Chapter 58: Why Commit Suicide?
As soon as I lay down, the phone rang again. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ.
'Touched' over and looked, it was actually a text message from Fu Lingye.
My heart jumped for joy. It felt like the land that had been parched had been moistened.
The text message has only four words: Happy New Year.
The fingers quickly typed the words Happy New Year, but when I was ready to send it, I felt that it seemed too simple and seemed very casual, so I added a sentence after Happy New Year, and the work was smooth.
Uh, seems too old-fashioned?
After thinking about it, I deleted the work smoothly and added: Is there a New Year's red envelope?
After the text message was sent, it still didn't feel right, and I was like this......
Alas, forget it, the reaction has already been sent......
After waiting for five minutes, Fu Lingye didn't reply to my text message, thinking that he would definitely not reply.
At this time, someone suddenly added me >
The other party has no avatar, and the nickname is a capital f, I thought it should be Fu Lingye at a glance, my fingertips trembled slightly, and I agreed.
Sure enough, just after passing, the other party directly gave me a transfer of 888 yuan, and the transfer description was a New Year's red envelope, I was surprised for a few seconds, thinking that this red envelope would be too big?
When he was hesitating whether to refuse to accept it, Fu Lingye sent a >
I thought of the way he usually disliked me, so the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise, confirmed that he had received the red envelope, sent a cute smile, and replied to him: Thank you, boss. But there was no reply.
I felt a little lost in my heart, clicked on his circle of friends and found that there was nothing, and I was embarrassed to send him another message, so I put down my phone so 'sex'.
……
We have no other relatives in our family, according to the custom of the first day of the new year to go back to the grave of grandpa and parents, "milk" and "milk" motion sickness, a car to vomit badly, but every year on the first day of the new year she has to insist on going back to her hometown.
I went to work on the eighth day of junior high school, and I bought a train ticket for the fourth year of junior high school, and I went to S city on the fifth day of junior high school.
Because the sixth and seventh days of the lunar month are the peak period for return, the flow of people is too large.
The box was stuffed with a lot of food with 'milk' and 'milk', and the old man told him a thousand times before leaving.
The first thing I did when I returned to S City was naturally to ask for my aunt's house.
When I brought the souvenirs prepared by the 'milk' and 'milk', my aunt was very happy.
They had other guests at home, so I didn't stay long, put down my things and talked for a while before leaving. My aunt was going to entertain other guests, so she didn't keep me.
Then I went to Xu Fangfang, but it was more than ten days, she was thinner than when she was out of confinement, and she was 'very' happy to see me, pulling me to talk.
Doudou has been growing for more than two months, and he looks white and tender, unlike Xu Fangfang, who looks 'quite like' Huo Jie.
When the child fell asleep, I asked her, "How are you and Huo Jie?" ”
She suddenly didn't feel 'fine', and said: "At the age of twenty-nine, I brought something to see the child and left, he was very busy during the New Year, where can he come here." ”
"Are you reconciled?"
Xu Fangfang snorted, "He doesn't take the initiative to talk to me, and I don't take the initiative to talk to him." ”
I thought to myself, why bother, but I felt that saying these words during the Chinese New Year would only make her more unhappy, so I quickly changed the topic.
I went to the supermarket alone in the evening to buy groceries.
When I passed through the main square, I saw that there were many people setting off fireworks in their hands. I was afraid of burning my hair, so I had to take a detour, looking at the couple in the crowd from a distance, and the couple who were setting off fireworks and "flowers" in my heart were empty.
As soon as he turned his head, he actually saw Fu Lingye not far away.
Before the whole person had time to be excited, he saw a 'girl' child beside Fu Lingye, who was very petite, with curly hair like a doll.
My whole person was not good in an instant, and the sour feeling erupted from my heart, and even my eyes were slightly red.
Just as he was turning to leave, he suddenly grabbed his arm.
When I looked back, I saw a black foreign friend greeting me and handing me the fireworks in his hand for me to play with him.
Where am I still in the mood to set off fireworks, I just want to run home and hide and cry.
I knew that my feelings for Fu Lingye had reached such a point, and I would never have pushed him away at the beginning......
But foreign friends are really too enthusiastic, only when I am the usual shyness of Chinese 'girl' children, they wave their hands at me and say it's okay, and then pull me to the middle. I was shocked, if I left again, I would bump into Fu Lingye and the 'girl' next to him!
Fortunately, my foreign friend only took me a few steps to an open place, and said to me in broken Chinese: "Don't be shy, there are few people here." ”
I secretly glanced at Fu Lingye, who was a few steps away, and saw him put one hand on the shoulder of the 'girl' next to him, with a rare smile on his face.
It seems that he really 'made' a 'girlfriend' friend, otherwise he wouldn't be so happy.
The square is big and the people are mixed, so I'm not worried that Fu Lingye will notice me. Shaking his head, thinking that it was still in the middle of the Chinese New Year, he took a deep breath and took over the fireworks in the hands of foreign friends.
Who says no one is with me? Isn't it now? Today, we should contribute to the promotion of friendly relations between China and foreign countries.
I volunteered to light a cigarette with a lighter, and after lighting it, the foreign friend smiled very happily, and I only saw the whites of his eyes and teeth under the black night sky......
A foreign friend waved fireworks in his hand, and after a bouquet burned out, he gave me his mobile phone and asked me to take a picture of him, saying that he wanted to send it to distant relatives.
This sentence made me feel friendly to him all of a sudden, and I always felt that a man who was willing to share some interesting things in his life with his relatives must have a soft heart.
I took a picture of him and me, and he had to take a picture for me after the photo.
I waved my hand in embarrassment, and he gave me a thumbs up and said, "'Female' person, be confident, you are so beautiful!" ”
Smile genuinely at him and gesture to his camera with a scissorhands.
After playing for a while, I wanted to go home, so I thanked him for inviting me to play fireworks and said goodbye to him.
When I took two steps and couldn't help but turn around and try to take another look at Fu Lingye in the crowd, I found that he didn't know when he left.
I couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly.
-
I officially went to work on the eighth day of junior high school and went to the company early.
After the New Year, the first thing everyone said when they met was Happy New Year. A colleague sitting next to me said to me, "People have gained weight all year long, why do you look like you've lost weight?" ”
I was stunned, 'touched' and 'touched' my face, did I lose weight?
When I was at home, 'milk' and 'milk' did shout every day that I was thin, but the old man kept saying that 'girl' children are fatter to look good, even if I have a three-layer chin, the old man estimates that I am not fat enough, so I didn't care when I listened to 'milk' and 'milk' at home. But now I am a little surprised when my colleague says this.
You must know that I am about to gain three or five pounds every year during the Chinese New Year.
On the first day of the new year, the boss will open the 'door' to benefit the market, that is, to send a New Year's red envelope, but those who want red envelopes must go to the general manager's office in person to receive it from the boss, which is said to enhance the relationship between the boss and the employee, and is also an opportunity for capable people to recommend themselves in front of the boss.
At first, I was 'quite happy' when I heard that there was an 'opening' of the 'door', but when I heard that I was going to get it from Fu Lingye, the joy instantly went out.
My colleagues all went to get the red envelopes happily, and they all praised the boss's generosity, and I sat in my seat and pretended to work hard.
When I got off work, I brought a little souvenir from my hometown to the Minister of Security.
I brought a total of two copies, one for Wang Shu, I was able to climb up and become her deputy, she helped me a lot. The other is for the Minister of Security, because when I was pulled by Xiao Yao and He Yue, he came to relieve me. If he hadn't helped me at that time, I'm afraid I don't know if I would have started a fight if I continued to pull like that.
Minister Ma accepted my things, very embarrassed, and thanked me repeatedly, I smiled and said, "No thanks, last time you helped me out of the siege, I should thank you,"
When I turned around to leave, he suddenly stopped me and paused before saying, "Miss Bai, in fact, I didn't see what happened outside at all last time. And to be honest, even if I did, I wouldn't care about that dispute because it wasn't under my jurisdiction. In fact, last time, Mr. Fu called me to deal with it, and Mr. Fu asked me not to mention him at that time...... But now that I'm taking your stuff, I'm really embarrassed......"
A heart shook like this, as if it had been hit by something in the softest place, and my nose was a little sour at this moment.
That day, I was pulled and entangled by Xiao Yao and He Yue, and it was when I was embarrassed and helpless that I saw Fu Lingye walking out of the company, but he just glanced at me indifferently and left, but I never thought that he secretly helped me and called the head of the security department to help me.
I really didn't think that someone as indifferent as Fu Lingye would do this......
"Miss Bai, so I'm really embarrassed to take these things from you......"
I pushed back the things he handed over, and said with a smile: "Minister Ma, these are some specialties made of 'milk' and 'milk' at home, if you don't dislike it, take them and eat them, anyway, last time it wasn't for you and I couldn't get out so easily." ”
Minister Ma thanked him again and again and then took it.
Since I met Fu Lingye in the main square on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, I haven't seen him again until the day before the Lantern Festival holiday.
The day before the Lantern Festival, my aunt called me to go back to dinner with Zhang Yiyi when I got off work.
suddenly received a strange call in the elevator, and after answering it, I found that the call was actually from Xu Fangfang's nanny.
was suspicious of 'confused', but heard the nanny say in a hurried tone: "Miss Bai, hurry up, Miss Xu committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills!" ”
I was shocked.
After the elevator reached the first floor, I hurriedly ran out, accidentally bumped into a person, and turned back in a hurry, only to find that it was Fu Lingye, who I hadn't seen for a long time, and hurriedly said "I'm sorry" and ran outside.
After arriving at the hospital, I hurriedly asked the anxious nanny, "What's the matter?" Why on earth did she kill herself? ”