Chapter 9: A very death-seeking move
I think I've done something very dying!
I remember when Li Ziluo first brought me back to Rongcheng, I was afraid of everything when I saw it, he sent me to an aristocratic school, and my crappy accent was quickly rejected and squeezed by my classmates, and I gradually began to dare not contact people, became more and more autistic, and lost weight within a month.
Later, Li Ziluo took me home and taught me homework in person, at that time I was not adaptable to the surrounding environment, often had a high fever, and frequently woke up at night, fragile like a mud doll, he only accompanied me all night long, many times at night my little body curled up in his arms and said to him: "I miss home." ”
He would tell me with a glint in his eyes that I couldn't read, "This is your home." ”
Gradually, I became more and more dependent on Li Ziluo, and even at one point I couldn't sleep when he didn't accompany me at night.
It seems like when? It should be after the age of 15, he suddenly stopped coming into my room, sometimes I was spoiled by him or something, he would reprimand me very seriously, let me stay away from him, and after that, he stopped letting me touch him.
So much so that I kissed him, basically risking my life!
However, when my body fell, Li Ziluo stepped aside, and my face fell firmly on the pillow, and I suddenly felt like!
He said to me with a calm face: "Get out!" ”
My heart was about to explode nervously, and I ran out, and there were a bunch of friends holding mobile phones standing at the door, laughing so much that I was about to fall to the ground!
Wen Qing said excitedly: "Run, his uncle is going to kill someone!" ”
“……”
So that night, after Wen Qing and the others left, I didn't dare to go into the room to provoke Li Ziluo!
I'm still not sure if Li Ziluo is still blaming me, I think, after all, I can't let go, otherwise, he wouldn't be so cold to me.
I was lying on the couch looking at the slightly yellowed ceiling and couldn't sleep!
Time is such an amazing thing!
The fire that year took Lu Qianyu's life, and I also forced Liu Xiao, the woman who almost became Li Ziluo's wife!
Li Ziluo's patience with me has finally reached its limit, and he is completely unwilling to face me!
Then I had to climb up to the balcony alive and jump off! After disappearing for two months, he finally came back! The blank and cruel eyes looked at me for a moment: "You either jump down immediately, or walk down for myself!" ”
I admit that I didn't have the courage to jump, but then he kicked open the door of the room and dragged me off the balcony, anger filling his chest, and he threw me on the couch behind him, staring at me with fiery eyes: "Have you been crazy enough for a few months?" ”
I stared at him with tears in my eyes: "No! I didn't make enough of it! ”
"Get out of here if you haven't made enough trouble!"
That was the first time I saw Li Ziluo looking at me coldly, and I knew that he didn't want to see me again because of Liu Xiao's matter!
I got up and ran out, the winter snow covered my ankles, I don't know how long I ran, until it got dark, I was so cold that I curled up in the alley shivering, at that time, I had only one belief, I wanted to go home, back to the mountains, back to my parents and brother!
Finally, when I was unconscious, I was targeted by a few thugs, I barely got up and wanted to run, but it was too late, they dragged me into the depths of the alley, dirty hands came towards my body, and my painful wails were drowned in the palms of their hands...