230 Death with you

"Huh?!"

Xu Manli was half frightened to death when she heard this, and stood up with a sudden, and the bowl in front of her fell to the ground.

She was the first to run out of the debris, and the others followed, and Lou Shaotang and I also passed.

When I arrived at the lotus pond, I saw that Lou Jitang was still soaking in the pond, his face seemed to have been beaten, swollen like a pig's head, his hands slapped the pool surface and fluttered wildly, his head swayed and wanted to call for help, but something was stuffed in his mouth and he couldn't scream.

When I looked at it, it looked like socks. A feeling of nausea suddenly churned out of his stomach, and he scurried to the side, retching on to the pillar.

Lou Shaotang hurriedly followed, "What's the matter, wife?" He patted me on the back, leaned over and nervously asked, "Why did you throw up?" Is it a bad stomach? ”

I waved my hand and vomited a few more times, and the nausea was over.

"It's fine." Taking the handkerchief he handed me and wiping my mouth, I straightened up and looked at the pond again.

There are already 2 male relatives who have gone down to the pool to save Lou Jitang, and Xu Manli is still crying on the side, as if Lou Jitang will die.

I'm weird, how could he fall into the pond when he's so good? What makes me wonder even more is that the pond is not deep, and Lou Jitang is water-sensitive, why can't he come up?

After a while, Lou Jitang was rescued, and when he saw his feet, the doubts in his heart were finally answered.

It turned out that his feet were tightly tied with a thick hemp rope, no wonder he couldn't move.

In an instant, I understood, turned my head and asked Lou Shaotang, "What did you do?" ”

Lou Shaotang didn't answer me, but the smug smile on his face clearly admitted.

Looking at the black cloth bag floating on the surface of the pool, I guess he should have taken this to Lou Jitang's head first, flattened him and then tied his feet, and then took off his socks and stuffed him into his mouth and threw them into the pool.

suddenly remembered that a long time ago, Lou Jitang had also been beaten in a similar way, could it be that Lou Shaotang did it that time?

My eyes wandered suspiciously on Lou Shaotang's face, and Lou Shaotang felt it, "What's wrong?" ”

"Have you taught him that before?"

Lou Shaotang was stunned for a moment, then seemed to react, and smiled again, more proud than the one just now.

I laughed, it was him! I remember that I doubted him at the time, but when I asked him, he didn't admit it, and asked me disdainfully, could he be so naΓ―ve?

"I didn't expect our dignified young people to use such a childish trick!"

Hearing the ridicule in my words, Lou Shaotang laughed, "It's not because of you!" He scratched my nose dotingly, "For you, I don't want to be famous for the rest of my life." ”

"Come less!" I grabbed his hand and pretended to bite it, smiling sweetly, "How can you be famous?" The yin name is pretty much the same! It's a shame for you to make such a shady means! ”

Lou Shaotang turned his head to look at Lou Jitang, who was sitting on the ground, spitting water in embarrassment, "This trick is the most suitable for dealing with this kind of shameless person." Hold me by the hand, "Let's go." ”

"Where?" He didn't look like he was going to take me back to the dining hall for dinner.

"Go home."

I was slightly stunned, and suddenly remembered something, "Wait." ”

Lou Shaotang stopped, with a question mark on his face.

"I'll take you to meet someone." After saying this, a pain crossed my heart.

"Who?" He looked puzzled.

Inhaling and holding down the heartache, I took Lou Shaotang's hand, "Follow me." ”

I took him to the Jizo Hall next to it, and there was a golden and solemn Jizo Bodhisattva in front of him, and the not too big offering platform in front of him was full of offerings, melons, fruits, and incense candles.

Jizo Bodhisattva is one of the four great bodhisattvas of Buddhism, and we often say, "I don't go to hell, who will go to hell" is from the words of this Bodhisattva, who specializes in the six realms, reincarnates sentient beings, and seeks transcendence and repentance for the dead.

We didn't stop here, we moved to the back hall.

Seeing rows of meritorious tablets of the deceased neatly enshrined on the spiritual platform, Lou Shaotang asked, "Have you offered tablets to your father here?" ”

I pursed my lips and shook my head slightly. Lou Shaotang's puzzled expression was even worse.

I looked at the spiritual platform in front of me, "It's our children here." ”

Lou Shaotang's body stiffened, his face instantly turned pale, and the whole person seemed to be stunned. But he quickly came back to his senses, and slowly turned his head to follow my line of sight, and looked at the spiritual table.

I stared at the tablet of the unexpectedly aborted child, tears welling up in my eyes.

Lou Shaotang should have seen it, because the tablet is in the first row, and the book is "Tu Ying's Spiritual Position".

He was silent, I didn't speak, and it was as if time and space had stood still.

"I'm sorry." After a long time, Lou Shaotang's mournful voice sounded in my ears.

I turned my head sideways, his handsome face was full of pain and remorse, and two lines of tears hung down his cheeks.

Although I repeatedly stressed to him that it was my problem that caused the child not to have it, he still blamed himself for it, believing that he had lost it by pushing and shoving.

I raised my hand and stroked away his tears, "Husband, stop blaming yourself, it's really none of your business." ”

"No, it's me." His voice was hoarse and choked, and he still stubbornly thought so.

Tears rolled out of his eyes, and the hot temperature burned my fingers.

Suppressing the same grief as him, I pretended to smile lightly, "I brought you here, I didn't make you cry, if you want to cry again, your child should laugh at you." ”

After setting up this tablet, I only came once a few days before the winter solstice last year, and I haven't been here since, and I have never told Lou Shaotang about it. It was just when I suddenly remembered it, so I brought him over to have a look. Although this child has no fate with us after all, after all, it is our flesh and blood, and we should come to pay tribute.

Lou Shaotang was not amused by my forced joke, pulled down my hand, and his sad eyes fixed on me, "You must have hated me to death when you set up the tablet at that time!" His tone was one that wanted to strangle himself to death.

Recalling the scene and state of mind when I went to the temple to set up a tablet for the child, I felt guilty, heartache, and a slight reluctance, but I didn't have hatred for Lou Shaotang.

I don't know why, but maybe the seed of love for him has been planted deep in my heart since then.

"Nope." I smiled and told him the truth, "I've never hated you." In fact, if you hadn't missed at that time, there is a good chance that I wouldn't have kept him. It's just that I didn't expect that he would be my first and probably my last child. The tears that were holding back in his eyes did not hold back and slipped out.

"Wife!" Lou Shaotang's face couldn't hide his distress, he held my face with both hands, and gently wiped my wet cheeks with his thumb, but his own face was wet. "I swear that if we are lucky enough to have another child, I will take good care of him and let him be born safely."

My heart fluttered slightly.

Let's hope. I also hope that He Lou Shaotang can be lucky enough to have another child.

But will this hope come true?

Although it is extremely slim, I don't dare to be delusional, but if I say pessimistic and dejected words at this moment, it will only make Lou Shaotang's grief worse. So, I smiled and nodded, "Okay." ”

After that, we gave the child the nickname "Think Like", which means that we will not forget him and will always miss him. The tablet was re-established, no longer only my name, but also Lou Shaotang's. He also burned some paper ties for the child, asked the master to recite the scriptures, and donated a considerable amount of sesame oil money to the temple in the name of the child.

After doing this, he came out of the Jizo Palace, and the Lou family's fasting feast was dispersed. Lou Shaotang greeted the old man and Shen Yiru and said that we were leaving, the old man kept a calm face and did not speak, but Shen Yiru was in a hurry, and repeatedly asked Lou Shaotang to go back to Jingyuan with her for dinner, but Lou Shaotang refused.

Shen Yiru's face collapsed again because of this. I know that she must have thought it was my idea, and more importantly, Hengheng, Lou Shaotang made her clear attitude with her again, so she blamed me for not trying my best to persuade her.

I didn't bother to explain to her that when one person doesn't like another, it's wrong to do anything, even if it's just to take a breath.

On Monday morning, I routinely went to Tianyue Center to inspect the store. As soon as I entered the store, the clerk told me that a woman had just come to me and told me to go to the top floor to look for her when I arrived.

I asked the clerk which woman it was, and the clerk said she had never seen her before, she was very good-looking and well-dressed. I asked her again if the woman had said anything about it, and the clerk shook her head.

I wondered, if you were looking for me, why didn't you just wait for me in the store and ask to go to the top floor?

On the top floor of the Tianyue Center is the Art Center, which exhibits a variety of paintings and artworks, and is rarely visited on weekdays, except on weekends. Is there something very important that she wants to talk to me about, and that she thinks it's quiet and undisturbed? Won't be spied on?

With countless question marks, I went to the top floor.

As I thought, there was only a few elderly people in the huge space who were looking at the artworks and looking at them dressed as intellectuals. Also, this time is only available for those of them who have retired.

I walked around, but I didn't find the woman the clerk said, thinking that she might have found the wrong person, and when I was about to leave, a female voice suddenly came from behind, "Tu Ying." ”

Hearing this soft voice, my whole body froze as if I had been electrocuted, and my steps stopped violently.

When I turned around, Zheng Keer was standing less than 5 meters away from me.

Where did she come from?

This was the first question that popped into my head.

I looked to both sides, and there was a safe passage on the right, and the door was still slowly closing, so she must have been there.

What are you doing so reverently?

I straightened up, every cell in my body standing on guard.

"You're looking for me?"

I asked her coldly, looking at her right wrist, where a pink bracer was covered, which was tightly covered by the place where Zhai Jin pierced.

Noticing my gaze, she looked there too, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.

I shuddered, for the smile was completely hideous.

But I quickly calmed down, and looked directly into her eyes with a cold sheen without fear, "What are you looking for me to do?" ”

She limped slightly and took a few steps closer to me. I didn't want to think that I was afraid of her, so I didn't back down, but my vigilance increased a little more.

"I'm going to die with you."

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