1

Stop.

There are a lot of people leaving from here every day, a lot of people coming back, and a lot of people just passing through. A few months ago, He Li also left here, but there was no way for her to come back.

I know that He Li is very difficult, the road has always been there, the train is as usual, the difficult thing is never the way home, the difficult thing is that I don't know how to give an explanation to my family. Just like when we were in trouble when we were children, He Li and I always didn't dare to go home, and it was my sister who found us street by street and brought us home.

Today, it's time for me to find He Li and take her home. I wanted to tell her that the family didn't need any explanation, just come back.

I was still waiting for the bus early in the morning, and my sister's phone arrived.

"Xingyu, we can't find Heli, Heli is ......" my sister choked up, crying before she could finish speaking.

Me: "Sister, you don't need to say it, I know it, I'm on my way to find her now, sister, don't worry, I'll bring her back." ”

Sister: "Hmm! He Li is best with you, bring her back, and contact the family if there is anything. ”

Me: "Got it, sister. ”

Sister, I'm worrying you again.

2

According to the address given to me by Li Shu, I came to He Li's residence. It was an apartment, quite high, on the side of a street I can't name, one of the many nooks and crannies of a strange city.

Now, there is only one door between me and Ho Li.

"Ding Dong!" I rang the doorbell.

And there was no response.

"Ding-dong, ding-dong!" I rang the doorbell twice.

Still no response, the empty doorbell rang lonely in the corridor, and the empty heart became a little nervous, hoping that she didn't live here.

I was going to ring the doorbell again, and as soon as I raised my hand and touched the button, there was a "click" and the door opened, but the hand that didn't have time to retract still rang the doorbell.

The doorbell is to ring three times, and this moment seems particularly noisy and long.

The man in the door was dressed in loose pajamas, her hair was messy, her face was pale, and her jaw was so thin that I would not have recognized her if it weren't for the clearly visible scars in her hair.

The sparse sleepy eyes and the sunlight outside the door made it difficult for her to see me, and she didn't recognize me until the bell rang. I saw her lazy eyes panic for a moment, and subconsciously closed the door quickly.

My reaction was fast enough, and before He Li closed the door, he stretched out a hand and said, "He Li, if you don't let me in, it's okay, you will break my hand." ”

He Li couldn't fight me, I pushed the door open, half of my body entered the room, and He Li, who was powerless to resist, squatted down and blocked the door with the only strength she had, she howled and said, "Why are you coming? ”

I had already entered the room, closed the door and said, "I'm going to take you home." I wanted to help He Li up, but she broke free from me like a rabbit and fled into the house.

The house is a big bachelor apartment, only a large single room, a small kitchen at the door, and take-out boxes in the trash cans, I guess she hasn't lit a fire. In the middle is a sofa and table, a simple small living room, and further inside is a tatami mat. At this moment, He Li shrank in the corner of the wall on the tatami mat, wrapped in the quilt, and did not let me see it.

The room was dark, the curtains were closed, I turned on the light, and all I saw was the cigarette case and syringe on the table. I walked towards Ho Li, and she shouted hysterically, "Get out! Stay back! One after another, her voice was hoarse, she coughed a few times, her legs kept kicking, and everything in her hands beckoned to me, makeup bottles, mobile phones, pillows, mirrors...... It's crazy.

I can't tolerate feeling sorry for her at the moment, I have to calm her down.

Walking to the middle of the room, I picked up the syringe on the table, I knew what it was, but I stuck to my arm anyway without hesitation.

"Don't!" He Li shouted, and with a "plop" she knelt directly on the floor from the tatami mat, knelt down on two knees and walked up to me, crying in a begging tone: "Don't, I beg you don't, I'm obedient, I'm obedient." ”

I didn't inject and pulled out the needle, He Li hurriedly went to find disinfectant and a band-aid, and she cried while helping me with the wound: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." "I knew she wasn't referring to this little wound on my hand, she was talking about her drug use.

Ho Li sobbed, the clear collarbone deepened and shallow as the sobs sobbed, and the band-aid was applied to my arm several times before aiming at the wound. I picked up He Li's little face with one hand, pulled away the tears from her face, and said, "I know everything, it's not your fault, even if it's your fault, I just want to take you home." ”

He Li nodded, she was still sobbing, and she couldn't organize her words well.

After she took care of my wounds, she held my injured hand with one hand, slapped me firmly in the face with the other, and said in a fierce and icy whisper, "Are you stupid? You are not allowed to do so in the future. When He Li spoke in this tone, I was quite unexpected, but it was reasonable, this is the temperament that her life and experience have given her deep bone marrow.

And her tone also made me understand that she is no longer a child, we have all grown up.

I said, "So you know it's distressing!" ”

He Li's eyes began to become gentle, and she threw herself into my arms, and we couldn't help but hug. This hug came too late, so we clung to it for a long time.

I opened the curtains, and just as some sunlight was still falling on the bed, I sat on the head of the bed with He Li, enjoying the last warm sun of the day.

He Li pillowed on my shoulder, she closed her eyes comfortably, and said softly, "Star Field, do you know? I've been to a lot of places, and the freest time is still by your side. ”

Me: "Before you go, ask me if I love you, and I think I've found that answer." ”

He Li: "Needless to say, there is no one answer between us." ”

I didn't say any more, He Li was already sleeping gently on my shoulder, she was like a cat curled up in the sun sleeping, lazy and reassuring.

3

As soon as the last rays of sunlight in the room slipped away, He Li also opened her eyes, and her hand holding my arm tightened again.

I said, "Get up, you take care of yourself, I'll clean up the house, and we'll go out to dinner." ”

He Li: "Let's go grocery shopping, I'll make it for you." ”

Me: "When did you learn to cook?" ”

He Li: "Life is not easy, versatile!" Hee-hee! ”

Me: "Okay! Hurry up. ”

He Li got up from the bed, she trotted to the table and locked some cigarette cases and pills in the cabinet, I saw that there was no squeak in my eyes, and she was as normal as packing a few cups. Then, He Li went into the bathroom to freshen up.

I got up, picked up the things I had just thrown in the door, mopped the floor, sorted out the furniture, packed the garbage and took it out later.

"Starfield!" He called me.

Me: "What's wrong?" ”

He Li: "Help me blow my hair." He Li walked out of the bathroom as she spoke, she was wearing thermal underwear and her figure was uneven.

Me: "Okay. ”

When I came to the dresser, He Li was wearing light makeup, I helped her blow her hair, smelled her hair, I couldn't help bending down, along the root behind her ear, groping for her lips, and kissing passionately.

"Can't blow your hair yet?" He Li clicked his lips twice and said.

Me: "Blow! ”

We looked at each other in the mirror and smiled.

Because of sewing off work, the vegetable market in Nuoda is crowded with people, some are grandmothers with grandchildren, some are white-collar workers who have just gotten off work, and some are young couples holding hands. As soon as there are many people, the vegetable market is noisy, and the cries for introducing the prices of dishes are endless, the vegetable farmers who bargain with the customers are saying a word to me, and there are little fat dolls clamoring to eat meat.

Although it is noisy, it is not upset, but it is a little lively and interesting, and the so-called market life is like this.

"What do you want to eat?" He Li asked me.

I said, "What are you going to do?" ”

He Li waved his hand, pointed to the vegetable market and said, "As far as you can see, I will do it!" ”

Me: "Then I want to eat crayfish." ”

He Li: "Okay! ”

He Li skillfully found the aquatic area to pick up the crayfish, and the bargaining was done in one go, and I was only responsible for carrying the bag, like a small follower. We bought some more vegetables before going home, the rice was already steamed, and we were just waiting for He Li's dishes.

He Li insisted on not asking me to help, she said, "Go and rest, okay I'll call you." With that, she turned around and chopped vegetables.

I didn't leave, her thin shoulders moved rhythmically with the rhythm of chopping vegetables, very similar to my mother, and in a trance I thought that this was my new home with He Li.

I found an apron and tied it for her, and I said, "What! ”

He Li: "What's wrong? ”

After tying the knot on my apron, I said, "He Li, quit poisoning, let's go back and live such a plain and happy life." ”

He Li put down the knife in her hand, picked the largest slice of tomato and put it in my mouth, and she said, "Yes, but before that I have to finish the report, and then I want to go home." ”

Me: "But your body! ”

He Li: "It's okay, I have a number of my bodies, and the report can be completed in just two days." ”

Me: "And then we'll go home." ”

He Li: "Then I will quit drugs well." ”

Me: "And then we'll live happily ever after." ”

He Li smiled: "Okay! What should I do, I'm cooking. ”

I have known He Li for more than 20 years, this is the first time she cooked for me to eat, I remember it really, the lobster is spicy and has gone to the head, the cold tomatoes have a faint sweetness, and she is sitting opposite me spicy straight shivering, this is the market life of two small people, and the reason why I remember it is because it was also the last time she cooked for me.

It's the first and the last, that's the only one.

4

Three days later, He Li finished writing the report on drugs, submitted the relevant materials to the newspaper, and hurried home with me.

We don't know whether the report was published, whether it played a valuable role, whether it saved one or two people. In Ho Li's words: That's none of her business. When He Li told me this, he was very tired.

Sometimes we desperately insist on something that does not come to fruition, our stubbornness, one because it is enough, not asking for so.

He Li didn't even need a reason, she was that kind of person.

When I got home, Uncle He and Aunt Liu didn't ask anything, they just made a big table of dishes, just like in the past when we came back from a long trip.

My sister also came back that day and she told us that she was pregnant, and everyone was very happy.

My brother-in-law has already contacted a drug rehabilitation hospital and arranged a place to stay, and he will leave soon.

No one mentioned anything about drug use, and life was as peaceful as it had been for more than two decades. Even if there were some unquiet days for more than 20 years, the dust has settled today.

Satisfaction and I went back to when we were children, He Li was too lazy to go out, and she still used to lie on the windowsill by the river, looking at the stream and the mountains and forests, and I was still on her left.

I folded a paper boat and handed it to He Li, and I said, "I remember when you were a child, you liked it very much." ”

He Li smiled, gave me a roll of the eye and said, "Childish! But she still took the paper boat, and she fiddled with it in her hand and said, "The boats are all going to dock." After speaking, He Li threw the paper boat lightly, landed steadily in the stream outside the window, and went downstream.

Me: "Why do you have to travel far when the ships have to dock?" ”

He Li: "Because it's a ship." ”

As he spoke, the paper boat had already turned a bay along the river and was out of sight.

He Li withdrew his poked head and hung on my arm, looking at the trickling stream, and she said, "What if one day I will never go back like this?" ”

Me: "Haha, buy a ticket and get on the boat!" Let's travel the world together and be free. ”

He Li: "My ship, the ticket is very expensive?" ”

Me: "How expensive?" ”

He Li raised his head and punched me on the arm and said, "Big fool! Captain, how could I be reluctant not to take you with me! ”

The atmosphere is set to such a good place to confess, me: "Hehe! I'll tell you the answer now, I can't help it, I ...... Uh-huh"

"Wait a minute!" He Li slapped my mouth, and used two hands if one hand was not enough, and she said, "The time has not come." ”

I don't care what time she is, I can't bear it! Can't hold it back! Seeing that I was about to break free, He Li leaned over, and the moment she opened her palm, the red lips were already there.

Well, Ho Li won.

I couldn't understand why she wouldn't let me give that answer.

5

When He Li and I were students, we used to go to a noodle restaurant early in the morning before school to eat noodles, and then we would stay in bed after we graduated, especially in winter, when we got up, the noodle restaurant was closed.

On this day, He Li ran from next door in the early morning, and two cold hands reached into my quilt and lifted me from the ice.

"Let's go, eat noodles!" He Li said.

"It's so cold!" I said, "I can't get up." ”

"Can't get up?" He Li said and put his hand on my stomach, "Don't you get up?" Don't get up and lift your quilt again. ”

"Okay, get up, get up." I beg for mercy.

Even though it's winter, there are still a lot of people in the noodle shop, many of them parents and children who send their children to school. There weren't enough seats, so we sat with a mother and child. I asked the boss to pull two small bowls of beef noodles with a poached egg each, just like when we were in school.

As soon as we sat down, the mother suddenly became alert and very uneasy when she saw us, and hurriedly called to the child with the school bag: "Eat quickly! ”

Before the two bowls of ramen I ordered came up, the woman had already gone out with the child to settle the bill, and the remaining half bowl of noodles poked with one chopstick, and the other rolled off the table to the ground with a crisp sound.

Then I heard the child who had just eaten noodles shouting at the female classmates who were still eating noodles in the noodle restaurant: "Xiaoyu, run!" That person is a drug addict! ”

The girl called Xiaoyu ran away.

When the face came, the owner and the rest of the store all had strange eyes.

I glared at them, their eyes dodging.

He Li was silent, she always was.

We hadn't finished eating our noodles, and I noticed that He Li was uncomfortable.

I helped He Li back, and as soon as I got back, she vomited, and no matter how much I asked her, she ignored me.

Then she lay on the ground with a pale face, clenched her fists and pounded the cold ground, her little hands red.

I picked up He Li on the ground, she tore her hair with both hands, threw her on the bed, threw her on top of her and held her limbs, leaving her head shaking like a rattle against the wall and the head of the bed, I saw the look in the messy hair that I will never forget, her hideous, twisted, dead pupils full of bloodshot and fear, her miserable white lips trembled, and her neck was ravines for a while, accompanied by a wriggling throat that let out a heart-rending wail.

He Li is addicted to drugs.

"Sister! Mother! He Li's appearance frightened me, and I panicked for help.

My mother came in response, she hurriedly hugged He Li and shook her struggling head, which was considered to stabilize He Li, but in the panic, the root of the thumb of her mother's left hand was tightly bitten by He Li, and her mother frowned and endured the pain, but she didn't want to break free. Mom is distressed.

"Bring the medicine!" Mom greeted her sister who was scared silly and only cried.

Aunt Liu also rushed in at this time, hurriedly found the pill, and He Li, who was biting her mother's hand, couldn't break her mouth.

Mom said, "Just feed it, stuff it in!" Mom's painful tears squeezed out of the corners of her eyes.

Aunt Liu, who had no choice, did so, stuffed a few crushed pills into He Li's mouth, and then poured the poured warm boiled water spoonful by spoonful, mixed with the blood spilled from my mother's hand, and sent it into He Li's throat.

All that was left was to wait, waiting for the medicinal effect, my mother leaned on Aunt Liu in pain, and the anxious Aunt Liu shed tears in a panic.

6

I don't know how long it took, He Li's limbs gradually relaxed, and there was a god in her eyes, she let go of the mouth that bit her mother's hand, and her mother tentatively let go of her hand, and only after making sure that He Li calmed down did she take a pillow to help her pillow her head, and then she was distressed to repeatedly smooth He Li's messy hair.

My mother's hand showed deep tooth marks, and several tooth marks were stained with crimson blood, and my sister, who was relieved, quickly found a potion to wipe it and put a small bandage.

Seeing that He Li had regained his senses, my mother told me to take care of He Li and get up to leave.

"Auntie!" He Li weakly stretched out a hand to put his mother's injured left hand and said, "I'm sorry! ”

Mom turned around, wiped away the sweat beads and tears on He Li's face, and said softly: "It's okay child, my aunt gave you a scar when you weren't born, and now you give it back to me, let's settle it." Mom smiled softly, soothing all the fright and fear just now.

He Li: "I haven't leveled it yet, you gave me back the star field, and I want to return it to you today." He Li was very calm when he said this, calm and cold.

"Tell Starfield." Mom sighed and left the room.

"What's wrong?" I leaned on my sister, and Ho Li's tone and my mother's sigh made me uneasy.

"Starfield." Ho Li looked at me.

Me: "Huh? ”

He Li: "We won't see each other again, tomorrow I will go to the drug rehabilitation hospital, you don't have to come to see me, and I won't come back." ”

Me: "Why, that's unreasonable!" I threw myself on the edge of He Li's bed, panicked more than He Li's drug addiction just now.

My sister on the side put her arm on my shoulder and said, "Star Field, let He Li rest and rest, I'll tell you." ”

He Li: "Sister, don't, I'll come by myself." ”

My sister patted me on the shoulder and walked out of the room with Aunt Liu.

He Li leaned on the head of the bed and said tiredly: "I love you in the star field, but I can't entrust such an unbearable body and soul to my lover, this is my love." Your family, your mother gave me life, your family, especially your star field, has given me more than 20 years of care, I can't give your family a bad reputation, let alone let your family have a bad daughter-in-law like me, this is my reason. Every word He Li said, it was still so calm, and the calm was still so cold. She no longer had tears, only dead silence in her eyes.

I said, "I don't care, I ......." He stopped my mouth again, as if he knew what I was going to say, and this time she pressed what I was going to say with just one finger, for I saw the fierceness and determination in her eyes.

"But I care." He Li said: "Let's not say goodbye, if you don't agree, I won't quit drugs." ”

He Li has always said that he has done it, I don't have to choose at all, this is a multiple-choice question, there is only one option.

I got up, turned around, and left the room.

The moment the door was opened, He Li called out to me: "Star Field!" ”

I stopped.

He Li: "Thank you all these years. ”

This time there was no "goodbye" in the context of saying "thank you", because she didn't plan to say goodbye.

"Bang!" The door closes.

7

The brother-in-law drove to pick up the He family and leave the town the next day.

"Starfield, get up and send it off." My mother came to my bedside and persuaded me.

Me: "No! ”

Mom's hand on my shoulder hesitated for a long time before she wrapped the quilt tightly and gently closed the door and left. Mom only turned it off lightly, and I still chuckled in my heart.

Outside the door, Uncle He and Aunt Liu were packing their things.

Aunt Liu said: "Originally, I said that our two families would have a meal before leaving, but you also know that I am in a hurry, and I really dare not wait for He Li's body." ”

Aunt Liu was talking to my mother, and my mother replied, "It's okay, I will come back often when I have time." ”

Aunt Liu: "Alas! Pity the two children, if He Li was not reluctant, he would not have gone to the hospital until today. Speaking of which, you don't blame her, do you? ”

Mother: "How so?" He Li has grown up and is sensible, this is her choice. ”

Aunt Liu and her mother's voices became smaller and quieter, and the movement of He Li's house gradually disappeared, and there was no sound in the corridor, only I could hear my uncontrollable sobs.

After a long time, there was a rush of footsteps, and there was a knock on the door, it was my sister. My sister said: "Xingyu, get up, send He Li, your Uncle He sold all the houses in the town some time ago, and we won't come back in the future." ”

I didn't speak, I was wrapped in the quilt and kept silent, I was afraid that as soon as the words came out, I would collapse.

My sister knocked on the door anxiously and said, "Xingyu, my sister knows that you are sad, don't worry, my sister will always be your sister." ”

"Let's go." I heard my brother-in-law's voice.

"Are you all done?" My sister asked in a whisper.

Brother-in-law: "Hmm. ”

My sister slapped my door, sighed and said, "Xingyu, let's go, you're good, you're good." ”

After my sister finished speaking, she turned to leave, and I heard her blowing her nose, and counted her steps, a total of seven steps, and after seven steps, I could no longer hear her.

8

He Li and I have been inseparable for more than 20 years, we have kissed each other, slapped and held hands, we have adventures, we travel, we look at the stars, we roll the sheets...... Today means that all of the above is a memory.

The parting thing, the more you grow up, the more you can't learn, the years you have experienced are too long, and the time left for forgetting has become too short.

Everything is to be forgotten, but some of it is not enough for the rest of your life.

However, people learn to say goodbye very early, and from the time we learn to speak, adults teach us to say "Hello! Say "Goodbye!" Say "Thank you!" Even in English, the first word to learn is "thank you!" "Goodbey!", and think about "Thank you!" And "Goodbye!" "I went to school in the same class, and the textbook says it's all polite.

I can't be a rude person.

I didn't care about wearing only autumn clothes and pants, so I put on a cotton jacket, kicked a pair of cotton slippers, and ran out.

My brother-in-law's car had just started, and the butt of the car was still spitting hot white gas, and I tried my best to catch up, but I couldn't catch up, and I was panting, and my cotton slippers were lost, and I was shivering from the cold. Seeing that the car was about to disappear around the corner, the tail lights turned on, the car stopped, the door opened, and a girl rushed out.

What a reason.

He Li ran all the way up to me and handed me two envelopes, one red and one white. He Li smiled and said, "The red one is for your mother, and the white one will be opened again when you reach the address written on it." He Li smiled very reluctantly, this scene should not be laughed.

I took the two envelopes.

I said, "You lied to me, you said your ship was going to take me." ”

He Li said: "But you are the shore, and I can no longer rely on the shore." He Li said and put away her already struggling smile, she pursed her lips, the muscles on her face trembled slightly, and the tears in the corners of her eyes did not stay.

What I'm most afraid of is that you can't be presumptuous when you laugh, and you can't hold back when you want to cry.

I pulled He Li and hugged him in my arms.

"You remember to me, you want to live freely!" At that moment, I learned Ho Li's calm and firm tone.

"Hmm!" He Li nodded heavily on my shoulder. This is the last sentence about Ho Li.

"He Li, I love you." This sentence is inaudible. I murmured to the back of He Li's departure.

He Li had already returned to the car, gradually moving away, turning the big poplar tree at the east end, and could no longer be seen. This is the last glimpse of He Li.

None of us shed a tear.

I felt like I was shivering, and that was just because of the cold.

9

I gave the red envelope to my mother, who gently clutched the envelope in her palm and fell into deep thought, and the hand holding the envelope was exactly the tooth marks left by He Li.

I asked my mother, "What is this?" ”

My mother said: "A red envelope, I sealed it many years ago, and I can't remember how many of them." ”

Me: "Take it apart." ”

Mother: "Don't dismantle it, if you dismantle it, there will be nothing, it's always good to keep a memory." ”

Me: "Is it about what?" ”

"Yes." Mom gently stroked the tooth marks on her hand and said, "This is my fate with He Li." When my mother said this, her eyes were drawn to the big poplar tree at the east end of the road, and her eyes were empty and distant, and she didn't know whether the fate her mother was referring to was the tooth marks on her hand or the red envelope in her hand, or maybe it was both.

A few days later, it was New Year's Day 2016. I went to the address on the white envelope - Lu'an Moon Island.

Moon Island, hence the name of the moon-like island, is a round of moon in the Wei River. The island, the bridge, the people, needless to say, are already the appearance in the painting.

When the envelope was opened, there was a postcard with a letter written on it:

Starfield, when you read this letter, we have parted. yes, I've already left you, I can't imagine it.

I know that no matter what I become, you will not give up on me, but during the time of drug use, I did a lot of unbearable things, and my depravity is still hateful in retrospect.

People can change their ways, and they always regret it, but if they are wrong, they are wrong. I can't accept me like that, and I can't accept that you can accept me like that.

Well, let's not talk about that.

The purpose of writing this letter is simple, we both asked each other a question: "Do you love me?" I want to tell you that I found the answer a long time ago, right here, this Moon Island not far from home.

I've been to a lot of places when I've traveled alone, I can take the train alone, look for a job alone, work overtime alone, eat alone, sleep alone, watch a movie alone, go to the doctor alone...... I've never been a fragile person, but I can't see the beautiful scenery, mountains, rivers, waterfalls, islands, sunset, starry sky...... Because at that time, I feel like I should have you by my side.

That day, I came to Moon Island for the first time, walked across the Yunlu Bridge, the reflection of the city flashed in the Wei River, the willows were clinging, the lover snuggled up, there was a starry sky when I looked up, I saw the fireworks with low eyebrows, some roads were lively, some roads were lonely, I miss you when I was busy, and I miss you when I am lonely.

At that time, I wished I could spend the rest of my life with you on this island.

I love you, Starfield.

So I haven't let you say your answer, I'm afraid that if you say it, I'm even more reluctant to leave, that kind of reluctance will tear me apart, and it is a pain deeper than drug addiction.

But I know your answer.

After reading He Li's letter, I have crossed the Yunlu Bridge, on the road around the island, I saw the reflection of the city in the Wei River, gently supported the willows, saw the lover snuggling, looked up in the starry sky, low eyebrows fireworks, I walked the lively road, but also walked the lonely road, when the lively thought of her, when lonely I also miss her.

If you see a girl with a scar on her head, please tell her that I'm coming, I'm coming.

Yunlu Bridge, Yunlu Bridge, if you see a girl covered in mud, please tell her, I'm gone, I'm gone.

This is the last article on He Li.

That's all I can tell about He Li's story.

10

I don't know how many laps I have walked around the island, and I mistakenly think that the road on the island has not yet ended. I was about to go back, but I almost turned back, but when I thought it was the Huandao Road, I simply continued to walk forward.

Walking and walking, the mobile phone rang non-stop, and the same message was pushed when several APPs were opened: "On January 1, 2016, the two-child policy was fully implemented. ”

There were many thoughts for a while.

I think that He Li and I were still superborn at the beginning, which really dragged the country back. It's a pity that I don't have the opportunity to implement the new national policy with He Li.

Looking back, it has been more than 20 years, an era has come to an end, and the youth of a generation has quietly passed away. Many people's names popped out of their minds, He Li, He Qing's sister, Li Shu, Satisfaction, Grandma...... There are many profound stories, which are kept secret, and those who know use them for nostalgia, and they remember nothing about that era.

We are all small people in the market! Born in the mortal dust, falling in the waves, he devoted his life to persistence and arrogance just to not be assimilated by this world, even if it was only a little bit left.

It can be changed, never obeyed.

It was the most liberal era, with a wide variety of goods on the shelves, intricate roads in the city, and the stars and money were tempting. The world is big, there are so many choices, and some people just go with the flow after a lifetime of hard work and struggle.

And there is no shortage of trend-setting people in this era, and it is rare to be able to maintain your true and correct self in the trend.

Freedom is inner peace and perseverance.

Just like the valley where the wind rests, the geese have the south where they roost, and the boat has a sheltered harbor, freedom is not only because of the boundless sea and sky, but also because of the solid land under our feet, which is the kindness, justice, emotion and dream that we adhere to.