Chapter 142: My heart hurts and I drips blood

Although Bai Yan didn't care about himself, Ji Shen still couldn't control his heart and drove to the company.

He's going to see the man.

As for what to do after seeing him, he didn't know, he only knew that he was now, and he wanted to see him very much.

As soon as the car arrived at the company, he stopped at the door and ran directly into the building.

I thought that this time Lu Yifei would be the same as the previous times, and he would always appear in front of him unexpectedly.

But not this time.

He searched the entire company, but no one was found.

I made a phone call but no one answered, and I asked a few secretaries of the company, but I didn't know where I went.

Ji Shen suddenly had an ominous premonition, feeling that that person had disappeared after helping him with the wedding.

It is very likely that this time, it will really disappear and never come back.

He pushed the door open and walked into his office, and when he looked up, he saw a note on his desk that had been pressed against a cup.

He hurriedly walked over, picked up the note and looked at it, and sure enough, it was Lu Yifei's handwriting.

On the note, it was written:

The encounter is beautiful, but the beauty is short-lived, and I think it's time for us to say goodbye forever!

If there is an afterlife, I would rather never meet you again, and I would rather never have you again in the next life, but I still thank you for giving me the unforgettable beauty of this life, and thank you for saving me from the gay bar.

I'm gone and won't be seen again.

I hope that in the days without me, you can follow Miss Feng to be happy and beautiful. Give birth to a noble son early, and grow old.

Yi Fei, I sincerely wish you a happy newlywed, and love forever.

……

After reading the content of the note, Ji Shen suddenly panicked, and he was so panicked that he didn't know what to do.

He's gone.

This time, it's really gone.

Will never come back.

No, how could he dare to go, how could he go, he hadn't allowed him to go, where did he get the courage to dare to run away from him?

The more he thought about it, the more angry Ji Shen became.

But what's the use of being angry, the phone can't get through, the world is so big, where is he going to find him?

His gaze fell on the note in his hand again, and he suddenly thought of something, turned around and grabbed the door again.

happened to meet Bai Yan who came to the company, Bai Yan saw him in a hurry, and shouted casually, "Where are you going?" ”

Ji sank and strode out.

always felt that something was wrong, and Bai Yan then followed Ji Shen's back.

Ji Shen ran out of the company, got into his car directly, started the engine, and slammed on the accelerator towards the gay bar where he and Lu Yifei met for the first time.

How would he know that as soon as he arrived at the gay bar on the back foot, Lu Yifei came out of the gay bar on the front foot, and after getting into the taxi, he went directly to the train station.

Ji Shen ran into the bar, eagerly grabbed the security guard inside, pointed to the photo on his mobile phone and asked, "Have you seen this person come here?" ”

The security guard looked at the mobile phone and stared at Ji Shen in confusion, "Didn't this person just go out for a long time?" ”

Just out?

Ji Shen pushed the security guard away, turned around and ran out of the bar.

However, when I came out of the bar again, there was a vast sea of people outside, and there was a crowd of people, where was Lu Yifei's figure.

He ran into the crowd like crazy to find it, and when he saw a slightly better-looking man's back, he rushed up and pulled him over, shouting Lu Yifei's name.

However, after pulling several people, none of them were Lu Yifei, but he was ridiculed by others for being neurotic.

He thought, he was insane.

If he couldn't find that person, he would go crazy or not.

He didn't know how he could be so uncontrollable, he only had one thought in his heart, that is, to see that person, not let him go, even if he wanted to leave, he had to say goodbye to him in person, and return everything that should belong to him Ji Shen.

How could he ......

How can you go with his heart.

He was unwilling, so he went everywhere to find Lu Yifei's figure.

Bai Yan followed, and happened to see him going crazy on the street, so he hurried over and dragged him over, "Ji Shen, you are not finished." ”

Ji Shen just wanted to find that person, but when he was pulled by Bai Yan, he was not happy, he shook off his hand and said angrily: "Leave me alone, I want to see him, Lu Yifei you tmd for Lao Tzu to come out, Lu Yifei ......"

"I think you're crazy."

How could Bai Yan ignore him, let him go crazy on the street, drag him again, and throw him into his car fiercely.

"You embarrass me again, believe it or not, I'll call Xiao Nian right now and ask her to come over and see what you, the big brother, have become now."

The person who got married yesterday is running to the street to go crazy today, if this is photographed by the media, how can he run to explain it to his new wife.

Bai Yan really didn't dare to compliment, what was in Ji Shen's mind, for the sake of a man, he didn't hesitate to embarrass people on the street like this.

As soon as he heard Xiao Nian's name, Ji Shen wilted.

With red eyes, he stared at Bai Yan and said, "I originally thought that he was just a doll I played with on a whim, but it wasn't until this moment that he left, I didn't know how uncomfortable I felt in my heart." ”

"Bai Yan, I lost, I lost to him!"

He was emotional, staring at Bai Yan and pleading, "You help me find him, as long as I get him back, you can do whatever you want me to do, Yan, you are my best brother, you help me get him back, okay?" ”

He didn't know how he would live without him in the future.

He didn't want him to go, what he said before was all angry talk, angry talk......

He wants him back now, as long as he comes back, he will do whatever he wants.

"I've got him back, what can you give him?"

Seeing Ji Shen in such pain, Bai Yan felt uncomfortable, so he could only enlighten him with righteous words.

"Ji Shen, you are married now, it is different from when you were single before, find Lu Yifei back, you can't give him a future, the relationship between the two of you is not recognized by the world, including Xiao Nian, she is very likely to be unable to accept your actions."

"When you get him back, you're hurting more than just one or two people, you know?"

"But I feel bad."

Lying on the steering wheel, Ji Shen cried, "Knowing that he will never come back, my heart is like a fire burning inside, and the pain is dripping blood!" ”

If he had known, he would not have gotten married.

knew that he should have indulged himself as he wanted, regardless of his parents' wishes, Xiao Nian's feelings, and the eyes of the world.

Is it too late?

Can't you go back to the past?

"The discomfort is only temporary, and I believe that you will get through it."

Reaching out and patting Ji Shen's shoulder, he glanced at the bar not far from the window, and said in a low voice: "Get out of the car, I'll accompany you to the bar for a few drinks, you won't be so uncomfortable when you're drunk." ”

Ji Shen raised his head, and also glanced at the gay bar not far from the window, thinking that there was the beauty of his first meeting with Lu Yifei, so he responded to Bai Yan's meaning, pushed the car door and got out of the car.