Chapter 82: Am I Not Good Enough?
In the past few days, Da Yu'er felt that she was very miserable, because she couldn't say it, and she was all miserable in her heart.
But Zizig's words, the tears in Qizige's eyes, made her suddenly feel that the blood she vomited that day was really hypocritical.
"Have you consulted with Dorgon, does he know?" Da Yu'er asked.
"I'm in charge of family matters." Zizig said proudly, "You and I are like you, you can't do anything?" ”
Da Yu'er turned her face: "Why are you poking my heart." ”
Zizig said: "Whoever pokes you in the heart, you are spoiled by the Great Khan and your aunt, forgetting the severity, forgetting who you are, and the most hateful thing is that forgetting who your man is." ”
The carriage swayed, as if it had tripped over a stone somewhere, and with a violent jolt, adults and children were turned upside down, and Yatu and Atul giggled.
The world of children, how simple, happy to laugh, sad to cry.
"Dolgon and I have been talking at home for a long time, not only us, but people inside and outside the palace are talking about it." Qi Qige patted the frightened little Ah Zhe and said, "Everyone knows that Wu Keshan sent Sister Hai Lanzhu here to ask her to stay." But I said to Dorgon, you must not have thought so, how simple you are, and I guessed wrong. ”
Da Yu'er shook her head: "Actually, now that you ask me, what did you think at that time, I can't tell the difference." ”
Zizig asked, "If you had found out before the Great Khan wanted to keep Sister Hai Lanzhu, would you have sent her sister away?" ”
Da Yu'er looked at Qi Qige blankly.
Qi Qige said: "If you send it away, will Sister Hai Lanzhu still be alive now, if the Great Khan didn't come to pick her up that day, would she be dead now?" ”
Da Yu'er suddenly remembered something and asked Qi Qige: "Yan Zhashi once told me that on the day of the imperial mausoleum, when my sister was held hostage in the main hall, she once told the Great Khan that she wanted him to kill Wu Keshan. ”
Zizig nodded, "yes." ”
Da Yu'er asked in astonishment, "You also know?" ”
Zizig said: "A lot of people know it, of course, I can't talk too much in front of you, so I haven't mentioned it without you asking, don't blame me." ”
Da Yu'er shook her head again and again: "But when I asked my sister, my sister said that someone had heard it, and she just asked the Great Khan not to take care of her and kill that person." ”
Zizig's mind spun so fast that he immediately asked, "Then who do you believe?" ”
Da Yu'er was stunned.
Qi Qige sighed: "If it's true, think about it, what did Wu Keshan do to his sister to make her such a weak person vicious and want her brother to die?" ”
The two of them were silent for a long time, only the laughter of the children in the carriage, and they had a lot of fun with Su Mala, not paying attention to what their mother and aunt were saying.
"What was he like when he went to pick up his sister that night?" Da Yu'er asked.
"Do you want to hear it?" What Zizig was worried about still happened, and she knew that Da Yu'er would come one day to ask about the situation that night.
Da Yu'er pursed her lips and nodded solemnly.
"Da Khan looked at Sister Hai Lanzhu's gaze, which made me very moved. I even fantasize that one day, Dolgon will look at me like this, but unfortunately no one will take me away......" Ziziger half-jokingly, but still said very seriously, "there are so many people and many carriages there, and the Great Khan walked up to his sister at once, and he saw at once the man he was looking for." ”
After saying that, Qi Qige's heart also brightened, and he continued: "People outside, don't care if the Great Khan left his sister because he likes it, or because of politics, anyway, no one will think it's a strange thing, the emperor of the Ming Dynasty, and there are three thousand women, in this world, do we women have to speak?" The Great Khan is like this, and so is Dorgon, but we are lucky enough to make them feel painful in their hearts. ”
Qi Qige looked at Da Yu'er: "But we also have to understand in our hearts, Yu'er, even if you don't want to admit it, I can't say anything to coax you, as far as Dolgon and I are concerned, the Great Khan really likes his sister, so he left her." You don't know, the night after my sister was almost forced by Sukhbaqiang-jian, the Great Khan came again. I didn't hear what they said in the house that night, but on the day the Great Khan brought my sister back to the palace, I heard him ask her to answer what she didn't say that night. And the sister said that she did not collude with Wu Keshan, and she never deceived Da Khan. ”
"Never lied?" Da Yu'er repeated this sentence.
"So, in a place we can't see, the Great Khan and my sister, something must have happened." Ziziger laughed, "They must have their stories." ”
Da Yu'er leaned her head heavily against the car window, and a cold wind blew in through the cracks and pierced her skin thinly.
"If I were you, I wouldn't have figured it out." "But whether it's the Great Khan, or Dorgon, the Great Khan can love his aunt and you, and Dolgon can keep the two women that his mother chose for him, and in their eyes, one more woman is not a common thing?" ”
Da Yu'er's tears filled her eyes drop by drop, and she looked at Qi Qige in pain, and every word Qi Qi Ge said was pierced in her heart.
Ziziger asked, "Otherwise, what else?" ”
"It's me...... Isn't it good enough? ”
Da Yu'er's tears burst the embankment, and she couldn't stop crying, Yatu and Atul saw it, and they crawled into Eniang's arms and asked her what was wrong, Eniang didn't stop, they also cried, Su Mala and Qi Qige, really helpless.
In the palace, Huang Taiji is discussing the New Year's Day system with several ministers, under the smoke and iron hooves, the country must have culture, this time it is rare to stay in Shengjing for so long, Huang Taiji attaches great importance to it.
After discussing this matter, when he came out of the main hall, he saw Dolgon coming out of the white flag pavilion, and he called Dolgon to him and said, "You have forgotten the route map for sending grain and grass to the Korean front?" ”
Dolgon hurriedly said: "Don't dare to forget, the stakes are very high, don't dare to make a map easily, Great Khan, even in this palace, I'm afraid there are also meticulous works." I consulted with Dodor again and again, intending to wait until we set out to make arrangements. ”
While they were talking, some people hurried to the White Flag Pavilion, as if they were in a hurry to find Dorgon, and when they saw the Great Han and the Fourteen Baylors talking in front of the Great Palace, they fixed there and did not dare to move again.
Dorgon called them over, and knowing that the emperor was suspicious, he asked generously, "What is the matter?" ”
The man was so embarrassed that his head was about to drop to his toes, and he said timidly: "Qi Yu Great Khan, Fourteen Baylor, Tenth and Fourteenth Fujin She followed Yufujin out of the city, and the family said that with her luggage, she was going to Hetuara with Yufujin." ”
Dolgon was furious: "Really? Zipzig gone? ”
The man nodded again and again: "Yes, the villain asked, and the people from the family said that the Fourteenth Fujin followed Yufujin to Hetuala." ”
"Please forgive the Great Khan." Dolgon bowed to Huang Taiji and confessed, "The minister doesn't know about this, and before going out in the morning, Qi Qige didn't mention it, if the minister knew, he would never let her disturb Yu Fujin." ”
Huang Taiji coughed dryly, as if he was thinking about what to do.
Dolgon said, "The minister shall immediately hurry up and chase after Zizig." ”
Huang Taiji smiled: "You are reluctant to Qi Qige? ”
Dorgon was stunned and said embarrassedly, "No, I'm just afraid that she will disturb ......"
Huang Taiji said: "If you are willing to let her go out for a while, then let her go with her, Qi Qige is steady, with her by Yu'er's side, I can rest assured." ”
Dolgon was silent, bowed his head, and waited for the emperor to show him.
"That's it, if you really don't feel at ease, I won't stop you." Huang Taiji said, "You go and think about what to do first, no matter what you do, before sunset and Duoduo come to see me, I want to hear your specific ideas about transporting grain and grass." ”
"Yes." Dorgon clenched his fists.
His heart was in a mess, what should he do to show that he didn't have any thoughts, Huang Taiji was so suspicious, perhaps, he didn't want to get close to Yu'er, so he shouldn't stop Qi Qige.
Huang Taiji walked back to the Dazheng Palace, looked back at the back of Dolgon's departure, and his eyes slowly fell on Niman's body on the side. ”
Huang Taiji turned his back indifferently and said, "Go and tell Da Fu Jin, Qi Qige followed." ”
"Yes."
"Niman." Huang Taiji summoned him down again.
"Yes, what else does the Great Khan command?"
Huang Taiji asked, "Is Zhezhe embarrassed Hai Lanzhu?" ”
Niman was stunned, realized that he shouldn't be silent, and hurriedly said: "Da Fujin has always been kind to Lan Fujin, and Lan Fujin is only in his own room when he is free, and he hardly goes out. ”
"Let's go......" Huang Taiji said, sat back at the table, and opened a book as if nothing had happened.
Niman walked out of the palace, still uneasy in his heart, for the first time in so many years, the Great Khan had asked him such a thing, so fresh, that he didn't know how to answer.
In the inner palace, Hai Lanzhu sat alone on the kang head, continuing to embroider hats for Yatu, Baoqing came back from nowhere, approached her and said: "Fujin, fourteen Fujin followed Yu Fujin together." ”
Hai Lanzhu looked at her: "Qi Qige? ”
Baoqing said: "Yes, the slave maid listened to Ade, and the fourteenth Fujin waited halfway and followed Yu Fujin together." ”
Hai Lanzhu put down the needle and thread and said worriedly: "How long do they plan to stay, Qi Qige has followed, will Yu'er not want to come back?" ”