251 I'm really sorry

It's only been a few seconds of waiting, but it's like I've lived a lifetime. Shen Mo answered my call, and a calm voice came out of the microphone: "Jingyan, I knew you would call me, and now you can finally stop acting." ”

"Why?" I asked.

Shen Mo smiled softly: "I did all this, I made the decision, you didn't know anything when you were unconscious, so these are what I imposed on you." I only understand you now, no one wants to live with another face and identity. It turns out that I was too arbitrary, I'm sorry. ”

"Now is not the time to say I'm sorry, if you expose this matter, Cheng Mo will definitely hold a grudge against you, he is a very vindictive person, and he won't just forget it." My tone was a little anxious.

Shen Mo was still smiling: "I will bear the consequences of what I do, you don't have to worry about so much." I know, you just got the kid back, okay. ”

After speaking, Shen Mo actually hung up my phone. Liu Yue looked at me holding up the phone like a fool, and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter?" ”

"He didn't say it, he just said that all this should have been borne by him, so he told the Cheng family about it in advance, and he had to bear all the responsibility, and he also knew that I was with the children." I say.

When I was on the phone, the children were watching from the car, and when I looked back, I saw the panic on their faces, and my heart tightened, and I secretly said: You shouldn't be so nervous in front of the children, they will be uneasy and afraid.

So I cleaned up my emotions, walked back to the car, and said to Xiaoru and Yueyue who were lying at the window: "My true identity has been told to Grandpa Cheng and Grandma Cheng, and now they are visiting their biological daughter in Hong Kong, in the cemetery, so we still need to go back to Hong Kong, are you willing to follow me, or wait for me in the imperial capital?" ”

After saying so much in one breath, I felt that I had made things clear and waited quietly for the children's reactions. Yueyue subconsciously held Xiao Ru's hand and said, "We will cause a lot of trouble if we follow you, and many adults are afraid of the trouble caused by children." ”

In the past few days, I already knew that Yueyue was deliberately probing my bottom line by causing trouble, so I didn't care, and immediately said: "I know, but I'm not afraid of trouble." ”

"After a long time, maybe you will be afraid." Yueyue's voice was a little low, and her face darkened.

"Yueyue, I know you don't believe me now, but there are some things I still have to say, no matter what, I am your biological mother, although I have never lived with you, but I love you in my heart. For various reasons, we met relatively late, but it does not affect my love for you. In the future, there will be a long time to prove this, and I will never think that you and Xiaoru will cause trouble. After I finished speaking, I gently touched Yueyue's head.

Now I am facing my own children and communicating with them softly, and my heart is filled with a very solid feeling. I can't help but think of Cheng Siyan and Guan Yunzhu, especially Guan Yunzhu. All mothers can understand the importance of children to mothers, and that feeling cannot be replaced by other feelings.

My hand slowed down for a moment, and I said to Liu Yue: "Let's go back, this time it's really bothering you." ”

As soon as my voice fell, Liu Yue's phone rang. She glanced at it with a wry smile and said, "It's my brother who urged me to go home, saying that I've been out for too long, and ......" She lowered her voice and sighed, "Let's go, I'll talk about it later." ”

I watched as she stopped talking, thinking that what was going to happen might not be appropriate for the children to hear, so I didn't ask.

We tossed for most of the day, and when we landed at the Hong Kong airport, we ran into Cheng Mo. It is also possible that he deliberately waited for us here, and when he saw me and Liu Yue coming out with the child, he twisted his eyebrows and said, "Why did you bring the child too?" ”

Before I could speak, Liu Yue took two quick steps and whispered to him: "Just recognize each other, we will separate, and we will not use the emotional cultivation in the future." ”

Cheng Mo didn't say anything more, but his brows kept twisting into a ball.

I know what he means, and now that I am taking my child to see Guan Yunzhu, it will undoubtedly magnify her pain of losing her daughter. But Liu Yue's insistence and I left him speechless and drove into the car by himself.

Cheng Mo should have arranged everything for Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan in Hong Kong, he drove the car to a hotel very easily, parked the car, turned his head to me sitting in the back, and said: "Wait a minute, don't talk yet, I don't know how they are now, the people who followed me told me that they were very calm, I always felt that this calmness made me a little flustered." ”

"Okay." I answered.

Cheng Mo walked in front, Liu Yue and I walked behind with our children, and when we were about to reach the elevator, Liu Yue suddenly saw a HΓ€agen-Dazs ice cream shop in the corner of the hotel lobby, and said to the two children in a very relaxed tone: "Do you want to eat ice cream, Mom will come down in a while, let's wait here, how about it?" ”

The children still looked at me worriedly, and this glance warmed my heart, and immediately said, "I'm fine, it shouldn't take long to come down." I have to apologize to Grandpa Cheng and Grandma Cheng for this. ”

The two children nodded and grabbed Liu Yue's outstretched hand.

I turned around and followed Cheng Mo, and suddenly heard Yueyue's voice: "You told Grandpa Cheng that you didn't mean it." ”

He cared about me, but he didn't want me to see it.

I turned around and gave him a reassuring smile and said, "Thank you, Yueyue, I'll make it clear." ”

As soon as I turned around, he immediately gathered his expression of concern, and his whole body became cold again, and his whole body exuded the momentum of acquaintances not to approach. I sighed in my heart, I want Yueyue to fully accept me, and I have a long way to go.

Cheng Mo knocked on the door, it was Cheng Siyan who opened the door, he raised his eyes and saw me standing beside Cheng Mo, sighed and then glanced behind him and said, "Ah Zhu, Xiao Mo and Ah Zi are here." ”

At such a time, he actually called me Ah Zi, which made my eyes hot.

When I walked in after Cheng Mo, Cheng Siyan whispered to me: "I already knew." ”

I didn't know what was going on, and after being startled, I raised my eyes to look at him, but he didn't look at me again, and walked directly to Guan Yunzhu's side. Guan Yunzhu was sitting on the bed wiping her tears, and when she saw us coming in, she looked up at me, and her tears flowed even more fiercely.

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry." I stood in front of them and apologized earnestly.

Cheng Siyan was just about to say something, but Guan Yunzhu took the first step to speak: "You are not my daughter, you don't need to call your mother in the future." ”

Her voice was cold, and she didn't look at me.

I felt sorry for her in my heart, and I didn't dare to say a word, so I stood on the spot. I'm afraid I'm the most embarrassing one in the room.

Cheng Siyan persuaded in a low voice: "Ah Zhu, in fact, she is also a victim. ”

Guan Yunzhu didn't raise her head, and said in a cold voice: "How did she suffer?" Now it's my daughter who is dead, not her! ”

Cheng Siyan didn't dare to speak anymore, Cheng Mo sat down beside her, pulled her waving arm and said, "Mom, it's been a long time, let's calm down." ”

"Go, go, you all go, don't let me see her, don't let me see her face. My daughter has been dead for years, and I don't even know ......," she said, and she suddenly lost her voice. I saw her eyes welling up with tears, her lips trembling, and she couldn't say a word.

"You go out first." Cheng Siyan whispered to me.

Without saying anything, I pushed open the door and walked out, the door closed behind me, and I heard a suppressed cry coming out. It was as if my heart was blocked by something, I couldn't say half a word, my eyes were sour, and tears flowed out of my disobedient eyes.

I stood at the door for a long time, not knowing when I should go in, just when I was at a loss for what to do, the door was pushed open from the inside, Cheng Mo walked out, his eyes were also red, and said to me: "You go and arrange for the children to live first, my mother's spirit is not good, and she is not calm, it is estimated that she will not be able to listen to anything in a short time, let's speak slowly." ”

I thought about it now, so I had to go downstairs first, and then book a suite to live with the children.

As soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw Yueyue sitting on the sofa looking at the elevator entrance, and when she met my eyes, she hurriedly avoided it, and then lowered her head and pretended to concentrate on eating ice cream. A little sunshine finally rose in my gray heart, and I felt that my whole body couldn't help but warm up, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but overflow with a smile, and I walked over slowly.

Liu Yue raised her head and asked for my opinion with her eyes, I shook my head at her and said, "Stay for a while and explain slowly." ”

Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan stayed in Hong Kong for three days, and would go to the cemetery to visit Cheng Zi every day. However, I know that the current Guan Yunzhu must find a channel to vent the anger and sadness in his heart, otherwise he will be sick.

I have always been sincere in admitting my mistakes, and I don't dare to say a word.

Cheng Mo told me that Cheng Siyan knew my identity, not him. But when asked how he knew, Cheng Siyan was tight-lipped. I thought about it, and I wasn't curious, which biological parents didn't understand their daughter's unknown little habits and characteristics, and it was normal to find clues.

On the fourth day, Cheng Mo and Cheng Siyan forcibly brought Guan Yunzhu back to the imperial capital, and I followed Liu Yuewei with the child. Stepping on the ground in the imperial capital, I breathed a sigh of relief. All this has finally come to an end.

My true identity has been revealed, so there is no way to continue living in the Cheng family. And I am in the imperial capital, and I am a person who has no land under me. Each suite is a wedding room prepared for us by Fang Jianguo's parents, and the second is Shen Mo's house, and then I lived in Cheng's house.

Now I'm myself again, but I don't even have a place to live.