Chapter 152: I Want to Go Home
This insult was passed down firmly, and a cloud and mist rolled in the sky, Ling Chaofeng quickly covered Xiao Wan's mouth and took her away, Xiao Wan was so angry that she didn't even want to pay attention to Xiang Gong for a while.
Ling Chaofeng could indeed go to Heaven for the emperor's reason, but if he went, they would pursue Xiao Wan's matter.
If he was punished again, he would have been fearless, but when he was separated from Xiaowan, she would have to start immersed in the pain of losing herself again.
Naturally, he knew that there was a best way to solve Xiaowan's pain, and that was to make her forget herself.
However, changing the memories of mortals is not so simple, for example, let Xiaowan forget the existence of Ling Chaofeng, then everyone who has been related to their husband and wife, even if they just listen to passers-by, everyone's memories must be changed, including the emperor and empress, the last time they couldn't discuss it, they knew that the impact of changing memories could be big or small.
"You blame me for not saving the emperor and don't talk to me anymore?" Ling Chaofeng leaned over in front of Xiaowan and asked her, "Angry with me?" ”
Back at the place where she lived, Xiao Wan had been sulking for a long time, Ling Chaofeng knew that for her, if the emperor didn't allow her and wanted to try to get rid of her, she would forget it, it was really heaven and earth that didn't allow it, it was her life.
However, the emperor insisted on it with his life because he promised his wife, which is called how Xiaowan's conscience can get by, and how can she allow others to sacrifice their lives for herself.
"I know, even if you solve this trouble, they don't know what to do next time to break us up." Xiaowan said, "If you didn't come to save me, I died and became a ghost, is it easier to meet you than now?" ”
Ling Chaofeng smiled bitterly: "The soul has no way, and it can't enter the land of heaven, unless you die in the palace." Moreover, the soul that wanders outside will soon be taken away by the people of the underworld. ”
Xiaowan asked: "Then if I go to cultivate immortals and seek Taoism and become an immortal, will I be able to be with you?" ”
Ling Chaofeng shook his head: "When you cultivate to the point where you can fly, at least five hundred years, and whether you can seek the elixir of immortality in this life, or learn the art of immortality, no one knows." Maybe you've worked hard all your life, but it's just been in vain. ”
Xiaowan looked at her husband in despair: "Xianggong, why can't we be together, what did we do wrong?" ”
Ling Chaofeng said calmly: "Wanwan, it's not that they deliberately make things difficult, they are indeed unkind and unkind, but the reality is that I am dead, and I should be separated from you by yin and yang." It is that I can't bear that you can't extricate yourself from pain and sorrow, and that you appear in front of your eyes in violation of the rules of heaven. If I don't show up, you'll accept that I'm dead, right? ”
"I see." Xiaowan nodded, "I just said, don't show up again, just let me guard you in the palace." Otherwise, we will hurt the emperor this time, and I don't know who we will hurt next time. Xianggong, as long as I know that you are there, even if I can't see you, it doesn't matter to me. ”
Ling Chaofeng held his wife's cheeks, her silky and delicate skin was still the same as before, she was so real, but she had to use mana to make Xiaowan feel herself. In fact, he knew from the beginning that they were not a long-term solution, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't bear to be in pain again.
"Xianggong, we can't hurt others." Xiaowan didn't cry, she said bravely, "Xianggong, don't come to see me again, I know it's enough for you to be there, really." Let's save the emperor first, if he continues like this, he will get sick and die, I know how painful it is to lose my husband, don't let my mother suffer like this. ”
Ling Chaofeng bowed: "Let's be separated for a while." ”
Xiao Wan stood on tiptoe, Ling Chaofeng hurriedly hugged her, the two kissed deeply, Xiao Wan's tears slipped down her cheeks, Ling Chaofeng could actually feel the bitterness, he should have no taste for anything in the world.
"Xianggong, let's go." After a deep kiss, Xiao Wan pushed Ling Chaofeng away and turned her back, "If this can't save the emperor, then let's think about it again, it's a big deal, I also want to ask those bastards if they are worthy of being immortals." ”
The room was quiet, Xiaowan turned around, she couldn't see Ling Chaofeng anymore, but she seemed to feel that her husband was still here, as she thought, Ling Chaofeng just hid his figure, and he was still by Xiaowan's side.
"Xianggong, you go, don't accompany me secretly like this, they must also taboo you to do this." Xiaowan said, "I can live for a long time, you still have to stay here for a thousand years, save the emperor now, okay?" ”
A gentle gust of wind blew, and now, Xiaowan really felt that the room was empty, and her heart was empty.
Sitting heavily on the bed, I touched the soft mattress, which the queen was afraid of her cold, and specially sent her to thicken, Niangniang has any good things, she must think of her first, how can she be.
This night, after a long absence, she had to sleep alone, I don't know if it was missing Ling Chaofeng to help her warm the bed, tonight was extremely cold, Xiaowan curled up in the quilt, fantasizing that Xianggong was by her side, and she didn't fall asleep until late at night.
In the Hanyuan Palace, the queen was by her husband's side, watching him fall asleep peacefully, she was a little relieved, she moved her body and gently leaned on the emperor's shoulder, for fear that she would use too much force and wake him up again.
Close your eyes, thinking about what happened this year, thinking of Xiaowan, thinking of Ling Shopkeeper, this year is really long, I hope that Chinese New Year's Eve will pass, and everything can start again.
As the night deepened, the sound of snowflakes falling on the ground seemed to be heard in the quiet palace, and it was in such a quiet place that the door of the palace opened.
When she woke up to the sound of smoke, she saw someone walking with a candlestick, and she asked loudly, "Who is it?" ”
Lifting the curtain, I saw Xiaowan, holding a candlestick in one hand and an axe in the other.
"Xiaowan, what are you going to do?" Like smoke was terrified, trying to wake up the emperor beside him, but he didn't move.
"Murder pays for life, your husband killed my husband, and I want you to taste the pain of losing your beloved." Like a demon, Xiao Wan threw the candlestick in her hand at the tent, and the silk tent instantly burned, and she brandished the axe in her hand and slashed at the emperor.
"Little Evening ......" Empress subconsciously stood in front of the emperor, but saw blood splashing.
She screamed like smoke, her body fell suddenly, and she woke up.
"Smoke?" In front of him is the still peaceful dormitory, and there is a worried husband in his eyes, "I have a nightmare." ”
"The emperor's ......" rushed into the emperor's arms like smoke, "Why in the end?" ”
However, at the same time, Xiaowan also woke up from her dream, and she sat up, sweating profusely, and gasping for breath. She actually dreamed that she was wielding an axe to kill the emperor, and she dreamed that she was going to burn the Hanyuan Palace.
In the dream, there was a sleeping emperor, but there was a waking queen, and she even told her mother that she would also taste the pain of losing her husband.
Xiaowan got out of bed and pushed open the window, and the cold wind poured in, which finally calmed her down.
Ling Chaofeng stood on the top of the eaves and watched all this, he remembered that his eldest brother had told him that no matter what Xiaowan did after that, don't stop her.
What will she do? Don't you really want to stop yourself?
The next day, the emperor was still in court, and he seemed to have slept better last night, but the nightmare did not bother him, but went to the queen's dream, which must have made him more worried.
When encountering such a thing, the emperor can only arrange the matter of sacrificing to the heavens and rewarding the gods, hoping that his sincerity can move the heavens.
In the Hanyuan Palace, the queen finally became haggard, she had no intention of doing anything to calm down the tea pillow, and what she was struggling with in her heart was whether to expel Xiaowan for the sake of the emperor and herself.
There is no doubt that Xiao Wan can live normally even if she leaves the palace, and letting her stay is just to satisfy her wish that she can't tell anyone.
Do you want to sacrifice her own life and the emperor's life for her wishes? It's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, as the mother of the country of Daqi, as the wife of her husband, she also has a daughter, she can't be for Xiaowan......
However, she couldn't bear it, Xiaowan was her best friend and the sister she cared about the most.
"Mother." At this moment, Xiaowan came to the queen's side with hot tea, and gently put it down and said, "Mama said that it is ginseng tea, please drink tea." ”
"Okay, let's leave it there for now." The queen bowed, and she glanced at Xiaowan, for fear that her staring would make her suspicious, so she hurriedly moved away.
"Niangniang's spirit is not very good, didn't you sleep well last night?" Xiaowan knelt on the futon and stayed by her side, "Do you want me to pinch it for you?" ”
"No need, they'll do it." Like a flue, "I'm tired, nothing matters." ”
"Last night, I dreamed of my mother." Xiaowan said suddenly.
"You ......"
"I've dreamed of my mother before." Xiao Wan said, "I dreamed of eating mung bean cake with Niangniang by the Taiye Pool, and then you really took me there." ”
Like Yan suddenly remembered that she had also dreamed of eating mung bean cake with Xiaowan by the Taiye Pool, no wonder, no wonder she took Xiaowan there that day, she always felt that the scene in front of her seemed familiar.
She could sense Xiaowan's pain and sadness, and it turned out that the two of them even had the same dream. Does that mean that in the nightmare last night, Xiao Wan wanted to kill them to avenge Ling Chaofeng in his dream?
"Mother, I want to go home." Xiao Wan lowered her eyes and said, "I want to go back to Baisha Town, and I may never come back, I don't know if you allow it." ”
Yanyan sat up in surprise, and asked with a trembling heart: "You are leaving, but didn't you say that you want to be a palace maid in the palace for a lifetime?" ”
Xiaowan smiled: "Niangniang, I changed my mind." She raised her head and looked like smoke, "Niangniang, can I go home?" ”
Ruyan nodded stiffly: "Can ...... But ......"
Xiaowan said: "However, I want to ask my mother to promise me one thing." ”
"You say." It seems that the smoke is busy.
"I want to take something from the palace, will you promise me?"