003 Disappear automatically and don't get entangled
In the following nearly a week of sailing, he and I met more and more frequently, dined together, clubbed together, watched movies together, exercised together, and watched the sea together...... We became a 'temporary couple', accompanying each other and comforting each other on a pleasant date every day, and neither of us bothered with this 'abnormal' relationship, nor did we care about each other's backgrounds, as long as we were relaxed and comfortable together. And I, in this irresponsible indulgence with him, left behind all kinds of negative emotions about Chen Haiyang, about broken love, and about betrayal.
I thought that he was just like me, just thinking that it was an ambiguous game of 'having fun in time', but then something happened that confused me a little.
It was the evening of the seventh day of the voyage, and I went to see a play alone, and I met a man who happened to be a fan of the play, so I chatted with him for a long time, and the conversation was more speculative, and finally the man's eyes showed me something meaningful, and asked me for a phone number. I never thought of having anything to do with this person, but considering that the other party is still quite personable, it is not good to refuse directly. So, I took out my phone and prepared to write down his phone first, thinking that I would just go back and delete it.
However, as soon as I took out my phone, it was suddenly snatched away! I was so shocked to look back that it was Wei Lianheng who snatched my phone, only to see him holding his phone and walking towards the outside of the theater without saying a word, and his tall and cold back quickly disappeared at the door.
I hurried after him. When I came to the corridor outside, I couldn't see him anymore...... I was still in a hurry, looking around, and then running back to the end of the hallway, thinking that he had suddenly evaporated? I was about to go downstairs to look for him, but my eyes caught a glimpse of him leaning against a pillar next to me, with a cigarette in his mouth, looking at me with a blank face.
"What are you doing, give me back the phone!" I walked up to him and snatched the phone from his hand.
But he took advantage of the situation and squeezed my wrist a little tightly, "Bai Shen," he said in a low voice with warning, "Listen, I hate it very much when you talk to other men...... When those stinky men look at you more, I go crazy with jealousy. His voice was light and breezy, but his deep eyes were firmly pressed against me, and I felt that the weight of his words was not light.
I shook off his hand, scolded 'neurotic', and walked away with my phone.
That night I lost sleep, and the sound of the waves was only the sound of the waves.
I had his words over and over in my head, and his face, his voice, and the smell of his body...... Everything about him was unusually clear in my mind, and the night became clearer and clearer the darker. It was only in this quiet night that I dared to face my true heart, some embarrassed, some guilty, some depressed, and some soft...... Yes, I have expectations for the man named Wei Lianheng, I don't dislike him, I don't ...... at all Every time I see him, get close to him, and feel the breath on his body, my heart beats faster. So I fell into this ambiguous relationship with him in a daze, and as time went by, the deeper we got along, and I became more and more lost.
But for the next two days, he didn't take the initiative to look for me again, and he didn't appear anywhere I could see.
I picked up my phone over and over again, clicked on various apps aimlessly, but I was always unwilling to admit that my subconscious was waiting for his calls and text messages...... I went to the library, to the gym, to the bustling swimming pool, to the deck to listen to the chirping of seagulls, but instead of alleviating my bad mood, I became more and more depressed.
On the last night of the voyage, I was still tossing and turning in bed...... The moonlight shone in through the porthole, and the whole room was covered with a layer of silver, which made me even less sleepy. And his face, his 'disappearance' in the past two days, and the inexplicable relationship with him, have run thousands of times in my mind, and I am dizzy.
Finally, I made up my mind to sit up, put on my coat, and go out.
Most of the tourists fell asleep, and there was silence outside. I went around for more than ten minutes to come to Wei Lianheng's door, knocking on the door lightly...... In fact, he didn't have any expectations, after all, it was the middle of the night, and it was normal for him to fall asleep.
To my heart's content, the door soon opened, and he poked half of his head out. When he found out that it was me, he didn't react much, gave me a cold look, turned and went into the house, leaving the ajar door for me.
He lives in the top presidential suite on the cruise ship, with a room, a living room and a balcony, with the best view of the sea, and the interior decoration is super luxurious, and ordinary tourists really can't afford to buy tickets of this grade.
"You didn't sleep either?" I sat down on the sofa chair in the living room without restraint, and when I saw him, my heart lit up.
“…… What are you doing here? He folded his hands and sat casually on the handle of the chair opposite me, his posture was always cold, and he was so strange that he didn't seem to know me anymore.
"Come to your room to watch the moonlight with you, look at the moonlight tonight, isn't it romantic?" Although I already felt his rejection, I still didn't change my frivolity and chic in front of him.
He stared at me for a long time before he said quietly, "Bai Shenshen, do you often knock on men's doors in the middle of the night, like tonight?" ”
"......" I looked at him in disbelief.
He is really different from the other day, the eyes he looks at me have long lost the slightest tenderness, full of indifference, contempt, and disdain...... What's wrong?
"Heh," I was stabbed by his words, biting my lip, and pretending to be indifferent and mocking, "not very often, I am also divided, or I would not be interested in knocking on your door if you live in the best room on the cruise ship, and you have a Vacheron Constantin on your hand, and Armani." ”
Hearing this, he was really provoked by me, his brows were furrowed, his eyes were sharp, and his face was clouded...... After a long stalemate, he didn't attack me, but said, "You came just in time, I was also looking for you to tell you a word." ”
I shortened my breath and looked at him, "What's that?" ”
"My girlfriend has agreed to get back together with me, and the wedding date has been confirmed, and I will see you for the last time tonight. I hope that you will automatically disappear in my world after you get off the ship, and it is better not to get entangled, otherwise, there will be no good end. He said.
I choked instantly, as if I had fallen into an ice cellar, and my heart was cold, humiliated, painful, and all the bad feelings came to me, completely drowning me.
I clenched my fists and my fingers were about to dig into my flesh...... In the face of the contempt and ridicule in his eyes, I silently took a deep breath and warned myself to calm down, even if I lose, don't lose...... So I eased my emotions a little and pretended to be relaxed and returned, "Really? Congratulations to Mr. Wei, and I wish you a happy wedding in advance! Look at what you said, everyone is an adult, and it's just to have fun when you come out to play, how can I take it seriously, don't worry, I can afford this kind of game. ”
"That's it, goodbye! Oh no, never again! I couldn't care what he wanted to say, so I grabbed my bag and rushed out of the door like the wind!
When I got back to my room, my brain was like a slap in the face, and I was in a state of confusion and chaos. When I think of the ambiguous scenes with him these days, especially the kisses I have been kissed by him, and then I think of the humiliation he just had, I am unwilling, and I am tormented by all kinds of negative emotions.
I don't understand why I'm so uncomfortable.
We've only known each other for a week, and we've neither 'loved' nor 'slept', but when we're frustrated and lonely, we're just looking for each other to make a concoction, and we have to come back to reality after all.
Anyway, tonight's pot of dog blood really hurt my vitality. It is said that it is necessary to develop the habit of cleaning up the garbage regularly, including men. Obviously, Wei Lianheng has become the 'garbage' in my life. I took out my phone, flipped out his phone number, looked at it in a daze for two minutes, and finally dragged it into the blacklist.