I was stunned, Zhang Jingchi had already bowed over to help me block the rain and move towards the car, and after we all got in the car, I didn't have a few drops of rain on my body, but Zhang Jingchi was mostly wet, I wanted to put his coat on his body, but he leaned over quietly, wrapped me in a dumpling with his coat, and then he drove the car on the road.

When I got home, his lips were a little blue from the cold, but he immediately went to get the medicine box, and he sat on the floor and carefully helped me change the rain-soaked band-aids.

I couldn't bear him to get cold, I didn't ask him why he didn't send Qiu Jialing to the hospital why he turned back so quickly, but I made a gesture to drag him up, I said, "You go and change your clothes first, don't catch a cold." ”

But Zhang Jingchi, his face suddenly turned over, his hand suddenly passed through my hairline and imprisoned me, and his lips suddenly came to me.

Unlike most of the previous kisses, today he was a little domineering and I was at his mercy for a few seconds, and finally closed my eyes.

I don't know how long the kiss lasted, but when I was about to become a fish starved of water, I finally couldn't stand it, and I whispered and muffled, "I can't breathe." ”

Zhang Jingchi let go of me, but he immediately dragged me into his arms and hugged me fiercely, he lay my face on his chest for a while before saying, "Orange, can you not leave me for the rest of your life?" ”

I suspect I misheard.

He often calls me orange and orange, and most of the time he says it's cute to call me orange cute, but he thinks he's in love with a fruit. But today, when he called Orange, there was too much caution in his tone, as if he was afraid that if he was louder, I would break up.

I looked up at him a little dazedly, and I finally couldn't help asking, "Zhang Jingchi, what's wrong?" ”

He lowered his head and looked at me, his eyes were like a pool of impenetrable lakes, and after a while, he said: "I was afraid that my grandfather would think that I was afraid of you, so I didn't move, and I was afraid of deepening his misunderstanding of you, so I decided to send Qiu Jialing to the hospital." On the way to the car, Qiu Jialing apologized to me, saying that she accidentally showed you our previous wedding photos, and she also said that you wanted to leave me because I was hiding from you. Orange, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, I fell in love with Qiu Jialing. ”

My heart seemed to be tugged at by something, and I suddenly remembered the wedding photos I saw with Qiu Jialing not long ago.

It's false to say that it's not uncomfortable, but I have no reason to lose my temper and hold him accountable for not telling me this.

After all, if I want to hold on to his past, it won't seem so cute.

However, I didn't expect that Zhang Jingchi would put most of his weight on me, his speech became slower and slower, his voice became lower and lower, and he said: "I don't want to mention that time to you, it's not because I haven't let go of her. What I can't let go of and can't forgive is that I was too young and vigorous at that time, too naïve and naïve, and I took out all my heart to be good to a person, but I didn't realize it when I was trampled on it fiercely. She was just joking that if she left me, she would literally disappear without a trace. In order to find her for a result, I went to Canada, but because my passport and wallet were stolen together, I was stranded in Canada for a long time. When I got home, my mother and Xu Zhiyong said that my dad had been locked up on suspicion of economic crimes, that he had committed suicide in prison, and that I hadn't even made it to his funeral. The guy who cooked me steak before I went to Canada, the only person who made me feel at home in that cold house, he was gone. My dad is the son-in-law of the Xu family, he has no status in the family, even if Bolian is his one hand to become stronger and bigger, but my grandfather can't tolerate him, he can no longer participate in any operation of the company in the later stage, he only has a nominal idle position, he can't participate in economic crimes, even if I don't have evidence, I feel that my mother has driven my dad to a dead end, he must be the one who took the blame for her, I began to hate her at that time, but I hate myself even more, when my dad needed me the most, I was not in Shenzhen, I was not by his side, I didn't even make it to his funeral and left him alone. “

Zhang Jingchi paused, and the heavy emotion in his last sentence made me tremble several times.

I fell on his chest and unconsciously reached into his waist and hugged him fiercely.

Before that, I always had some feelings that Zhang Jingchi in front of me was so sophisticated and mature that he suddenly didn't look like the teenager I once had a crush on, I always felt that this was the growth that time gave him, but I didn't expect that the price of his growth was a thousand times heavier and ten thousand times more painful than mine.

And I hated myself for not being able to share and replace him with pain, and I couldn't do anything but hold him tight.

And Zhang Jingchi, after a short pause, his voice trembled slightly and said: "The more I blame myself, the more I hate myself in that time, I even think that if I wasn't so naïve and naïve at that time and only cared about the love of my children, if I could become stronger to protect my father, or he was still alive." So I began to hate myself for not being able to become strong earlier, I was no longer hanging, I obediently learned how to do business and how to make money in the company, my status in the company was getting higher and higher, I thought that becoming omnipotent would make me feel less self-blame, but I didn't expect that I blamed myself even more for not getting stronger earlier. I don't want to mention that paragraph to you, not because I can't let go of Qiu Jialing, I have a weak heart for this, but because that period of time is a nightmare for me. ”

My hands were unconsciously intertwined with Zhang Jingchi's hands on his back, and his hands were very cold and even a little shivering.

I patted him lightly on the back and whispered, "Shall we go and change out of my wet clothes first?" “

However, as if immersed in his own memories, Zhang Jingchi wrapped his hand around me more heavily, and he said: "That day, that day, is the day we met Qiu Jialing at the exhibition, what do you say you can disappear without a trace, that day I lost a lot of temper, I couldn't control my anger that day." Because I'm scared, oranges, I'm scared, I'm really scared. Because it was the last thing my dad said to me, I thought he was joking, but I didn't think it would be a prophecy. I'm afraid you'll be as silent as he is, and you will leave me behind. But I didn't dare to say it at that time, I was afraid of exposing my vulnerability in front of you, would you suddenly think that I Zhang Jingchi was not as good as you imagined, in fact, the perfect man in your mind turned out to be full of devastation. You are different from other girls, you have spent all your youth on me, I am actually very inferior, I always feel that I am not worthy of your good treatment to me. Actually, like you, I don't have a home. I only have a bunch of empty houses, and I've lived so lonely in the past few years, I don't want to go back to loneliness, I don't want to go back to loneliness for a minute. Orange, will you please stay with me for the rest of your life? ”

I was stunned, I had always had a knot in my heart before, thinking that Zhang Jingchi was reluctant to mention his family affairs to me, whether he hadn't recognized me yet, but I never thought that he was reluctant to mention it, because it was his wound and his pain.

And today, because he was afraid that I would misunderstand and that I would leave, he opened the wound he didn't want to mention again for me to see.

And all I could do was to hug him with all my strength, and I was leaning against his chest, and I looked up at him and said firmly, "Never." ”

As soon as I looked up, I saw that Zhang Jingchi's lips were very blue, and I felt that I couldn't let him anymore, so I lowered my voice softer, and I said like a child: "Go get wet clothes first, and then we'll talk, okay?" ”

Before Zhang Jingchi could nod, I pushed him away and took his hand into the bedroom.

I pulled out a dry set of clothes from the closet and walked over, and he sat there quietly, and as soon as he saw me coming, he raised his face and said, "It feels good to be cared for by you." ”

He was rarely so sensy before, and I was a naturally introverted person, and I didn't like to say those love words that I didn't have, so I still put my clothes on his hand and pursed my mouth and didn't answer.

After Zhang Jingchi stood up and changed his clothes, he suddenly walked to the head of the bed and opened the bedside table and turned it over, and soon he took a box and opened it in front of me like a treasure, and said in a less cautious tone: "Then this ring, do you want to wear it?" ”

After a pause, he said again: "It's been almost two months since I bought the ring, and I'm afraid that you will refuse me, so I don't dare to give it to you." ”

I'm just a little thunderous,,!

I don't look like someone who would turn down his proposal! I still wish he had solved it with me!

I was so depressed that I asked him sullenly, "Why do you think I'm going to refuse?" You asked me casually a few days ago, didn't I say yes to you? ”

He reached out and dragged me into his arms, he still imprisoned me so much that he couldn't move, he was silent for a while, and he said even more depressedly: "I've actually been very worried, I think you are what I snatched from Chen Liang." I don't think I'm as good as Chen Liang, he has a sunny personality, and I have a weird temper, and occasionally very childish, I'm afraid that you may be happy to fall in love with me, but you may not want to marry me. ”

I was so thundered: "You stupid! I don't want to marry you, I'm in a cactus ball relationship with you! ”

As soon as my words fell, Zhang Jingchi suddenly gently grabbed my hand and gestured to put the ring on my hand, but he was clumsy for a while before putting it on me, he touched his head a little embarrassed and said: "This is my first time proposing, I have no experience, next time it will be fine." ”