216 No more respect (and updates.)

Hongyan never looked forward to the title, but Hongli attached so much importance to it, so he followed him to write down his "order" one by one, and listened to the emperor's words, she suddenly thought of where this word might come from.

I'm afraid that only people who are deeply in love can come up with such an artistic conception, the person in their hearts, the point under the word Ling, is her bond with the emperor the flesh and blood of his heart?

Hongli didn't explain it carefully, probably because he felt that it was too hypocritical, what kind of title could he choose for Hongyan, he started thinking about it from the time he went out, and he thought of it before the queen's letter was delivered, but it wasn't that such a thing happened to cherish Hongyan, and this word 'Ling' is none other than Hongyan.

It's just that in this situation, if he said it too carefully, he was afraid that Hongyan would not be comfortable, and he had thought about the title at the beginning, and he didn't think about what excuse to use to get his mother's nod when he came back.

"I hope I can heal all the wounds in your heart, I think that after so many years, I think that these two years of peace, the past will never happen again, who knows that it will get more and more intense, the emperor keeps saying that she is not targeting you, I really don't know if she believes it herself, I really don't believe it." The emperor smiled bitterly and said to Hongyan, "But she is my own mother, no matter how much resentment I have in my heart, I can't do anything to her, let alone force her to admit her mistakes, all I can do is to be good to you." ”

Hongyan nodded, she would never respect the Queen Mother in her life, no matter how great the Queen Mother was, and how difficult her position was, she couldn't forgive. But she can't do anything to the Queen Mother, and she can't force the emperor to do anything, because that's his mother. But Hongyan was heartbroken, the queen mother expelled the last bit of respect in her heart, she was unwilling to disguise any hypocritical filial piety, and told the emperor bluntly: "The concubines will not be disrespectful to the queen mother, but please also ask the emperor not to have any expectations for Hongyan, the concubines cannot honor the queen mother like the queen mother and the concubine Yu." The queen mother will be old and frail in the future, and if the emperor wants the concubines to serve by the left and right, the concubines are duty-bound, but if the emperor does not speak, the concubines will never rush to do it. Even if everyone accuses the concubines of being unfilial, even if it is the emperor...... Concubines can't do it either. ”

The Qing emperors ruled the world with benevolence and filial piety, and Hongli was not inferior to his ancestors, whether it was the concubines left by his biological mother and the first emperor, or the concubines left by Kangxi, as well as the elders in the royal family, they were very respectful, and it was a beautiful talk praised by the government and the opposition. And Hongyan said such ruthless words to such an emperor, even Hongli was taken aback, he knew that Hongyan was disheartened by his mother, but he didn't expect it to reach the point where he wanted to say it.

"The emperor's forgiveness is not that the concubines are speechless." When Hongyan said it, he let it go, took two steps back and curtled his knees, "For so many years, so many things have happened, and I have endured since the Double Ninth Festival that year, I don't know which day will be the head." The emperor said that the concubine is your sweetheart, but there is a knife hanging in the concubine's heart. ”

Hongli frowned slightly, distressed and helpless, since Hongyan appeared, he knew that being the emperor was not only a matter of the world, but also the embarrassment of the closest people was the most unbearable.

Hongyan had the heart to die that night, so why be afraid at this moment, and said with a resolute expression: "The point of the word is your love for the concubine, but the point of the word is the tears shed by the concubine." This road is gone, the concubine just wants to go on, there is no expectation of power and status, the concubine does not want to be beautiful to others, she just wants to be calm in her heart, and she just wants to be by your side for a long time. From the moment the concubine put her heart on you, she thought that one day you would have someone else in your heart, neither sad nor painful, just like the concubine has replaced someone else now. But the days that can still be in your heart, the concubine wants to keep this little bit of happiness, hoping that she can stay away from the queen mother, don't leave your heart one day, and when you want to live a good life, you don't even have your life. ”

The emperor tightened his face: "I know, but if you say such things, you are not allowed to say it again, not to the queen, not to Fu Heng's wife, not to Cherry Little Lingzi." Hongyan, I can tolerate everything about you, but the people of the world, the court, the harem, and even those palace maids and eunuchs can't do it. ”

Hongyan nodded, but the emperor hadn't said anything, she had never prayed to Hongli, and this time she opened her mouth, it was so heavy.

They have already had a heart-to-heart with each other, how could Hongli not know what Hongyan was waiting for, he stretched out his hand to help the person up, and responded to her seriously: "I promise you, stay away from the Queen Mother in the future, and I don't have to say anything about the rules that should be done, but other than that, I will not force you and will not want you to do anything, even if E-Niang is old and weak in the future, there will be no shortage of people around her to take care of her, you don't have to worry about these." ”

Hongyan was sure in her heart, and lowered her head and said: "The emperor can rest assured, Hongyan will not do anything disrespectful to the queen mother, but she just doesn't want to pretend to work too hard, the concubine can endure anything, but the child is ......" Her eyes were slightly red, and she finally understood why Concubine Yu had told her that the fifth elder brother was her only relative here.

Hongli breathed a long sigh of relief, and said: "So far, this matter will not be mentioned again, I said that I will wait for you forever, and it is still the same, I will wait for you to be happy again one day, and now I will not force you to smile, that kind of smile will only make people more distressed." ”

But when the emperor said this, he smiled comfortably, and when Hongli saw this, he said: "But there is a sentence in your phone call that I remember, let's settle the account slowly in the future." ”

Hongyan was nervous, she said something wrong, frowned and recalled, could it be......

The emperor touched her face lightly: "Remembered? ”

Hongyan shook his head, and Hongli smiled: "Don't be afraid, I remember, the coming day will be long." ”

As soon as July passes, the autumn color is getting thicker, the wind can smell the fragrance of osmanthus, the autumn moon in Pinghu is even sweeter and intoxicating, and Jing came to visit Hongyan instead of her mother, so many things happened She was stopped by her mother, and the more she grew up, the more she understood that adults should not interfere with their own affairs, and now they only act as if nothing had happened, but often accompany Hongyan for the queen.

On this day, when I entered the autumn moon of Pinghu Lake, Hongyan was taking the palace people to put away the full osmanthus flowers and prepare to make honey, and he shouted and stepped forward and said: "As soon as I walked in here, my stomach was hungry, and when I smelled the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, I wanted to eat sweet." ”

Hongyan's mood has already recovered a lot, and when he saw Hejing, he smiled, and came over with a full fragrance and said: "There is no osmanthus nectar yet, but there is rock sugar hawthorn." ”

Hejing's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly followed Hongyan away, Hongyan put a bowl of soft and glutinous rock sugar hawthorn to her, seeing that Hejing seemed to be coming from Changchun Xianguan, with a slight sweat on his forehead, he wiped it for her with a silk handkerchief, such an intimate move, Hejing was used to it, but today it seems that he has something on his mind, and when Hongyan moved his hand, she said softly: "Huang Ama dispersed the court today, came to talk to Eniang, I wanted to send tea, but I heard Ama Eniang talking about me." ”

"Say you?" Hongyan asked, thinking about what he could do with Jing Neng, isn't it a marriage?

"It seems that Huang Ama is going to marry me." He Jing's eyes turned red, and the hawthorn, which put a lot of rock sugar without hesitation, was still sour in her heart, "Ama seems to say, when my mother gives birth to the child, I will get married." Hongyan, I'm leaving. ”

"Don't worry, the emperor will definitely leave you in the capital." Hongyan persuaded.

"Even in the capital, I can't enter the palace every day, in the end, I am the one who gets married." He Jing rubbed his eyes, but he didn't cry at all, "Hongyan, do you remember what I once said to you?" ”

"You said that you will get married in the future, let me accompany the queen well, and I will still be the palace maid who will follow you to study at that time." Hongyan smiled slightly, "I remember." ”

"I know it's not easy for you right now." He Jing said, "But except for you, I have no one else to entrust, Huang Ama is good to Eniang, it should be." ”

Hongyan sneered and nodded repeatedly: "Yes, that's how it should be." She stretched out her hand to wipe away the rock sugar juice that remained on the corner of Hejing's mouth, and looked at this lovely little girl tenderly, if only she could have a daughter who would love her so intimately in the future. I can't help but sink in my heart, will I still have children?

He Jing said indignantly: "I thought that you had made a concubine, and Huang Ama would accompany you for a while, but he couldn't let go of those people anymore, and all the rain and dew were wet, why be good to that kind of person, they are not worthy." They all hate you, and they always like to instigate in front of the imperial grandmother, and the imperial grandmother listens too much, so she naturally doesn't like you. But the emperor Ama is still good to them, which is unreasonable. ”

Hongyan also knows that after she was named a concubine, although the emperor often accompanied her, the number of times she turned over the meal cards these days was very frequent and fair, it seemed that she had promised the queen mother something, or he wanted to do something beautiful, such as the rain and dew that He Jing said, and even Concubine Yu, who has always been unimportant, has a day to sleep.

"Actually, the emperor is also hard, you see how calm these days are, they are not jealous and cause trouble, so that the queen mother can raise the baby with peace of mind, just for the sake of the younger brother who is about to be born." Hongyan is generous, persuading and respecting, "There is nothing more important than Niangniang at the moment." ”

He Jing smiled, she has grown up, and she looks at many things not like before, Eniang is the most important, no one can compare, but she knows that there are many precious people and precious things in this world.

The little girl no longer complained, as for the marriage, she has had the consciousness of the royal princess since she was a child, in addition to being reluctant to mother, she has the courage to bear for the court, and Hongyan said that her heart is more relaxed, and she has eaten all the hawthorn in the bowl, and suddenly remembered something, and said to Hongyan: "Eniang is very good, the imperial doctor said that it is good, but I heard Qianya say that the fetus of the pure concubine is very bad." ”