Chapter 130: The Disguise of Happiness
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Lu Jiuqiao got my permission and went out to call someone, and after a while, Yan Fenglan and Yan Meina came in after him.
My attention was all on Yan Meina, and after a few months of not seeing her, she had become unrecognizable.
Although it is not as exaggerated as Yan Fenglan said that there is only one skin left, but it has really lost a lot of weight, the original ruddy cheeks have become miserable white, and the big eyes of the water spirit are also sunken in, looking a little fierce, the two hands are clenched and hanging down at the side, skinny, green tendons are exposed, and the wavy hair looks like a puff of withered grass, listlessly tied to the back of the head.
In short, the delicate Yan Meina of the past has completely disappeared, and in her place is a down-and-out girl.
At this time, she looked at me with no gratitude, no guilt, and even a faint hatred.
"Mina, speak!" Yan Fenglan saw that she was sluggish and nudged her, "Say sorry to Miss Xia." ”
Yan Mina was pushed two steps forward, her knees against the edge of my bed, and her eyes lowered.
"I'm sorry!" She said, "Miss Xia, I hurt you, please forgive me." ”
The voice was faint, without a hint of ups and downs.
"It's okay." I smiled lightly, "Although you caused me a car accident, but you yourself have been punished, I'm a person, I don't like to hold grudges, and I don't like to retaliate afterwards, I just hope that we will go our separate ways in the future, and no one will provoke anyone, okay?" ”
Yan Meina still lowered her eyes, as if she was asleep, and did not move.
"Say, promise Miss Xia." Yan Fenglan urged her again.
I found that since Yan Fenglan invited me to a meal and confided in me, her whole person has changed, and her previous arrogance and contempt are gone.
"Good!" Yan Meina was urged by her aunt to finally speak, "Thank you Miss Xia for your tolerance, I won't do this again in the future." ”
"Well, that's fine, everyone will talk about things, and they will be safe in the future." Yan Fenglan rushed in front of me and said, as if she was afraid that I would not be satisfied with Yan Meina's apology, so she came out to play a round, which is enough to show that her relationship with Yan Meina is really not ordinary.
Since she summed it up like this, I don't have anything to say, rather than talking about people who don't speculate and stand in one place embarrassed, it's better to serve tea and send off guests.
I leaned back and squinted.
Yan Fenglan sensed what I meant, and hurriedly pulled Yan Meina to leave.
"Miss Xia, then you can have a good rest!" She said, "I'll take Mina back to pack up and come back to see you in a few days." ”
"Okay, then you can go!" I said, "I happen to be sleepy, too." ”
"Let's go, I'll send you out." Lu Jiuqiao, who had not spoken, spoke.
Yan Fenglan and Yan Meina followed him again.
Having already walked out of the door, Yan Meina suddenly said again, "Auntie, you go downstairs first, I still have something to say to Miss Xia." ”
Lu Jiuqiao and Yan Fenglan glanced at each other, and the two went downstairs first.
Yan Mina walked back to my bed and smiled grimly at me.
"Xia Yuanqing!" She leaned over and whispered, "Don't think I'll let you go if I bow my head to you." ”
Well? I was startled, and looked up at her, and there was no one else present, and the hatred on her face was undisguised, and her eyes were red and she had a sinister smile, like a demon from hell.
I gasped and stepped back.
"Yan Meina, what do you want?" I said, "You have to make it clear that you are being punished not because of me, but because of your own bad heart, what I just said, every word I said, I really don't want to pursue you, and your aunt also said that you are a poor person, but if you don't know what to do, and you have to provoke me, then let me go!" ”
"Of course I'm coming." Yan Meina sneered, "Who wouldn't pretend to be a good person, who wouldn't be able to talk about a painless scene, do you think that if you understate a sentence that is irrelevant, we are really irrelevant?"
I used to hate you because you robbed my cousin, but now it's not just about my cousin, do you know what I've been through in it? ”
"What?" I looked at her expression that suddenly became sad, and suddenly I had a bad premonition, wasn't Yan Meina being held in solitary confinement, would she still be bullied.
"You'll never think ......," Yan Meina said, "the taste of being wheeled by three prison guards......"
"What?" I asked again, but my voice changed tone, how could it be, how could it be, how could a prison guard do such a thing?
"It can't be!" I shouted, "Prison guards are also policemen, and police are protectors ......"
"It's true that it's a policeman, but it's also a man, and you would never think of being ...... with handcuffs and shackles The feeling! Yan Meina gritted her teeth and said, "Xia Yuanqing, you remember to me that all the humiliation I have suffered is due to you, and in the future, I will pay you back a hundred times......
My mind was clouded, and I was overwhelmed by her words.
"Mina, why aren't you leaving?" Yan Meina was still threatening me, Lu Jiuqiao had already returned, and when she entered the door, she said, "Go quickly, your aunt is waiting down there!" ”
"Good!" Yan Meina lowered her eyebrows and said with a pleasant eye, and returned to her docile appearance, "Cousin, Miss Xia, I'm leaving." ”
After saying that, he didn't stay any longer, and soon left the ward.
I watched her figure disappear out of the window, and subconsciously clutched the quilt, terrified.
Yan Meina, how could she be ......
"What do you think?" Lu Jiuqiao said, sitting down next to the edge of the bed, I was frightened, and I hurriedly hid back, subconsciously thinking of him as a person who wanted to do wrong.
"What's wrong with you?" Lu Jiuqiao looked at me strangely, reached out to touch my forehead, and was slapped off by me.
"Go away and stay away from me!" I shouted uncontrollably, startling Lu Jiuqiao.
"Xia Yuanqing, what's wrong with you?" He became agitated, "Didn't Mina tell you something just now, don't believe her, she will sow discord......"
He thought that Yan Meina had said something to stir up our relationship.
If that's the case, I'd rather she just said something to sow discord than hear that kind of thing, I suddenly remembered a long time ago, back then, I was in the abandoned warehouse, I was tied up by Feng Yuan, and I used the handle of a knife to pierce my proud youth, with the youthful desire of a teenager. I want to dye my white dress......
"Ah~" I held my head and let out a scream, and my whole body trembled.
Lu Jiuqiao was frightened, and hurriedly leaned over, trying to hold me in his arms and comfort him, but I kicked him with both hands and feet, and he was not allowed to approach.
"Go away, you go away!" I screamed, like a madwoman, "I don't want you, I want time, time, I want time......"
At this moment, my mind is in chaos, and subconsciously, I only remember that time is a policeman, he has a gun, he can protect me, and I am safe with him.
Lu Jiuqiao was overwhelmed by my sudden madness, and hurriedly called Time according to my words.
But I suddenly remembered that it was the police who bullied Yan Meina, and screamed that he was not allowed to beat him.
"Don't, don't fight, don't fight, I don't want him to come......" I shouted madly, "I don't want you, you are all bad people, I want my mother, I want Lao Xu, I want Lao Xu......"
Lu Jiuqiao realized that my problem was serious, and no matter who I wanted, he directly rang the bell and called the doctor, who did not understand my sudden madness, and finally subdued me with a sedative.
I quickly lost consciousness and fell into a coma.
In the drowsiness, I saw the light again, and as I had done every time, my father's face appeared in the light, looking at me, and smiling so kindly.
"Dad!" I shouted to him and ran towards him, and he crouched down, stretched out his hands, caught me, and threw me high into the sky.
Oh, it turns out that this is when I was a kid.
"Niu Niu, Daddy's baby!" My dad put his arm around me and kissed my forehead, "My Niuniu, you must be the happiest little princess in the world, Dad will always protect you and won't let you get hurt." ”
Dad, you lied, you didn't protect me at all, you made me humiliated, you kept me away from home, and you displaced me......
My heart ached, and as soon as the picture turned, my dad changed his appearance again, he hugged me, and he was in tears.
"Niuniu, it's Daddy's incompetence, Daddy's uselessness, Daddy's failure to protect you......" He cried and said, "If it's possible, let Daddy replace your humiliation with death Daddy is willing to ......"
No, I don't want anyone to die for me, what I want is for everyone to live, whether they are happy or suffering, as long as they live, there is hope in life......
"So, Niuniu, Dad knows that you are the strongest, because you have a heart that yearns for light, Dad is gone, you have to live for Dad, live strongly, don't let anyone or anything knock you down, believe that suffering is a disguise of happiness......"
My dad smiled and pushed me away, pushing me towards the source of the golden light, while he himself turned and walked into the boundless darkness, and the moment he was swallowed by the darkness, I suddenly realized that he might never appear in my dreams again.
"Dad!" I called out to him, and my heart was torn apart.
The golden light vanished abruptly, and I fell into nothingness.
"The patient must have been traumatized in the past, and he must have been suddenly stimulated by something unpleasant just now......" a calm voice sounded in my ears.
"What should I do, can I still wake up?" Lu Jiuqiao's voice was anxious.
"I can wake up, don't worry, it's just that the effect of the sedative hasn't passed, and I'll wake up after that." "Remember, don't ask her what happened when you wake up, don't ask her what she remembers, she may forget it when she sleeps." ”
No, I won't forget, not only will I not forget, but I will remember it more clearly.
But what, the pain of the past, don't think that if you reoccupy my memory, I will definitely be defeated by you, Yan Meina, I also thank you, thank you for reminding me of the past, even if it is painful, I don't want to lose my memory, maybe your experience will turn into madness, but I want you to look at me, how to live freely in the suffering.
I opened my eyes forcefully, and stared openly at the worried gaze of the Nine Bridges.