was completely broken, and I felt that you were really unforgivable." When you got home, I saw you soaking wet, and I was in mixed moods, and I didn't know if I was still qualified to care about you. You said you saw me in the hospital, you knew I was sick, and you couldn't accept me like this. Of course, I knew at that time that I couldn't drag you down if I really couldn't cure you, but it made me sad that disgusting words came out of your mouth. I suddenly thought, are you going to Xu Zhiyong because I am like this, I am angry, annoyed, anxious, frustrated and frustrated, and my heart is like numbness, and my temper comes up all of a sudden. ”

After another pause, Zhang Jingchi focused all his eyes on my face, and he said: "After losing my temper with you and slamming the door and leaving, I ran to find Xu Zhiyong, he was verbose and ambiguous and didn't make his words clear, so I fought with him." I won, but I feel like I lost. Because you called me, you want to break up with me, and you still say that you are ashamed to fall in love with me. I wanted to make peace at that time, but my self-esteem didn't allow it, and I was afraid that you would continue to say that we would really break up, so I hung up the phone. After a few hours I thought, I'm a man, I have to take the initiative, but I called you to turn it off, and I went home to look for you, but you left, and then, I couldn't find it again. ”

Even if Zhang Jingchi said it lightly, I could see that his tightly knit brows were full of dark tides, and the doubts that had been in my heart for four years were finally solved, and I finally knew why people who have always been good-tempered were so angry at me.

My mind was like a mess, and I felt like we couldn't finish it in three days and three nights if we picked it up again.

After thinking about it, I suppressed all kinds of turbulence in my heart, and I finally looked at Zhang Jingchi's eyes frankly and said: "Whether you believe it or not, even if I can't explain to you why I appeared at Xu Zhiyong's house for two consecutive nights, but I, Li Cheng, was wholeheartedly on good terms with you Zhang Jingchi, and I didn't do anything to be sorry for you!" Moreover, I didn't know that you were sick at that time, Qiu Jialing didn't tell me that you were sick at all, she said she was pregnant, she said let me fulfill you, she said you don't love me, you love her, she said you only have responsibility for me, no love. She also said...."

Before I finished speaking, the corners of Zhang Jingchi's mouth twitched again, and he quickly interrupted me and said, "What does it matter to me that Qiu Jialing is pregnant!" I haven't even touched her fingers! Do I have the ability to talk to her and she can get pregnant! If I really have this ability, there are countless women who have spoken to me, and then wouldn't all the children on the street come and call me daddy! “

I was stunned for a moment, even after four years, when we talked about it again, the atmosphere was so calm, I saw that after a while I buried my head because my eyes were red, and I didn't want him to see my eyes red.

After a while, I said, "But, I really didn't think you loved me." ”

Zhang Jingchi's hand on my shoulder became more and more forceful, he seemed a little helpless, he asked, "Why do you think so?" I'll just say this, anyway, the night I met you again in Fujian, I had insomnia all night. ”

I sighed and buried my head deeper: "During the period when you were with me, you still kept the wedding photos with Qiu Jialing. ”

seemed to be even more helpless, Zhang Jingchi took a while before saying: "That wedding photo, I don't know if you believe it or not, it was taken when I had not had a serious conversation with Qiu Jialing." She came back to me at that time, saying that there was a foreigner who often harassed her, she lied to him that he didn't believe it when he got married, she asked me if I could help take a set of photos with her to coax him, I was really young and vigorous at that time, I thought it was nothing, so I went to shoot together, in short, I had a lot of fun that day, and then the photo was put there, I didn't care, where do I remember to deal with it. Later, I talked to Qiu Jialing seriously, we are not as good and sweet as you think, she quarrels with me three times a day, I am slow to answer the phone for a second, she can complain about me for a few days, she likes to receive gifts, I have to come up with a new one a week, she wants to be satisfied, it's okay, if she is not satisfied, she will lose her temper and not talk to me for a few weeks. Even if she didn't run away, we would have dispersed, I was young and vigorous at that time, and I didn't know how to tolerate people, and I often couldn't control my temper at that time. ”

I was a little surprised, but I still lowered my head, and I said, "But you were very evasive at that time, you never told me, I always felt that you were hiding, there must be a ghost in your heart." ”

Zhang Jingchi was anxious, he got down from my shoulder with one hand, he broke my face and looked at him directly, he said a little impatiently: "Li Cheng, you can't wronged people like this!" I'm a man, I'm going to have a relationship with a girl, I meet the next girl, I can't stop saying how bad my ex is and we broke up, then my character is worrying, do you dare to follow me? If I hadn't been wronged by you like this today, I wouldn't have told you this! ”

I was stunned again, not knowing what to say, so I sighed.

Zhang Jingchi was even more depressed, his face suddenly swelled with some strange looks, and after a while, he said: "That, that's it, I haven't happened to Qiu Jialing from beginning to end with anything like you think." ”

I didn't react at once, so I asked rhetorically, "What kind of thing?" ”

Rubbing his face unconsciously, Zhang Jingchi said: "I may just like the feeling of having a crush on her." When I talk to her, I don't even hold hands with her, we go everywhere side by side or one after the other, you know what I mean? ”

I nodded my head in understanding, and then I raised my wrist to look at the time, and when it was time for him to take the medicine, I jumped and said, "Go back, it's time for you to take the medicine." ”

After speaking, I took off Zhang Jingchi's hand, and I said, "Take the book, don't lose it, otherwise you will lose money to the school." ”

Zhang Jingchi obediently went to pick up the book.

I took the first step forward, and he quickly caught up, and he was very close to me, and he continued: "Orange, are we reconciled?" ”

I think it should be counted, but before I could speak, Zhang Jingchi continued, his tone was full of loss, but he still had to pretend to be relaxed and said: "It's okay, I'll continue to chase until the day you agree." ”

Even if I have a complete grass and mud horse complaining in my heart, stupid Zhang Jingchi, you don't give me a chance to speak, just say it yourself, what else can the concubine do, but I still feel that no matter how special I am pretentious, and if I pretend to be forced to continue, I can't help but close the door and beat myself to a broken bone.

After thinking about it, I put my paw in front of him, and I pretended to be casual and said, "My hands are a little tired, you can help me carry them." ”