Chapter 293: That's it for tonight
Staring at Lu Zhe, he told him the truth very seriously, "You are very similar to him, because of the likeness, I have such a little sexual interest in you, I don't force you, if you want to, you can go!" ”
If he didn't want to, how could Ji Shen force him!
He's not that kind of person.
Not the kind of person who pushes a person to a desperate situation in order to satisfy his own sexuality.
What's more, he can't get out of Lu Yifei's shadow in his heart!
If it weren't for this portrait, how could he have looked at him a few more times.
Lu Zhe stood there, listening to Ji Shen's words, and for some reason, his throat became swollen and painful, and his chest was so stuffy that he was almost out of breath.
Under the flickering gaze, ethereal, I don't know where to put it.
After a long time, he choked up, as if his voice was normal, and asked, "Then how did he die?" If you love him, why do you let him die? ”
Ji Shen's gaze shifted from Lu Zhe's body.
He stood up, walked to the front cabinet, and poured red wine elegantly, and said lightly: "I married a woman, he helped me organize the wedding, after the wedding, I never saw him again, and then the people I sent out found him, and when I rushed over, I couldn't even find the body." ”
Thinking of Lu Yifei's death, Ji Shenzhi felt that his chest was almost out of breath, he raised his wine glass and drank most of the red wine in one go.
Turning to look at Lu Zhe, he continued: "It was my selfishness that hurt him, I knew he hated me, but at that time, I didn't know that I loved him more than myself. ”
Turning around and walking to the window, he turned his back to Lu Zhe, and his voice gradually became hoarse, "It's been six years, in the six years he has been away, I have never been born a day, I miss him, I especially want to, but...... In this world, there is no longer his existence. ”
Easy to fly, easy to fly......
He called out to him in his heart, praying that if Heaven gave them another chance to meet, he would never do that to him again.
He must have an open relationship with him and give him a wedding, even if the whole world is insulted and spurned, he will be with him and never leave him.
After listening to Ji Shen's words, Lu Zhe didn't say anything.
He stepped forward, pulled him over his body, lifted his chin, and kissed him on the lips.
Ji Shen was stunned and looked at him in surprise.
It's just a dragonfly's kiss, and after moving away, Lu Zhe smiled bitterly: "I'm honored that in your eyes, I am very similar to him, in this case, why not treat me as him, as long as you give me a bright future, I will depend on you for everything." ”
Even if it is his unspoken rules.
Even if you do those things that are scolded and ridiculed by the world.
He confessed, confessed!
Lu Zhe's reaction really surprised Ji Shen.
After a moment of silence, he asked him, "It doesn't matter if you become a stand-in?" ”
"It doesn't matter, to be covered by such an infatuated Mr. Ji, I think, it's everyone's dream!"
Ji Shen sneered, "You can't become him, but I can give you everything you want, whatever you want, I'll give it to you when I turn around." ”
He really didn't expect that this person would agree to him so readily.
He obviously didn't want to talk nonsense with him, but why, now he has no desire to do it?
He turned around, poured another glass of wine, and said to Lu Zhe with his back as he drank, "That's the end of tonight, you can go!" ”
He rarely confides in anyone, even Bai Yan, he has never said this to him.
I don't know what's wrong today, but I said so much to an unfamiliar person.
Moreover, it was obvious that he asked him to come over and wanted to do something.
But now, he didn't want to touch him.
I just want him to live cleanly and film his scenes well.
"Mr. Ji, do you want me to leave now?"
Lu Zhe didn't know when, his eyes were red, looking at the majestic and sturdy back, and even the voice of his voice was about to become abnormal.
Ji Shen still turned his back to him, his voice hoarse, "Let's go, but you have to remember, I will cover you in the future, I can give you whatever you want, but if you let me know that you have done anything improper with others, I will let you die an ugly death." ”
Just because he doesn't touch him doesn't mean he doesn't like him.
It's just that it's very similar to that person, he wants to make up everything he owed him at the beginning.
As for physical and mental communication, maybe he still can't get out of that person's shadow!
"Since that's the case, then I'll go first, Mr. Ji, you should go to bed early!"
Without stopping, Lu Zhe turned around and left the suite quickly.
Because he was afraid that if he didn't leave, he would see some flaws.
When the door was closed, and a person walked down the dark and empty corridor, tears could not be stopped, welling up in his eyes.
Ji Shen, Ji Shen......
He called out to him in his heart, screamed at him, and walked to the staircase where no one was around, but he still couldn't suppress the emotions that rolled in his heart, and he sat on the ladder and cried bitterly.
He never imagined that in his lifetime, he would hear that man say something like that to him.
He loved him.
It turns out that he is not just playing, he really loves him.
In order to love him, in the past six years, he has been divorced and alone until now.
And he, in order to love him, he changed his name, changed his appearance, approached Xiao Nian, and originally just planned to stand silently not far away and look at him.
Never let anyone know that he was the one who died six years ago.
Only by becoming a stranger can he stay by his side and watch him for a long time.
Unexpectedly, just now, he almost couldn't hold back, and almost revealed his identity to him.
Fortunately, after that kiss, he didn't continue, otherwise, I don't know if the time they spent together would change from infinite to limited once their identities were revealed.
Just like six years ago, the good is short-lived.
So Lu Yifei, you can't reveal your identity for the sake of a momentary moment, otherwise, you are very likely to stay by his side for such a short time.
Only by becoming a person who has nothing to do with him can you stand behind him and watch him unscrupulously.
So don't tell anyone that you are Lu Yifei and you are back.
……
After Lu Zhe left, Ji Shen lay on the bed and thought about a lot of things.
It was a long, long time ago, and he didn't know why he just couldn't get out of that person's shadow, why he just couldn't forget him.
Even if there is a person who looks very similar to him now, he can't think of that person as him.
He thought, in his life, maybe that's it!
In two years, if he can't get out of that person's shadow, then he will go to do a test-tube baby, and then find someone to surrogate, and after giving birth to an heir of the Ji family, he will have no worries, and he can be regarded as an explanation to his parents.