387 Heart-to-heart conversation
Just now, I suddenly thought of her, and in fact, I also thought of her on the way to the company in the morning.
Yesterday, I don't know how she ended up, anyway, it was definitely not Lou Shaotang who sent her back. Thinking back to what Lou Shaotang said to her, as well as her painful, sad and embarrassed appearance, plus thinking of her wrist injury, I still couldn't bear it after all.
Ben was hesitant to go to her and talk to her, but then Lou Shaotang called me, and when we finished talking, I had arrived at the company, and then I forgot about it.
Now, I decided to go to her.
I don't know if I didn't hear it, or if I deliberately didn't answer my call, and the phone rang for a long time and didn't connect.
Just as I was about to hang up the phone, the phone suddenly rang, and Shen Yiru's cold and unkind voice came into my ears from the other end of the phone, "What are you looking for me to do?" ”
Her reaction was expected by me, I was not angry at all, I pulled my lips and smiled and said, "I have something to look for you, I don't know if it is convenient for you to come out now?" ”
"It's inconvenient." Her answer was still what I expected, and I was still not angry, still smiling, "It's okay, I can go to you if it's inconvenient, there is a teahouse on the street in front of Jingyuan, you can go for 5 minutes, and I'll leave after I finish, I can't delay you for long." ”
Maybe it was because I lowered my posture and my tone was very sincere, maybe I thought I was going to apologize to her or ask for peace or something, Shen Yiru seemed to be silent for a few seconds and agreed.
I made an appointment with her at the teahouse I was talking about, hung up the phone, and I immediately left for there.
As I expected, Shen Yiru was late, and he was a big late, nearly 1 hour later than the agreed time.
When she arrived, she was unapologetic, condescending and contemptuous to me.
I smiled kindly at her and poured her a cup of her favorite drink, Pu'er.
"Mom."
As soon as this word came out of my mouth, Shen Yiru's face immediately darkened.
I smiled astringently. To say that I want to say this name for her, I have been thinking about it for a long time. Legally speaking, Lou Shaotang and I have not remarried now, and we are not husband and wife, so I am not qualified to call her so.
However, just like Lou Shaotang said, whether she accepts it or not, Lou Shaotang and I will remarry, this mother, she has to do it, and she has to do it if she doesn't do it, so there's nothing wrong with me calling her like this.
Moreover, the purpose of my visit to her today is to do her ideological work so that she can accept me. So I finally decided to call her that.
Shen Yiru pursed her lips tightly, the corners of her mouth collapsed, obviously angry, and she didn't say a word.
I looked at her wrist wrapped in gauze, and said with concern: "Shaotang was a little too aggressive yesterday, you didn't hurt seriously, right?" ”
When Shen Yiru heard this, her eyes immediately widened, and she said angrily: "You are looking for me to show off to me, my son beat me for you?!" ”
Hearing her misunderstand me, I chuckled, "That's not what I meant." I'm looking for you to have a heart-to-heart talk with you, and to be able to untie the knot between the two of us for many years. ”
Shen Yiru snorted, "There is nothing to talk about between us, and there is nothing to untie." With that, she stood up and wanted to leave.
I immediately said, "Do you really want to cut off the mother-son relationship with Shaotang?" ”
Shen Yiru's body was just about to turn halfway.
I smiled secretly, it turned out that I knew Shen Yiru more deeply than I imagined.
Seeing that Shen Yiru stood still and didn't mean to leave, his eyes were full of doubts when he looked at me, presumably speculating on my intentions, so I continued: "Mom, you also saw it yesterday, Shaotang didn't say it this time, and it won't be like 3 years ago, and in the end, he relented and reconciled with you." He's hard-hearted. Where your relationship goes is now up to your attitude. ”
"I know that you have always hated me, and felt that I was not qualified for Shaotang in all aspects. Indeed, I admit it, and now, I have other people's children, and in your eyes, I am even more unbearable. ”
Speaking of Ruirui, I couldn't help but feel pain and shame for Lou Shaotang.
After a pause, he took a secret breath, forcibly suppressed this unbearable emotion, and spoke again: "However, Shaotang and I love each other deeply, and no one can do without anyone, which is also an iron fact." There are many factors that have made us apart for so long, but in the end, it's because of you. If you hadn't been on your knees crying and begging me, I wouldn't have made up my mind to leave him, and I wouldn't have had so many things that followed. ”
Seeing Shen Yiru clenching her fists, and her face was angry again, thinking that I was blaming her, I immediately changed my words, "I didn't say this to blame you. To be honest, I have never blamed you for this, especially after I became a mother myself, I can better understand your feelings at that time and understand your approach. ”
Shen Yiru's brows moved slightly, as if she was a little surprised by my words, and some didn't believe it.
I smiled lightly, didn't care what she thought, and continued to say what was in my heart: "I just want to say, in the 3 years we have been separated, you may not know how painful I am, but how painful Shaotang is, you can't see it." Now that we're back together, we can't be apart again, even if the whole world is against it and laughs at it. I think you have to be clear about that. "And I'm sure you're pretty clear by now." After a pause, he stared at Shen Yiru.
Her expression was very angry, very unwilling, and very unconvinced, but she was really powerless to return to heaven and accept her fate.
I glanced at the cup in front of her, and the tea was cold. Reaching out and taking another cup from the saucer, he poured her another cup of tea and pushed it in front of her.
"But, even so, I still don't want Shaotang to have no contact with you because of this." I said, looking at her and Chateacup separately, and showing with my eyes that I wish she would sit down again. continued: "On the one hand, as I just said, I was born as a mother with you, and I can understand your mood and behavior very well, and if it were me, I might be the same as you. You raised Shaotang as an adult, and how many ups and downs you experienced during the period, even if I haven't experienced it, I can imagine it. You're not easy, really. ”
I sighed slightly with emotion, "Actually, Shaotang also understands very well in his heart, so he has always been very filial to you, but now you are still so opposed to us being together, so that he has to choose between us, although he chose me, but he is also very uncomfortable, just like back then, only this time, his attitude is more decisive." But I don't want him to want you for my sake, and as your only son, he must support you and treat you well in return for your nurturing kindness. ”
Xu was my words that touched Shen Yiru's heart, or reminded her of the difficulty and bitterness of raising Lou Shaotang in the past few decades. She cried, slowly descended, and sat down in her chair.
Seeing her trembling hands resting on the edge of the table, I pushed the cup full of hot tea into her hand again, and she immediately subconsciously held it.
Without waiting for her to be emotionally stable, I said again, "On the other hand, although he doesn't care about other people's opinions, I care, and I don't want others to say that my husband is an unfilial son who doesn't want a mother for the sake of his wife." He is a public figure, and I will not let him do anything that damages his image, and I will not do it myself. I think the two of us should have the same views and positions on this point. ”
Shen Yiru didn't speak, just shed tears. However, judging from her expression, she was not as tough as before, but I was not sure if she was really shaking in her heart, so I said, "Finally," after a pause, I suppressed the sourness that came to my heart, and said, "You also know, I have a mother is equal to not a mother, so no one can let me do my filial piety." And you are Shaotang's mother, I want to honor you, respect you, and treat you as my own mother. In fact, that's what I thought back then, and I did it, but then you looked down on me just like now, so you couldn't see or disdain everything I did, and even speculated maliciously. ”
I exhaled slightly sadly, and I continued: "It's false to say that I'm not sad, but I've never resented you, even if you beat me and scold me, I will forgive yourself: you are Shaotang's mother, since I love Shaotang, I must love everything about him, including you who hate me." ”
Shen Yiru raised her teary eyes to look at me, and I saw a slight move in her eyes, but it was fleeting, and then I became a little disbelieving.
I understand very well, after all, we have had bad friends, and there have been many, many unpleasant times, and it is normal for her not to believe that I will repay my grievances.
So, I said sincerely: "Mom, everything I said today is from the bottom of my heart, whether you believe it or not, in short, that's all I can say." It's not to ask you to change your opinion and attitude towards me, but to hope that you don't act rashly and make decisions that may make you sad and regretful; I sincerely hope that we can truly become a family and have fun. The so-called home and everything is prosperous, only in this way can Shaotang have no worries and focus all his energy on the development of 'Tianyue'. ”
Shen Yiru still didn't speak, but her excitement had calmed down a lot, I took out a tissue and handed it to her, she looked at it, seemed to hesitate for a few seconds, and finally took it.
Seeing that she had already listened to my words, I was very happy, but I didn't force her to express my position now, but smiled slightly, "Okay, my company still has some things, I'm leaving, I'll send you back." ”
"No need, I'll go by myself." Her tone was completely unpolite, slightly soft.
The corners of my lips curled, "Okay, be careful yourself." ”
After settling the bill, I left the teahouse. Before getting into the car, I looked into the teahouse again, and Shen Yiru was still sitting there, looking thinking about something.
She must have been thinking about what I said.
As for how she will decide, I am basically sure, but I don't know how long it will take for her to put down her posture and express her position, after all, she is a very face-saving person, and it takes great psychological construction to let her take the initiative to change her mouth.
Wait another 2 days, if she hasn't acted yet, I will have to do Lou Shaotang's work again, and ask him to give her a step down. As long as I speak, Lou Shaotang will definitely listen to me.
The mood suddenly became bright, and he started the car with a smile.
I didn't go back to the office, thinking of meeting Yvonne in the garden in the morning, I went to the hospital to see Nino.
When he entered the ward, he saw that Qiao Chenfei was alone, he was sitting in the hospital bed, quietly watching Nino who was sleeping.
"Where's Yvonne?" I walked up to him and asked in a whisper.
He turned his head, his handsome face showing a little tiredness, "She's going back in the morning." ”
I was surprised, "Didn't she come again?" ”
"No, she didn't come." He rubbed his face and eyes, as if to relax.
I wondered, "I met her at home in the morning, and she said she was going back to the hospital." ”
He exhaled softly rather tiredly, "I don't know, maybe there is something temporary, let's go somewhere else." He smiled indifferently, got up, and poured me water.
I smiled too, "Maybe." I took the glass he handed me and asked, "Have you been with me since the morning?" ”
"Hmm."
"Haven't been busy lately?"
"Busy. But no matter how busy you are, it doesn't matter as much as Nino. With that, he turned his attention to Nino on the hospital room, his expression adding a little concern and love.
I didn't expect him to care about and value Nino so much, a little surprised, but more happy.
"When are you going to tell Nino that you're his dad?"
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