Chapter 201: What kind of service
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"What's the bad news?" My drowsiness woke up in an instant, and my heart was lifted.
"That's right, Miss Xia." Xiao He said, "The results of the experts are out, your mother ......"
"Wait a minute, wait a minute, you wait a minute!" I hurriedly called out to her, "You let me slow down, let me slow first, I'm afraid I won't be able to stand it." ”
Xiao He was very cooperative, gave me half a minute, I got out of bed, drank some water, paced back and forth, sat back on the bed, felt better, and said, "Okay, you say!" ”
"That's right, Miss Xia." Xiao He said again, "The results of the experts are out, but the conclusion is very bad, your mother and she may be permanently stupid and cannot recover!" ”
Something was crumbling inside me.
Even though I had expected such an outcome in advance, at first glance, I still couldn't accept it.
"How is that possible?" I said, a little emotional, "Although my mother has always been wooden, she is much better than other patients, she is quiet, except for crying when she sees people, there is no sign of madness at all, how can she not recover?" ”
"Uh, that, Miss Xia, don't get excited, listen to me." Xiao He hurriedly persuaded me, "I understand all the situations you said, and I can understand your heart, but this is the case, the experts do say so, they say, the more crazy and hysterical, the more hopeful, it means that they still have desires in their hearts, and your mother is like this, the reason why she is so quiet is that her heart is dead, her heart is dead, and no one can save her!" ”
The heart is dead?
I slowly put down the phone, despair filling my heart like water.
The heart is dead, so it can't be saved! How desperate!
How did her heart die?
Is it because the man she loves is dead?
But is her heart, her life just for that man?
What am I? Can't I be her faith in life?
What is Zhou Ziwei? Didn't she hang the same jade as him every year, and if this couldn't be her support, what was the use of hanging it?
And my summer, my little treasure, all of us who have her blood combined, can't we be worth a man in her heart?
I don't believe it!
I also like Lu Jiuqiao, I love him, and I love him very deeply, but if an accident comes and he leaves, I ask myself, I will never leave Xia and Xiaobao, I just grit my teeth and hold on, and I will hold on until they get married and start a business, until they can live well without me.
Yes, that's right, Zhou Ziwei and I are not bad now, but how bleak a life without mother's love is!
Why did she abandon us all because of a man, even though that man was my father, but so what?
I hate her!
I threw away my phone, and I couldn't wait to rush to her right now, grabbed her neck and asked her, can she really not live without a man?
If you don't live, don't live, why be a living dead, let my hope day after day turn into disappointment, it's so annoying, ahhhhh
I sulked alone in my room, and I didn't go out until dinner time, when Lao Xu came to call me.
In the face of them, I had to put away my emotions and pretend to eat as if nothing had happened.
Halfway through the meal, Lu Jiuqiao came back, and with him joining, the summer became very active, and the chatter of a meal kept going, which washed away my depression.
After dinner, Lu Jiuqiao and Yan Fenglan accompanied Xia to play in the living room, and Lao Xu called me to her room.
"Tell me, why are you unhappy?" She closed the door and asked me.
I was taken aback, even Lu Jiuqiao didn't notice my emotions, how could she see it?
"It's not much, it's just tired, and it's been very easy to get tired lately." I said.
"That's how pregnancy should be." Lao Xu said, "But that's not what I'm going to ask, you know." ”
"Okay!" I sighed, pulled her to sit down on the edge of the bed, and said, "I'm really unhappy, because my mom was diagnosed by the expert team today, saying that she can't recover." ”
"Really, that's terrible." Lao Xu was also surprised and said, "But Yuanqing, didn't you prepare for this a long time ago, why can't you accept it now?" ”
I don't know why, I really wanted to open it before, and I have told Lao Xu countless times that even if my mother will never get better, I will accept it calmly and raise her for the rest of my life.
However, when the truth came, I was still quite devastated.
Maybe I'm pregnant and more sensitive, maybe it's because I'm very sweet with Lu Jiuqiao, maybe it's because of Zhou Ziwei's appearance, which makes my mentality change differently than before.
I long for her to come to her senses, to feel my happiness with the eyes and hearts of normal people, to bless me, and to hope that she can come to her senses, even if it is to give Zhou Ziwei a day of love.
He is so lacking in love!
"You're just too perfectionist." Lao Xu said, "You hope that your world is free of regrets, your parents are alive, your brothers are harmonious, your children are around your knees, and everyone lives happily together and never separates."
However, this world is inherently imperfect, there are always births, old age, sickness, death, and accidents, and there are always people who will be absent, and this has been the case for thousands of years.
Think about it, as far as we all know, who has no regrets, maybe a life without regrets is also a kind of regret! ”
Is that so?
I think about the people around me, Zhou Ziheng is sick, Lao Xu can't have children, Zhou Ziwei lacks maternal love, time can't get me, Lu Jiuqiao is radiant, but he lost his parents since he was a child, Lu Yifan is very spoiled, but he has a murderer's father, and even the innocent summer has lacked three years of father's love......
No one has no regrets, everyone's life is not perfect, so I shouldn't force it, right?
Moreover, there is nothing that can be achieved by me.
"Forget it, so be it, what if you are unwilling?" I leaned on Lao Xu's shoulder and said resignedly, "I don't force those who can't ask for it, as long as you can be okay all the time, it's enough." ”
"Not necessarily." Lao Xu said, "It's not that I hit you, but I want you to recognize the world, you are a mother, and you must learn to face all the unknowns bravely." ”
"Okay, I know, I know all about it, but what if you all have it?" I said half-coquettishly.
"You!" Lao Xu expressed helplessness, "How do I feel, you will compete with Xiaobao for favor in the future?" ”
"Then she can't compete with me!" I smirked, "I have a lot of means!" ”
"Get out!" Lao Xu pushed me angrily, "Go back to Lu Jiuqiao and be coquettish, I can't stand you!" ”
"If you can't stand it, you have to bear it, who made you unlucky to know me!" I laughed, and the gloom in my heart dissipated.
It's good to have girlfriends, I really don't understand where the girlfriends who snatch their good friends and husbands at every turn come from, anyway, my Lao Xu is the best girlfriend in the world.
Lao Xu relieved my heart, I went back to my bedroom, and when I told Lu Jiuqiao the news again, I was not so sad in my heart.
"So?" Lu Jiuqiao said, "Why don't you look sad at all?" ”
"What's there to be sad about, I've been ready for it in the morning." I said, "I just don't know, how to tell Zhou Ziwei now, my mother and I have at least more than ten years of memories, and he doesn't have a day." ”
"That can't be helped, life is always full of regrets." Lu Jiuqiao said, it was the same as what Lao Xu said.
"Don't worry, men are very tolerant." Lu Jiuqiao comforted me again, "And compared with not being cured and not being found, I don't know how many times better." ”
"You don't have a backache when you stand and talk." I said, "Then it's up to you to tell him the news." ”
"I'll tell, I'll tell." Lu Jiuqiao said, "If you want to be an ordinary person, it's still my eldest brother!" ”
I laughed at what I said.
"Then you call your eldest brother, and I'll go take a bath." I said.
"Take a bath?" When Lu Jiuqiao heard this, his eyes lit up, "Let's wash together!" ”
"Come less!" I pushed him away, "Don't try to take advantage of me. ”
"I'm just afraid you'll slip." Lu Jiuqiao said with a straight face, "How can I be such a pure person to do such a cheap thing!" ”
"Whew! Ghost believes! I chirped, bothering to pay attention to him, and got up and walked to the bath.
"Look, look, why don't you trust people?" Lu Jiuqiao followed me and said, "Facts speak louder than words, and I want to prove my innocence with practical actions." ”
I want to kick him to death, you have made two children, what innocence can you have?
But he's been getting dead lately, and no matter how much I refuse, he still followed me to the bathroom.
"Madam, welcome to Bathing City, what kind of service do you need?" Lu Jiuqiao closed the door, immediately showed his true colors as a hungry wolf, leaned against the door, and smiled at me.
"No need for service, let's get out!" I said angrily.
"That's not going to work, our service is bundled." Lu Jiuqiao said, grabbing the end of the towel with one hand and walking towards me, "Do you want to tie or do you want to tie?" ”
"I want to drench you!" I turned on the shower head and sprayed it at him.
"Okay, it's really the most poisonous woman's heart, so don't blame me for being unkind!" Lu Jiuqiao said with a cruel smile, approaching me against the water column and tearing off the wet clothes on my body.
"Ah, Lu Jiuqiao, you bastard, what do you want to do?" I slapped him and shouted.
"Take a shower!" Lu Jiuqiao said with a serious face, "Are you washing your clothes?" ”
As soon as I thought about it, I didn't say anything, but then he took off his clothes, revealing his muscles and waist.
"Hey, what are you taking off when I take a shower?" I shouted again.
"Because...... It's wet! Lu Jiuqiao licked the drops of water on his lips and said coquettishly, "Don't you know, it's easy to catch a cold when you wear wet clothes." ”