"Milk" "Milk" laughed, "I'm in a dark place, I can't walk to the end, but I can hear your voice." -79-" She tilted her head to look next door, "That person died?" ”

I nodded.

'Milk' 'Milk' had no expression on his face, and even his eyes didn't change, and he said to me after a while: "In vain, birth, old age, sickness and death are natural laws, if 'milk' and 'milk' are gone, you must not be uncomfortable, because 'milk' and 'milk' are not painful, but go to see your grandfather and your parents, this is a good thing, you know?" I've lived to this age, and I'm content. After your parents left, if it weren't for you, I would have gone with them, and all these years are actually the virtues I accumulated in my previous life, which I earned. In vain, you promised 'milk' and 'milk', if 'milk' and 'milk' are gone, don't you cry? From childhood to adulthood, 'milk' and 'milk' are the last thing they want to see me cry in vain, in vain, you have to promise 'milk' and 'milk'! ”

I was so uncomfortable that I tried to hold back my tears and nodded desperately to reassure her.

"I didn't worry about you before, but now you have Xiaofu to take care of, he is a good boy, he won't wronged you, don't make Xiaofu in the future, be good with Xiaofu, he promised 'milk' and 'milk', he will take good care of you." Milk, "milk" will not be wrong to see people, "milk" and "milk" believe him. ”

After all, the tears couldn't help it, flowing down the face, "milk" and "milk" looked at me, with infinite reluctance in their eyes, but they were saying: "Baibai, don't cry, you are happy, 'milk' and 'milk' are to find your grandfather and your parents to reunite, we will bless our vain, in vain to be healthy, safe, and happy, but 'milk' and 'milk' can't see that they get married and have children in vain, and they still have some regrets in their hearts." ”

"'Milk' 'Milk' ......" After shouting two, I immediately couldn't cry.

"'Milk' 'Milk' is really happy......"

I looked at her and found that her face was flushed little by little, and it was really a little weird in the scene at this time, and my heart ached, and I finally accepted the doctor's statement that I was back to light.

Feeding 'Milk' and 'Milk' some water, he asked, "'Milk' 'Milk', do you want to sleep?" ”

"Don't sleep, I'll talk to you for a while." 'Milk' 'Milk' paused after speaking, and suddenly looked at the 'door'.

I was a little stunned and asked her, "What's wrong?" ”

'Milk' 'Milk' smiled, squeezed my hand and said, "White, go and move the stool to the other side." ”

I didn't know why, but the 'milk' and 'milk' were very persistent, so I had to get up and move a stool and put it on the other side of the 'bed', and the 'milk' and 'milk' were satisfied, and suddenly said: "You sit for a while, and I'll talk to you for a while." ”

Because of these words, the whole person suddenly became cold, and that chill really came out of the soles of his feet, and the warm blood in his veins seemed to be slowly cooling. There was only me and 'Grandma' and 'Milk' in the ward of the quadruple room, and the light was miserable and cold, and it was really impossible to say that I was not afraid.

I'm actually not a very 'superstitious' person, but now the reaction of 'milk' and 'milk' makes me a little reluctant to believe these things.

'Milk' 'Milk' seemed to sense my fear and clapped my hands, "Don't be afraid, it's your grandfather who has come to pick me up." ”

My mind was empty, I looked at the empty stool opposite, and shouted stupidly, "Grandpa." ”

'Milk' smiled and said to the empty stool, "Look at you stupid old man." ”

I was numb, a little stiff but trembling slightly.

'Milk' 'Milk' began to talk about my childhood, as if I was talking about family life, and as if I was talking to myself, I felt the weak body temperature of 'milk' and 'milk', and the trembling heart suddenly slowly calmed down. What are you afraid of? Regardless of whether there are ghosts in this matter, as long as I am an upright and kind person, I will always be blessed, not to mention that it is my relative, my grandfather who loved me before.

After babbling for a while, coupled with the reaction of 'milk' and 'milk', I was really neither afraid nor so difficult to accept just now.

"Milk" "Milk" said: "Old age and death are also a blessing." ”

Compared with the pain and suffering of some old people, the appearance of 'milk' and 'milk' may really be a blessing.

'Milk' 'Milk' was left the next afternoon, very calm and serene.

After the nurse unplugged the various tubes on the 'milk' and 'milk', she said "condolences" to me, I nodded and said, "Can I stay a little longer?" ”

The nurse was used to seeing birth, old age, sickness and death, but she was not numb, and after going out, she helped me gently open the 'door'.

I put my face in the palm of my hand and closed my eyes.

After a while, I felt someone walk in, I thought it was a nurse, and didn't look up.

The footsteps were approaching, there was an extra hand on my shoulder, I looked up, he reached out to hug me, I ducked back, "I have dirty ...... on my body"

Fu Lingye hugged me and stroked my hair one by one.

A few minutes later, I watched Fu Lingye say to 'milk' and 'milk': "'milk' and 'milk', let's go." "Then I covered the 'milk' and 'milk' with a quilt.

The aftermath of 'milk' and 'milk' is almost all Fu Lingye's 'worry', I always remember her words and don't cry. Although there were no tears, people were in a bit of a trance, and often fell into the memories of the past.

By the third day, we had returned to the city from my hometown in the countryside, and I had lost weight for a few days, unable to eat all day long, and unable to sleep at night. Fu Lingye knew that I was uncomfortable, and he didn't persuade me to do anything, but he always accompanied me.

At night, holding the 'legs' and sitting on the balcony 'milk' and 'milk' often sitting on the rattan chair in the shade, Fu Lingye took a cup of cow's 'milk' and put it in front of me, I looked at the 'milk' white 'color' cow''s 'milk', and said in a daze: "Fu Lingye, I have no family in the future, and I am the only one in this world." ”

He gently wrapped his arms around my shoulders and put me close to his body, and said softly, "You talk nonsense, you still have me." ”

Tears fell so defenselessly, I thought I could really do it without crying, but today, at this time, I still cried, and when I cried, I couldn't control it.

In order to accompany me, Fu Lingye delayed again and again, and on Tuesday, there was really no way to delay it, and the afternoon ticket left, and I didn't go to see him off, so I sat on the balcony and watched him get in the car and leave.

I went back to the room, lying on the bed, still feeling that the 'milk' and 'milk' had not died, as if she had just gone out to buy vegetables, and I was lying on the 'bed' like every holiday and couldn't get up, just waiting for the 'milk' and 'milk' to call me when she came back from shopping, and then chattered to share with me what she saw and heard in the vegetable market.

Although I no longer feel as uncomfortable and painful as I did a few days ago, I am not used to the 'milk' and 'milk' that have accompanied me since I was a child, so I don't want to do anything, I just want to lie on the 'bed' and look at the things at home, and fall into the past.

Fu Lingye called me after arriving in S City, and he said on the phone: "You can come back whenever you want, and I'll pick you up when the time comes." ”

As I stayed alone for a long time, I felt more and more that I couldn't go on like this, and every day I looked like a shell without soul and thought, and when I stared at the pictures of 'milk' and 'milk', I felt as if she was sighing, as if she was disappointed in my performance.

On this day, I cleaned up everything inside and outside the house, washed and dried and stored what should be organized, and was busy from morning to dusk.

As soon as I sat down, Wang Shu called me.

She asked me, "Are you ready when will you come back?" ”

"It should be the next few days."

"Come back quickly."

I smiled, "What?" Missed me? ”

Wang Shu saw that I could laugh and said, "I see that you have come out of your sadness, and you still have the heart to joke." ”

"What should I do, it's been two weeks, and before I left, I promised her to live a good life and take care of herself in the future."

"That's right, come back quickly, preferably tomorrow."

I heard something wrong in her words and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

She was silent for a few seconds and said, "I'm not making a small report behind my back, right?" I'm also friends with you, and when I see something that is bad for my friend, of course I have to tell my friend. ”

"What, what is that? Headless and brainless. ”

"Bai Suran, I'm not joking with you, I saw a 'female' person crying two days ago holding Mr. Fu."

This sentence froze the smile on my face, and after listening to Wang Shu pause, he continued: "That 'woman' is a new designer in our company, and it is said that she is well-known abroad. ”

I was silent for a while and asked her, "Then did you see Fu Lingye pushing her away?" ”

Wang Shu said "hey", "I was afraid that Mr. Fu would flash when he saw it, where did he dare to keep staring at them, the two of them were in the glass aisle, I wanted to tell you that day, but I was depressed when I thought that something happened to your family." Bai Suran, I have told you that if you lose, let it go, and what you have in front of you must be grasped, especially the thing that is a man, the most can't help the 'temptation' and 'confusion' of the outside world, I don't question that Mr. Fu has been emotionally unfaithful to you, just a reminder, and that 'woman' dares to hug Mr. Fu directly, I don't think it will be a cowardly and simple one. ”