"Knock" again, the door of the ward opened, Li Ziluo strode in, holding a list in his hand and saw Li Fan and asked her, "When did you come?" ”

Li Fan tugged at the corners of his mouth a little embarrassed.

I jumped out of bed and threw myself into Li Ziluo's arms and wept bitterly, crying out in grief: "Why is my life so miserable!" I'm not Lin Mei Mei, why did you say that I was so young! I knew I was going to give you a big fat boy, ahhhh

Li Ziluo tore me away, looked down at the dampness on his chest, and said with cold eyebrows: "If you want to have a child, it's not too late now, cure your illness first!" ”

I sniffed my nose and said, "It's not curable!" ”

Li Ziluo spread the report in front of me: "It's just a small adenomatous polyp, which can be controlled by medication in principle, but for the sake of insurance, I discussed with Professor Zhang that it is not a big deal to arrange a minimally invasive surgery to remove the polyp." ”

"Huh?" I looked at Li Ziluo stupidly, tears still hanging on my face, but the sudden news had made my brain have no time to react, and I was directly in a state of death. Oh my God!

Then she turned her head mechanically to Li Fan, and she shrugged her shoulders casually: "Didn't I say this yet, if you want to cry yourself, I will tell you not to be so pessimistic." ”

I swear, if the fruit knife hadn't been put away by Li Ziluo, I would have stabbed it now!

Nima's cliff is the worst I have been pitted by Li Fan!!

Li Ziluo put the list aside, glared at Li Fan, picked me up and put me on the bed, and said in a reproachful tone: "Can't you feel the cold on the ground?" Still standing! ”

I suddenly burst into tears and laughed, hooked Li Ziluo's neck and kissed him fiercely: "So, I won't die?" ”

He pulled my face: "You talk nonsense again, and when you get better, I'll let you get pregnant with a big fat boy!" ”

I suddenly felt that I didn't feel any pain anymore, and waved my hand with a hippie smile: "No, no, no, I'm still a child, how can I have a child, I'm talking and playing, hahaha"

Li Ziluo glanced at me with disgust, straightened up, Li Fan handed over what he didn't know in his hand to Li Ziluo and said to him: "Since Dabai is fine, you can go back to Rongcheng, I will take care of her here." ”

Li Ziluo opened the things, his face changed slightly, and he quickly closed up and leaned over to me, "Cultivate well, I will try my best to rush back." ”

I realized that it might be something important, and nodded to him without pretentiousness.

After Li Ziluo left, although it was not a terminal illness, but after all, it was an operation, for me who had not used the knife, in the end I was still afraid, the fourth day after Li Ziluo left, I was scheduled for surgery at nine o'clock in the morning, I thought Li Ziluo could come back the night before, but in the morning he still did not come back!

I grabbed Li Fan's hand and asked her worriedly, "What did Li Ziluo do when he went back?" ”

Li Fan said that the old man asked him to go back, and she didn't know the specifics.

At half past eight, a nurse came in to change me into a surgical gown, and then pushed me out of the ward, my stiff body kept shaking, my lips trembled, and tears were in my eyes desperately not to let it flow!

But in the end, I didn't wait for him, until I was pushed into the operating room, and Li Ziluo couldn't come back!

I grabbed the white sheets blankly, my mind was full of his long and straight figure, impeccable silhouette, gradually turned into a small figure, standing alone at the door of the orphanage, my heart seemed to be murmuring, I suddenly shouted: "Wait a minute! Give me two minutes! ”

Then I hurriedly found shou ji and typed down a text message: I forgot what I said that day, what I said to you on the rooftop! If I really have an accident! You must not be alone, you must find someone who loves you more than me!

Putting down shou ji, I was carried onto the operating table, and the overly dazzling surgical light made people very nervous, but with the injection of anesthesia, I quickly lost consciousness

I felt a white color in front of me, like staring at the sun for a long time after the pupils could not focus the light, gradually, I began to see some pictures, a red stigma, Western flower decoration of the high gatehouse, like a camera of dian ying, I then moved to the door, a little girl in a blue cloth dress turned her back to me to smell something, but quickly threw it down and said in a firm tone: "No! ”

Not far away, a small servant bent down resignedly: "According to your orders, the medicinal materials are exactly the same!" ”

The little girl took the bag of medicine and threw it in front of the little girl: "The medicinal materials are good, but the altitude at which Dendrobium grows is not right, I want Dendrobium officinale that grows on rocks at an altitude of 3,000 altitudes. Take! Find it for me! ”

The little girl trembled with fright, the little girl turned her face sideways, the immature smile seemed familiar, she greeted a tall man, the man took her into his arms, caressing her bulging belly, I found out that the little girl was actually pregnant, I tried to see the man's appearance, but the eyes were white again.

I smelled the smell of disinfectant water, gradually opened my eyes, and suddenly felt like I was reborn, the warm sun outside the window shone obliquely into the house, Li Ziluo sat by the window and looked at shou ji, the reflection of the orange branches floated on his side face, I looked at him quietly for a while and whispered: "I had a dream." ”

He put down his shou ji and looked at me, then walked to the bedside, and then called the nurse, and I didn't continue.

The nurse briefly examined me, but my eyes kept trying to keep open, looking at Li Ziluo, and weakly opened her mouth to say a few words: When did you come back?

But he didn't make a sound, but he understood, walked up to me and said to me, "You just entered the operating room, and I've been outside." ”

I smiled and closed my eyes

Although it was a minor operation, the wound was still very painful after the anesthetic, and the first night was very difficult, Li Ziluo almost didn't sleep with me all night, and I couldn't sleep because of the pain, so he didn't say a word to distract me.

Then he suddenly asked me, "Why did you change your mind before you went to the operating room?" ”

I knew that he was asking about the text message, so I slowly raised my hand and patted the position next to me, the bed was very big, he lay up, I had difficulty trying to lean into his arms, but the wound was so painful that I couldn't move, Li Ziluo stretched out his long arm and took my body into his arms, I raised my head slightly and said to him: "I've been thinking, I'm an ordinary girl, why did God put me next to you, until then I figured it out, God sent me to love you." ”

He lowered his head, his dark eyes slid over my cheeks, I tried to raise my hand to touch his face, he held my hand in the big palm, I frowned and said to him, "Li Fan told me about what happened after you entered the Li family." You say you don't want to hear about me from anyone! But how have you ever told me about you, do you know how uncomfortable I am after listening to what Li Fan told me? Li Ziluo, how many secrets do you still have? ”

I leaned my head down against his chest and said in a soft voice, "I'm not as fragile as you think, I don't want to stand behind you forever and look at you from afar, I also want to go to you and know what you're all about." ”

I looked up at him fixedly, and he looked at me for a moment, neither of us spoke, and so we played in secret, until a flash of emotion flashed in his eyes, as if he had finally lowered the high wall, and pressed my head against his chest, and his voice was as slow and distant as flowing water, telling the story of the long past.

"I don't remember what city my home is in, but I just remember that there are a lot of reliefs in my home, and there is a plant relief on the lintel of my room, which is very exquisite, and I still remember what it looks like.

On the day of my third birthday, my parents held a very grand birthday party for me, there were many people in the house, and they didn't go out until very late, I got up early, and at night my dad suddenly broke into my room, picked me up and jumped down from the window, he covered my mouth and hid in the weeds, I saw in the living room, my mother was lying on the ground covered in blood, and her clothes were all stripped naked! ”

My shocked heart sank suddenly, Li Ziluo stopped, I wanted to look up to see him, but he imprisoned me on his chest and didn't let me see his expression.

His heart was beating so fast, and now that I think about it, it's probably like a nightmare!

After a long time, he continued: "After the group left, my dad fled from the backyard with me, called a car and reported an unfamiliar address, until I got in the car, I saw that my dad was also full of blood, I was very scared at that time, my dad patted my back hard, and told me that there has never been a herb in the world that can cure cowardice!"

The car drove for a long time before it stopped, and my dad led me out of the car with great difficulty, into a dilapidated alley, and I now recall how strong his will must have been to hold on all the way to the field and hand me over to his friend in the case of excessive blood loss, and only then did my dad fall down and never get up again.

The uncle dug a pit behind the house and simply buried my dad, he was very gambling, the house was smoky, and he often forgot to feed me, and sometimes I got up in the middle of the night and saw him and a few friends injecting with needles. ”

I covered my mouth and asked in disbelief, "Is it a drug?" ”

Li Ziluo wrapped me very tightly: "Well, fortunately, I didn't know at that time, but I just didn't understand that they often fought because they were too big."

I followed him for less than two months, and he sold me to a couple because of the tight money, the couple were workers in a nearby textile factory, very simple, very good to me, both honest people, raised me as his own child, although the living conditions were difficult at that time, but finally settled down!

I lived with them for a year, but I didn't expect that someone would still look for Shang Men, and my adoptive mother carried me into a vat and told me not to come out no matter what happened or what I heard!

I hid in the vat, I heard the miserable screams of the couple, I kept telling my adoptive mother, don't come out, hid all night, until I was really hungry and couldn't do it, I quietly opened the lid, and the adoptive parents had already been killed!

I found the uncle's house again from memory, and that morning he had not yet woken up, and was startled to see me, and I told him that his adoptive parents had been killed, and he suddenly woke up, put on his clothes, and dragged me to stop a taxi, and the car drove for a long time, until there were no buildings or trees around, and finally came to an orphanage.

When the uncle was leaving, he told me that I must let myself be adopted as soon as possible, and that it is best to find a rich family, and the richer the better!

I haven't seen him since.

Not long after I entered the orphanage, the government wanted to requisition the land, the orphanage was forced to disband, and our group of children were scattered and sent to several orphanages, so I came to Rongcheng, and later, I met Sun Hongshan and Li Zhen. ”

Li Ziluo briefly finished talking about what happened to him before entering Li's house, with a steady tone, I couldn't hear any waves, and my heart was already turbulent!

No wonder, Li Fan said that he was not as calm as a six-year-old child after entering the Li family, no wonder, he has been forbearant since he was a child, and his personality is indifferent, a child so young, after seeing his biological parents leave him, he was forced to accept the death of his adoptive parents, he did not go crazy, and he can become what he is today step by step, it is a miracle!

Maybe it was too shocking, I didn't even feel the pain of the wound, I just felt that the pain in my heart was greater than everything!

Looking at Li Ziluo's faint appearance, I realized that the story does not need to be told by people, what we can do is to hide the secret, and then become stronger step by step, until we are no longer afraid of any secrets!