But what I'm most afraid of is that if I die, I will lose Lu Yiting, but I still want to be with him for a long time.

Again I grabbed the hem of his shirt and asked the same question, my aching teeth chattering, my fingers spasming, my eyes fixed on his face. Like, as long as he says I won't die, I really won't die!

This time, however, his tight bun face did not give me an immediate affirmative answer, and I saw him swallow up and down in his throat, and then, in a voice trembling to the point of almost faintness, said:

"You're dead, and I'm not alive!"

I really seem to laugh at him, he is going to be a father, how can he say such childish words, but I don't. Because, in the next second, two lines of tears slipped down his jaw, which fell on my cheeks impartially, and Lu Yiting cried!

Oh, he's scared too, it's not just mine, it's his!

So after that, no matter how bad the pain in my stomach was, I always gritted my teeth and stood tall, I wanted to give birth to the child smoothly and accompany him to come, this is not a wish but a fact!

It wasn't a taxi that stopped for us, but a nice private car, and the owner stopped and asked, "Need help?" ”

Lu Yiting didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one and went to pull the back seat and sat down, and said apologetically: "Brother, human life is at stake, please send us to the hospital, my wife's water broke in the month." ”

There are still many good people in this world, and the owner stepped on the accelerator without saying a word, and even comforted Lu Yiting: "Don't worry, I'm super shortcut and fast, don't be too nervous, at this time, the husband should be more calm." ”

Lu Yiting said 'thank you', but the hand holding me kept shaking, he talked to me from time to time, I didn't have much strength to answer, but my eyes always looked at him wide, saying 'I'm okay'.

The owner of the car drove really fast, but because of the pain, I felt like a year, and when I was lying on the hospital bed, I was already drenched in sweat.

I grabbed the doctor and said, "I want to have a smooth delivery!" ”

The pain of contractions is something that only people who have given birth to can understand, and the feeling that the entire internal organs are tightening and throbbing is honestly too unbearable. In particular, I was born prematurely unexpectedly, and I lost a lot of amniotic fluid, which means that I will face great danger if I have a smooth birth.

Afterwards, those who felt sorry for me also said to me harshly, why do you have to freeze your breath in this situation, what if something goes wrong? But I just knew that I was very clear at that time, and what I wanted was clearly in front of me.

I want the child to be healthier, I want the second child to be born as soon as possible, I don't want to be knifed, all this can only be achieved by natural delivery.

But Lu Yiting disagreed, he could only try to persuade me anxiously, a face flushed because of running and impatience, but the wrinkled white shirt did not make him look embarrassed at all. Quickly pushing the hospital bed together, he said: "Our situation is special, let's have a cesarean section, okay?" ”

I bit my lip and shook my head!

He seemed to know what I was thinking, and stroked my face and whispered a promise: "Whether it's a man or a woman, let's give birth to this baby, and it's okay to have a caesarean section." ”

I exhaled lightly through my mouth and continued to shake my head.

"Wife, is it good to be obedient!"

When the doctor heard this, he turned to Lu Yiting with a calm face and explained: "According to the B-ultrasound, if it is in line with the natural delivery, it is recommended to have a natural birth, and if it does not meet the requirements, it can only be delivered by caesarean section. ”

Lu Yiting's eyes were red, and I felt that he was about to cry again, so I hurriedly gasped to transfer the pressure to him.

I said, "Inform Mom and Dad, and I'm hungry!" ”

Lu Yiting nodded, his eyes softened a lot, and after touching my wet hair, he asked gently, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Roasted wheat!"

endured the pain and took a B ultrasound, and even drank something, and finally the doctor agreed to give birth naturally, and Lu Yiting was also able to accompany him.

Pants removal and hair removal are not worth mentioning for me at all, and the pain of the doctor's side cut on me can't attract my attention at all, so I grabbed Lu Yiting's hand tightly and didn't let go for a moment!

That scene was chaotic for me, there were other maternal cries of labor around me, so I bit down and pressed the nurse's midwife's hand and kept pushing hard, and Lu Yiting's voice kept cheering me up, and he shouted more excitedly than me: "Wife, work hard, it's about to come out." ”

I pinched his hand and silently said in my heart: I know it!

However, he didn't understand my eyes, and continued to howl: "Wife, tighten your teeth, and come out at once." ”

I want to say: did you give birth or what?

"Wife ......"

I exhaled sharply and gasped slightly weakly: "You be quiet!" ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, but I always feel like the nurse who helped me deliver my midwife...... Laughed!

I don't have excess fat in my belly, the pointed one is easy to push out, and because of the premature birth, the baby is small, so it is really easy to give birth.

After an hour and a half, I felt a sense of relief all over my body, all the pain gradually faded away, and all that was left was complete exhaustion, as if I was going to fall asleep in the next second.

I craned my neck and looked into the doctor's hand, and a red-skinned and wrinkled flesh was picked up, and then, wow, a child's cry was very loud.

At that moment, I was stunned, as if all this was a little unreal.

Looking up at Lu Yiting, he looked at the direction of the child and gradually turned red, grabbed my hand, he leaned down and kissed me on the forehead, and said softly in a trembling voice:

"Wife, you're awesome!"

I was infected by him, and my eyes were red, but in fact, I was so scared, why didn't that red flesh look so beautiful? Could it be that the gene has mutated? Lu Yiting and I are so white!

The nurse wrapped it up and went to weigh it, and after weighing, she handed it to Lu Yiting and hugged it: Four catties and nine weights, boy.

What is certain is that it is estimated to be called Lu Jiamu!

The doctor was still helping me with stitches, and I grabbed my weak arm and waved at Lu Yiting, and he quickly squatted down and wrapped the small cloth away.

What a small child, with red skin, and its eyes were still hazy with a blue-green feeling, and it was sticking out its tongue as if looking for something.

I reached out and poked him in the face, he immediately opened his mouth to hold it, I retracted his hand and he finally deflated his mouth and frowned and was about to cry.

At this moment, I finally had the real feeling of being a mother, and I couldn't help it, and tears flowed out!

Not for suffering, but for joy.

Lu Yiting reached out and touched my face, I raised my eyes and looked at him, he smiled so much that he had no eyes, and his white teeth were still a little funny.

I also reached out my hand, he grabbed it and squeezed it hard, and I suddenly took a deep breath and was relieved!

The nurse said, "Let's give some milk to the baby later, because it was a premature birth, we have to send it to the nursery box for a few days, just in case!" ”

The doctor's stitches were completed quickly, and I was slowly pushed out of the delivery room as soon as the thin quilt was covered.

Lu Yiting has been holding the child with one hand, and the other hand is holding my hand with an extremely awkward movement, walking slowly along with the hospital bed!

As soon as I got out of the delivery room, a bunch of people greeted me, I was already tired, and I was even more dazzled at this time, I only knew that the child who was originally held in Lu Yiting's arms was picked up in an instant.

The mother-in-law untied it and looked at it, and she laughed so much that she could hear it all over the aisle: "Oh, what a kid, I'll just say it, ancestors bless you!" ”

The godmother also gathered a bunch of children before turning to look at me, her eyes were red, and she smiled happily, she said:

"Lan Xin, I'm a mother, I've really grown up!"

I burst into tears, and turned my head and said, "Oh, I'm so tired now, don't make me cry, I'm so hungry!" ”

"It's okay, your mother-in-law asked Sister Dai to get something, let's go to the ward and eat!"

My mother-in-law and her group had already gone forward with the child in their arms, and my godfather looked at me with pity: "Girl, it's hard!" ”

I shook my head and glanced at Lu Yiting: "It's not hard!" ”

My situation is special, the doctor is afraid of any sequelae, so I was placed in the intensive care unit for a few days to observe, and I really got a little sick.

Milk, can't get down, the child is hungry for a long time, or the mother-in-law brought milk powder to soak, giving the child a fruit!

The mother-in-law completely occupied the child, holding a coax alone, and said while breastfeeding: "Look, don't eat, now the child is in trouble, hungry!" ”

She said this with a hint of teasing to the child, but it didn't sound good to me!

As soon as I got tired, I didn't seem to be very interested in anything, so I just wanted to sleep, and my godmother persuaded me to eat something before sleeping, and I took two perfunctory bites.

Originally, I just planned to take a nap, but when I woke up, it was already dark outside, and only my godmother was guarding the ward, and I was napping at this time.

Thirsty, very hungry. Looking at the empty ward, there was not even a shadow of Lu Yiting, and I suddenly felt a little unhappy!

There was a cup of poured water on the table at the head of the bed, and I didn't want to disturb my godmother, so I hooked my arm and wanted to get it. My hand was soft, and with a 'snap', the water cup slipped from my trembling hand, and it fell to pieces, I was startled, and my godmother was even more frightened and woke up directly!

I stuck out my tongue at her with some apologies, and whispered to the water glass: "I'm a little thirsty, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to." ”

Godmother hurriedly smiled at me angrily: "I'm sorry to say anything, you just gave birth now, we should serve you, if you have anything, you can say it, you are now in confinement!" ”

She poured me a glass of warm water as she spoke, and I threw my head back and drank it in one gulp, asking for another one.

I asked, as if unintentionally, "Are they all gone?" ”

My godmother handed it to me again and explained, "No, your father went to the toilet, and your mother-in-law and father-in-law are watching the children, and they are very happy." ”

"Eh, by the way, what's wrong with Xiaohong's girl? Why do you have a scar on your face and a wound on your hand? ”

"I asked you, how did you give birth prematurely, and I asked the doctor that the amniotic water broke when you came, what happened?"

I listened to my godmother's question cursoryly, and the question in my mind was: Why is there no Lu Yiting's whereabouts?

Could it be that you are also looking at the children?

The water cup was handed to my godmother, and I lowered my eyes in short: "It's okay, I just accidentally fell and then gave birth prematurely!" ”

My godmother obviously didn't believe it, staring at me fiercely with a pair of eyes, and educating me with a sad look: "I, I really don't know what to say about you, you are still bouncing around with a big belly, fortunately you are fine, if something happens, the two of us are really dead." ”

I regret it too! But the matter has passed, and it would be nice to pay attention next time, so I pouted and said, "It's okay!" ”

Suddenly, the godmother began to sigh as soon as she changed her words, she said: "Eh, this is fate, I think I was born in seven months back then, and you are also seven months old now......"

Thinking of something, she actually smiled, grabbed my hand and patted it, full of sighs, and paused for a long time before saying:

"Happy, mom is happy, you're angry now, you know? Although the child was born prematurely, he is very healthy, looking at the appearance of long hands and feet, he must not be short in the future, and he must still be a handsome guy! ”

Who is not happy to hear this! I'm happy, of course, too, but ......

"Mom!" I was a little embarrassed and said, "That kid...... Why is it so red as a little mouse? That face...... It's not like anyone, it's so ugly! ”